第2章
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yiliaozhizhongdetengtongbingmeiyoudaolai。
jiupingmeizadaowodetoutaoshang，lushianshenshoulanlexialai。
wojiuneiyangzhengzhengdiwangzhelushian。
tatanzuozaishafashang，yanwuliaoraochanraoshangtademeitou，yizhangjunlianpingjingdikanleguolai。
“酒吧工作人员？”
我点头。
“nimenlaobanrangniguolaide？”
我再次点头。
tawangzhewo，turanfaxiao。
zhongrenjiezhi，lushianqingyibuxiao。
yixiao，yaomehaozhiqianjin。
要么，血流成河。
wodexintantebuan，gezhewanoufu，shoulidoukuaibazijideyifujiulanle。
wozhixiwang，takuaidianfangwolikai。
tabaozheyeqianqiandezishi，taiqinmi，jiaowoyanjingdoufatang。
“tiaode......henxiangworenshideyigepengyou。”
“xifudeshi，jiusuanle。”
lushiandeshengyinchuanruerzhong，wozhengzhengdiwangzheta。
huiyifushangxintou，womomingjuedesuanse。
bannianqian，tabingzhongzhishi，woyecengzailushianmianqiantiaoguoyiciwu，neishihoumeiyoutoutao，meiyouqitaren。
zaiwoshilaipingmidechuzuwuli，wozaitayigerenmianqian，pianpianqiwu。
womeixiangdao，tahaijide。
gengmeixiangdao，xianglaiciyabibao，buzheshouduandelushian，huiyinweiwotiaodexiangtajiyizhongdeneiren，jiuqingeryijudefangguowo。
tameizaidiaonanwo，haishuaichuyidiehouhoudexianjindaozhuoshang，wogusuanleyixia，dagaiyouwuliuwanba。lushaochushoukuochuo，suisuibianbiantiaoleyizhiwu，jiukeyinadaojiwankuaiqian。
wonadaoqian，meiyouyouyutaolechuqu。
zhimenkou，wotingjianhoufangchuanlaishengyin。
“bujiushigelaonvma？tiaowuzhuangshenmechuna。”
“jiwankuaiqianjiushoumaileta，zhenshijiandehuang。”
wozaixinlikuxiaoyisheng，shijiataiziye，jiwankuaiqiandoubukanzaiyanli。
shubuzhi，womenputongrenweilejiwankuaiqiankeyipinming。
lushiantaimou，yidaohanguangcongtayanlishechu，neirenzhongyujinsheng。
taqishen，qiazhebiaokanlekanshijian。
“buwanle，tahaizaijialidengwo。”
“shian，nijintianjiubunengliuxialaipeiwoma？yiqianmeinianshengri，womendoudaizaiyiqia。zenmejinnianyouleyigejiangzhuojun，jiubianyangle。”
womianshangyixi，huoxu，tanengweilewopiexiayeqianqian，shuomingwozaitaxinli，zongyouxiediweide。
napayidiandian，wodourenle。
yushiwobeiliedidaizaiyuandi，toutingtamendetanhua。
lushianjiaobutingzhu，zhuanshenyoubaozhuleyeqianqian，titacaquyanjiaodeleizhu。
“guai，wozongyaoshishejitayidianai，haorangtaduiwosixintadi。”
“buran，tazenmeyuanyiliuzaiwoshenbian。”
toutaonei，wochedibengkui，leishuijuedi，chaozhexiangfandefangxiangkuaibuliqu。
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wogangtuimenerru，houbeijiubeirenbaozhu。
lushianhuxidereqichuanruwodeerwo。
tadeshenshang，shuxideyancaoweihunzazhebuyichajuedeyujinxiangdeweidao。
neishitabaoyeqianqianliuxiadeweidao。
buzhizende，woyouxiexiangtu。
worenbuzhubatatuiyuan，tashuangshoujinjinguzhuwo：“junjun，niqunalile？bushishuo，zaijiadengwohuilai，jiwoguoshengrima？”
lushianzaiwoerbianninandiyu，sangyinshaya，daizhezhimingdeyouhuo，guhuozhewodexinzhi。
buyouzizhudi，woxiangtamanmankaojin。
lushianyongshouzhezhuwodeshuangyan，heianzhizhong，taliwoyuelaiyuejin。
zuichunxiangjieneiyike，wonaohailituranfuxianchulaigangcaitaqinwenyeqianqiandeqinni——
wozhongyufalehen，yongjinquanshenliqi，batahenhentuikai。
fuzhuzhuojiaojiukaishiganou！
“jiangzhuojun，haoa，jintianwowaichu，nishibushibeizhewohenagenanrenjianmianle？weishenmetuikaiwo？！”
tayeshengleqi，meitouranshangjifennuyi，shuaishoujiujiwoyibazhang！
lidaoqiangjing，zhijiebawoshandaozaidishang！
jiaoshangchuanlaitonggan，wocaichajuedaogangcaiwanghouyidao，wozhuangdaolezhuojiaochu，jiaowanchuxianxuezhiliu。
wozhengzhazhezhanqilai，tongganchuanruxinfei，lengyanqiaozhelushian，tajunmeidelianshangranshangjifenbuan，chuangwaidayupiaopo，woturanxiangku。
yeshizheiyangyigedayutian，lushianyangzaiwodechuzuwuli，wofeilehaodadejing，haoburongyibatacongsiwangbianyuanlahuilai，tadaohao，weilejiewoxiabantazhanzaiyuzhongdengwohuijia，zhenggerenyoufaqilegaoshao。
lingchenliangsandian，woqinzibatabeidaoleyiyuan，xialoudeshihou，woyijiaocaikong，zhenggerencongsanlougunlexiaqu。
jiaowanyeshangdelihai，kewogangjiaolefangzu，youfulelushiandeyiyaofei，yushiyaoyaoya，xiaozheduilushianshuo：“womeishi。”
neishilushiankejiaoqile，youguaidehen，fashaolejiumimihuhuqianzhewodeyijiao：“junjun，weiwochiyao。”
我不忍心叫他难受。
denglushianjiangwodaihuilujia，tadaiwoqukanyishengshuo，yishengqueshuo：gutoucuowei，laidewanle，pashiyoujiaoyijinghuile。
wobujidelushianneishidebiaoqingle，zhijidetaduiwoshuo：“junjun，wanghouyusheng，woshinideyinluren。nixiangqunali，wohuiqinzibeizheniqu。”
buguocaibannianshiguang，tajiuwangletaqinzichengnuodehuayule。wolianzhuyandideqingxu，bataxiangyaobaowodeshoushuaikai，yayizheneixindetongku，zhijianqiajinroulizhidaoxueyeshenchu，wocaijiannanwangxiangtakaikou：“lushian，womenfenkaiba。”
neiyichanei，lushianzuanjinwodeshou，yayizhesangyin：“bukeneng！”