第1章

1983nian,diwujunqubuduicaochang。

“啪嗒!”

xuebaosaluoyidi,xinghongdeyetifeijian,mankaidexuejidaoyingzhetangxincanbaidelian。

tajingjiaozhetuihoujibushuaidaozaidi,shengyinyindedeweishengyuandetongzhimenfenfencemu。

“tangxin!zheizhishiweiqinxunlian,nilengjingyidian!”

ganshoudaoyizhiyoulidebeibangjiangtalaqi,tangxinmengdetaitou,yiyanjiuzhuangjinluqingxiaoyunnudeyan。

nanrenwuguanjunlangduanzheng,yifujinbianyanjingzhezhuletameiyanjiandelingli,ejiansuifaweiweibeihanshuijinshi,fenmingshiganliantingbadejunrenmoyang,quesanfazheyiguzishushengqi。

heranshinianqingshihoudeluqingxiao!tashidiwujunqudecanmouzhang,yeshitashangbeizikushouleyishengdezhangfu。

zijisihoujingranzhongshengdaole30nianqian?

nanrenjiantahailengshen,yuqizhouranyanke:“tangxintongzhi,zhanchangshangshijianjiushishengming!nifuqinyijingzoulesannianle,nizenmehaishiyikanjianxuejiuyingji?”

yishidaozijishitai,tangxinmangzhenglihaoqingxu,ditoushuolesheng“baoqian。”

“badishangshoushihao,qupangbianfazhan!”

……

训练结束。

jiesanhoudezhongrenluxulikai,shibushiyourenhuitou,kanzhebuyuanchuhaizaifazhandetangxinqingshengyilundao:

“ai……tangyishidangniankeshiquanjunquzuilihaidewaikeyisheng,kexitabachushihou,tajianxuejiuyun,zhihaozhuanquzuoyaojishile。”

“buguoyaowoshuo,lucanmouzhangyeshitiemianwusi,faqizijifurenlaihaobushouruan。”

“nikantaduisheixinruanguo!”

suifengruerdezhiyanpianyu,rangtangxinhoujianfanqiyizhenkuse。

tamenshibuduibaobandehunyin,luqingxiaoqutawanquanshiyinweidangniantayeyejidingdewawaqin。

shangbeizi,tamenhunhoukansixiangjingrubin,shizeyitansishui,buluntazenmenuli,luqingxiaoshizhongbulengbudan。

tayuanyiweizaitamenzheigeniandai,zhengchangdefuqidoushizheiban,danzhidaohoulaitacaifaxian,tazhishibuaitabale。

zhonglaiyici,nandaotahaiyaozaizouyibianshangbeizidelaoluma?

……

yewan,junqujiashudayuan。

tangxinzuozaipuzhebaizhaodepishafashang,xixidaliangzhegezheigeshuxiyoumoshengdejia。

shangbaixialvdeweishengqiang、heiseqimudezhuoju、zhanxindeheibaidianshi、haiyouneiyiduitangcichabei……yiqiedouyutadejiyiwenhe。

yanjiantaizhongdezhizhenyiguo11dian,menwaiquechichimeitingjianneishuxidejiaobusheng,tangxinshenseanlean。

taxianglaihenshaozaogui,zheidagaijiushibuaidebiaoxianba。

xiangdaozhei,tangxinmomoanxiaxinzhongsuanse,qishenjinruwoshi,buzaidengdai。

buzhiguoleduojiu,heianzhongturanshenchuyizhishoujiangtalouzhu,tangxinshunjianqingxing。

ganshoudaoshuxideqixikaojin,taxinzhongxiangyaokangju,danshentiquebennengdeyinghezhenanren。

sishifaxianshenxiarendebuduijing,luqingxiaotingledongzuo:“haizaishengqima?jiuyinweiwobaitianxunleni?”

tangxinzhanglezhangzui,buzhiyaoyunanrencongheshuoqi。

chenmodeqifenrangluqingxiaoweiweicumei,shengyinyesuijilenglexialai:“yinweisiqinggaoqubieduidai,yingxiangbuhao。”

yanyuzhongdehanyicidetangxinxintouyizhan,tamangkaikoujieshidao:“wobushineigeyisi……”

dannanyijingshilexingzhi,tatuikaitangxinchoushenliqu,liaoxiayiju:“woqushufangshui。”

duliutangxinyirenwucuodegazaiyuandi。

ganshouzhebeiwolizhujianxiaosandewendu,tahuanhuanchushen——

shangbeizi,taxiangjinbanfataohaoluqingxiao,duitatingzhirenzhi、baibanshuncong,kedaotoulaiquemeinenghuanlainanrenyidingdiandeaiyi。

yuqizaiheshangbeiziyiyangaierbude,daoburushizhefangshou……

wuyuedewanjianliangshuangshushi,ketangxinqueyiyenanmian。

ciriqingchen,tangxinhuanglehuangchenzhongdenaodai,mengdejizijipolepengliangshui。

wangzhejingzhongnianqingbaijingdeguazilian,xingyanyuanrun,quexiaoshouyichang,taxiangchongzijixiaoxiao,quefaxianxiaodebikuhainankan。

jianzhizhenyiguo7dian,shijianyoubudetadange。

hulunchilejikouzaocan,tangxinjiuqiangchengzhechumenquweishengyuanshangbanle。

阳光微曦。

lushangshibushishiguojiliangerbadagang。

ganshouzhezaochenrouhedefeng,tangxinxinxiang:jintianyinggaishigehaotianqi。

quemeixiangdaogangguaiguoyigezhuanjiao——

jiukanjianyibaibushanlanbukudeguniangzhengdaozailuqingxiaohuailiku!