第5章
贱人！
shensuixinyijingbujide，gulengyanduishuoguoduoshaocizheilianggezile，benyiweizijidexinyijinglengyingrubingle，shishishangtahaishigaoguleziji。
tadexin，yijingyidiandiandeliesui！
jiuzaishensuixingandaokongqiyuejianxibodeshihou，gulengyanturansongshou，jiangtatuidaozaidi。
shensuixindakoudakoudechuanzheqi，kanzheyanqiandegulengyanfangfozaikanyigeemo。
gulengyanyinlengguimeideshengyin，tingshangquyichangdesenlengkepa，“niruguojianchibukaikou，jiubuyaoguaiwobukeqi！”
shensuixinkanzhegulengneizhangyinhandemianse，huangzhangdeyaozhetou。
“gulengyan，niyaowoshuoduoshaobiannicaikenxiangxinwo，nidaodixiangyaowozenmeyang！”
“nirangwozuodeshi，wodouzuole，qiuqiuni，buyaozheiyangduiwo。”shensuixinyazhesangzi，qiuraodao。
gulengyanmilemimouzi，suihoushangqianzhijieshenshouniezhutadexiahe，weixiedao：“zheishinibiwode。”
shensuixinyingshangnanrenlengkushixuedemouzi，yanleishunzheyanjiaoliulexialai。
jiushiyinweishentingwugubeihaisi，suoyitajiuyaozheimeyiciyouyicidexiurutama？
keshi，zheiyiqiehetayouyoushenmeguanxi！
pingshenme，tayaoweishentingdesierfuchuzheimecantongdedaijia？
kanzheyinchenzheliandegulengyan，shensuixinxiangyaojiangzijizangqilai，kequebeiyanqianzheigenanrensisidekongzhizhe，genbenwulifankang。
shensuixinzhidao，zijifankangbule。
zheigenanren，xiangyaobipozijishuochutaxiangyaodedaan。
buxiangrangzijizaizheigenanrenmianqianchuqiudeta，chuizailiangcedeshousisideqiazhedatuiwaice，shituyizheizhongfangfarangzijiqingxingguolai，ranhouhuanhuandeshenshouzhezhuziji。
kanzheyinweihaipahunshenzhandoudenvren，gulengyandeyouanlengmodemouguangtouzaitaneizhangcangbaidechunbanshang，moudihuaguoyimoanmang。
cishideshensuixin，beixiurudehaowuzizun，niuguotouqu，buxiangqukangulengyandeyanjing，zheigetacengjingshenaiguodenanren，cishicikemoshengdekepa。
“huoxuniqiuqiuwo，shuochuyiqie，wohuikaolvfangguoni。”gulengyanqingmiedekanzheshensuixin，yanyuzhongdaizheaoman。
shensuixinyaozhechun，zhijiahenhendeqiajinrouli，tengtongzhongyulahuileyidiandiandelizhi，“wobuhuiqiunide！”
tasuirankoutudeshihenhua，shengyinqueshifeichangqing。
kanzheshensuixinkebeidezheyanziji，gulengyanlengxiaoyisheng，gangxiangkaikouchaofengdeshihou，zhijiantaturanchaoxiangtapuguolai。
gulengyanyishimeiyoufanyingguolai，xiangshijiaodishengledingleyiyang，dingdingdezhanzaiyuandi，zhidaojingwochuanlaiyizhentengtong，zheicaiweiweiculeculemeitou。
tayidongbudong，renyoutaxiangshizaixiefenyibanyaozheta，zhidaoyaochulexue，xueyeshunzhetadejingwoliulexialai。
“he！shenmeshihouxuehuiyaorenle？”gulengyanchixiaoyisheng，shenqinglengmodeshuodao：“shensuixin，nizhuangshenmezhuang？”
shensuixinxiangyaofankang，jiuneimeyixiaxiayexing。
“真恶心。”
turan，gulengyanmengdetuikailetiexiangtadenvren，hanzheyizhanglian，miansetieqingdelengshengdiuxiayijuhua，jiulikaile。
shensuixinturanbeizheimeyitui，houyaozhuangzailezhuojiao，turuqilaideyizhentengtong，dunshirangtadelizhiyidiandiandehuilong。
kanzhechangkaizhedefangmen，tagubudehouyaodetengtong，diediezhuangzhuangdezoujinyushi，naqilianpengtoujiudakailiangshui，congnaodaishangjiaolexiaqu。
yigushigudeliangyi，dunshicongtoudingchonglexialai。
shensuixinyaozheya，zhenggerenzhijiepaojinyugangli，jiangshentijinmeizaibinglengcigudeliangshuizhong，zheigeshihouzhengshidongji，quanshengengshiyinweibinglengerdongdesesefadou。
他不爱她！
zaozaiyikaishideshihou，tajiuzhidao，neigenanrendexinlixiangdaodeaizhededouzhishishenting！
dangchu，ruguobushiyinweishenting，yiweizijiyaojiaderenshigenianjiyoulaoyouchoudelaonanren，erbitatijiadehua，xiangbishentingxianzaijiushigulengyandeqizi。
zhiqianfashengdeneiyiqie，xiangbiyebuhuizaifashengle。
shidaorujin，zaishuozheixieyoushenmeyong，gulengyanshibuhuixiangxintade！
jiuzaiyishixiaoshiqian，tahaoxiangkanjianyidaomohudeshenying。
是顾冷言吗？
不，不会是他！
zheigenanrenzaoyijinghentouleta，youzenmehuilaijiuta！
翌日清晨。
gulengyanxinglaideshihou，zheicaifaxianchuangdelingyibanmeiyourenshuiguodehenji，xiangdaozuowanfashengdeneiyimu，xindimomingdeyongqiyigubuan，zhunbeiquzhaoshensuixin。
turan，tingdaoyizhenxixililideshuisheng。
gulengyanculecumeitou，mouguangsaoxiangxiyushidefangxiang，zheicaifaxianshuishengshicongneilichuanchulaide。
gangyaotaishoutuikaiyushimendeshihou，jiukanjiandishangshenchuyitanshuiji，gulengyandemiansemengranyibian，maibuzoulejinqu，zaikanjianshensuixinsesuozheshentizaiyugangli，cangbaidexiaolianhaowuxueseshi，ganjinjiangtabaoleqilai。
“shaoye，shaofurenzheishi……”guanjiazhanzaiwoshimenkou，kanjiangulengyanbaozhehunmiguoqudeshensuixinshi，ganjinjiangmuguangyixiangbiewai，zhuizhuibuandewendao。
“najianyupaosongguolai。”gulengyanbenxiangbaozheshensuixinhuiwoshi，mouguangzaikanjiannvrenshenshangjinyoudetieshenyiwushi，xintoumoshiyongxianyigufanzao，lengshengfenfudao：“tongzhisiji，shaohouquyiyuan。”
想死？没那么容易！