第五章心存幻想
remaojindidaojiangninganshoushangzhihou，tadingzhewodelianzixidekanlekan。
tazhilezhizijilianjiashangliwodeweizhi，wenwo：“nilianzheilishizenmele？”
wonengkandechulai，taduiwodelianhenzaiyi，yinweizheishitajihuanengfoushixiandeguanjian。
wozhengzhunbeihuida，luzeyijiangwolakaile。
“quzhunbeiwanfan，zaidasaoyitaokefangchulai，ninganjinwanzaizheililiusu。”
jiangninganzhanqilaishuo：“buyongzheimemafan，woquzhujiudianyexing，jiudianyeyouzizhucan。”
luzeyitanlekouqi，nandeshuochulezhenxinhua，“shiwoxiangrangniliuzaizheili，nixianzaizhuangtaibuwending，wodekanzheni。”
jiangninganxiaorongtiantian，shenchushuangbeiyaobaota，“zeyi，niduiwohaishizheimehao，jiuhexiaoshihouyiyang！”
luzeyichongnidixiaolexiao，shenshouzaitabitoushanggualeyixia。
“duinihao，shitianjingdiyide。”
tamenerrentiantianmimi，woxiangyigewailaidedisanzhe。
wodingzheganjingdaofanguangdediban，xiwangkeyicongdishangmaogedong，haorangwozhijiezuanjinqu，buyongtingdaotamenshuohua。
luzeyicuiwoquchufangzuofan，tongshijingzhundeshuochulejiangningansuoyoudekouweixihao。
“chaocaifangyidianlajiaotiweidanbunengtaila，liangxingdedongxiyebiefang。tagangzuozhangtufeijihuilai，zaidundiantangbubu。rouleibuyaoyonghongrou，tabuaichi......”
kanzhetarushujiazhendeyangzi，wohuranxiangqi，youyinianwotongjingtangzaichuangshang，xiwangtanengjiwodaidianchidehuilai。
tabujinbujidewodexihao，shenzhihaidaileyiwanyouxianyouladehuoguofen。
kanzhewolvexianjiannandiyidianyidianchidongxi，luzeyishenzhiyoudianshengqi。
tashuo：“wocongbujibierendaichide，yejibuzhubierenaichishenmebuaichishenme，niyijingshitelile，bietaizuo。”
neixianzaidejiangningansuanshenmeni？
wozhidaole，tabushibieren，shitaxinjianshangderen。
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linshuijueqian，jiangninganhuranshenglexingquyaocanguanwomendejia。
takandaolehenduowomendehezhao，haiyoujuziliwoshouqilaidejiangbei。
taniutouduiwoyixiao，“nishizeyidenvpengyouba？taganggangdougaosuwole。gangcaiwobanicuorenchengbaomu，niyinggaibuhuishengqiba？qishishiyinweitaduinvrenyaoqiuhengao，wocongmeixiangguotahuizhaoxiangnizheiyangdenvpengyou。”
wobuzhigairuhehuida，lianshangyougaishizuochushenmebiaoqing，gancuixiaolexiaobushuohua。
jiangninganhurancongjuzilibajiangbeipengchulai，kanqingshangmiandezihou，kuazhangdijiaolechulai。
“tianna，nijingranhaishiwudaobisaideguanjunma！zhenshikanbuchulaia！”
taduizhebuyuanchudeluzeyizhaoshou，dashengdao：“ninvpengyouhaolihaia，tahaihuitiaowuni！xiangqilaiwoxiaoshihouyexiangxuebalei，zhikexihoulaishentibuhaoyemeinengxuecheng......”
jiangninganhuiyiqiwangshi，meimulongshangyicengyouchou。
luzeyikuaibuzoulai，jiangjiangbeizhongxinfanghuijuzili，“doushixieshangbudetaimiande，biekanle。”
tazhuanshenzeguaiwo，“bushihenishuolebazheixiedongxishouqilaima？”
tazhouzhemeitou，liansenankan，wozhidaotadeqiantaici，taqishizhenzhengxiangshuodeshi，“nandaonihaixincunhuanxiang？xianghuiqutiaowu？”
wotaochusuojiangjuzisuoshang，zheixiasuanshichedideshouqilaile。
danshijiangninganhaibuxiangfangguowo。