第4章 母亲

chuxiadeyewancongbujijing,neixiebaitianbuhuichuxiandexiaoshengmingmenkaishizaicaocongjianmingjiao。dantamensihushiquleyuanbendehuoli,chuxiamenredekongqibadimiandeqifenyadewuyunyiyangchenmen。

luoyushizhongbunenglijiefuqindexiangfa,fuqindeshuojiaozaitatinglaishirucidezhaer:

“luoyu,nijintianweilejiuyigegaizaoren,dashanglejigewuguderen。”

“neijigerennaliwugule?nikanbudaotamenzaiganshenmema?”luoyufanbodao,“wugudeshineigegaizaoren!”

“nihaizhidaotashigegaizaoren!”luozhangxingnaonudishuodao。

“gaizaorenyouzenmele?”luoyubujie。

“wojintianjiugaosuni,gaizaorenjiumeiyouyigehaoren!”luozhangxingdeshengyinyijingjinhushihouleqilai,“gaizaorendoushishiebushedezuiren!shitamentiaoqilewuzhongzhanzheng,shitamenjihuhuimielequanrenlei!”

“neiyeshiguoqudeshiqingle,”luoyushuodao,“wozhikandaoleneigegaizaorenbeitamen……”

“beitamendayidun?jiusuanshibeitamenshaleyelunbudaoniguan!”luozhangxingbaotiaorulei,tachaoqilepangbiandeyigehuaping,shuaishoujiubatazadaoledishang。yuanbenluozhangxingzhishiweilexiefen,yijihehuyixialuoyu,danrangtameixiangdaodeshi,huapingdesuipianjingranzhijiehuaguoleluoyudexiaotui,xianxueshunjianshunzheshangkouyonglechulai。

turuqilaidebiangurangluozhangxinglengjinglexialai,tayishidaozijishuodehezuodedoutaiyanzhongle。tengtongbingmeiyourangluoyuduifuqindewailiyousihaodequfu,dantayebuxiangzaihezheigewangudelaonanrenzhengbianle。shufangshunjianjijinglexialai,lianggerenkanzhebici,doumeiyouzaishuohua。

guolexujiu,luoyuzhongyukaikoudapolechenmo:“nizhidaowoma……zaizuihou,genwohewogeshuodehuashishenmema?”

luozhangxingmeiyoushuohua,tadangranzhidao,suoyitacaigengbuxiangshuo。

“tashuo……yihounimenliangbiegennibaxue。”luoyushuowan,jiutuozheshangtuichongchuleshufang,liuxialuozhangxingyigerenzaishufanglifaleng。jialidexiaojiqirenzoujinshufang,xiangbadishangdehuapingsuipiansaozou,danshibeiluozhangxingyijiaochuaifanzaidi。

luozhangxingfanmendezuolexialai。tanengganjuedao,zijideerzichongchushufangdeneiyishunjian,jiuxiangturanbianleyigeren。nandaozijizhendeduitaneimebulejiema?

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xiaoshihou,luoyudemuqinjingchangduitashuohaoduohaoduodedaoli,tazaiyiyuanjixiaotuishangdeshangkoushangfengzhendeshihou,neixiehuabansuizhemuqindejiyiyidianyidianbeihuixiangleqilai。

要善良,

neijigeshibaozhebaneigegaizaorenanzaidishang,huidongshoulidepijiupingrangtatoupoxueliudeshihou,shanliangzaitamendexinlixiaoshidewuyingwuzong。

要勇敢,

gaizaorendaduodouyongyouzheputongrenleinanyiqijidenengli,jiuxiangneigerenzhangzhesizhishou,danmianduineijigerendegongji,tashenzhilianzhengzhayixiadoubugan。

要学会同情,

zaibaoxingmianqian,zhouweiweiguandehaojishihaorenquemeiyouyigerenzhanchulai,tamenkanzhezheigeyuzijisubuxiangshiderencanzaoouda,yanzhongquezhiyouchaoxiao。

要坚持正义,

luoyutingshenerchudeshihou,quezaodaolewushudemanmaheyuanwang,errenmenjinjinshiyinweiluoyufangaidaotamenkanhaoxilebushuangeryi。ketaganjuedaozuidadefennu,queshilaizizijishenhoudeluozhangxing……

haiyouzuizhongyaode,biegennibaxue。

zhongyufengwanlezhen,luoyuquefaxianzijizhinengyiqueyiguaidezoule,benlaizhiqianrenzhetonghainengzhengchangzouluni。haozaitadegegeluojinshigentayiqilaide,huijiadeshihouhainengyouxiezhaoying。

“eiluoyu,gangcaineigenvdenirenshima?tahaoxiangkanlenihaojiyan。”zailushang,luojinturanduiluoyushuodao。

“a……burenshi。”luoyushuodao,“niyaoshixiangquyaogelianxifangshijiuyonggandian,bieguaiwanmojiaodexingbu?”

“hawohai……nigewoshineiyangderenma?”luojinshuo。

“nandaobushima?”luoyuyiziyidun,xiaozheshuodao。

“xingbeiwozainiyanlijiushizheizhongrenbei。”luojinguzuoweiqu。

“nitingtingtingbielaizheige,niyedalaoyemenyebujuedeganga。”luoyujishidaduanleluojindexijingcaozuo,zhuanerwenleyigeyansudewenti,“geya,nizuotianzenmeyemeibangzhewoshuoshuoa?”

“wo……”luojinmeixiangdaodidihuituranwenchuzheimeyigewenti,youyuleyihuicaishuodao,“neishinihezanbadeshi……”

“nizhidaozheijianshishitadecuoba?”luoyushuodao。

“niyaoshiyingyaowoshuodehua……wohaizhenbujuedezanbayoucuo。”luojinshuodao,“tayijingzuodaozijinenglifanweineizuihaodeshiqingle。”

“suoyiniyejuedegaizaorenjiuyidingshizuiede?”luoyudeyuqituranbiandeyouxieqiguai。

“……shuolaoshihuawomeijingliguodangshidewuzhongzhanzheng,danzanbashineigeshidaiguolaideren,womenmeizigepingpantaduigaizaorendekanfa……”

“wozhidaodangshigaizaorenzuoguohencanrendeshiqing,danyoubushisuoyoudegaizaorendoushineiyangde。zaishuoneijianshidouguoquleershijinianle。”luoyushuodao。

“……huoxuba。”luojinbuxiangzaiheluoyutaolunzheigehuatile。tabujuedefuqinyoucuo,yebujuedeluoyuyoucuo,tajuedezhikenengzhishijingliguolianggebutongshidaiderenguandiandefenqi。

“qishiwodagaizhidaotashizenmexiangde……”luoyujiezheziguzideshuo,“qishiwoxiangdangqingxingwozaixuexiaoyijiekedoumeizenmetingguonizhidaoma?neibangrengenbenjiumeijihuixiangwoguanshushenme‘gaizaorenjiuyidingshizuiede’zheizhonglinian。suoyiwoyongyuanwangbule……zanmashuodeneixiehua,neixiegaosuwozheigeshijieyouduomeihaodehua。”

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guolejitian,luoyuhuidaolexuexiao,yebuzhidaolaoshiyouchoulenagenjin,turanbuzhileyigemeitianyipianrijideyingxingyaoqiu,shuoshiyaotigaotamendexiezuonengli。dangran,luoyudexiezuonenglijiusuanshimeitianxierijiyemeiyongle,tadezuowenwukejiuyao。

以下是罗羽的日记:

2037.5.20,zhousan,qing

jintianbanzhurenrangwomenxieriji。

piyu:mingtianzuihaobierangwokanjianniyoushizhixieleyijuhua。

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2037.5.21,zhousi,qing

zuotianbanzhurenrangwomenxieriji,jintianshichongshiqiewuliaodeyitian。

piyu:nijiumeibiedehuakeshuoma?

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2037.5.22,zhouwu,qing

jintianxiayushangxuedoubuhaozoule,banzhurenjiafadaiwaile。chongshiqiewuliaodeyitian。

piyu:niyaobuyihoubiexietianqile……

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2037.5.23,zhouliu,landexietianqi

axiaosiniyiweifanglejiabuyongjiaowohaihuixiezheigedongximawahahahaha。

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2037.5.24,landexiexingqi

axiaosijintianhaibuyongjiaolaoziquwangbalanglewahahahaha。

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5.25

jintiankaixuele,chongshiqiewuliaodeyitian。

piyu,nijiuzhiyouzaijiacainengyouhuashuoshiba?haiyou,zheibushinitouyiciquwangbashiba?

fanpi:adui,wangbawochangqu。

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5.26

jintianyoushichongshiqiewuliaodeyitian。

piyu:biejiwofanpi,woneibushirangnihuida。

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5.27

充实无聊的一天。

piyu:niganzaijianjiedianma?

fanpi:chong,wu,tian,dong?

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5.28

nishibushifeiderangwobafaxianninverzaolianzheijianshixiejinqu?

piyu:xing,niyihouaixiebuxie,woyebujinikanle。

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5.29

充无天。

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5.30

充无天。

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6.17

充无天。

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6.18

妈蛋,我哥丢了。