第一章
tabawodangzuozhenbaoxiaoxinyiyidehehuleershinian，
kewoyinweibumanlaoyibeidebaobanhunyin，
bumantaguidaojudewuliaoshenghuo，
对他处处冷眼。
可在我死后，
quekandaoyanqianchuxianleyipaidanmu，
【jihuaishuzhenshiaicanleqiaoyanxin，shenzhihaiyaoweitaxunqing！】
【qiaoyanxintaibudongdezhenxi，zhiyoudengdaotashiqulecaizhidaotongku！】
zaishentichenruhaidizhiqian，
wokandaotajiangbinglengdeshitiyongruhuaizhong，zhandoudeshengyinliuluwanfenbushe。
“duibuqi，yanxin，xiabeizi，wofangniziyou。”
zaishengmingdezuihouyike，wocaizhongyumingbaitadehao。
zaizhengyan，wozhongshengzailetazuiaiwodeneinian。
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woxinxiruokuang，fashizheiciyidingyaohuiyingtadehao。
可他却变了。
yanqiandedanmuyefengkuangshanshuo，
【qiaoyanxinkuaipaoba，tayijingbushiyuanlaidejihuaishule！】
我挥散它们，
zenmehuini，neigeaiworumingdenanren，
一定还在原地等我！
kedangwoxinxidechuxianzaitamianqian，takanwodeyanshenquelengmodexiangzaikanmoshengren。
qianshi，wodiaoleyigentoufasi，tayehuixintengwanfen。
xianzai，taqueweiletadeyigeshixisheng，
jiangworengjinbinglengdehuli，kanwofengkuangzhengzha，zhiweidoutayixiao。
kanzhetayanzhongdebinglengyuyane，yigekepadeniantouzaiwonaohaizhongfuxian。
我浑身颤抖的问他，
“jihuaishu，nishibushiyezhongshengle？”
tatiaomei，yuqizhongmanshichaofeng，
“zhongsheng？kaishenmewanxiao，womenbuguoshifumuzhiming，biezizuoduoqing。”
binglengcigudehushuili，woliuxialeleishui，
tazheiyishi，zhendeyaofangwoziyou。
我踏入季家，
xinhuiyilengdezhanzaidangchuweiwomendingxiahunyuedejinainaimianqian，
“yanxin，nihehuaishuzhijianyidingyoushenmewuhui。worangtalikehuilaishuoqingchujiuhao！”
jinainaikanzhewowanfenbushe，lianmangrangrendadianhuajijihuaishu。
手机叮咚一瞬，
hejiaojiaofaleyitiaopengyouquan。
jihuaishushoubianfangzhejishigeshechipindaizi，
zhengdizhetouwenroudeweitarouniesuanzhangdejiaohuai。
“huaishugegeshuoconglaimeiyouzheiyangweiyigenvrendiguotou，woshitaweiyideliwai。”
zenmehuimeiyouzheiyangweiyigenvrendiguotouni？
cengjingyoujiepidetawushuciditouqinwenguowodejiaobei。
napadiertianyougongzuo，quehaishizaishenyeweiwoaozhuyiguonongzhou，
zhishipawosuzuihouhuiweiteng。
cengjingdewenrouqianquan，rujinquandoujilelingyigenvsheng。
jinainaidedianhuazhongyudatong，
keneibianquechuanlaiyigeruantiandenvsheng，
“sheiya？huaishugegezhengbeizhewoni，meikongjiedianhuae。”
yuqizhongdetianmicitonglewodeerduo，
wohongzheyankuangqingtanyikouqi。
jinainaikanzhewozhouqimei，
“huangtang！jihuaishukeshiyouhunyuezaishenderen！”
neibianshengyinshunjianweiquqilai，
“wo、woganggangbuxiaoxinniudaolejiaohuai，jilaoshizhishixintengwo......”
woanxianainaideshou，qingqingyaoleyaotou，
“suanle，jinainai，tabuhuihuilaide。”
jinainaizhanglezhangzuihaixiangshuoshenme，
shoujineibianchuanlaijihuaishulengliedeshengyin。
“qiaoyanxin？niweilerangwojianni，liannainaidouliyongqilaile？zhenbuyaolian！”
“wogaosuni，jiusuannibanchunainaiyemeiyong，woshibuhuihuiqujiannide！”
shuowan，jiuzhishengxiayilianchuandemangyin。
tayijingyanedao，lianyijuhua，doubuyuanhewoduoshuo，
woshenseanran，qiangchengqiyigexiaorong，
“nainai，niyekanjianle，jihuaishuhewozhijian，yijingmeiyourenheganqing。”
jinainaiqianzhewodeshou，wanxidao，
“nishigehaohaizi，shihuaishumeifuqi......”