第1章
“wuwuwu......jingyao，nizhongyuhuilaile！nizhidaoma？tingdaonimenehaodeshihou，worendousuile！”
“haihao！nipinganguilaile！wo......zhidaoniyaohuilaidexiaoxi，wojigewanshangmeishuijue。laotianyouyan，rangwozaicikandaoni。”
xiaoliangsancenghongzhuanwafangdedayuanli，dashuyezisuifengqingqingyaobai，zhilezaishushangjiaogebuting，dayuanmenkouxiezhe“weirenminfuwu”dedazi，dayuanweiqiangneilazheduomudehongsehengfu：“huanyingguojiayingxionggujingyaohuijia”“xianggujingyaotongzhizhijing”debiaoti。
xiaoyuanlizhangdade、zaibuduifuyidegujingyaosinianqianzaichurenwuzhongxisheng，sinianhou，tajinglijiannanxianzuzhongxinhuidaobudui，jintianshitatuiwufuyuan、diyicihuijiaderizi。
turanjian，yiweishencaimanmiao、chuanzheqianlvsequnzidenvzichongdaogujingyaomianqian，jiangshoushangyishumolihuasaijita，erhouyibajiangtabaozhu，xijierqididakuqilai，jidongqiexingfen。
linmoranzhanzairenqunwaiwei，jingjingkanzhexujingyajidongdiyongbaogujingyao，xinqingjiweifuza。
ruotashidayuanlinjuhuozhewaiweidechiguaqunzhong，kanzhezheichiqingdenvzi、sierfushengdenanren、chanmiandeyongbao，takendingyegandongbuyi。
zhikexi，yanqianbeixujingyabaozhederenshitananren。
“mama，tazhenshiwodiema？bushishuo，fuqicaikeyibaobao？xianzaiwodieweishenmebaozheneigenvren？”
helinmorandedandingxiangbi，tashenbiandesisuiduodexiaoroutuanzizemingxianhenjidong，xiaoshouniechengquantou，xiaobizitonghong，qifenbuyi。
tazheishengyinbushihenda，danshiquerangdingfeiderenquntinglexialai。
suoyourenzheicaifanyingguolai，linmorancaishigujingyaodeqizi，gujingyaomeisi，buguanruhe，diyigerenyingshangquderenzenmedouyinggaishigujingyaodeqizi，erbushixujingya。
danyikanlinmoranshenbianhegujingyaoyidiandoubuxiangdexiaohaiguquanzhe，dajiayouweiweijuedeyouxiejieqi，linmoranhegujingyaojiehunhoubudaoqigeyuejiushengxiaxiaohai，zhiyaoshaoshaosuanyixia，jiuzhidaozheihaiziyuefenduibushang，genbenbushigujingyaodezhong，gujiarenyinweizheigeshi，yizhigenggengyuhuai，linmoranyeshenzhizijihuangtang，shengwanhaizilimalikailegujia；qiexujingyahegujingyaoshicongxiaoqingmeizhuma、yiqizhangdayiqishangxuedeguanxi，helinmoranzuodebujiandiandeshixiangbi，liangrenzheiyangyongbaoyixia，daoyebuguofen，ruozhenyaoshuo，neizhinengshuoshiyibaohaiyibao，linmoranduibuqigujingyao，xianzaiyerangtaganshouyixiananrenxinliyouqitanvrendezhuakuangganjue。
jibiandajiadoujuedezheishimeishenmekeshuode，danruodayuanzideqifen，haishibiandehenweimiao。
xujingtaitou，wangxianggujingyao，youxieganga，danshitaguzuoqingsongdedao，“jingyao，moranyelaile。”
erhouzhuantouhelinmorandao，“moran，wogangzhishiyouxiejidong，meishenmebijingyaohuozhehuilaigengjiajidonghegandongdele。”
“nibuyaowuhui，wozhishijingyaodexiongdi。jingyao，nishuo，shiba？”
huashuodaoyibandeshihou，xujingyazaicizhuantou，muguangsuozaigujingyaoshenshang。
linmoranmuguangyeluogujingyaoshenshang，zheiyeshitajindayuanzhihou，kanqingtadeyangzi。
jinianguoqu，gujingyaomoyangbizhiqiangengbanzheng，gengbizhi，lianpanglunkuofenming，gengyilang，chongmanzhengqiheyingqi，xiongqianjiangzhangshanshanfaguang，suoyourenzhanzaitashenbian，douchengweilepeichen。
tashoulinazhexujingyadeneishumolihuagengcishangtadeshuangyan：songjunmoli，yuanjunmoli。
“moran，wohuilaile。”gujingyaomeihuidaxujingya“tamenlianggeshibushixiongdi”dehua，mouguangluozailinmoranshenshang，shengyindichendedao。
ruguomeikandaotahetanvxiongdibaozaiyiqi，meikanzheishumoli，meikandaotazhenglidetayiwuzhongdeneishijifengxinli，tayidinghengandong。
taneihaimeifachuqudeshijifengxinli，meiyifengshijitade，side、niandedoushitadebaiyueguang，gangjinjinbaozhetadexujingya。
erjinzhongzhong，yiqianzhongzhong，jiangtasuoyouqidaihejidongquanbudouniandexisui。
“ng。heninvxiongdiyongbaowan，neijiuhuijiaba。”
suoyourendouzaijidong、gandong，linmoranbuxiangsaoxing，gengbuxianghexujingya、gujingyaozaisuoweide“xiongdi”yongbaoshangjinzhuabufang，tapingfuzijidexinqing，shengyindandandedao。
gujingyaomeitouweiweizhoulezhou，lianpangweiweiyijin。
“moran，nimeibiyaozheimeyinyangguaiqidishuohua。nizhenwuhuile。”
gujingyaomeishuohua，xujingyajuedehenbushufu，juedelinmoranzaineihanta。
linmoranyanmoushudiyitai，lenglengkanzheta，fengxiaoyishengdao，“wowuhuishale？shinizijishuo，nishitadexiongdi，shinizijipuzaitashenshangyongbaode。wonajuhuashuocuole？haishishuo，xiongdizheilianggezi，buguoshiniyongbaogujingyaodejiekou？jintiannengjiezhexiongdimingyibaobao，neimingtianjiezhexiongdidemingyishuishui，bijing，sheijiaxiongdimeizaiyiqishuijueguo？”
xujingyadelianchaziyanhong，nankanyouxiunao。
linmoransulairuanmian，shigerendounengnieyixia，tazenmedoumeixiangdao，tayanyuturanjianbiandezheimelingli。jintianzheimezhongyaodechanghe，tabujita、bujigujingyaoyidianmianzi。
“jingyao，wo......wozhenmeiyou......”xujingyashuangyantonghong，weiquzhiji，yanbabadikanzhegujingyao。
gujingyaomeitoucudegenglihai，yanmoushenshenkanzhelinmoran，dao，“moran，nishuohuazhuyiyidian。”
xujingyadangzhezheimeduorendemian，songtahua，baozheta，zuozhebitazheigedangqiziderenhaiyaoqinmi、jidongdeshi，tameichengqing，meijieshi，fanerchizetashuohuameifencun。
gujingyaoneimingmuzhangdandetanhu，xujingyaneidechangsuoyuandeshengli，yourumimimianmiandezhen，yizhenzhazailinmorenxinkou。
taneinulirangzijihuifupingjingdexin，zaicixuelinlinde。
erhoutataimou，moudidoushifengcidexiaoyi，dao，“duibuqi，daraonimendeshuangxiangbenfule！”
erhouditouhezijiqianzhedesisuixiaotuanzi，wenroudidao，“zhezhe，renzanmenyijingkanle，zanmenxianzaihuiquba。”
guquanzhexiaoliandantonghong，dayanjingkandaogujingyaodeshihou，weiquyoufennu。
tazongbeiqitaxiaohaimashimeiyoudiedeyehaizi，jintiangebipanghupaolaigaosuta，tadiehuilaile，tamanxinhuanxizhaotaniangyiqilaijiandie，niangbenlaishibuxianglaide，danmeijingzhutazaisanyangqiu，taniangqinglebantianjia，daitalaile。
yilai，tabianfaxianzijidieheqitanvrenbaozaiyiqi。
haoburongyinenghedieshuohua，dieduitamentaiduquehenlengdan，bieshuoqinjin，liangezuijibendexiaorongdoumeiyou。tagengkanbujianta，tayizhiyangzhenaodaiyanbabakanzheta，ketayanliquemeiyouta。
“ng，niang，zanmenzouba。panghushuohuang，wodiemeihuilai，wodiexishengle。lianggeyuemeiqu，fentoucaokendingbiwohaigao。zanmendequlieshilingyuansaomu，mingtianjiuqu！”
guquanzhezuijiaoxiapie，yaozhehouyagenqinaodidao。
好难过！
好生气！
好失望！
好失落！
benyiweizijimashangjiuyoudie，henhendaneixiexiaopihaidelian！
jieguo......tahaiburuyizhiguazaiqiangshang。
“......”gujingyaozheicaifaxianlinmoranshenbianzhanzhedexiaonanhai，xiaonanhailiandanjinbeng，duzhezuiba，kantadeshihou，qixiuxiude。
“moran，zheishi......”gujingyaomeitoushencu、moudipumanyihuodikanzhelinmoran。
linmoranbeitayanshencishang，tajiandaotamenerzi，meibandianjingxi，meibandianjingya，youdezhiyouzhiyihebuganxiangxin。
haositaerzishitazaiwaimiantoudeyezhongyiyang。