第2章
shiwaidelengkongqiyouxiecigu，woxiayishiyejinleyiling，genzhebierendejiaobu，anxushanglegongjiaoche；wozhaoleyigekaochuangdeweizhizuolexialai，ranhouxiguanxingwangchechuangwaikanqu......
woshenmedoumeiyouxiang，zhidaojiedengliangqi，jitadeyingziyingzaichechuangshang，wocaimengranhuiguoshen，jierxinkouyizhenchenmen。
zaixingjiangmaidiaozheibajitadeshihou，wozhongyu“beipo”xiangqilehenduohejianweiyouguandewangshi：tadekuqi，tadexiaorong，taqidaidebiaoqing，shiwangdeyangzi，bansuizheyigegeshijian，haoxianghuashenchenglechechuangwaizheichangfenfeidedaxue，cuikulaxiubandifugailezheizuochengshi，yebingdonglewodeshenghuo，wojianjianshiqulehuoli，bingbuzaikewangshenme，yizhiyusuoyourendoujiangdeguoqieguodebiaoqiantiezailewodeshenshang。
duici，womeiyoujieshishenme；huoxu，zhiyoujingliguoyichangkegumingxindeaiqing，cainengzhenzhengmingbai，shenmejiaozuobinglairushandao。
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woxiangchougenyan，congdoulitaochuyanhe，caifaxian，zijizhengzuozaigongjiaocheshang；danyoubuganxin，shenmedoubuzuo，jiujiangyijingnachulaidedongxifanghuiqu，yushichouchuleyanheshangdebomo，fangzaiyanqiankanzhe......
woxiangtouguozheicengbomo，kandaoyigebuyiyangdeshijie，zhishao，biezaixiaxuele。
kexideshi，changjingyirujiwang；zhidaogongjiaocheshiruxiayigelukou，jiedengminghuanghuangdizhaoleguolai，wocaizaizheicengtoumingdebomoshangkandaoleyigeyunchulaideguangquan。chechuangwaiyidongshejixinyingdegaolou，huranweisuozaizheigeguangquanli，wanruyizuotiankongzhicheng，jingshirucikuanweiwozheikediaojinfanchen，rijiansuqidexin！
我再次失了神。
gongjiaochequezaizheigeshihouyizhenzhenzhan，jiertinglexialai，buganxindesijiyouzhongzhongcaileyijiaoyoumen，chezizhenzhanbuzhi，yijiumeinengshizhixingdedongyidong，xiangjileyigemeisedangqian，quewunengweilidelaonanren，jiuzheimemaitouxianzailehouhoudejixueli。
sijizhuantouchongyicherenyaohezhe：“cheshangnianqinglizhuangdedouxiaqutuiyituiche。”
dajiajiaotoukanleyifan，quemeiyourenyuanyidong。sijiyouxiejiaozao，yushiyoubagaoshengdiaohandao：“youbudoushilaoruobingcan，nengdongdedoudongyidong，biehuitoudanwulehenvpengyouyuehui，fanermaiyuanwobujinli。”
cheshangdenianqingnanrenmen，haosishengpabierenjuedezijimeiyounvpengyou，yigegeganmangtuodiaowaitao，fenfenxialeche，erwoyijiuyidongbudong......
yushi，wodeshenbianyouleyixiebuhaodeyilun，sijiyezouleguolai，shuodao：“xiaoxiongdi，zheimeyijianyaodajiayiqizanjingdeshiqing，niyidongbudong，buheshiba？”
linzuojigeshanglenianjidedamafuhedao：“jiushi，neijigemeinizhuangshidexiaohuozidouxiaqule......renzaisuzhou，kebiediulezheizuochengshidegongdexin。”
wotaitoukanzhetamen，xujiucaiduisijishuodao：“dage，zhenbuhaoyisi，wojiushinizuililaoruobingcanlimiandecan。”
shuowan，wolouqikutui，youshuodao：“shanggexingqiqimotuocheshuaile，nikan，haimeihaotouni。”
sijikanzhewoxigaishangdeshangba，youkanlekanwaimianderen，sihuduirenshuqianquexinxin，pailepaiwodejianbang，huidao：“wokannizheidoujiejiale，shangdeyebuzhong，jiudangbangerenyongba，zaibuji，haiyouyitiaotuini。”
mole，tayoubuchongleyiju：“zhenbushizhenduinia......falizheishiertingxuanhude，biekanwaimianzhanzheshijiershigexiaohuozi，kenengchadejiushinizheiyitiaotui......woshuodeshinizheitiaotuidejinger。”
haitamaburubujieshini，woxinxiang。
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zaiwoxinli，suowei“gongdexin”yezhibuguoshiyigemeiqimingyuedeci，kewohaishixialeche，ranhouzaisijidekoulingshengzhong，genzhetamenyiqiyaohe，yiqifali......tuishangneixiemeiyouwanquanyuhedeshangba，haoxiangyouliekaile，woyinciermianmuzhengning，ranhoubaofachulegengdadehenjinger......
sijishuodemeicuo，yexuchadejiushiwozheiyitiaotuidejinger，zongzhi，neibenzhongdecheshen，zhongyuzhengtuolejixuedejingu，bansuizhewodexutuo。
wotanzuozaixuedili，henxiangjizijichouyizhiyandeshijian，dajiaqueyoudoucongcongmangmangdishangleche，haoxiangtamenzhendeyounvpengyou，yezhendezaimougedenghuolanshandedifangdengzhetamenside。
我只能无奈跟随。
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woyoudianfennu，zaiwoxiaqutuichedezheiduanshijian，jingranyourenchenjibazhanlewodechezuo。zhunqueshuo，shiyigemiaolingnvren，yigequanfuwuzhuangdemiaolingnvren，daizhekouzhao，chuanzhehouzhongdeyurongfu，tadenaodaijiuzangzaiyuyurongfuliantidemaozili，zhiluchuyishuangyanjing，queshiwoweikongqi。
tabujinbazhanlewodechezuo，haihenbukeqidejiangwodejitayediuzaileguodaoli。
wogengfennule，bianquezhetui，nuodaotashenbian，kaikoumadao：“......nimeigaocuoba，zheikeshiwodezuowei......woxiaqutuiche......ni......”wotankaishou，beiganwuyu，youmadao：“haitamayaobuyaogongdexinle！？”
tazheicaijiangmuguangfangzailewoshenshang，huidao：“wohuaiyunle......”
wolengleyileng，gantandao：“wogangshuoleyiju，nijiuhuaiyunle......shibushiyoudiantaikuaile？！”
nvrenhaimeifanyingguolai，cheshangbianchuanlaiyizhenhongxiaosheng......tamensihuyewusuoweisheiduisheicuo，fanzhengwoyanyuqingfu，tayebuyaoliandebazuole，doubushishenmehaoren。
nvrennushiwo，yemadao：“nishigexialiupeiziba！”
“woyaoshixialiupeizi，nijiushiyipianzi......chounineitui，youwodoulideyancuma？jiuganshuozijihuaiyunle！”
“ganghuaishang，haibuzenmexian。”
“niyaozheimeshuo，neiwohaizhendehenibianlunbianlun......jiusuannishizhenhuaiyunle，neiwoyeshigecanjiren，yuqingyuli，wodoubinigengxuyaozheigezuoer。”
“niyebiechuile，woganggangdoukanjianle......nituichedeshihou，yongdeshichinaidejingerba，jiaodixiadoukuaiganmaoyanle。”
“wojiaodixiaganmaoyanle，shouyideyeshinimenzheibangmeiyouxiaqutuichederen！”wozaicigandaowuyu，yizhenchenjizhihou，caiyouditounushizheta，jihuhouzhewendao：“nishenshangyoudaoma？”
tayezhongyuyouxiejingtidikanzhewo，wendao：“ganma？”
“nimenbujiushijianbudewohaiyouyitiaohaotuima，wotamazaibuyidao，nonggezhongducanjichulai，xingbuxing？......zheichezuowoyaodingle！”
“hesiwole，yiweiniyaohewotongguiyujinni。”
cishicike，zhendehennanyongyanyuqupingjiayigezhijianguozheiyimiandenvren，danxinlidebiequgan，queshineimedezhenshi。wojuedezijihendaomei，zaizheiyangyigehanjiandexiaxuetian，genghanjiandiyujianleyigebiwogengmeisuzhidenvren......erwoxiangdejingranshizhazijiyidao，ranhouzaiwohetazhijianxingchengzhenfengxiangduidejumian，nandaozheijiushisuoweiduicunzaigandekewangma？
shide，zaizhangqideguoqieguodeshenghuozhong，woyijingjihuganjuebudaozijidecunzai。
qishi，chedoutuile，woyemeiyouxiangzijixiangxiangdeneimexuyaoyigezuowei，zhishibuxiangfangqizheiyangyigekeyilisuoyingdangxuanxieqingxudejihui......
zheishi，zheigenvrenqueturancongzuoweishangzhanleqilai，ranhouhuanleyifuzuilianduiwoshuodao：“bieneimehen......wojiushipiannide，womeihuaiyun......zuoweihaijiniba。”
shuowan，tabianwangguodaozouqu，kewofenmingzaizheigeshihoutingjiantayoudiguleyiju：“zuitaoyannimenzheibangbeizheyibajita，jiuyiweizijishiwenyiqingniandeshehuibailei！”
wokanzhetadebeiying，yishimimang......
guoranmeiyouwuyuanwugudezhendui，zhishibuzhidao，tazhenduideshijita，haishishenmeshehuibailei，yehuozhe，shisuishenxiedaijitadewo？
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xiayizhan，yourenxiache，zhongyukongchuleyigezuowei，yourentixingta，tacaizaizheigekongweishangzuolexialai；erhou，zhaidiaolekouzhao，woyezhongyuzaimantiandefengxuezhong，kanqingletadeyangzi......tabushiyigexiangmaochouloudenvren，fanerchunhongchibai，youdianxiaoxinggan，xiaomiren......yuzhixingchengfanchade，shitadeshenjingzhi。
zheigeshijiezheimeda，renleizheimeduo，zonghuiyudaoyixiemomingqimiaoderen，suoyi，woyejianjianpingjinglexinqing；yexu，tayeshizheimexiangwode......danzheidoubuzhongyaole，fanzhengjiuzheimeyimianzhiyuan，bijingsuzhouzheimeda。
ruguobushiqimotuocheshuaile，woshenzhibuhuizuogongjiaoche，womenbenjiubugaijianmiande。