第一章赌徒爸爸
fubutengmubuzai，shangxuehaibeiqiru。
juewangzhiji，woqiaokailejietouwenshendiandemen。
neigelaobanshichulemingdehun，dajiajixiong，lianwobadoupata。
woguzuyongqi，wenta：“baohufeiduoshaoqian？wokeyizan。ni，nengbunengbaohuwo？”
daxuefenfei，hanliangdedongyeli，nanrenchaonongdeqingxiao：“nigexiaopihai，nengzhuanduoshao？”
zuihou，taquehaishihulewo。
直到生命尽头。
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renshichenlangneinian，wogangmanshisansui。
chibuhaochuanbunuan，dongriliyezhinengguazhewomadejiumianyi，xiandewogengjiashouruolingding。
wobashihunzi，womashilianainao。
jinguanwobaxujiu，dubo，meimeibaixinghuijia，douyaoduiwomenmunvquandajiaoti。
womaquehaishiganxinweitazuozhegongchangligaoweidegongzuo，naqianjitabutiejiayong。
sisuineinian，wobayoubawomajideqianduguangle。
tadingzheyishenjiuqi，zakaimen，yijinmenjiuzhuazhewomadetoufa，yongliyiza。
womafankangbuji，zhijiedaozaileyingbangbangdeshuinidishang，tahaixianbujieqi，zhijieshangjiaochuaitadexiaofu，yixiayixia，daizhexiangrangtasizaidangxiadelidao。
“si**！niyeqiaobuqiwo？”
“yaobushiyinweinishengbuchuerzi，laozizenmehuirangjietouxiangweidoulaixiaohua！”
“wojiubugaiquni！gejiantizishengchugexiaojiantizi，haidelaozicaiyundoumeile！yinshengyangshuai，doushiyinweini！”
womabeitadadehunshenshixue，toushang，lianshang，haiyouwuzheduzidegebo。
xianxuejinranletadamanbudingdemianyi，womahuoxiangshiyikuaipobuwawa，beixinaidezhangfurenyishanghai。
ertalianfankangdoubushede，yongdaizheaiyidemuguang，shenshendezhushizheta，qidaiaiyinengronghuabaoli，rangzhangfubianhuiwenheqianbeidemoyang。
zaiwomabeidadejihumeileqixizhihou，wobazhongyutingshou，yiyouweijindemuguangzhuanyidaowoshenshang。
“nikanshenmekan，kanshenmekan！nizheiyanshenshishenmeyisi，nihaixiangfankangniqindie？”
zhongzhongdebazhanghenhenluodaowolianshang，bijutongweichigengjiude，shiermingdeganjue。
fangfozhenggeshijiedoubeigejuezaipingzhangzhiwai，erwobeimanyandexingxingnongdeyanhualiaoluan。
houlaiwocaizhidao，zheishiyinweiermochuankong。
womakuzhepuguolai，louzhewo，yongdanbodejibeichengdanlaizizhangfudequandajiaoti。
zhidaotalijie，caiyiyouweijindetingzhi，fanshentangzaichuangshang，huhudashui。
womabaozhewo，dishengchuoqi。
jialilianyaodoubushengduoshao，taquandoujiwoyongshang，youchuizheleikaishishoushidongxi。
womenjizaiyizhangxingjunchuangshang，mamapawoshuaixiaqu，zhinengjinjinlouzhewo。
woshuo：“mama，womenyexuexiaohuahetamamataopaohaobuhao？woyihouzhuanhenduoqianyangni！”
tawulidezhuazhepodongloufengdemianbei，xiaorongkusehuainian。
“buxing，niannian，womenbunengpaoxiababa。”
“tayiqianhenhaode，huijimamamaihendadejinzhuozi，haihuiqizixingchedaiwochuquwan，mamaneishihouhaiyoutajiwomaidehuaqunzi，henduohenduo，chuandouchuanbuwan。”
woyaotou：“mamahushuo！”
womadeyanshenshunjianbianle，guzhideshuo。
“mamameihushuo！nibabazhishiyinweixiagangle，xinqingfanmen，caihuizheiyang。”
“tahuiduiwohaode，tashuoguo，tahuiaiwoyibeizi......”
tadeshengyinyuelaiyuexiao，buxiangshizaihewoshuo，fanerxiangzaihezijiduihua。
diertian，mamadeshanghaizaiteng，babaquexiangshishenmedoumeifasheng，xipixiaoliandecengta，shenshouyaoqian。
tashuo：“wangdi，wozhishiyishifanhutu。niwanglema，yiqianshiwobanidaichuneigeemodijiao，wozuitengnile。”
“nifangxin，dengwoduyingle，womenjiajiuzoudegengyuanyidian，banjindafangzi，woyibeizidoutengni！”
zheixiehuazaiwoerduolitingzheneimekexiao，kewomaqueshenxinbuyi。
tabagongziquandoujileneigenanren，lianchifandeqiandoumeisheng。
这种场景让人心惊。
wozuozaiyibian，yanbabadekanzhetamen，xinlihenxianghenxiangwenta。
mama，nibushishuo，zheigeyuegongzidaoshou，jiusongwoqushangxuema？
neiwoshenmeshihou，nengqushangxueni......
zhidaohenjiuhenjiuyihou，mamadoumeizaitiqi。
haishifuyoudeayimenkanbuxiaqu，bangwobanlexueji，wocaishanglexiaoxue。
wozhongjiucuoguoletachengnuodeyiqie。