第1章
丧礼。
sumuerzhuangyan，dayuqingpen，dazaiheiseyusanshang，zichengyifushuimohua。
songliyishenheiqun，jizhangfushenhuaiansongzang。guidetaijiu，qishenshi，tuifaruanmeizhanwen，wanghouliangqianglexia，shouzhoubeirenconghoudianleyixia，wenleshenxing。
“xiexie。”songliwenshengzhixie，huitou，zhuangjianyishuangshensuiyouchendemouzi。
是沈暨南。
“jieai。”nanrenyutaiqinglengwuwen，yanshenyezhishiqingqingyipie，jiuyikaile。silengmo，danfenmingyoushishuyutianzijiaozigaogaozaishangdejiaojin。
tazhizheheisan，chenbuzouxiangleqianfangnianmaidelaoyezi，errendishengshuozheshenme，zaiyulitingbuzhenqie。
“ali，xiaosanyegangfunile？”popokuaibuguolaizouxiangsongli，yishuangkudetonghongdeyanzaiqianfangnanrenbeiyingshangliulian。
shenjinanpingrihennanjiejin，bubarenherenfangyanli，
quepianpianpenglesongli，lifengyibudebuduoxiang。
songlihaimeijiehua，lifengyituranrengchugezhadan，“ali，xianggebanfahuaishangtadehaizi！”
songlixiangshibuganxiangxinzijitingdaodehua，jingedetaiqitoulai，dingzhepopolifengyi：“ma，nishuoshenme？”
“wozhidaozheiduinilaishuoyoudianhuangtang，keshi......nishiwoyishouyangdade，womenzheifangdechujing，nizuiqingchubuguo。huaianzoulehou，womenjiuyidianyikaodoumeile。”
shenjiashigefeichangpangdadejiazu。
shenjialaoyezishenzhenyaochulezhengqizhiwai，haiyanglesifangyitaitai。dajiapingrizailaoyezigenqianqiaozhexianganwushi，kebeidilinizhengwodoulejishinian。
lifengyishiwufang，zuzubilaoyezixiaole25sui，jiajilaoyezishicai20，jinmenshijiuhuailehaizishenhuaian。
benshihuanxizhishi，naiheshenhuaiancongxiaojiushentibuhao，songlijiushiweilejitachongxi，jisuishijiubeilifengyiyangzaishenjia，jishenhuaiandangtongyangxi。zhikexi，shenhuaianhaishimeinengjiuhuilai。
shenzhenyaodexinsibenjiubuzaiwufangzheier，xianrujinshenhuaianzoule，zaizheigepangdafuzadejiali，lifengyijiugengcunbunanxing。
shenjinanshilaoyezidezhangsun，youshidafangderen，qidiweibujinjinshiyige“zungui”zugouxingrong。bieshuoshizaishenjia，jiushizaizhenggebeicheng，sheijianzhetayedouyaodizhetouhanyishengxiaosanye。
“niyaoshinenghuaishanghaizi，womenzhiguansuanzaihuaiantoushang，jiushuoshizhiqianliule**。laoyezizaijingming，qiyixinyaoyandna，yeyanbuchugesuoyiranlai。”lifengyinaozizhuandehenkuai。
songliyaotou，“xiaosanyebuhuirongdewomenzheimesuanji！”
“zheiyijingshimeifazidefazile！zhenggeshenjiadoushikanrenxiacaidiede，yourencaiyouqian，youqiancainengshengcun。”
songlitaiqitoulaichaomougeshenyingkanqu。
xianchangsuoyourendoushiyixiheiyi，shenjinanyebuliwai，kezaiyiqunrenzhonglongfengli，tapianhaishizuizhayandeneiyige。
zhanzailaoyezishenbian，youmishuchengzhesan，yumuzhong，heisanxia，neigenanrenlitajiujibuzhiyao，kesongliquejuede，neijuliyuandebingfeitazheiyangderen、zheiyangdeshenfennengqingyikaojinde。
lifengyidetiyi，wulunzenmexiangdouhenhuangtang。
songliyaotoujujue：“ma，zaixiangdianbiedefaziba！”
lifengyiliansehenlexie：“ali，nihuitongyide！”
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conglingyuanhuilai，yixingrendouhuizhuzhaipeilaoyezichifan。xijian，dajiadouzaikuanweilaoyezihelifengyi，songlizuozaizuimoduandeweizhi，quanchengmeishuohua。
“huaianxihuanrenao，jinwannimendouliuxialai，jiudangzuihoupeipeita。”fanhou，laoyezifahua，dafangdaowufang，wurenganbucong。
weiyoushenjinantichuyaozou。
“mingtianyizaodefeijifeialianqiu，neibianyougedanzi。”
laoyezidiantou：“niqumang。”
shenjiashouwojijiashangshigongsi，banianqianshenjinanhuiguohou，laoyezijiubazheiyizhenggetanzidoujinshudiujileshenjinan。
tahenzhengqi，yuanbenxiahuadeyejidaotashoushangwanquanbianleyang，meijinianshizhijiudoufanlehaojifan。zheirangzhenggedafangshangdaolaotaitai，xiadaoyongren，yaoganzidoutingdebizhi。jiusuanshizuidechongdesanfang，yebuganjidafangbandianyanse。
shenjinanlikai，zhongrenqishenxiangsong，gegedoukekeqiqi。
lifengyizheishikailekou：“ali，nibushishuomingtianyizaoyaopanchahuaiandecaichanhezhaiwuma，jinwanzouba，budanwushi。nimeikaiche，rangxiaosanyedainiyicheng。”
zichanpancha，yebujiyuzheiyishi。songlidangranzhidaopopodeyisi，dangchangyaojujue，buliaoshenjinanjuranjielehua：“zouba。”
meijisongliduoshuoyigezidejihui，zhuanshenbianchulemen。quanchengkandoumeikansongliyiyan。
zheinanrenyouzhongmomingdeqichang。
rangrenbuganqingyifanbotadehua。
songlibuxiangdezuita，zhihaoyingzhetoupigenshang。
liangrenzaizhongrenmusongxialixi。chuanguoguseguxiangdemenlang，lveguoshuixieloutaideyuanlin，chulezhuzhaidamen。
shenjinanzouzaiqianfanglitabuyuandedifang，mishuyijiugenzaishenceweikaohoudeweizhi。
zhudaobiantingleyigechedui，doushiqingyisedehongqiguoli。diyiliangcheshiyonglaikailude，dierliangcaishishenjinandezhuanzuo。
shenjinancaiyilumian，sijiyijingxiachegonggongjingjingdibahouzuochemenlakaile。
dengshenjinanzuoshangqu，songlicaishangche。
cheneikongjianqishihenzu，dantahaishixiaoxinjinshenditiezhechemenbianzuozhe，jujindeheshenjinanbaochizhejuli。
henzhangyiduanshijian，liangrendouwuhua。
songlibugankanshenjinan，muguangluozaichechuangshang。chechuangzhenghaoyingchushenjinanbanbianceyan。
tawuguanqingjuanyoujingzhi，qizhijingui。
zheinanren，shizaitaiyouyue。zheirangsongligengjuedepopoxinsihenlipu。
“henpawo？”chekaileyilu，shenjinanturankailekou。yutaiwenwendandan，quexiangshiyikejushiluozaihuzhong。
songliweijing，cemu，zhijianshenjinanzhengbimuyangshen，bingweikanta。
“bushi。”songliqingqingminchun，“zhishihexiaosanyebutaishu，nanmianyouxiejujin。”
“butaishu......”tazhongfulezheisangezi，shenxiaoyisheng，zhengkaiyankansongli，yandiyiweibuming。“shitingbushu。”
songlixinzangdongdixiangleyixia，naohailibuheshiyidixiangqiyixieguowangdehuamian，meizaijiehua。
songlijiangshixianbiexiangchuangwai，chenmo。
chexingjingyiduanshanlu，dianbodelihai，songlifangzaishencedebaohualuodaodishang。tajianqishi，yizhichungaogunchu，luodaoleshenjinandelingyibian。
“xiaosanye，nengmafanniyixiama？”taqingqiu。