第1章
congxiawukaishi，suzhouhanjiandixialeyichangxue，xueshihenda，bangwandeshihou，bianyijingfugailezheizuochengshideyiqie，yebaokuowodefangxianggan；woduzizhanzaibangongshideyijiao，xiangyuanchutiaowangzhe，shituzhaodaohuijiadefangxiang......
qishi，zaizheizuochengshi，woshimeiyoujiade，wozhiyouyigecongbierenshoulizulaidelaofangzi，chongdangzhewoderongshenzhisuo，yechengzaizheneiwujindepiaobo......
zuijinzheixietian，wokenengyouxiebingtaile，zongjuedelaofangzilideneixielaojiujiaju，beishenmedongxifuyuleshengming；yushi，zaiyigejiuzuihoudeyewan，wokaishiduizhetamenhuyanluanyu，yanshuolehenduopingshibuxiangshuochukoudemimi......
wogaosutamen：woqishishiyigeqienuodenanren，zhishikanshangquxiaosawuwei，woshenzhibuganheqiannvyouyaoyigefenshoudeliyou，napazaiyeshenrenjingdeshihou，zongshiyinweitongkuerbengkui，youyinweibengkuiershimian......
wohaigaosutamen：woyaojiuciduoluole，bingqiebuhuiyinweiduoluoergandaoxiuchi，yinweihuoleershiduoniandewo，rujinzhishengxialeyifumamuburendepinang......
bu，shenzhilianpinangdousuanbushang，wobianchengleyigerongqi，yigezhuangmanpijiuderongqi，meitianzuishengmengsi。
可是......
wozhendehenxiangta，zaizheiyangyigedaxuefenfeidebangwan！
......
dianshangyizhiyan，shenxileyikou，shenhoubianchuanlaileyizhenjiaobusheng，buyonghuitou，woyezhidaoshifangyuan；tazongshizheiyang，jiaobucongmang，haoxiangzoudekuaiyidian，jiunengzaigongzuoshangqiangdexianjiside，keshijishang，womendebangongshiyebuguoququliangsanbaigepingmi，erqiehaishigeyuanxing；zaiwoyanli，suoyourendoubeikunzaizheigeyuanli，meitianhaowuyiyidecongqidianzoudaozhongdian，youcongzhongdianhuidaoqidian......
zheizhongchayi，zhudingwohefangyuanshilianggeshijiederen，danmeiguanxi，womenyiranshizheizuochengshizuijiaoxindetongshijianpengyou；womentaishule，shudaoyiqiduwandaxue，ranhouyouzaiyiqigongzuo，yiqijiaban，yiqiyinweimeiqianerkunaozhe......
比如此刻。
“昭阳。”
wohuitoukanzheta，tafangxiashouzhongdewenjian，dianshangyizhiyan，yuwobingjianzhanzhe，kanshangquyouxienanyiqichi：“......xianggennijiedianqian？”
“跟我借钱？”
“nizheishishenmebiaoqing？”
“zanliangrenshizheimeduonianle，zheishinidiyicikaikouhewojieqianba！”shuowan，woyougantandao：“wobushibuxiangjiejinia，jiushiganjuezheishierbukenengzaizanliangzhijianfasheng......zheimexienian，yizhishiwozaizhaonijieqian。”
shide，zheixienianyizhishiwozaizhaofangyuanjieqian，jiededuole，jianjianbianchengleyizhongxiguan，youshihoushenzhilianjieqiandeliyoudoulandebianyigejita，ertayezhidaowoshiyigexihuanluanhuaqianderen，suoyi，henshaoduowen；yushi，zheibianchenglewomenzhijiandeyizhongmoqi；yiciweiqianti，woduitaxiangzijijieqiandexingwei，gandaojingya，tahaoxiangzaicishicikedapolezheizhongmoqi。
“woyebushichaoren，zongyouweinandeshihou......”yizhenchenmozhihou，fangyuanyoukuxiaozheduiwoshuodao：“yanyantabamalaisuzhoule，zuotianwanshangwomenyiqichilefan......tamenhewoliaodaolejiehundeshiqing......”
“shibushibinizaisuzhoumaifangzi？zhangmuniangdelaotaolule！”
“bushi，zhenyaoshimaifangzideshiqing，buhuijiedaonizheierlai。”
woyoudianganga，danyinweitaishu，yejiumeifangzaixinshang，jierxiaodao：“yeshi，suzhoudefangzidongbudongjibaiwan，niyaozhenweizheishierjiedaowozheierlai，neiwozhinengliangleichadao，liangyaozidougexialaijinimenfuqijiaoshoufu。”
fangyuanquechuqideyansu：“woxiangjiyanyanmaiyiliangche......jiusuanzanshimaibuqifangzi，yedezuodianshenme，rangtadebamaanxin......”
“车也不便宜吧！”
“shibubianyi，danwozhendebuxihuanbantuerfei，woxiangheyanyanyouyigehaodejieguo......zheishiwomenzaiyiqidedisinianle。”
zheishifangyuanheyanyanzaiyiqidedisinian，hechangbushiwohejianweizaiyiqidedisinian；wodehoujiexiayishidongledong，erhouyouxiaozhewendao：“sheishuobushini......xiangjieduoshao？”
fangyuanzhongzhongtuchukouzhongdeyan，huidao：“nengjiedepengyoudoujielejie，zaijiashangzijizanledianer，quedeyebuduo......liangwanba。”
woguzuoyifurushizhongfudeyangzi，shuodao：“woyiweininengjiwoduodayalini，zheimedianqian，mingtianjiujinibanle！”
fangyuankanzhewo......
womenzhijiandeganqingbuzhiyushuo“xiexie”，yushi，woyouganmangzhuanyihuati，wendao：“zhunbeimaishenmeche？”
“mazida6ba，zuijinyouhuilidutingdade......yeshihenvrenkai。”
我点头，表示认同。
zheishi，fangyuanyetaitouwangzhechuangwai，zuihoumuguangtingliuzailebuyuanchunei“maisiweier”deguanggaopaishang。guanggaopaishangyounihong，nihongsanfazheredu，suoyi，zheikuaiguanggaopaiyechengleshixianliweishubuduomeiyoubeidaxuefugaidedifang。tayizhizaishanshuo，jiuhaoxiangqianzaizheizuochengshidexinzangshang。
“zhaoyang，henjiumeiquhuifangfandianchifanle......mingtianquhuifangchifanba，woqingni。”
woanmiediaoshouzhongdexiangyan，yibianbaishou，yibianwangzijidegongzuoweizouqu：“haishihuangedifangba......palaobanniangjiwoheguoqidepijiu。”
“budoushilinqidepijiuma，shenmeshihoujiniheguoguoqidele？”
......
douluoshenshangdejixue，wotaochuyaochi，dakailelaofangzidefangmen；huanbuzoujinwuli，lizaishujupangzhanlehenjiu，caiconglimianquchuleneibapeibanlewohenjiudejita，wokanleyoukan，erhoujiangqizhuangjinleqinheli。
wozhunbeimaidiaozheibajita，yijiefangyuanderanmeizhiji。
......
baozheqinhe，zuozaishafashang，woyibiandianyan，yibianduijinzaizhichidetaidengshuodao：“jintianxinqingbuzenmehao，zaigaosuniyigemimiba......doushuowoqiong，danwozhenzangleyijiantebiezhiqiandedongxi......ruguonengyongqianlaihengliang......tazhendehenzhiqian......nikan......liancebandoushiyongzuimingguide......suanle，shuoleniyebudong......nizhiyaozhidaozheibajitashizheigeshijieshangduyiwuerdejiuxing......danshijintian......wodasuanbatamaile......daobushiqueqian......jiushiyouzheimeyijianshiqingturanfashengzainishenshanghou，lingwaiyijianshiqing，haoxiangyeturangenzhemeiyouleyiyi......nishuo，shidaorujin，wushirenfei，wohailiuzhezheibajitazuoshenmeni？”
wojingjingkanzhetaideng，erhouyoushenxileyikouyan，shuodao：“jiuzhidaonibuhuidaqiang......niyinggaihaibuzhidao，zheibajitashitasongjiwodedingqingxinwuba......nengyongzijisitouledeaiqing，qujizuihaodexiongdiboyibotaxiangyaodeaiqing......yesuanshisideqisuo......suoyi，chouwanzheigenyan，wojiubazheibajitajimaile，maijiaji......ajinirenshiba，jiushizaishenshangdiaolongkefeng，manbeiwenshendeneigejiahuo......wozaojiuzhidaotayanchanzheibajitale。”
台灯却一动不动。
woqishen，beiqijita，ranhouxiangmenkouzouqu，zaizhunbeiguanmendeneiyishunjian，youhuitoushuodao：“nizhenbudasuanquanquanwo？......niyaoshizaibuxiangshuohua，shanyishanyexing......”
“made，nikendingyeshilianle......nibuhuishiaishangduimianchuanghuli，neigehualihushaodediaodengleba......kendingshi......”
“nibushuohuajiudaibiaomorenlea......wokejinggaoni，nixianzaiyeyoumimizaiwoshoushang......nizuihaoyizhizheimechenmozhe，youqixiaoxinweishengjiandematong......takebushishenmehaodongxi.........yaoshizouloufengsheng，rangtazhidaole......wodemimibudenongderenjinjiezhi......neiwozhaoyanghaiyaobuyaozaisuzhouhunxiaqu？......woyaoshizaisuzhouhunbuxiaqule，zuodediyijianshiqing，jiushibanijifenjiele，rengjishoupolande！”
shuowan，wotingleting，zhongyuguanshangfangmen，ranhouyanzheloudao，wangxiaoquwaidegongjiaozhantaizouqu。