第三章年轻的代价
“baoanhaiyouputongbuputongde？”zuoyuyouxieqiguaidewendao。
“suanle，niyihouhuizhidaode”guanchunchunsihuyouxiebuxianglihuizuoyule。
laotongxuezheimeduonianmeijian，jiashangzuoyudangchuxiaoshidejinian，suoyiguanchunchuncaihuitiyirangzuoyulaizheilishangban，ganggangzuoyudeneiyijudaiyoudiaoxiyiweixiaochunchun，rangtazheicaixiangqilai，dangchudezuoyushishenmedeyangderen，neijiushiyigeliumangpizi，jiuhuireshishengfei。
yaoshizaizheilirechushenmeshiqinglaidehua，zijidouyaoshoudaolianlei，buguoxiangxiangguanchunchunyejiushiranle，yaoshidaolebaoanduidehua，zheigejiahuogujiyefanbuqidalanglai。
xiangdaozheili，guanchunchundaoshibudanxinle。
“wangjie，zheishiwotongxue，laigongsiyingpinbaoan”guanchunchunjiangzijishoulidebiaogedileguoqu。
“guanbuzhang，fangxinba，wohuianpaihaode”wangjieshifenkeqideshuodao。
“nishibuzhang？”zuoyukanleguanchunchunyiyan，yanzhongluchuleyihuozhise。
“wojiubunengshibuzhangma？woshigongsidexiaoshoububuzhang，buxiangma？”guanchunchunmeimaoyiyang，luchuleyisideyizhise。
“xiang，nitianshengjiushibuzhangxiang”zuoyushuodao。
“zheihaichabuduo”guanchunchunbailezuoyuyiyan，suihoubataladaoleyibianxiaoshengdeshuodao：“woyaoqushangbanle，dengxiawangjiedainiqujiuxingle，niqianwanyaojizhu，baoanduideren，yigedoubuyaodezui”
“wozhidaole”zuoyudianlediantou。
“嗯，那我走了”
guanchunchunzoulezhihou，wangjielijishuodao：“xiaozuo，genwoquhoumianlingyitaobaoanfu”
“haode，xiexiewangjie”zuoyushifendekeqi。
wangjiekanlezuoyuyiyan，suihoucaishuodao：“xiaozuo，shangbandeshihou，renzhendian，duobanshi，youxieshiqing，yaoshidangderennai”
zuoyuyiting，dunshiqiguaile，zheishayisi？
zenmeshuodebaoanduixiangshidouhuichirenyiyanga？
daolehoumianlingleyitaobaoanfu，rangzuoyuhuanshangzhihou，wangjiejiudaizhezuoyulaidaolebaoanshizhizhong。
“linduizhang，zheishixinlaidebaoan，nidaidaita”wangjieshuodao。
zuoyugenzaihoumian，yeshixiangzhebaoanshilimianqiaoleyiyan，limianzuozhesangebaoan，douzaichouyan，buguozheixiebaoanyigegedoushikanqilaishifendeshuaiqi，erqiepifudouhenbaixi，jiashangshenshangdeqizhi，jirenyikanjiuzhidaofeifujigui。
wangjieshuowanzhihou，youjiaodailejijujiuzoule，zuoyuzheicaizoujinlebaoanshizhizhong。
jinquzhihouzuoyugengjiashayanle，zheinalishibaoandaidedifang？
qiangmiandoushiyongqiangbuzhongxinzhuangxiuguode，shangmianyizhanshuijingdeng，liangbianyipaizhenpishafa，lingyibianshishimujiajudeyizi，zhongjiandechajishanghaipengzhecha，laoyuanjiunengwendaoyiguqingxiang，yikanjiubushifanpin。
zheibiqixuduoxiaoqudehaohuazhuangxiudoubufangduorangle，zheimenghuanjituanzheimeyouqianma？baoandaidedifang，douzheimeshechi？
“nijiaozuoyushiba？”weishoudeyigenianqingrenkanlezuoyuyiyan，cishidezuoyuchuanshanglebaoanfuzhihou，bitingdeshencai，shuaiqidelianpang，kanqilaidaoshiyeshuaiqilinran。
“是”
“wojiaolinhu，yihounijiuguiwoguanle，qumenkouzhangangquba”linhubailebaishou，xiangshigancangyingyiban，rangzuoyuganjinqu。
zuoyudaoshimeiyouduoshuoshenme，laidaoledamenkouzhihou，bizhizhanzaineili。
“nishixinlaidebaoan？”zuoyudeduimianhaizhanzheyigenianqingdebaoan，zheigenianqingrenkanqilai，meiyouzhiqianneijigebaoanneimeaoman。
“是啊”
“wojiaoawei，dajiadoujiaowoxiaowei，woshuoxiongdi，nizheibeijingkeyia，jingrannengdaowomengongsidangbaoan，lihai，yihoukeyaoduozhaoyingzhexiongdidian”
“shawanyi，dangbaoanhaiyaobeijing？”zuoyuyiting，jianzhiyiweizijideerduochuwentile。
baoanzheigezhiye，benlaishiyoubaoyifangpingandedaoli，zhishiguoneixuduodeqiyeweileshengqian，jiuxuejianlebaoanderenshu，bingqierangtamenshenjianduozhi，suoyizaidaduoshurendeyanzhong，baoanjiushikandamende，zhihuichede，xiandeshihouhaiyaobangmangdazade。
gongziyebugao，daiyugengshiyiban，zuoyujiushibumingbaile，danggebaoanhaiyaobeijing，zheishishenmeluoji。
“xiongdi，ni.....nibuhuizhendebuzhidaoba？”aweiyiting，dunshixiangshikanzheguaiwuyibandekanzhezuoyu。
“wocongwaidiganghuilai”zuoyujieshileyixia。
“原来是这样”
duimiandeaweiluchuleyuanlairucideyangzi，suihoucaishuodao：“kanlainizaizheilishidaibuleduojiule”
“什么意思？”
“zheihaibujiandanma？nizaizheimenghuanjituanzhizhongkandaoguonanrenma？”aweiwendao。
zuoyuhuixiangleyixia，sihuganggangzijiqutianxiebiaogedeshihou，sihujiandaodequanshennvren，haizhenshimeijianguonanren。
“neijiushile，nizhidaolinruyanba？”
“meitingguo”zuoyuzaiciyaoleyaotou。
“ri，nilaiwomengongsishangban，jingranlianwomenzongcaidemingzidoubuzhidao？”aweiyouxiehuaiyi，yanqiandezheigejiahuoshibushizhuangde。
“jiushiwomenlaobanshima？”
“shi，linruyankeshizhenggelinhaishinanrenxinzhongdenvshen，shangxuedeshihou，jiushichaojixueba，zaimiguoyeludaxueshenzaoguo，huilaizhihouzijichuanglilemenghuanjituan，zhiyonglesanniandeshijian，jiuchenglelinhaideshiqiangqiye，erqietademenghuanjituanzhizhong，buzhunchuxiannanren，chulebaoanzhiwai，xianzainizhidaozanmenzheigebaoanshiduomexiquedezhiweileba？”
zuoyudianlediantou，xianzaitacaimingbaiweishenmezheixierenhuizheimeshuo。
“erqiejushuolinruyannaishijingdoulinjiaderen，tadefuqinmeiyouerzi，zhiyouzheiyigeguinv，nixiangxiang，sheiyaoshibalinruyanqudaoshoudehua，zuoyongcaifumeiren，neigenanrennengbachidezhu，niganggangjianguowomenlinduizhangleba？”
“ng，jianguo”zuoyudianlediantou。
“neishilinfengjituandedongshizhanggongzi，womenfuduizhang，neikeshitianningjituandegongzi，shengxiadebaoanduideshijigeren，jihumeiyigedoushifeifujigui，tamenlaizheilidangbaoan，niyinggaizhidaoshiweishenmeleba？”
zuoyuzheicaisuanshichedidemingbai，zheishizenmehuishile，ganqingdoushiyibangjingchongshangnaodejiahuo。
“erqiezheimenghuanjituankeyishuoshimeinvruyun，buguangshiwomenlinzong，haiyouxuduodehaomenqianjinni，xuduodelaozongdoushipazijideguinvgenyixiebusanbusiderenjiechu，douhuibazijideguinvsongdaozheili，suoyini，zheiliyouhaochengmeinvjizhongying，xiongdi，wokannishizaizheiliganbuleduojiule”zheihuoshuodao。
“zheimeshuolai，nidejiashiyebucuole？”zuoyukanlezheigeaweiyiyan，wendao。
“wodejiashizaitamenmianqiansuangepi，wojializhiyouyigexiaochangzi，zhishiwolaobafeiyaorangwolaizheili，hejiweijituanshijiadegongziduojiechu，haoweijianglaipudian，wozaizheili，jihusuoyoudehuodoushiwode，suoyitamencaihuimeixiangbanfabawozhengzou，buguonishikendingyaozoule，wotingshuolinduizhangdeyigebiaodiyaoguolaishangban，xianzaiyijingmanyuanle，niyaoshibuzoudehua，zouderenkenengjiushiwole”
buguokantadeyangzi，daoshihenzixinzouderenyidingshizuoyu。
“kan，womenzongcaideche”aweidunshijidongdeshuodao。
zuoyuyeshikanleguoqu，yilianglaosilaisihuanyingtingzailedashamenkou，yigepiaoliangdenvmishuxianbachemendakai，yigechuanzhezhiyezhuangdenvhaizoulechulai，buyongshuo，zheigenvhaijiushilinruyanle。
yimiqidegezi，shenzitingba，pifubaixideyouxiebuzhenshi，jiashangtaguazilian，yingtaochun，yishuangdayanjingxiangshihuishuohuayiban。
zhishizuoyuqueshilengzhule，takandaolelinruyandelian，gouqiletanaohaizhizhonghunqianmengraodelianpang。
suiranxianzaizheigenvrengengjiadechengshule，keshizuoyuhaishiyiyanjiurenlechulai，zheibujiushiyanranme？
neigexiaoshihoudelinju，meitiangenzaitahoumianjiaozheyugegedenvhai，，tayemeiyoumuqin，lianggedanqinjiatingdehaizi，meitiandouhuiyiqishangxue，yiqifangxue。
“yugege，nihuiyibeizihewozaiyiqima？”
“yugege，nibuyaolikaiwohaobuhao”
“yugege，nihaohaoxuexi，jianglaiwomenyiqishangdaxuehaobuhao？”yiduanduandehuiyichuxianzailetadenaohaili。
tajidezuihouyicitayouchuquwan，heyigenanhaidajiale，dadetoupoxueliu，zuozaizijidejiamenkoubuganjinmen。
“yugege，ninengbunengbuyaoherendajia，haohaoxuexibuxingma？jianglaiwomenyiqishangdaxue”
ercishidezuoyudeyijingshifennubuyi，dashengdenuhoudao：“gun，nijiwogun，**shenmebuyaoniguan”
neiyici，yanrankuzhepaokaile，congnazhihou，zuoyuzaiyemeiyoujianguota，meiyicitaxiangqideshihou，tadexinzhongdouyouyizhencitong。
nianqingzongshibudongdezhenxi，zongshiyaofuchudaijia！