第4章
zhaozheyanhenlihai，yibiandushuyibiandagongzhengqian，haiyoushijianfudaowodegongke。
womenderizijieju，queyexingfu。
houlaideneixienian，zhaozheyankaishigongzuo，tagengjiapinming，fashiyaojiwogenghaodeshenghuo。
womenhenkuaibuzaiweichichuanerfachou，jianjiandishenzhiyouleyibijixu，zhaozheyanzijichuangye，cihouyebeirenchengzuozhaozong。
tanianjiu，buxiangbanjia，womenjiuyizhishenghuozailaofangzili。
zhishishiyeyouchengnianjinsanshidezhaozheyan，queyijiudushen。
bierendoushuoshiyinweitadaizhewozheiyangyigetuoyouping，suoyicaibuhaozhaoduixiangde。
shibasuiyiqian，woyeyiweiwoshizhaozheyandetuolei，suoyitacaidanshen，woneishihouxiangzhedengwoshangdaxue，wojiubanchuqu，jueduibuhuilianleitabunengchengjia。
neishinapawozhidaowoxihuanzhaozheyan，quebingmeishenmebugaiyoudexinsi，woxihuanta，danwogengpatazhidaowodexinsizhihouhuibuyaowo，wodubuqi，wobunengmeiyouzhaozheyan。
keshibasuideshengridangwan，jiuhoudezhaozheyanwenlewo。
tacouzaiwodeerbianshuotaxihuanwo。
shaonvqingdouchukai，yifaerbukeshou。
zhaozheyanxihuanwo？womenxiangyiweimingzheimeduonian，woshitayangdade，taxihuanwohaoxiangyewukehoufei。
zuizhongyaodeshi，woyexihuanta。
zhishicongqiandewobuganmaichuneiyibu，wopatataoyanwo，wopawoshuoleyihoutahuibuyaowo。
kexianzaitayexihuanwo，neiwohaipashenmeni？
neitianwanshangwozhijuedezheishimingyunjiwoshibasuishengrizuihaodeliwu，rangwodedaolewoxihuandenanrendeai。
diertianzhaozheyanjiuxingzhihou，wopudaotadehuaili，manyanxingfendikanzheta。
woxiusedikaikou：“zhaozheyan，woyexihuanni。”
zheishizheimeduonianwodiyicizhihutademingzi，meiyoujiaotaxiaoshu。
woyiweizhaozheyanjiwodehuiyinghuishixingfenjidong，tahuijinjindilouzhewo，huigenwoshuowomencongciyihoujiushilianrenle。
congjiarendaolianren，wulunshishenmeshenfen，womendoushibicideweiyi，cihoubuzaifenli。
womeiyouxiangdaozhaozheyanhuiborandanu，taliansetieqing，shenzidouzaiweiweizhandou，kanxiangwodeyanshenwanruokanyigefengzi。
taturanshenshouchezhuwodetoufa，zhengzhengbanianshijian，zaiwopannideshihoutadoumeiyouduiwozheiyangcubaoguo。
keshixianzaitachezhewodetoufa，buguwodetongku，jiangwochedaolefumudeyixiangqian。
“跪下。”
zhaozheyanshengyinlenglie，tanaonudao：“qinnuo，nidengdayanjingkankan，nikankannizijishishei，nikankanwoshishei，woshinidexiaoshu，nizenmenengxihuanwo？”
“nizenmehuishizheimeyigegualianxianchidenvhaizi？nibuzhidaoxiuchidema？nimeiyouzizunma？kanjianyigenanrennijiuyaoxihuanma？”
“nihaizhibuzhidaowoshinidezhangbeiya？wozenmehuijiangniyangchengzheigeyangzi，woyaoshizhidaonihuibianchengjintianzheimeyigebuzhixiuchidejianren，wodangnianjiubuyinggaijiuni，wojiubuyinggaixinxinkukujiangniyangzheimeda。”
“kenibushiwodezhangbei，womenmeiyouxueyuanguanxi......”
“闭嘴。”