“ma,nidayingguowo,nainaideyiyaofeiyongnihui……”
huahaimeishuowan,jiutingdaodianhuaneitouchuanlaiyizhenhongxiaosheng,jinjiezhejiutingjianluwenwenneideyideshengyin:“luxiangxiang,suisuibianbianshuodehua,yejiunidangzhenle,neilaopozigenwomenlujiayoushenmeguanxi?”
“neimeduoqian,niqianga!”
kebodehuaxiangshidazailuxiangxiangshenshangdebingbao,tengdetadoukuainabuzhushouji,shengyinyeyouxiesiya:“luwenwen,neishiwonainaia,shiyitiaorenminga,nimenzenmekeyi……nandaojiubuhaipabojiajiangnuma?”
“he,gaihaipadeshini,nandaobushinibawomenmiyunlezijijiaguoquma?”
luxiangxiangzuanjinleshouji,tazhidaozheibangrenxinchangbingying,danmeixiangdaodaiduzhici。
kexianzaipozaimeijie,tayezhinengdixiatou:“suanwoqiuqiunimen,qiuqiunimen,xingxinghaokeyima?”
“zhiyaonimenjiujiuwonainai,wokeyizuorenheshide,zhende……”
tashenzhikeyidangchangzhijiexiagui。
可以亲手践踏尊严。
haiyoushenmebijiuhuizijideqinrengengzhongyao。
kedianhuaneitoudexiaoshenggengdale,gengjiacier……
luxiangxiangzhijuedetianxuandizhuan,shoujiyeshiwulidishuaixialedishang,pingmuyeshuaidexisui,leishuishunzhetadeyanjiaodizaibinglengdedishang。
“想想……”
baichengyuanhanletahaojishengcaihuiguoshenlai,youjianqitadeshoujizaiyifushangcalehaojixia,caididaotadeshouli:“zheibenlaishibabagaizuode,babalianleinile……”
“ba……womeishi。”tashengshengyanzhuleyanlidelishui,youcaleyixialian,luchuyigedadalieliedexiaorong。
“dengnainaidebinghaole,wodainiqurantoufa,rangbabashuaichengnianqingxiaohuo。”
tabunengrangbabagengleile,tahainengchengshou,tadejianshangbuchazheiyidian。
yishengzouguolai,duizhetamenyaoleyaotou,wunaidishuodao:“laotaitaidebingtuoletaijiu……”
“womenhuijinkuaizanqianguolaide,yisheng,womenhuijinkuai……”tadeshengyindouzaizhandou。
jinkuai,tashuodedouyouxiexinxu,tazaixiangyaobuqumaixuemaishen……
只要奶奶活过来……
“quhebingrenjianzuihouyimianba。”
luxiangxianglengzhule,zuijiaochouchou:“yisheng,nizaishuoshenme?”
“wodoushuolewohuijinkuaizangouqianguolai,wohuijinkuai,wo……wokeyi!weishenmebunengjiujiuwodenainai!”
luxiangxiangzaiyebengbuzhule,shuangshouzhuazheyishengdegebo,lianshangmanshileishui,xiesidilidihouzhe,tadeshuangtuiyeyouxiezhichengbuzhule……
“xiangxiang……”baichengyuanlalelatadegebo,buxiangnverjingzhijiediezuozaidishangle,murandikanzhebingfangdemen,zhiheiheideshaxiaozhe。
“xiangxiang,nizhenzuoyidian……”
“ba,nainaibuhuichushide,duibudui?”
白承远沉默了。
“奶奶……”
luxiangxiangkanzhebingfangneishankaizhedemen,tashimeiyouliqizhanqilaile,shuangshouchengzaibinglengdedimianshang,jiannandiwangqiannuozhe……
tashiyilupadaolenainaidebingchuangbian,yonglidizhuazhenainaideshou,gengyanzhe:“nainai,nibuyaodiuxiawo……”
“mamabuyaowole,niyebuyaowolema?”
nainaimolemotadetou,cixiangdixiaoxiao:“xiangxiangguai,xiangxiangyongyuanshinainaidexingan,kexi……kexikanbudaonichengjiale……”
“xiangxiang,buyaoku,buyaoku……”
nainaideshouwulidichuilexialai。
zuiaitadenainaizaitaxinhundierri,sashourenhuan。
luxiangxiangmeiyouzaiku,zhishibaozhenainaideshou,xixidifumozheyicuncunzhouwen,murandikanzhetianhuaban……
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zanglibandehenjiandan,zhiyoujigeqinqizaichang。
yipouhuangtu,yitiaoliangxi,renshengjiuciluomu。
tadunzainainaidemubeiqian,shenchushouqingqingdifumozheshangmiandezhaopian,zuijiaoqinzhedandandexiaorong:“nainai,zheixianiyebuhuitongle。”
“nainai,nishibushijiuyaowangjiwohebabale,womenyongyuanyongyuandoushinidexiaohai。”
“shinainaiyizhaoshoujiuguoqudexiaohai。”
tiankongxialemengmengxiyu,luozaifasijianxiangshixiangqiandezhenzhu,baichengyuankanzhebaozhemubeibusashoudenver,xintengditanleyikouqi:“ninainaibuxiangkanjiannizheiyangde。”
“baba,yihouwozhiyounile。”
baichengyuanbeiguoshen,zhandoudeshoucongkuzikoudoulimochuyidaiyan,diaozaizuishang,kejicidahuodoumeiyoudashang。
yandianzhele,tadeyanleiyezainanyizhizhu:“nihexuhongzuoleshenmejiaoyi?”
“tamenshibushiweixienile?”
luxiangxiangzhenglixialezijideheiyi,guzuoqingsongdishuodao:“meiyou……”
“跟爸爸说。”
luxiangxiangmolemoerduo,zhenghaoshibeinanrenkenyaodaodeweizhi,luchuyigehuanchangdexiaorong:“ba,nizhidaowoyouyigenanpengyouba。”
“我结婚了。”
baichengyuanbukezhixindikanzheta:“shenme……shenmeshihou……”
“昨天。”
“yihouyourenzhaoguwole,nibuyaodanxin。”
baichengyuanjiangshoulidebanjieyanenzailetuli,youquzhuazhetadeshou,qingqingdipailepaishoubei:“xiangxiang,nihaiyoubaba,youshenmeshikeyihebabashuo。”
“buyaozongshiyigerenkangzhe。”
nanrenyoutanleyikouqi,wuzishuodao:“xiangxiangzhangdale……”
“shenmeshihoubatadaihuijiajiwokankan,wokankanjiuxing……”
她点了点头。
yizhidaoxiawusandianduodeshihoucailikai,kegangzoudaomalushang,jiukandaoyiliangheisedelanbojini。
“shaofuren,boshaozaidengni。”
tadanmodizoujinlecheli,bieguolian,kanzhechuangwaidejingse:“lihunshima?”
“niyiweiduodiaojiukeyibulihun?”
“nizheiyangdenvrenyepeijinwobojiademen?”
nankandeziyanluojintadeerduo,dantazhishihuanhuandebishangshuangyan:“daodidianlehanwoyixia。”
“我有点累。”
bojinyekunhuodikanzhezheigenvren,mingmingzuowantahaiyifufeijiazijibukedemoyang,zenmeyixiajiubianlelianse?
haoxiangyouxiepobujidai,xiangshijietuoyiyang……
xiangdaozhei,bojinyejiubunaifandichelechelingdai,lenglidemouguangluozailenvrenneicanyuzheshangbadeerduoshang,houjianyouxiefase……
“薄靳夜……”
luxiangxiangzuanjinnanrendeyixiu,jiandingdemuguangluozaitadeshenshang:“wogaizhuyile……”
xuhong,luwenwen,shinimenduinainaijiansibujiu!
renmingzainimenmianqianjiuyourucaojiema!
neixiechaofengdexiaoshengbuduanpanxuanzaitadetouding,tadeyanlibumanlehongxuesi,chunshangxuesequanwu:“wobutongyilihun。”