第三章她不同意

“ma,nidayingguowo,nainaideyiyaofeiyongnihui……”

huahaimeishuowan,jiutingdaodianhuaneitouchuanlaiyizhenhongxiaosheng,jinjiezhejiutingjianluwenwenneideyideshengyin:“luxiangxiang,suisuibianbianshuodehua,yejiunidangzhenle,neilaopozigenwomenlujiayoushenmeguanxi?”

“neimeduoqian,niqianga!”

kebodehuaxiangshidazailuxiangxiangshenshangdebingbao,tengdetadoukuainabuzhushouji,shengyinyeyouxiesiya:“luwenwen,neishiwonainaia,shiyitiaorenminga,nimenzenmekeyi……nandaojiubuhaipabojiajiangnuma?”

“he,gaihaipadeshini,nandaobushinibawomenmiyunlezijijiaguoquma?”

luxiangxiangzuanjinleshouji,tazhidaozheibangrenxinchangbingying,danmeixiangdaodaiduzhici。

kexianzaipozaimeijie,tayezhinengdixiatou:“suanwoqiuqiunimen,qiuqiunimen,xingxinghaokeyima?”

“zhiyaonimenjiujiuwonainai,wokeyizuorenheshide,zhende……”

tashenzhikeyidangchangzhijiexiagui。

可以亲手践踏尊严。

haiyoushenmebijiuhuizijideqinrengengzhongyao。

kedianhuaneitoudexiaoshenggengdale,gengjiacier……

luxiangxiangzhijuedetianxuandizhuan,shoujiyeshiwulidishuaixialedishang,pingmuyeshuaidexisui,leishuishunzhetadeyanjiaodizaibinglengdedishang。

“想想……”

baichengyuanhanletahaojishengcaihuiguoshenlai,youjianqitadeshoujizaiyifushangcalehaojixia,caididaotadeshouli:“zheibenlaishibabagaizuode,babalianleinile……”

“ba……womeishi。”tashengshengyanzhuleyanlidelishui,youcaleyixialian,luchuyigedadalieliedexiaorong。

“dengnainaidebinghaole,wodainiqurantoufa,rangbabashuaichengnianqingxiaohuo。”

tabunengrangbabagengleile,tahainengchengshou,tadejianshangbuchazheiyidian。

yishengzouguolai,duizhetamenyaoleyaotou,wunaidishuodao:“laotaitaidebingtuoletaijiu……”

“womenhuijinkuaizanqianguolaide,yisheng,womenhuijinkuai……”tadeshengyindouzaizhandou。

jinkuai,tashuodedouyouxiexinxu,tazaixiangyaobuqumaixuemaishen……

只要奶奶活过来……

“quhebingrenjianzuihouyimianba。”

luxiangxianglengzhule,zuijiaochouchou:“yisheng,nizaishuoshenme?”

“wodoushuolewohuijinkuaizangouqianguolai,wohuijinkuai,wo……wokeyi!weishenmebunengjiujiuwodenainai!”

luxiangxiangzaiyebengbuzhule,shuangshouzhuazheyishengdegebo,lianshangmanshileishui,xiesidilidihouzhe,tadeshuangtuiyeyouxiezhichengbuzhule……

“xiangxiang……”baichengyuanlalelatadegebo,buxiangnverjingzhijiediezuozaidishangle,murandikanzhebingfangdemen,zhiheiheideshaxiaozhe。

“xiangxiang,nizhenzuoyidian……”

“ba,nainaibuhuichushide,duibudui?”

白承远沉默了。

“奶奶……”

luxiangxiangkanzhebingfangneishankaizhedemen,tashimeiyouliqizhanqilaile,shuangshouchengzaibinglengdedimianshang,jiannandiwangqiannuozhe……

tashiyilupadaolenainaidebingchuangbian,yonglidizhuazhenainaideshou,gengyanzhe:“nainai,nibuyaodiuxiawo……”

“mamabuyaowole,niyebuyaowolema?”

nainaimolemotadetou,cixiangdixiaoxiao:“xiangxiangguai,xiangxiangyongyuanshinainaidexingan,kexi……kexikanbudaonichengjiale……”

“xiangxiang,buyaoku,buyaoku……”

nainaideshouwulidichuilexialai。

zuiaitadenainaizaitaxinhundierri,sashourenhuan。

luxiangxiangmeiyouzaiku,zhishibaozhenainaideshou,xixidifumozheyicuncunzhouwen,murandikanzhetianhuaban……

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zanglibandehenjiandan,zhiyoujigeqinqizaichang。

yipouhuangtu,yitiaoliangxi,renshengjiuciluomu。

tadunzainainaidemubeiqian,shenchushouqingqingdifumozheshangmiandezhaopian,zuijiaoqinzhedandandexiaorong:“nainai,zheixianiyebuhuitongle。”

“nainai,nishibushijiuyaowangjiwohebabale,womenyongyuanyongyuandoushinidexiaohai。”

“shinainaiyizhaoshoujiuguoqudexiaohai。”

tiankongxialemengmengxiyu,luozaifasijianxiangshixiangqiandezhenzhu,baichengyuankanzhebaozhemubeibusashoudenver,xintengditanleyikouqi:“ninainaibuxiangkanjiannizheiyangde。”

“baba,yihouwozhiyounile。”

baichengyuanbeiguoshen,zhandoudeshoucongkuzikoudoulimochuyidaiyan,diaozaizuishang,kejicidahuodoumeiyoudashang。

yandianzhele,tadeyanleiyezainanyizhizhu:“nihexuhongzuoleshenmejiaoyi?”

“tamenshibushiweixienile?”

luxiangxiangzhenglixialezijideheiyi,guzuoqingsongdishuodao:“meiyou……”

“跟爸爸说。”

luxiangxiangmolemoerduo,zhenghaoshibeinanrenkenyaodaodeweizhi,luchuyigehuanchangdexiaorong:“ba,nizhidaowoyouyigenanpengyouba。”

“我结婚了。”

baichengyuanbukezhixindikanzheta:“shenme……shenmeshihou……”

“昨天。”

“yihouyourenzhaoguwole,nibuyaodanxin。”

baichengyuanjiangshoulidebanjieyanenzailetuli,youquzhuazhetadeshou,qingqingdipailepaishoubei:“xiangxiang,nihaiyoubaba,youshenmeshikeyihebabashuo。”

“buyaozongshiyigerenkangzhe。”

nanrenyoutanleyikouqi,wuzishuodao:“xiangxiangzhangdale……”

“shenmeshihoubatadaihuijiajiwokankan,wokankanjiuxing……”

她点了点头。

yizhidaoxiawusandianduodeshihoucailikai,kegangzoudaomalushang,jiukandaoyiliangheisedelanbojini。

“shaofuren,boshaozaidengni。”

tadanmodizoujinlecheli,bieguolian,kanzhechuangwaidejingse:“lihunshima?”

“niyiweiduodiaojiukeyibulihun?”

“nizheiyangdenvrenyepeijinwobojiademen?”

nankandeziyanluojintadeerduo,dantazhishihuanhuandebishangshuangyan:“daodidianlehanwoyixia。”

“我有点累。”

bojinyekunhuodikanzhezheigenvren,mingmingzuowantahaiyifufeijiazijibukedemoyang,zenmeyixiajiubianlelianse?

haoxiangyouxiepobujidai,xiangshijietuoyiyang……

xiangdaozhei,bojinyejiubunaifandichelechelingdai,lenglidemouguangluozailenvrenneicanyuzheshangbadeerduoshang,houjianyouxiefase……

“薄靳夜……”

luxiangxiangzuanjinnanrendeyixiu,jiandingdemuguangluozaitadeshenshang:“wogaizhuyile……”

xuhong,luwenwen,shinimenduinainaijiansibujiu!

renmingzainimenmianqianjiuyourucaojiema!

neixiechaofengdexiaoshengbuduanpanxuanzaitadetouding,tadeyanlibumanlehongxuesi,chunshangxuesequanwu:“wobutongyilihun。”