第四章最后的体面
susheli，huangxiaowankudexianggeleiren。
yuanbenziyiweijianqiangdeta，zaijiedaofenshoutongzhihou，jingranshunjianbengkuile。
buguotahaishiqiangxingchengzhu，shoujilisuiranchuanlailemangyin，dantarengjiushiweixiaozhehuidaleyiju“hao”，suijibianzhaohuliangjiemeicongconghuidaolesushe。
sushemenyiguan，huangxiaowandeyanleishunjianjiuxialaile，jinjiezhejiushihaotaodaku，meiyounagenvrenbeifenshoushibushangxinde。
neikeshisiniandeganqinga，yijufenshoujiusuanle？
siniandekuxindengdai，jieguojiuhuanlailezheimeyijubinglengdefenshou。
guhanxiang，nideliangxinranggouchilema？
jiusuanfenshouyexing，zheimeduoniandeganqing，zongguideyougeliyouba？
guhanxiangmeishuo，yijuyemeishuo，tiwanfenshouzhihou，jiuzhijieguaduanle，yidianeryudidoumeijitaliu，zheishiliuxuannianrangtacaima？
nandaotazhendeshujile“neigeshei？”
yongzheigechengshizuiposhidehualaijiang，“neigeshei”jiushiyishuanglao“poxie”，tazuihoujingranhuirangzheiyangderenjijielehu，zhenshigoukebeide。
huangxiaowanyanleizhibuzhudewangxialiu，daobushitaxiangku，zhibuguotaiweiqule。
ruguohaojuhaosanyetimian，keguhanxiangzheige**yetaijueqingle，gujixianzaisuoyourendoudeyiweitashujile“neigeshei”
ganqingshenmedexianbushuo，zheirenkezhenshidiudale。
genghekuang，siniandeqingganjiaoliu，nashineimerongyishuoduanjiuduande。tashenzhilianyidianerxinlizhunbeidoumeiyou，neixiecengjingdehaishishanmengrujinjiusuizhedianhuadeguaduan，fuzhudongliu。
shuohaoledelangmanni？shuohaoledepingfan**dexiaorizini？shuohaoledeyiqinulidapin，fendouzaijiaoyuyixianni？
都哪里去了？
nandaodourangxinhuanbiejiaodefengqingjinixiaomomeile？
huangxiaowanxindishengqibeiaiheguji，zaiyemeirentengtale，tachenglemeirenyaodeyehaizile。
buguoyehao，jiezhezheigejihuidakuyichangyehao。
huangxiaowanbatoumaizaizhentouli，yegubushanglianggeguimicishishishenmebiaoqingle，taxianzaijiuyigeniantou。
ku，daku，haotaodaku，baguhanxiangdaijitadeweiqu，quandoufaxiezaitadezhentoushang。
tangxiaoyahelinxiaoluliangrenerduishiyiyan，fenfentankaileshoubiaoshiwunai，yemeiyoubanfa。doushiguolairen，dangchutamenliangbeizhananshuailedeshihou，buyeshizheigeyangzime？
kuba，rangtakuquba，dengshenmeshihoutazijixiangtongle，zheiyiqieyejiujieshule。
“nanren，meiyigehaodongxi。”
“ngng，xiaowannixiankuzhe，kuwanyuanqidashang，woqujinizhunbeidianerbupin。”
liangrenyichangyihe，henzirandejiangsusheliujilehuangxiaowanzijiyigeren，shilianderenxuyaoyigeanjingdeduchukongjian，rangtazijihaohaolengjinglengjingba。
buguozijidehaoguimishoulezheimedadeweiqu，zheigechoubunengbubao！
xiaoya、xiaolujinjinzuanlezuanquantou，guhanxiangtamensuiranlejiedemeiyouxiaowanduo，ke“neigeshei”taliangkeshizhidao，zheigebuyaoliande，disanzhechazu，dangshenmebuhao，pianyaodang“xiaosan”，yidingyaohaohaodejitayigejiaoxun。
“wuwu...wanshangdesanhuofan...wuwu...wojiubuqule，niliangshaohedianer，wuwu......”
kan，xiaowanduoshanlianga，jiulianbeifenshoutongkudeshihou，haizhidaoguanxinbieren，zheigeguhanxiangzenmenengzheimehenxin，shanghaizheimeshanliangdexiaowanni？
xiaoyahexiaoluliangrendeyanliluchulechouhendemuguang，zhenkanbuchulai，pingshirenmogouyangde，jingranhuizuochuzheizhongshiqinglai。
liangrenshouyiqian，“zou，zhaotamensuanzhangqu！”
yitinghaoguimiyaojizijichutou，huangxiaowanlianmangcongchuangshangpaleqilai，moleyibabiti，“bie，xiaoyaxiaolu，jibiciliuyidiantimianba，wuwuwu......”
huangxiaowanzaisushekudehuntianheidi，xuexiaowai，yeshijiedeyijiashaokaodianli，guhanxiangqueheyigedabandehuazhizhaozhandenvhaizi，youshuoyouxiao。
nvhaizigengshidongzuoaimei，“laikuaichi，zheidoushijinidiande，tamenjiadedayaozi、shenghao、kaojiucai，yuanjinwenming，duochidianha，fanzhengshiniqing。”
zhengqiao，huangxiaowanyizhongtongxuedesanhuofan，yeanpaizailezheigeshaokaodianli。
kanjianguhanxianghe“neigeshei”liangrenzheifutianmideyangzi，yiquntongxuezaiyipangxiaoshengdeyilunleqilai：
“kan，neijiushihuangxiaowandeqiannanyou。”
“qiannanyou？shashihoufendeshou，tamenbushiyizhitingenaideme？”
“jiujintian，nimenbuzhidaoa？tingshuohuangxiaowanzaisushekudedoushangbulaiqile，woyougepengyouzhutagebi。”
“zhenshijiannanren，ganghenvyoufenshou，jiuhelingwaiyigenvrenqinqinwowo，pei，zhanan！”
jiuzaizheishi，xiaoyahexiaoluqiaqiaozoudaoshaokaodianmenkou，touguoshaokaodiandechuchuang，jiangguhanxianghe“neigeshei”deqinmidongzuojinshouyandi。
liangjiemeidangshijiuqibudayichulai，benlaibuxiangquzhaonimenlianggemafan，qiaole，rangwomenzaizheierpengshanglai，haizaiwomengebichifan，neiqinengshanbaganxiu。
zheimeduotongxuekanzheni，yaoshibujixiaowanchutou，neihaisuanshenmehaoguimi。
xiangdaozheier，liangjiemeiduishiyiyan，zaiyizhongtongxuedezhongmukuikuizhixia，zhijiechongxiangleguhanxiangerren，pitougailianjiushiyidunma，zuipaoshuchu，suijibianyangzhangerqu。
dengdaoliangjiemeishoulilinzheyiduilingshihuidaosusheshi，yituisushemen，kanjianhuangxiaowanzhengzaineikujijidekanzhehanju，kenzheshupianni。
liangjiemeixiangshiyixiao，xiaoyashangqiandaquzhexiaowan，“meixiangdaonizheimekuaijiuzouchulaile，haicheng，zhidaochidongxi，bujianfeile？”
huangxiaowanhongzheyanjingtaiqiletou，duleduzuiba，“fanzhengyemeirentengle，haijianshenmefei？”
xiaolubatajihaojiemeimaidelingshiwangxiaowanzhuozishangyifang，xiaonaodaiyiyang，“xiaowan，nicaiwomenkanjiansheile，jiushineigezhanan！”
huangxiaowandangshiyileng，simianyouxise，hanxiangquzhaoxiaoyaxiaolujieshile？kanlaizheiduanganqingduitalaishuo，yebushineimerongyigeshedema，suijimianseyouyiban，“tashuoshenmele？”
xiaoluheiheiyixiao，“sheirangtazhuangqiangkoushangle，heneigehulijingjiuzaizanmensanhuofangebi，neiwonengguanzheta，woliangjitayidunma！pei，choubuyaoliande。”
tingtazheimeyishuo，xiaowandeqidaishunjianxiaoshi，xiaoyadaoshikanchulejifenduanni，lianmangchakaihuati，“zhidaoma，biyedianligaile，mingtiandebiyedianligaixianshangle。”