【bengushijiakongniandai,qingwuduizhaolishi,chunshuyule,buxiwupen】
一九七四年秋。
heisheng,ganshi,tianshuicun。
shiyuedexiangjian,qiugaoqishuang,yipianpianjinhuangdemailangdilidezhuangjiazhangshixiren,tianshuicundenannvlaoshao,doumoquancazhang,weijijiangdaolaideqiushouzuozhunbei。
zheirishangwuxiagong,cunminmenruwangchangyiban,sansanliangliangjiebanxiangcunlizouqu。
luguolinjiadeyuanzishi,huranchuanlaidechaorangsheng,baluguodecunminmendoujingdongle。
dajiafenfenzhuzu,weizailelinjiayuanzizhouwei。
“wogaosunimen,wobujia,wosiyebuhuijiade,nimenjiusilezheitiaoxinba!”
linjiayuanziwai,cunminmentingjianlelinshuangxiesidilidehousheng,mianlujingyazhise。
yourenhaoqifashengleshenmeshi,tantoutannaodezhangwang,caidaoxieneiqingdecunminmenshuangyanliangjingjingde,yanzhongdebaguazhihuoxiongxiongranshao。
“nibujia?neinitanggedegongzuozenmeban?
kaozheneigongzuo,nitanggebujinzaizhenshangmailefang,haiqulegeyouqiandechenglixifu,chedizaichenglizhalegen,
jiushinidaboyijiazidougenzhequchenglixianglefu。
zenme?rujinqiaozheliangjiaxiaozishoushangtuiwule,yourenjiuyaoguohechaiqiao,nalidelianbujia?”
linjiayuanzili,heizheliandelinlaopozi,qidezhiduosuo,zhizheduimiangengzhebozi,yilianbufuqidelinshuang,zhisangmahuaidao。
zhanzaipangbiandelinjiasikoutinglelinlaopozidehua,douheilelian。
“niang!huabunengluanshuo,womenzenmejiuguohechaiqiaole?
zheibushiranglaoerjialaipanlezheimenqinma。
wojialinzhukeshichengliguniangle,jianglaikeshiyaojiajichengliduantiefanwande,nizenmejiujianbudetahaoni!
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linjialaodaxifu,linzhudeniangsunxinghuaqiaojianmenwaiyuejuyueduodecunmin,xinxiayichen,tashangqianbalinzhuladaoshenhou,zijidingleshangqu。
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menwaianjingchiguadecunmin,dunshiyipianhuaran。
xianranmeixiangjuranwuyizhongchilegedagua,zheilinlaodayijiahuicunjuranshiyaohuihunde。
qianjitiancunzhangjiadexiaoerzibeibuduidechesonglehuilai,dangshidajiadoukandaotabeirenbeijinyuanzi,ziranyekandaotatuishangdazheshigao。
cunmindouyiweitazhishihuilaiyangshang,meixiangdaoshoushangneimeyanzhong,jingrantuiwule。
tuoxialeneishenjunzhuang,jiushidilibaoshidenituizile,nanguailinzhubuyuanyijiale。
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liangjiaxiaozishoushangdexiaoxihaishitarangrenjilaodayijiadaidehua。
tayuanxiangzheliangjiashiernvqinjia,ranglinlaodayijiahuilaitanwangyier,nazhidaodaerziyinfengyangwei,juranshenglehuihundexinsi。
linlaodiemuguangzailinzhulianshangsaoguo,kanzhetaduoshandemuguang,xinzhongaitan。
doushuohuannanjianzhenqing,talaolinjiadeguniangzenderuciboqingguayi!
linlaodieqidenaodaiwengwengde,jiaobuweiweiliangqiang,tajishifuzhulemenkuang,caimeirangzijishuaidao。
“laoda,niyeshizheimexiangde?”
tinglelaodaxifudehua,linlaopozilianheideruguodihui,tahenhendedenglesunxinghuayiyan,kanxiangzhanzaihoumianzhuangtuoniaodelinfushan。
“neige……niang!dachuantaniangshuodeyouli,linshuangyeshilinjiadeyatou,jiasheibushijia,nengjiajindaduizhangjia,yeshitadefuqi。
neiliangchengrujintuiwuhuicunle,zongbunengranglinzhugenzhetahuicunzhongdiba!”
linfushantoutoudemiaoleyanzhanzaitangwumenkouheizhelianyiyanbufadelinlaodie,youkanleyanduimianmanliannuqidezijialaoniang,zuihouyiyaoya,haishibaxinlihuashuolechulai。
“hao!hao!nimenyijiazidebaiyanlang!doushiduanqiwanchifan,fangxiawanmaniangdeheixinhuo,bianyirangnimenzhanle,zheihuierhaiweiquqilaile。
cheng!jirannimenbuxiangjiaguinv,neiwoyebumianqiangnimen。
baliangjiajidachuanzaichenglizhaodegongzuohaijirenjia,lingwaizaibazheixieniandachuanzhuandegongzinachuyibanpeijilaoerjia。”
tinglelinfushandehua,linlaopozixinlidenuhuoqijibandexiaoshile。
doushuoqiwangyuedashiwangyueda,rujinlinlaopoziyekankaile。
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zhongjiushizijizhenxintengaizhezhangdadediyigehaizi,shuobushiwangshijiade。
但心底还存着希冀。
jintianlinlaodayijiahuranhuicun,linlaopozisuiranmianshangbuxian,danxinlishigaoxingde。
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zenmeshuozheidoushilinjiazijideshiqing,genghekuangzheilinlaodadexifukebushigeshengyoudedeng,dajiahuodoubuxiangredeyishenxing。
“shenme?wobutongyi,niangzheishiyaobisiwomenyijiaa!”
sunxinghuakanleyanbuzhishengdenanren,yanzhuzidiliuyizhuan,zhijieyipiguzuozaidishang,paizhedatuikaishihao。
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gangcongdilihuilaidelinlaoeryijiasankou,gangjincunjiutingshuolinlaodayijiahuilaile,bianjiaobucongcongdeganlehuilai。
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zheibunianbujiede,linlaodayijiazituranhuilai,yidingmeibiehaopi。
zhixiwangtamenzheicibienaoshenmeyaoezi,banwanshierzaodianlikai。
suishuoxianzaifenlejia,qianguiyingbupalaodayijiazinao。
danzhongjiuzaiyigeyuanzilizhuzhe,kanzheyegeyingrenbushi!