“chixiaojie，zheicideshoushusuiranchenggongle，danzhishizanshibaozhulehaizideming。yinweizheixienianyizhiwobingzaichuang，haizidedikanglijicha，ganranlebaixuezheng，yinfalebaixuebing……weiyidejiejuebanfajiushihuangusui。”
“danhaizidexuexingpianpianshizuihanjiandexiongmaoxue。gusuipipeiyijinghennanle，gengbietizheizhongxiyouxuexingdepeiduile。nihainianqing，ruguonenghehaizifuqinzaishengyigehaizi，neimepipeijilvshizuidade……”
“chixiaojie，haizideqingkuangzuiduozhinengkaoyaowuweichiyinian，ruguoyinianhouhaimeipipeidaoheshidegusui，kongpa……”
yishengdezhengzhongdingzhu，rutongyibazhongchui，zadechiqiubaiyipiankongbai，zadetaxueroumohu。
tayijingjibuqingzijishizenmehuidaojinjiadele。
tadenaohailizhiyouyigeniantou。
再要一个孩子。
tabixuhejinshaojue，zaishengyigehaizi。
……
是夜。
chiqiubaijingjingdezuozaifangjianli，daliangzhezheimoshengdeyiqie。
sinian，zheishitadiyicilaijinshaojuedefangjian。
tayouxiejinzhang，shouxinbumanleximidehanshui。
眼神却坚定无比。
“叮铃铃……”
cierdedianhua**turanxiangqi，chiqiubaiheleyitiao，kanzhepingmushangdehaoma，shouzhiniejinlejifen。
tamen，zhongyudengbujilema……
“banianle，haimeixianghaoma？yegaihuilaile。”
dianhuaneitouchuanlaidaizhexieyunnudeshengyin，rangchiqiubaidehuxibiandecangculeqilai。
muguangchujizhuozishangdehunshazhao，takaikoudao，“ba……jiwodianshijian。”
“duojiu？nizhidaode，zheixienianbayizhitinimanzhe，ruguorangniyeyezhidaole——”
“buyao！ba，qiuni，buyaogaosutamen……”chiqiubaibujintigaoleyinliang，shengyinlidaizhexieaiqiu。
dianhuaneitouchenmole，suihoutanlekouqi。
chiqiubaiyaopolexiachun，shengxianyouxiezhandou，“ba，wohuihuiqude。wozuowanzuihouyijianshi，wojiuhuiqu。zaijiwodianshijian……”
zheijianshishizhengjiuziyangweiyidebanfa，tabixuyaozuowan。
“砰！”
fangmenhuranbeishenmerenyonglituikai，chiqiubailianmangguaduanshouji，youxiejinghuangdetaitou。
nanrendeshenyingbeizheguang，yaoyaohuanghuangdezoulejinlai。
一股酒气扑面而来。
“shaojue，ni……zenmeheleneimeduojiu？”
chiqiubaibennengdeshangqufuzhe，quetingjiannanrendelengxiao，“sheiyunxunijinwofangjian？”
“我……”
huahaimeishuowan，nanrendeyijingnieqiletadexiaba，“zenme？kanshangquqisetinghaoa？zaoshangyundaole，shizhuangdeba？”
“……suinizenmexiang。”chiqiubaizhiganjuexinliyiteng，yijingmeiyoulejieshideyuwang。
jinlaizhiqian，tatedihualedanzhuang，zhezhulecangbaidebingtai，shengparangjinshaojuedanxin。
daotoulai，doushitazizuoduoqing。
shia，tazenmekenenghuiguanxinzijini？zhenkexiao。
buzhizende，jiantazuijiaodeneimochaonong，jinshaojuehuranmomingdefanzaoleqilai，dihoudao，“gunchuqu！”
shuoba，henhenshuaikaitadexiaba，cazhetadejianbangzoujinlefangjian。
“shaojue，woyouhuagennishuo——”
chiqiubaijinjinzhuazhuletadeyixiu，yuqixiaoxinyiyi，beiweidaolejidian，“womenyaogehaiziba。”
嗡。
fangjianlihurananjinglexialai。
tamingxianganjuedaonanrendeshentijiangyingleyixia，xinlimomingdeyouxiehuanxi。
shaojueta，haishiaizijide。
一定是。
ziyangbingqingyizhibujianhaozhuan，takendingxiangyaoyigejiankangzhengchangdehaiziba……
“你疯了？”
jinshaojuedeshengyinhurandapolezheifenanjing，lengdanzhiji，daizheshenshendechaonong。
tahuiguotoulai，neiyanshen，xiangshikanzheyigefengzi。
xiangshiyipolengshui，rangchiqiubaicongtouliangdaolejiao。
taqiangxinggouqiyimoxiaoyi，“shaojue，qishidunainaishuodedui，dangniandeshiqing，shiwohailejinjia，jiulianshenggehaizidoushibingyangzi……keshi，nijiwogejihuihaobuhao？jiwoyigerangjinjiashuzuidejihui——”
“啪！”
xiangliangdebazhangshengxiangqi，chiqiubaizhiganjuelianshanghuoshaoyiyangdeteng。
xiayishun，tabianbeihenhendeyazailechuangshang，nanrenchenzhongdechuanxirutongbaofadehuoshan，shuangmoumanshihenyi。
“chiqiubai，nizenmegantidangniandeshiqing，nizenmegandea，niyezhidaonishigezuiren？nihaisilewomaa！neishiwomaa！”
nanrenfennudepaoxiaorutongqianwangenyinzhen，henhenzhajinlechiqiubaidexinzang。
痛不欲生。
“niyiweiwohaiyuanyipengnima，niyiweizaishengyigehaizi，jiunenghaiqingnidezuiniele？ruguobushiziyang，niyiweinihainengzaijinjiadangwuyouwulvdeshaonainai？nizheigesharenfan！jianyu，caishizuishihenidedifang！”
jinshaojuepaoxiaozhe，shuangshousisidekouzhulechiqiubaidebozi，shenqingdiankuang！
yaomingdezhixiganrangchiqiubaijuliedekesouleqilai，taquemeiyouzhengzha，zhishizhengzhengdekanzhejinshaojue。
leishui，zhongjiushihualuolexialai。
neishitashenailebaniandenanren，baniana！
tamendaodi，weishenmehuizoudaozheiyibua……
jiuzaichiqiubaijijianghunguoqudeshunjian，jinshaojuesongkaileshuangshou，dakoudakoudechuanzheqi，yankuangtonghong。
“shaojue，woqiuni，womenzaishengyigehaizi，woqiuni……”chiqiubaidiediezhuangzhuangdecongchuangshangxialai，sisidebaozhunanrendetui，quebeinanrenyijiaotikai！
taxiangyaozhengzhazhezhanqilai，fubuquechuanlaiyizhenjutong，zhenggerenliketandaozailedishang。
“咳咳……”
tabuduandekesouzhe，kongqizhongmimanzheyigudandandexuexingwei。tabudongshengsedezaiyiqunshangcalecashou，meikaidengdefangjianyinnileyiqie。
“congjinyihou，biezaichixinwangxiang。womenyijinghuibuqule，chiqiubai！”
zheijuhua，jinshaojuehoudehendasheng。
xiangshizaishuojitating，youxiangshishuojizijiting。
“shaojue，nihenwoma？”chiqiubaididideninanzhe，shengyinshayadelihai。
huiyingtade，zhiyoufangmenzhongzhongzashangdeshengyin。
罢了。
恨我也好。
我没剩多少时间了。
shaojue……nijiurangwozairenxingzuihouyiciba。