wojiaoshenweixi，shishangshufuyigemingbujianjingchuandeshunv。zhishao，zaishenmingyuebeizhaohuilaizhiqian，suoyouren，
baokuowoziji，doushizheimerenweide。shiliunianguangyin，
wozaidimuwangshidelengdanhedijieshenmingzhu（rujingaijiaotashenmingyuele）deyinyingxia，huodexianggejingzhidebaishe，
anjing，shuncong，fangfomeiyouyisipiqi。zhidaoneigezhenzhengde、liuluoxiangyeshiliuniandedinvbeixunhui，
wozheicaichengleneigezhanletashiliunianweizhide、zuiduoyuderen。fulidefengxiangbiandetaikuai。
xirihainengdeyishengkeqichenghude“er**”，zhuanyanliandeliandenucaidounengjiwoyansekan。shenmingyue，
neigemeiyanjianyumuqinwangshiyoujifenxiangsi、quedaizheyiguzipolaheyexingdeguniang，
kanwodeyanshenjiuxiangkanyizhiaiyandechouchong。taduozoudehezhishimingzimingzhu，
gengshiwoyuanbenjiujijikeweideyiqie。suoyi，dangneifenyupoluohuxiaojiadehunshubeirengdaowomianqianshi，
wojingyidianyebuyiwai。neibenshishenmingyuedehunshi。xiaojiacengxianhe，
rujinquezhishengyigeguamuheyigejushuozhihuisidushudeerzixiaozhi。gengbukandeshi，duifangyaoqiudeshiruzhui。
xingaoqiaodeshenmingyueqikenjia？wangshiziranshebudegangzhaohuilaidexintouroushouzheidengweiqu。“weixi，
nizhanlemingyueshiliuniandefufen，rujin，yegaishinichanghaideshihoule。”wangshideshengyinlengdexiangbing，
“xiaojiasuibaile，zonghaiyougeguanshendizi。nijiaguoqu，haodaishigezhengtouniangzi，zongbiliuzaifuli，
ainijiejiedeyanqiang。”zhengtouniangzi？haoyigeguanmiantanghuangdejiekou。sheibuzhineijiangshizenyangdexiuruhejiannan。
kewoyoudexuanma？yige“jiaqianjin”，nengyoushenmexuanze。
wokanzhetabaoyangdeyidelianshangneishuanghaowuwendudeyanjing，xindizuihouyisidui“jia”dejuanlianyechediximiele。
wochuixiayanjie，qingshengdao：“nver……zunming。”dahunneiri，shangshufugualejizhanfuyandehongdenglong。
meiyouchuida，meiyouxuannao，yidingxiaojiaocongcementaichu，biansuanbawodafale。
xinlangguanxiaozhichuanzheyishenmingxianbuheshendejiuhongpao，qinzilaiying。tashenlianghengao，queyouxieqingshou，
mianrongbeimusehejianloudeyizhangchendehuianbuming，zhiyishuangyanjing，chenjingdejingren，
zaimianduishangshufuxiarenhaobuyanshidebiyishi，jingyewubowulan。baitangcaocaoleshi。suoweidedongfang，
shixiaojiayizuochenjiuxiaoyuanlizuihaodeyijianwuzi，queyesichutouzhehansuan。xizhupipadixiangzhe，
yingzhexiaozhimeishenmebiaoqingdelian。tatiwojielegaitou，dongzuosuanbushangwenrou，queyebingfeiculu。
“shen……guniang。”takaikou，shengyindichen，daizheyisibuyichajuedeshaya，“jinrizhishi，weiqunile。
niwojingyuxiangfang，jieshishenbuyouji。rihou，niruoyuan，bianzaizheiyuanzhonganranduri，xiaomousuibucai，
yicanyifanshangnenggongji。niruobuyuan……”tadunleyixia，muguanglveguochuangwaichenchendeyese，
“yikezixingliqu，xiaomoujuebuxiangzu。”tadehuarangwoweiweiyizheng。meiyouyuxiangzhongdeyuanfenhuoqiannu，
jingshizheiban……lengjingshenzhikanchengkuanrongdejiexianhuafen。wotaimoukanta，xiangcongtayanzhongkanchuxiexuxuweihuoshitan，
quezhikandaoyipianshentansidemoran。taduiwo，sihubingwurenheqidai，yewurenheqingganqianlian，
zhishijieshouleyouyizhongmingyunyaxiadefudan。“jiyibaitang，bianshifuqi。
”wotingjianzijideshengyingansedixiangqi，“helailiquzhishuo。”wonengqunani？tiandizhida，
bingwuwoderongshenzhichu。takanlewopianke，zhidianlediantou：“suini。”ranhou，tazixingbaoleyichuangpugai，
zaiwaijianneizhangzhaixiaodetashangtangxiale。hongzhugaoran，yingzheneijianxiuzheyuanyangdejinbei，
hetagushentangzailengyingwaitadebeiying，gouchengyifuwubifengcidexinhuntujuan。zheijiushiwodefujun，yigezhuixu。
womenzhijian，gezhedehezhiyidaomenjian。hunhouderizi，ruyitansishui。xiaojiaqueshiqingpin，
pufuzhiyouyigeguayandemama。xiaozhimeiridaduobimendushu，ouerchumen，buzhiquxianghechu。
wozexuezhedalizheigejianloudejia，xiyizuofan，congqianzaishangshufuxuedeneidianshicigefu、nvhongguanjia，
zaizheilisihuzhishengzuimoyidengdeshenghuozhixuhainengpaishangyongchang。shenmingyuebingweifangguowo。
tashichanghui“ouran”luguozheipianpidexiangzi，daizheyiqunpucong，zhuguangbaoqi，
keyizaiwomianqianxuanyaoxindedeshoushi、yishang，huoshinaweishijiagongziyouduitabiaoshileqingmu。“yo，
zheibushiwoneihaomeimeima？”tameicidouyongneizhongtiandefani，quecuizhedudeshengyinkaichang，
“zenmehaizaixiyifuya？zeze，zheishuangxianxianyushou，keshidanguoqin、xieguoshide，
rujinjingzaotazaizheicuhuoshang。zhenshikeliane。yaobuyaojiejiewoshangnijigeqian，maigeyatoushihuan？
”wotongchangzhishichenmo，jixushoulidehuoji。zhengchaohaowuyiyi，zhihuirangtagengdeyi。
wangshiyoushiyehuipairenlai，meiqimingyuetanwang，shizeshichakanwoshifouanfen，shifoujishangshufudiulelianmian，
hualihuawaitixingwojizhuzijide“benfen”he“enqing”。xiaozhiduici，daduoshierbujian。
tafangfohuozaizijideshijieli，duiwaijiedefenraochongerbuwen。youshishenmingyuenaodeguofen，taqiahaozaiyuanzhong，
yezhishidandanpieguoyiyan，neiyanshenlimeiyourenheqingxu，jiwufennu，yewuweihu，ranhoubianzhuanshenhuiwu。
wojianjiansilexin，benjiuweicengqidaiguoshenme，daoyetanbushangshiwang。
womenxiangliangtiaobeipokunzaitongyigeqiantanshangdeyu，gezizhengzhachuanxi，hubuganshe。raner，
zhongjiushiyouxiebutongde。youyici，woqushijibianmaizuihouyizhibuqiyandeyinzan，xianghuanxieqianbutiejiayong，
quebeiyigedipijiuchandiaoxi。huangluanhaipazhiji，yigeshenyingturandangzaiwomianqian。shixiaozhi。
tayijiumeishenmehua，zhilenglengdikanzheneigedipi。tashenxingsuanbudekuiwu，neiyikequeyouzhongshuobuchudeqishi，
jingjiangneiwulaibituile。tashenmedoumeiwen，zhichenmodijianqiwodiaozaidishangde、neidianshaodekeliandetongqian，
fangruwoshouzhong，ranhouzhuanshenzouzaiqianmian，baochizhejibudejuli，yilujiangwo“husong”huijia。zishizhizhong，
meiyouyijuanwei，yemeiyouyijuzebei。haiyouyici，shenmingyuewuxianwotouletayizhiyuchai，
daizherenqishixiongxionglaisoujia。neichaizifenmingshitazijiqiaoqiaosaizaiwozhenxiade。wangshiduanzuotangshang，lengyanpangguan。
wobaikoumobian，hunshenfaleng。jiuzaineixieepuyaopushanglai“jiaoxun”woshi，
yizhichenmozuozaijiaoluokanshudexiaozhihurankailekou，shengyinbuda，queqingxidiyazhulecaoza。“yuemudaren，
dajie。”tafangxiashujuan，muguangpingjingdisaoguozhongren，“zuorixiaoxuoujiandajieyuanzhongdeyahuanchunxing，
dangleyizhichengsejihaodeyuchaijixijiedangpudeliuzhangju。yinxiangzheshinvjuanzhiwu，weicengshengzhang。rujinkanlai，
huoxuqizhongyouxiewuhui？burupairenquwenwenliuzhangju，huohuanchunxinglaiyiwenbianzhi。”yuanzilishunjiansiji。
shenmingyueliansezhoubian，wangshideyanshenyebianderuiliqilai。taziranzhidaozhenxiangruhe。zuizhong，
tashenshenkanlexiaozhiyiyan，chizeleshenmingyueyiju“hunao”，daizherenxingxingliqu。fengbopingxi，
pojiudexiaoyuanzhongguijijing。wozhanzaiyuanzhong，xintiaorengweipingfu。wokanzhexiaozhi，tayiranzhongxinnaqishujuan，
fangfogangcaizhishisuikoushuoleyijutianqihenhao。taweishenmebangwo？bushiweilewo，wogaosuziji，
huoxuzhishiyanfanlechaonao，huoxuneichunxingdangchaizhishiqueyouqishi，tabuguoshishunshierwei。kexindi，
zhongjiuyouyisijiweiruodenuanliuhuaguo，zaineipianbinglengdesishuili，yangkaiyiquanxiaoxiaodelianyi。zheigenanren，
sihubingbuxiangtabiaoxianchulaideneiyangquanranwunengmamu。tashenshangyouzhongwokanbutoudedongxi，xiangyikougujing，
youshenderangrenxinshengyidou，youmomingdi……shengchuyisijidandehaoqiyuyilai。neifenhaoqi，
zaiwofaxianzijishenshikenenglingyouyinqingshi，dadaoledingfeng。neirizhenglixiaozhimuqinliuxiadeyigejiuxianglong，
buxiaoxinpengsongleyikuaixiangdimuban。mubanxia，jingzangzheyimeixiaoxiaode、youxiefaheideyinzhizhangmingsuo，
suobeimiankezheyigemohude“xi”zi，haiyouyigexiaoxiaode、bushuyushangshufubiaojideyunwen。
wodemingzi“weixi”，shiwangshiqude，daizhexianeryijiandeqingman——“xi”naichenguangganlu，“weixi”，
bianshiyongbujiantianrizhiyi。zheizhangmingsuoshangde“xi”zi，quetouzheyizhongzhengzhongdeqipan。wodexinmengdiyitiao，
yigehuangmiuyoujingrendeniantoucuanrunaohai：wohuoxu，bingbushishangshufudeshunv？neiwoshishei？
zhenzhengdeshenjiashunvyouqulenali？ruowobushi，neiwoheshenmingyue……judadechongjirangwojihuzhanbuwen。
duonianlaiyinyindekunhuo——wangshiduiwochaochuxunchangshunvdelengmoshenzhiyane，
woyushenmingyue、shenmingzhubingwusihaoxiangsiderongmao……sihudouyoulelingyizhongjieshidekeneng。
wohuangmangjiangzhangmingsuozanghao，xintiaoruleigu。wokaishibiandexinshenbuning，shitucongxiaojialaopumamakouzhong，
huoshicongjiefanglinlilingxingdejiuwenlipincouxiansuo，queyoubuganzuodetaimingxian。wodeyichangmeinengmanguoxiaozhi。