第1章流产
结婚五年。
womabingzhongxiangyaojiantazuihouyimiandeshihou，taquedaizhebaiyueguangquhaibiandujia。
wobeitongyujue，taquenuchideshuodao。
“nimayoubushimeiyoujianguowo，jianbujianzuihouyimianyounengzenmeyang，wozhibuguoshipeixixiqudujiaeryi。”
“ninengbunengbuyaozheimexiaodujichang，youdiantongqingxinxingbuxing！”
wozhinengqiangrenzhebeishang，yigerenjimamajuxinglezangli，kequezhuanshenkandaoletabaiyueguangfadepengyouquan。
［zhongyaoderenyizhizaishenbian，shishei，wojiubushuole。］
peitushitabaozhebaiyueguang，zaibihailantianxiajiewen，ruguoshiyiqian，woyidinghuidanaoyichang。
danshixianzai，wozhishipingjingdikanzhemianqiandeyisheng。
“nihao，woyaodatai。”
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wochuyuandeneitian，hanjiandexialeyichangdabaoyu。
kanzhewaimiandoudadeyudi，wogangzhunbeitaochushouji，diankaidacheruanjiandachehuiqudeshihou，quehanjiandejiedaolesongyunqidedianhua。
kejihushigangjietong，xingshiwenzuideshengyinjiutongguodianhuachuanleguolai：“nizainani？buzaijiayejiusuanle，zenmejializheimeluan，yebuzhidaoshoushiyixia。”
kanzhemenwaimiandedayu，wopingjingdeshuodao：“wozaiyiyuan。”
dianhuaneitoudenanrenchenmole，sihushizaixiangwoweishenmehuiquyiyuan。
danwoquebuxianggentajieshi，dagaigangzuowanshoushu，wozhijuedehaoleihaolei，qiahaocishiyouyiliangkongdechuzuchexiangwoshiguolai，wozhengzhunbeizhaoshoudeshihou。
taqueturankaikou：“neinizainadengwo，womashangjiuguolai。”
kanzhejinzaizhichidechuzuche，woxiayishidejiuxiangyaojujue，kehuahaimeiyoushuochukou，dianhuaneibianjiuyijingguaduanledianhua。
wozhinengzhongxinzuozaidatingli，kanzhebuyuanchudeshizhongfadai。
keyigexiaoshi，lianggexiaoshiguoqule，wodoumeiyoudengdaota，zhengzhunbeiqishenlikaideshihou，jiujianyiliangshuxidemashaladicongbuyuanchushilai。