luxiangxiangxintougezhiyixia，fangzaixiaofushangdeshouzhitoubuandijiuzaiyiqi，tadedixi……
ruguorangbojinyezhidaoleneijianshi，shibushizhendehuijiangzijijiqiasini？
tajiannandizhangzhezuibachuanzheqi，xiaoshouyonglidipaizhenanrendexiongkou，hanhubuqing：“ni……nikuaisongshou……”
nanrenmuguangbinglengdexiangshiliangdaohanren，yaojiangtaconglidaowaiguanchuankaipichengliangbancaiganxiu，shoubeishangbaoqiqingjin，chumujingxindeburen。
tabenjiufusebaixi，jiashangzheiyangyonglidienqia，bozineiyiquandouhongle，liandaizhesuoguyeshizhiyin。
jiuzaitakuaiyaoyanqi，shoudouwulixiachuideshihou，nanrenneiqiazaitabojingjiandedashouturanjiansongkaile，fandaoshirouqingdituozhetadehounaoshao。
“薄先生……”
tagengjiahuangkong，fanlianbifanshukuai，sheizhidaotaxiayibuyouyaozuoshenme。
jianzhishibidiyulideluochahaiyaoyinsenkongbu，bieguidouyaokepayiwanbei。
luxiangxiangyanleyankoushui，xinhaidingxialaideshihou，jiuganjueerchuibianyizhenwenredemosuo：“jiao。”
“什么？”
xianxirouruandeyaojianchuanlaiyizhentongchu，tadengshidengdaleyanjing，dishengdao：“shenme！”
nanrenneishuangbinglengdemouzipiaoleyanmenwai，yidaoxixizhangzhangderenying，lenghengyisheng：“zenme？zaiwaimianwandeneimehua，zheihuierzhuangchunqingle？”
jiannvrenrengjiushikunhuodemoyang，tazhihaochenshengshuodao：“yourenzai。”
luxiangxiangdaoyebushigeshade，likemingbailetadehuashishenmeyisi，danzhenzhengdongzuipizihaishiyouxienanweiqing，tadelianguntangde，xiangshishutouleyingtao。
“不肯？”
nanrendeshoufanzheliangyi，shunzheluxiangxiangdeboziyouyizhe，sanliangxiajiekailetadeniukou，yanjiaoshangyang：“zheiyang……”
huayingangluo，luxiangxiangheranzhengdaleyanjing，bukezhixindikanzhenanrendeshou，cikezhengfangsidifugaizaitade……
dengshijian，lianshangxuesejintui，sishidaizhekuqiangbanchusheng。
xiuse，quru，rangluxiangxiangdeshoujinjindizuanzaiyiqi，shentiyexiangshibengdekuaiyaoduandexian。
nanrendeshouzhouranyongli，chuncoujintadeerbian，wenrundehuxishengzaitadebojingjianliaoraozhe：“wobuxiangpengni，ruguonixiangduguoyigeanwendeyewan，zuihao……”
zhidaoluxiangxiangdeshengyinchuanlai，nanrenfangzaitaxiongqiandeshoucainuokai，youpiaoleyiyanlizaimenwaideren，shenyingbuzai……
tazheicaijiangtuishangdenvrenyibatuizailedishang，youxiexianedipailepaizijidekuzi，lenglengdizhushizheta：“zhenzang。”
脏？
mingmingshitalazhezijizuozaitadetuishang，tahaimeishuoxianqini！
luxiangxianggewaiminganzheigeci，shuangshouchengzaibinglengdedishang，kusedixiaozhe：“boxianshenghengaoguima？”
“ninbuyeshigekelianren。”
xianshaoyounvrenjingganzaitademianqianzheiyangshuohua，taneishuangxiuzhangdeshouzhitoudazailunyideliangce，qingqingdidianledian：“nishisheipailaide？”
“ershuderenma，yuelaiyuechunle。”
zheizhongnvren，huobuguoshifenzhong。
“ninbuyeshizuozhubulezijidehunshima，zhinengnawomensaqi？”
bojinyehuanhuanbishangshuangyan，lengshengdao：“nidehuataiduole。”
“boxiansheng，bufangwomenzuogehezuoba。”
“boxiansheng，jirantamennengzaininshenbiananchayanxian，neiweishenmeyanxianbunengshininderenni？”
“wokeyiweininzuorenheshi，zhiyaoliuzaizheili。”
zhiyaorangnainaixianchengxiaqu……
tadeshouxinmanshihanshui……
许久许久……
nanrendoumeiyoushuohua，yemeiyouzhangkaishuangyan，tayouxiejinzhang，danhaishidadandishenchushouzaitamianqianhuanglehuang。
xiayimiao，nanrenjiuyibazuanzhuletadeshouwan，lidaozhongdetayizhenyaoya：“boxiansheng……”
“nijuede，sheidouyouzigegenwotantiaojian？”
luxiangxiangshenxiyikouqi，kehaimeilaidejishuohua，nanrenjiushuaikailetadeshou：“mingzaolihun。”
“jibianshiduishou，yebugaizheimechunde。”
chundeshizaishiyouxiewuru。
hekuanghaishigeshuixingyanghuade。
yixiangdaotadeneixiezhaopian，bojinyejiufanweidelihai，zheinvrenzaibiedenanrenhuailixiaodehuazhiluanzhan，zaitamianqianhailishenmeqingchunrenshe！
kaojintadenvren，wufeishiweitademingwufeijiushicaichan，tayeyiyang。
yehenmanzhang，qiehenjianao，luxiangxiangzuozaichuangbian，shuangshoubaozhezijidexigai，renyouleishuibumanlianpang：“nainai，nifangxin，wobuhuizheimerenshude。”
shoujixiangle，shiyunfanfalaidexinxi。
tahoutianhuiguole，shuoyaoquzijiatiqin，shuoyaojizijiyigeshengdadehunli。
haishuoyaohezijibuzaifenli。
luxiangxianghunshendouzaizhandou，youqishijianbang，tajiangtoumaizaituishang，xiangshiyizhiduobishanghaidetuoniaoyiyang。
leishuidazaileshoujipingmushang，zhandoudeshouzhitouyijingdacuolejicizi，tashenxiyikouqi，jiangneiju【fenshouba。】fachuhoujiuguanshangleshouji。
fenggengdale，chuidetayanjingtengsedelihai，xiazuichunyeyaopole，liuzhexue。
gentadexinliyiyang，dizhexue。
生疼生疼的。
tadeaiqingsizailezheiyiwan，suoyoudedengdaidouchenglekongmengyichang。
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diertianyizao，tajiuhuanxialeyijianrichangdeyifuquleyiyuan。
tazhidaobojinyezheigerenbuhaojianghua，juebunengdengzheigenanrenxinglaizhaozijilihun，tayaochenzaoquyiyuankankannainaideqingkuang。
“奶奶怎么样了？”
taqingqingdituiletuizuozaizoulangzhangyishangdazhekeshuidebaba，neiyishunjian，takanjianbabadebanbiantoufadoubaile。
zheishitadeqinshengfuqin，danerduobutaihao，shentiyuanyinyebunenggantaizhongdehuo，jiazhongtiaojianyizhibuhao。
muqinzaitaliangsuideshihoujiudaizhetagaijiale，danzaimuqinbeiyunqijianyoujiangtadiuzaixiangxiale，henzhangdeyibufenshijianlitadoushigenzhebabahenainaishenghuo，suimeiyoudafudagui，danzheizhongchunpomeihaodeshenghuoyerangtaguodehenkaixin。
babahenainaishizheigeshijieshangduitazuizhongyaodeqinren。
baichengyuanyaoleyaotou，yanlibumanlehongxuesi，zhangtanyikouqi：“yishengshuoqingkuangbushihenleguan。”
“shuotexiaoyaokeyihuanjiexianinainaidebingtong，danshiyizhiyaoliangqiankuai，yitianjiuyaoyongwuzhi，baba……babayemeibanfa……”
他恨自己的无能！
shoubuzhuqier，zhaogubulelaoniang，tajiushigefeiwu！
xiangdaozhei，nanrenyonglidichuizhenaodai：“woduibuqini，yeduibuqininainai！weishenmebingxiadebushiwo！”
luxiangxiangganmangqulazhefuqindeshou，anweidao：“ba，nishuodeshenmehua，tangruojintiantangzaibingfanglideshini，woyebuhuiqizhibugua！”
只有药……
许红答应了自己……
xiangdaozhei，luxiangxiangjiubotonglexuhongdedianhua……