第1章孩子死了
“我不行了！”
yigepianpidesirenxiaozhensuo，tongxinfachuyishengtonghu，yijingyitianyiyele，haizihaimeiyoushengchulai，takuaiyaojianchibuzhule。
“kuai，yijingkandaohaizidetoule，zaiyongli。”
zheihuarutongjiletaliliangyiban，tayongjinlehunshendeliqi，
“啊！”
tongxinganjueyigudalijianghaizichelechuqu，taganjuehunshenyisong，yiguwufayizhidepijuanlaixi，yishimohuzhiqian，tongxinzhitingdaoyigeshengyinshuodao，
“是个男孩儿。”
tazuijiaoguazhexinxidexiaoronghunshuileguoqu，quemeiyoutingdaohoumiandehua，“zenmehaiyouyige？”
shifenzhong，xiaozhensuodeyishengjianglianggehaizidijileyigesanshiduosuimoyangdenvrenshoushang，
“是对龙凤胎。”
nvrenjieguozhensuoyishengshoushangdehaizi，tameiyouwenzijidenverzenmeyangle，yemeiyoukanhuaizhongdelianggehaiziyiyan，zhuanshenbaozhehaizichulezhensuo。
xiaozhensuodewaimian，youyiliangheisedejiaochedengzaineili，yebuzhidaodengleduojiu。
talianmangpaoleshangqu，“lianggehaizi，haishilongfengtai，qianshibushinengduojidian？”
“duojiniyibaiwan，yigongsanbaiwan。”
yigedaizheyisichaonongdenvshengcongchezilichuanlai。
“zheijianshiqingwobuxiangrenherenzhidao。”
“wozhidao，zheilianggehaiziyijingsile，ninfangxin。”
......
yitianhou，tongxinzhongyucongwujindeheianzhongxingleguolai，zhengyanyikan，tahaishizaineigexiaxiaodezhensuo，kandaoshenbianzuozhederenshi，tayanliluchuleyisijingxi。
“妈......”
tahaiyiweimayijinghuiqule，quehaishizaizheilishouzhema？
suoyi，mamahaishiguanxintadema？
kandaozijinverxingle，tongmuzhoumeidao，
“xinglejiuhuiqule，nayouneimeduoqianrangnizaizheilishui。”
“好。”
tongxinyouxiechilidezuoleqilai，tashenxiahaishihentong，erqiehunshenyidianjingerdoumeiyou，buguotahaishiyingchengzhexialechuang，jialideqingkuangbuhao，matongyirangtashengxiazheigehaiziyijingshihenburongyi，tabunengzaitianmafan。
“妈，宝宝呢？”
yanjianzijimuqinyaozouchuxiaozhensuole，tongxinlianmangwendao。
tongmujiaobuyidun，touyebuhuideshuodao，“sile。”
tongxinwenyanjiaobuweihuang，lianmangzhuazhemenkuangrangzijizhanwen，mouzilidaizhekonghuang，tazhandoudeshuodao，
“ma，nibiekaiwanxiaole。”
“wobuhuiranghaizichengweifudande，wobushangxuele，woyihoudouqudagong，nibuyongdanxinyangbuqitade。”
tingdaotadehua，tongmuyouxiefanzaodekaikoudao，
“谁和你开玩笑？”
“wojinishuohaizisile，nitingbudongrenhuashibushi？”
“bukeneng，nipianwo，wobuxin！”
tongxinshengyinbagao，daizheyisihaipahejuewang，tadoumeiyouzhuyidaotongmushuodeshitamenerbushita。
“ma，wozhidaonibuxihuanta，woqiuqiuni，jianghaizijiwohaobuhao？”
shuozhe，tazaiyejianchibuzhu，huanhuandeshunzhemenkuangguizuolexiaqu。
kanzhetongkudeaiqiuzhezijidenver，tongmuyanlimeiyouyisideburen，talengmodeshuodao，
“haizishengxialaijiusile，niyaoshibuxiangxinkeyiquwenwenyisheng。”
“wozaojiujinishuolebuyaozheigelailibumingdeniezhong，nifeibuting，yidingyaoshengxialai，sheizhidaoneigenandeyoumeiyoubing，niyeshigechunde，lianrenjiashisheidoubuzhidaojiugenrenshanglechuanghaihuailehaizi，nijianzhishixiangyaoqisiwo。”
“wolandehenishuoneimeduo，fanzhengneixiaozazhongyishengxialaijiuyanleqi，weilezheige，wohaiduohualeqian，renjiacaitongyibangmangjiangshitinaquchulile，jianzhijiushitaozhaigui。”
“......”
houlaitongmushuoleshenme，tongxinyijingbuzhidaole，tadaidaideguizuozaineili，lingdongdedayanjingmeiyoulewangrideguangcai，zhishengxiahuibai，shenxiadeshangkouliekairanhongledizhuantafangfoyeganjuebudaotongchuyiban。
cike，tadenaozilizhiyouyijuhua，haizisile，taqipanleshigeyuedehaizisile，shiguwucun。