第四章委屈
xushitingdaoshenyanchengdexunwenyouxiexinjing，talejieshenyancheng，zhidaotashizhendeshengqile，suoyidunshixinhuangleqilai，lianmangkaikoujieshi：
“laoye，zhei......qieshenyebuzhidaozheishizenmehuishier！niyezhidaozicongjiejiebuzaileyihou，zheimeduonianqieshenkeshiyizhidoubayuechudangchengqinshengnveryiyangduidaidea，zenmehuirenxinrangtashouzheixieweiqua，dingshineixiedadandenucaiguyibadongxikekouxialaide！”
xushishuozheshuozhejurandaishanglekuqiang，zuihoushangxindemolemoyanlei，xiangshizijishouleduodadeweiquyiyang。
shenyanchengduixushidehuasuiranbuquanxin，keshikanzhexinshangrenkudeshangxindeyangzihaishixinruanle，tanleyikouqiyihoupailepaixushidejianbangdao：
“haole，woyemeiyouguaizuinideyisi，zhishinibijingshifulidedangjiazhumu，youzhexiarenrucikebucheng，zheijianshiqinghaishiyaohaohaodechuliyixia。”
xushizheicaishisongleyikouqi，guaiqiaodedianlediantouyihouqingqingdekaozaileshenyanchengdeshenshangkaikoudao：
“laoye，qieshenzhidaole，qieshenyihoudingranbuhuirangzheiyangdeshiqingfashengde，laoyeninzhiguanfangxinba。”
shuowanleyihouyouqishenzoudaoleshenyuechudemianqian，yilianciaidelazhuleshenyuechudeshoukaikoudao：
“yuechu，zheijianshiqingshiwobuhaomeiyouguanhaoneixienucairangnishouweiqule，niqiexianhuiqu，dengguoxieshihouwodingranhuihaohaojiaoxunneixienucaide。”
xushishuowanchaozheshenyuechulengzhelianshilegeyanse，shiyitabuyaozaitizheijianshiqingle。
yuanbenyiweianzhaoshenyuechunuoruodexingzidingranbuhuihezijizuoduide，keshisheizhidaoshenyuechujuranyifanchangtaidecongxushideshoulichouchulezijideshou，suijilengxiaoyishengchaofengdekanzhexushi。
“keshibenxiaojiezenmetingneixiexiarenmenshuozheidoushifurennidefenfua？”
kanzheshenyuechujuranbushitaiju，xushilianseyibian，gangyaoxiguanxingdehechishenyuechuni，quexiangdaoleshenyanchenghaizaiyipang。
suoyizhinengyingshengshengdebahuoqiyalexialai，jichuleyimoxiaorongchaozheshenyuechukanleguoqu：
“neixiedoushixiarendehuyanluanyueryi，xintamendehuazuoshenme，wodengyixiajiufenfuxiaqubaneixiehuyanluanyudexiarendouganchufuqu，bingqiebanigaidedebushangkehao？”
xushishuowanyihouciaidechaozheshenyuechuxiaolexiao。
kanzhetadezuofashenyanchengyeshimanyidedianlediantou，ranhouchaozheshenyuechukanleguoqu：
“zenmeyang，zheiyanganpainikemanyi？”
shenyuechukanzheerrenshuowanleyihouqingxiaoleyisheng：
“jiranshidafurendeanpai，woziranshimanyide，buguo......”
“buguoshenme？zheijianshiqingbushiyijingchuliwanlema？nihaiyoushenmebumanyide？”
shenyanchengdengleyiyanshenyuechu，youxiebunaifankaikoudao：
shenyuechubeishenyanchenghechiyebunaonu，fanershiqingxiaoleyishengkaikoudao：
“fuqinwuhuile，nveryaoshuodebingbushizheijianshiqing，ershilingwaideshiqing。”
shenyanchengyouyixiebunaifan，keshixiangdaolezijizheixienianbijingduitahaishiyouyixiekuiqiande，suoyihaishinaizhexingzikaikoudao：
“haiyoushenmeshiqingjiuyiqishuoba。”
shenyuechumanyiyixiao，zijizheiciguolaiziranbudandanshiyinweiyidunzaocandeshiqing，tazheiciguolaijiushixiangyaobashuyuzijidedongxidouduohuilai。
suoyidedaoleshenyanchengdeyunxuyihoujiusixiaofeixiaodepieleyiyanxushi，zheicaishidandandekaikou：
“fuqinniyezhidao，suiranwomuqinqushidezao，keshiwohaishizhengerbajingdeshangshufudichudaxiaojiemeicuoba。”
shenyanchengzhidaoshenyuechushuodemeicuo，suoyiyejiudianlediantoumeiyoufanbo。
shenyuechukanzheshenyanchengdiantouyihouyeshimanyidegouqilezuijiaojixukaikou：
“keshinverzenmejideanzhaofulideguiju，nvershiyinggaizhujinwangyueloude，zendexianzaiwangyuelouquerangermeizhujinqulea？zheisihushiyouyixiebuheguijua！”
shenyuechuchuanyueguolaiyihoujiuyijingchaguoshangshufudeziliaole，zhidaoshangshufuzuihaodeyuanzichuleshenyanchengzijideyuanzijiushiwangyueloule。