第4章 想死的话,就换个地方

limengyaobubujinbi:“ningan,niyiweitaopaojiukeyitaoguozheiyiqielema?bukeneng。”

ninganbingbuzaihulimengyaoshuolexieshenme,tazhizaihusuchengbeishizenmexiangtade。

suchengbeizheishiquejiangmuguangyikai,shangqianqingqinglazhulelimengyaodeshouwan:“haolemengyao,meibiyaogenwuguanjinyaoderenshengqi,nibushiyaoquxishoujianma?wopeiniguoquba。”

“chengbeige,tabushiwuguanjinyaoderen,tashishawojiedexiongshou。”

“zuolehuaishibiyaoshoudaochengfa,laotianyehuichengfaneixiexinhuaipocezhirende,guai,genwozou。”tashuowanlazhelimengyaocongninganshencezouguozouchurenqun,sihaomeiyouguanguhaizairenqunzhongbeishoubuhuaihaoyidemuguangxilideningan。

ninganbimu,jinjindewoquanjiliburangzijideyanleiliuchu。wunianhouzaicixiangjian……shizaishizaogaotoule。

moxianglizuihoushenshendekanletayiyanhouzhuanshenlikai。

ninganmaizhejiannandebufayibubudechuanguorenqun,zhanzaizheili,tanengqingchudetingdaozheiqunyiyulebierendeshangtongweilequderendeyilunsheng。

“tingshuotabadouchengrenledangniandechehuoshitanveryishouzaochengde,ruguobushitazuode,tabazenmehuishuozheizhonghua。”

“zeze,kanzhetingpiaoliangde,meixiangdaojingranshigeshexiexinchang。”

“renbukemaoxiang,zheihuashibujiade。”

“buguonianjiqingqingdejiusharen,haizheimeduonianyizhixiaoyaozaiwai,zhenshitianlibugong。”

“sheirangrenjiajialiyouqianyouquanni,zaizheishishanghaiyouqianjiejuebuledemafanshierma?”

“youqian?pi,tingshuotajiagongsichadianerpochan,yaobushisuzong,zaojiupochanle,neigongsixianzaiyezhishengyifukongqiaozile。”

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ninganyebuzhidaozijishizenmezouchuzheijianjiubade,yuanyiweizaiguowaideshenghuoshidiyu,kejintiantacaimingbai,zheilicaishidiyu,shikeyijiangtadexinfenshaodeliansuipiandouzhaobudaodexiuluochang。

tayaoyaohuanghuangdezoudaodamenkou,zhanzaicheshuimalongdelupang,xinlifanfuzaixiang,huozhedaodiyoushenmeyisi。xinzheimetong,kuaiyaobunenghuxile。

ruguotaxianzaijiutiaojincheliuzhizhong,shibushiyiqiejiudounengjiejuele。

ruguotasile,suchengbeihuibuhuiyexiangyibeiziwangbulelimengnanneibandewangbuleta?

tajiaobuwangqianshenleshen,yanjingweiweibishang,shenziyewangqianqingqu。

touzhendehaoyun,tianxuandizhuande,kuaiyaoshoubulele。tashenzibushoukongzhidexiangqianpuqu,kejiuzaizheishi,yizhidashoujinjindezhuazhuletadeshouwanjiangtawanghouyiche。

tashenziyixuan,zhijiepudaoleduifangdehuaili。tajinghedexinyizhenkuangtiao,zaizhengkaiyanyangtoukanqudeshihoujiukandaolesuchengbeineizhanglengmodemianrong。

tadebiaoqingyijin,lianmangcongtahuailizhengchuxianghoutuiquliangbudaidaidewangzheta。

suchengbeipailepaiganggangbeitayikaoguodexinkouzhuanshenwangxianglushangdecheliu:“niyaoxiangsidehuajiuhuangedifang,rangwoyanbujianweijing。zheililiwodejiubahenjin,nisizaizheiliwochuliqilaihuihenmafan。”

“shima,”ningandexinyiliang:“wunianbujian,nijiumeiyoushenme……xiangwenwodema?”

suchengbeizuocechunjiaoweiweitiaoqilenglengdewangxiangta:“woduinideshiqingbingbuguanxin,buguanshiwunianbujian,haishishinianbujian。”

“he……”ninganmangranshixiaodianlediantou。

“kanlai,wojintianshilaicuodifangle,zhenbaoqian,dajiaole。”tajiangquantouzuanjin,jiannandezhuanshen,jiaobuchenzhongdenuodongzhe。

cengjingyiwei,zhiyaotaaitajiukeyiyiwufangu。tabuaiyewufang,takeyixiangqianzoujiushijiubu,zuihouyibu,tabubizou,zhiyaotashenshoujiunenggoudaota。

kequeyuanlai,tajibianzouwanyibaibuyehaishizoubujintadexinli。duokexiao,taliangundaipadezhengzhazhe,taquezhidangchengshixiaohua。

zhuanguoshendeneiyishun,yanleizaiyeyizhibuzhudeliulexialai。tabushiyigejianqiangderen,keshizheimeduoniandeshiqingqueshengshengdejiangtabichenglebuganbujianqiangderen。

zhidaozheiyike,tacaizhongyuyishidao,jianqiangderenbushizijiyuanyijianqiangde,zhishiyinweimeiyouyikao。tashenzhibuganqiqiushangcangcijitayigejianbang,taxianzai……zhendekuaiyaochengbuzhule。

yanqianyizhenmohu,ningansimingdeyaozhuzuichuntixingziji,bukeyiyun,bukeyi……keshi,shentishichengshide,zheigaisidetouyuntakefubule。neiyishun,tadeshenzizhongzhongdexiangqianzaiqu。

“ningan……”shenhouchuanlaisuchengbeijiaozaodeshengyin,ketaquejihutingbuqingchu。

benyiweizheicizhendehuihencan,ketaquewenwendebeiyigewenroudehuaibaojijiezhu。tanulidezhengyanxiangyaoqukanduifangshishei,keshi……zhishitulao,neishenyingshizaishitaimohu。

nanrendeshoumanyouyoudezaitaetoushangtanletan:“haizaishao,nizheinvrenkezhenshi……”tadahengjiangtabaoqikuaisuzhuanshenlikai,wanquanmeiyoulihuishenhouneigemanlianjingchadenanren。