七月，海城的盛夏。
yichangyunniangyijiudeleibao，zaicikeqingpenerxia，doudadeyudianfengkuangdizazaichengshimeiyicunjilishang，jiaozhichengyipianhundundeshuisheng。
chuzuchefeichizaijishuidelumianshang，jianqijudadeshuihua，chechuangwaidenihongbeiyushuirousui，huazuoyidaodaoliuguangyicaidexuying，guangguailuli。
suwanzuozaihouzuo，xiaoxinyiyidijianghuailineizhijingzhidedangaoheyoubaojinlejifen。
zheishitahefujingmingdinghunsanzhouniandejinianri。
也是傅景明的生日。
yizhouqian，fujingmingjiumanhuaiqianyidigaosuta，gongsiyougehaiwaibinggouandaolezuiguanjiandeshike，jinianrizheitiantakongpayaotongxiaojiaban，meifapeitale。
suwanzuishangshuozhe“meiguanxi，gongzuoyaojin”，xinliqueqiaoqiaozhunbeilezheigejingxi。
tahualezhengzhengyigexiawu，qinshoukaozhiletazuiaideheisenlindangao，yousuanzheshijian，zaitayinggaizuipibeideshenye，benfutadegongsi。tashenzhinengxiangxiangdao，dangfujingmingkandaotahedangaoshi，neizhangzongshiyiqifengfadeyingjunlianpangshang，huiluchuzenyangjingxiyougandongdeshenqing。
tahuizouguolai，congbeihouyongzhuta，xiabadizaitadefading，yongneibatazuizhemide、daizheyisilanjuandesangyinshuo：“wanwan，xinkule。younizhenhao。”
yixiangdaoneigehuamian，suwandechunjiaojiubuzijuediweiweishangyang。
sanniandeganqing，zaoyitunqulechushide**，quechendianchulewenshuibandemoqi。tadongtadeyexinhebaofu，tayexiguanletadepeibanyufuchu。suoyourendoushuo，tamenshitianzaodishedeyidui，zhidengbiyejiugaijuxinghunli。
“**，fushijituanzongbudaole。”
sijideshengyindaduanlesuwandesixu。
tafuleqian，daolexie，xiaoxindihuzhedangaotuikaichemen。
“轰隆——”
yidaozhengningdeshandianhuapotianji，jinsuierzhideleimingfangfoyaojiangzhenggeyekongpikai。
kuangfengjuanzhebaoyupumianerlai，suwanzhichuanleyitiaodanbodezhensizhangqun，shunjianbeilindebanshi。tadalegehanzhan，yishoufeilidichengkaisan，lingyishoujiangneicuiruodezhizhidangaohesisidihuzaixiongqian，kuaibuchaozhedenghuotongmingdefushidashapaoqu。
raner，dangtapaodaodashalouxia，quebeibaoanlanzhule。
“**，baoqian，zheimewanleninbunengjinqu。”
“wozhaonimenfuzong，fujingming，”suwandeyuqihenkeqi，“wogentayuehaolede。”
baoanshangxiadaliangletayiyan，yanshenlidaizhejifengongshihuadehuaiyi：“fuzong？womenxiaofuzongjinwangenbenmeizaigongsijiaban。”
suwanweiweiyizheng：“bukeneng。taqinkougenwoshuode。”
“neikenengshininjicuole，”baoanyaoleyaotou，“xiaofuzongxiawuwudianduojiulikaigongsile，daoshitadezhuligangcaidaguodianhuahuilai，shuoxiaofuzongjinwanyoujishi，rangjigexiangmuzudefuzerenzijijiaban。”
bushizaigongsi……neitahuizainaer？
suwandexinli“gedeng”yixia，yizhongbuhaodeyuganhaowuzhengzhaodimanleshanglai。tanachushouji，fujingmingdedianhuayijiushiwurenjietingdezhuangtai。
tabuxinxie，youbotonglefujingmingzhulidedianhua。
dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijieqi，beijingyincaozawubi。
“su**？”zhulideyuqitingqilaiyouxiehuangluan。
“lizhuli，jingmingta……shibushichushenmeshile？”suwandeshengyinbuzijuedidaishangleyisizhandou。
dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，suijichuanlailizhulichiyideshengyin：“……zheige，su**，fuzongta……tazaishizhongxinyiyuan。”
“yiyuan？！”suwandenaozi“weng”deyisheng，xueseshunjianconglianshangtunqu，“tazenmele？tachushenmeshile？！”
“bu、bushifuzong！”lizhulilikejieshidao，“shilin**……linchuchu**ta……taturanfagaoshaoyundaole，fuzongzhengpeizhetazaiyiyuanshuyeni。”
林、楚、楚。
dangzheisangezicongtingtonglichuanlai，suwanzhijuedehunshendexueyefangfodouzaiyishunjianninggule。
neigubuxiangdeyugan，zaicikehuaweilezuijuti、zuishangrendeliren，jingzhundiciruletadexinzang。
又是她。
永远都是她。
fujingmingdeqingmeizhuma，neigecongxiaotiruoduobing、beisuoyourenpengzaishouxinlidelinjiada**。yeshisannianlai，henggenzaitahefujingmingzhijian，yigenbabudiaoyeyanbuxiadeci。
zhiyaolinchuchuyitongdianhua，wulunheshihedi，wuluntamenzaizuoshenme，fujingmingdouhuidiyishijianganguoqu。
liyouyongyuanshineiju：“wanwan，chuchutashentibuhao，wopatachushi。”
suwancengjingweicinaoguo、yetuoxieguo。fujingmingxiangtabaozheng，taduilinchuchuzhishixiongmeizhiqing，shizeren。
可今天是什么日子？
shitamendedinghunsanzhounianjinianri。
tasuoweide“tongxiaojiaban”，suoweide“guanjiandebinggouan”，yuanlaiquandoushihuangyan。tazhishiweilequpeilingyigenvren。
yushuishunzhetadefashaodiluo，hunzhelianshangbuzhimingdeyeti，youlengyouse。
suwanguaduandianhua，kanzhehuailineizhibeizijibaohudewanhaowusundedangao，huranjuedewubifengci。
talanxialingyiliangchuzuche，shengyinsiyadibaochuleneigetayicidoubuxiangtazudedifang：“shifu，qushizhongxinyiyuan。”
……
shizhongxinyiyuandejizhendating，shenyeyijiurenlairenwang。
kongqilimimanzheyigunongzhongdexiaodushuiwei，hunzazhebingrenyayide**hejiashujiaozhuodejiaobusheng。
suwanxianggeyouhunyiyangchuanguodating，shenzhiwangledasan，renyoubinglengdeyushuijiangtaangguidequnzihejingxindalidejuanfadashi，langbeiditiezaishenshang。
tayiyanjiukandaoleshuyequneigeshuxideshenying。
fujingmingzuozaiyizhangpeihuyishang，gaodadeshenquweiweiqianqing。tashenshangchuanzhejiazhibufeideshougongdingzhixizhuang，quemeiyoubandianpingrilideyiqifengfa，meitoujinsuo，yanshenlishihaobuyanshidedanyouyujiaoji。
erzaitaduimiandebingchuangshang，tangzheyigechuanzhelanbaitiaowenbinghaofudexianshounvhai。
nvhaideliansecangbaidejinhutouming，etoushangfuzheyikuaishimaojin，yizhishoudazhediandi，lingyizhishouquebeifujingmingjinjindiwozaizhangxinli。
neinvhai，ziranjiushilinchuchu。
suwanzhanzaibuyuanchu，gezheshijimidejuli，xiangyigechuangruzhe，jingjingdikanzhezheifu“qingshenyizhong”dehuamian。
tadejiaoxiafangfoguanleqian，yibuyenuobudong。
huailidedangaohebianyuanyijingbeiyushuijintou，kaishifaruan、bianxing。taqinshouzaidangaoshangyongqiaokelijiangxiede“j&w，sanzhouniankuaile”ziyang，kongpayeyijingbeiyunrandemohubuqing。
就像她此刻的心。
shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，shuyepinglideyetijijiangjiandi。
hushiguolaibalezhen，linchuchuyouyouzhuanxing。tayizhengyan，jiukandaoleshouzaichuangbiandefujingming，cangbaidezuichunlikewanqiyigexuruoquemanzudehudu。
“jingmingge……niyizhizaia？”tadeshengyinyouqingyouruan，daizhedabingchuyudeshaya，zuyijiqirenhenanrendebaohuyu。
“nifazheshao，wozenmekenengzou。”fujingminglikefuxiashen，taishoutanletantadeetou，querenbutangle，caisonglekouqi，yuqishisuwancongweitingguodewenrou，“ganjuezenmeyang？haiyoumeiyounalibushufu？”
“womeishile，jiushi……rangnidanxinle。”linchuchushuozhe，yankuangjiuhongle，“jintian……shibushinihesuwanjiedejinianri？nikuaihuiquba，bierangtawuhui……”
tazuishangshuozhe“biewuhui”，neizhimeidazhendeshou，quefanerjiangfujingmingdeyixiuzuandegengjinle。
fujingmingtanlekouqi，fanshoujiangtadexiaoshoubaoguozaizhangxin，roushenganfudao：“shuoshenmeshahua。nideshentizuizhongyao。wanwanneibian，wohuigentajieshide，tabushineimexiaoqideren。”
不是小气的人……
suwanzhanzaiyuandi，tingzhezheijupingjia，zhijuedexiongkouxiangshibeiyikuaijushiduzhu，mendetajihuchuanbuguoqilai。
suoyi，tajiubixudongshi，bixudadu，bixuyiciyouyicidi，weitasuoweide“xiongmeiqing”rangbu，shima？
jiuzaizheishi，linchuchusihubujingyidiyitaiyan，muguangjingzhundibuzhuodaolezhanzaibuyuanchudesuwan。
taxianshilengleyixia，suiji，neishuangkansichunjingwugudeyanmoushenchu，feikuaidishanguoyisideyiyutiaoxin。
ranhou，taxiangshishoudaoleshenmejingheyiban，mengdikesouqilai。
“keke……kekeke……”
takedesixinliefei，fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaochuanbushangqilai，shouruodeshentizaifujingminghuailisuochengyituan。
“chuchu？zenmele？！”fujingmingguoranlikejinzhangqilai，qingqingpaizhetadebeiweitashunqi。
“mei……meishenme……”linchuchuyibianke，yibianxuruoditaishouzhilezhisuwandefangxiang，qiruoyousidishuo，“jingmingge……shi……shisuwanjie……ta……tashibushiwuhuileshenme……”
fujingmingshunzhetademuguangmengdihuitou。
dangtakandaohunshenshitou、liansecanbairuguidesuwanshi，yingtingdemeifengshunjianningchengleyigechuanzi。
tayandimeiyoujiubiezhongfengdejingxi，meiyousihaodekuijiu，zhiyouyizhongjihuabeidaluandebunaifan。
tasongkailinchuchu，dabuliuxingdichaozhesuwanzoulai。
suizhetadezoujin，neigushuxide、hunhezhegaojimuzhixiangdiaoyudandanyancaoweideqixijiangsuwanlongzhao。
cengjiheshi，zheishirangtawubixinandeweidao。
ercike，quezhirangtagandaoyizhenfanwei。
“nizenmelaile？”fujingmingzoudaotamianqian，pitougailianjiushiyijuzhiwen。tademuguangluozaitahuailineizhibuchengyangzidedangaoheshang，meitouzhoudegengjinle，“chuchugangcongjizhenchulai，shentihaihenxuruo，nilaizheilinaoshenme？”
闹？
suwankanzhetayandineiminghuanghuangdezhize，tingzhetazheijulisuodangrandeweihu，xinzangzuishenchuneigenyizhijinbengzhedexian，zhongyu“pa”deyisheng，chediduanle。
她笑了。
zaizheicaozabinglengdejizhendatingli，tayingzhetoudingcanbaidedengguang，kanzheyanqianzheigezijiailesanniandenanren，huranxiaochulesheng。
neixiaoshenghenqing，quedaizheyizhongshuobuchudebeilianghechaofeng。
fujingmingbeitaxiaodeyouxiefamao：“nixiaoshenme？”
“woxiaowoziji，”suwanhuanhuanditaiqiyan，neishuangzongshishengmanaiyidetaohuayanli，cikeyipianbingfeng，zaiwubandianwendu，“woxiaowozijifanjian，zizuoduoqing。”
tashuozhe，huanhuandijuqilehuailidedangao。
zaifujingmingcuoedemuguangzhong，tayongjinquanshendeliqi，jiangneizhitahuafeilezhenggexiawuxinxuededangao，henhendizazailedishang！
“砰——”
一声巨响。
jingzhideheisenlindangaohunzhenaiyouheqiaokelisuixie，zaibinglengdedizhuanshangshuaichengleyitanbukanrumudelanni。
neiguxiangtiandeqixishunjianzaikongqizhongzhakai，quexianderucigegeburu。
zhenggeshuyequderen，doubeizheituruqilaideyimujingdekanleguolai。
fujingmingdelian，shunjianzhangchenglezhuganse。
“suwan！nifenglema？！”tayadileshengyinnuhou，juedezijideliandoubeidiujinle。
“shi，woshifengle。”suwankanzhedishangneitanlanni，jiuxiangzaikanzijizheisannianlaikexiaodefuchu。
tataiqishou，muguangluozaizijiwumingzhishangneimeishanyaodezuanjieshang。
neishisannianqian，fujingmingxiangtaqiuhunshiqinshouweitadaishangde，tashuo，zheishishijieshangduyiwuerdesheji，xiangzhengzhetamenduyiwuerdeaiqing。
xianzaikanlai，buguoshigetiandadexiaohua。
suwandemuguang，yueguofujingming，kanxiangtashenhouneigezhengkaozaichuangtou、yongyizhongshenglizhedezitaikanzhetadelinchuchu。
tahuranjuede，yiqiedousuoranwuwei。
争什么呢？
yigebuainidenanren，jiuxiangyigeyongyuanyejiaobuxingdezhuangshuideren。
她累了。
zaizhongmukuikuizhixia，suwanshenxiyikouqi，yongyizhongjinhupingjingde、lengmodeyuqi，yiziyidundiduifujingmingshuo：
“fujingming，wochengquannimen。”
tataiqizuoshou，haobuyouyudijiangneimeicengbeitashiruozhenbaodedinghunjiezhi，congshouzhishangtunlexialai。
bingliangdejinshuhuaguopifu，daiqiyizhenxiweidecitong。
fangfoshizaiweizheiduanganqing，juxingyichangchilaide、wushengdegaobieyishi。
tajiangneimeijiezhi，xiangdiulajiyiyang，rengzaileneitanlangjiededangaoshang。
zuanshideguangmang，beiangzangdenaiyoushunjiantunmei。
“zheihun，”suwantaiqitou，yingshangfujingmingneishuangxiemanzhenjinghebuganzhixindeyanmou，qingxidituchuzuihousangezi，“bujiele。”
shuowan，tashenzhimeiyouzaikantayiyan，yemeiyoukantashenhoudelinchuchu，zhishitingzhilezijibinglengjiangyingdejibei，zhuanshen，touyebuhuidizoujinleyiyuanwaineipianmangmangdeyumuzhizhong。
不带一丝留恋。