我已死去八年。
wodemingzijiaolinmo，cengshidaxiawangchaodezhenbeijunshen，rujinzhishiyiduibeifengcunzaibinglengyuguanzhongdekugu。wodegongxunbeijuankezaitaimiaodeshibeishang，wodezhangongbeishiguanxiejinfanhuangdejuanceli，wodeyinghun，zebeigongfengzaizheizuojuguozhiliweiwoxiujiande“zhenhunling”zhong，yuyonghengdeheianhesijiweiban。renmenshuo，woshiweiguojuanqudeyingxiong，shishouhudiguodezuihouyidaobilei。tamenshuodemeicuo，wosiyubeijingzuicanliedeyichangxuezhan，yusudi“canglang”kehantongguiyujin，yongwodeming，huanlailediguobeijiangbaniandeanning。
wocengyiwei，zheibianshiwodezhongju。zaiwujindechenmianzhong，yiwangshijian，yiwangrongyao，yeyiwangneigecenggenzaiwoshenhou，yangmudihuanwo“laoshi”denvhai。
zhidaojintian，dibaniandechuxuezhiri，yidaoranzhexuexingweidechiling，dongchuanleshengsizhijie，jiangwocongyongmianzhonghuanxing。
chilinglaizididou，laizijinluandiandezuigaochu。
laizidangjindenvdi，neigecengjingdenvhai——xiaoxueyi。
tamingwo，yigesilebaniandekugu，zhongpizhanjia，zaifushachang。
yishidehuigui，bingfeiruchaoshuibanwenrou，ershixiangyibingshaohongdetiezhui，henhenciruchenjilebaniandelinghunshenchu。
tongchushimoshengde，jiyishiposuide。wofangfozhishenyuyikoushenbujiandidekujing，jingbishangpamanlemingwei“guoqu”detaixian。wonengganzhidaodediyijianshi，shihanleng。bushishengzhesuonenglijiede、pifuganshoudaodeleng，ershiyizhongyuanzigusui、jintoulinghundeyonghengzhihan。
wotangzaiyuguanzhong，zheishiyongzhengkuai“beihaixuanbingyu”diaozhuoercheng，nengbaoroushenqiannianbufu。kexiwosidetaiguocanlie，shiguwucun，zuihouyoushushimenyongwodepeijianhezhanjiaweiyin，zhaohunrulian，pincouchuleyijuxiangzhengxingdehaigu。
banianlai，zheilishijueduidejingmi。meiyouguang，meiyoushengyin，meiyoushijiandeliushi。siwangduiwoeryan，shiyizhongjizhideanning。
danxianzai，zheifenanningbeidapole。
yizhendichen、guilv、fangfoxinzangtiaodongbandegongming，conglingmuzhiwaichuanlai，chuantoulesanzhanghoudefenglingshihecengcengdiediedezhenmofayin，zhijiezuoyongzaiwodecanhunzhishang。neishengyinyuelaiyueqiang，yuelaiyuekuai，xiangyimianwuxingdejugu，zaiwokongdongdexiongqiangneileixiang。
“……yixueweimei，yihunweiyin，huanbuxiuzhiyingling，guilai……”
duanduanxuxudezhouwen，rutongguimeideyiyu，zuanruwodeyishi。
是“唤魂禁术”。
woxintouyizhen，cancundehunhuojulieditiaodongleyixia。zheishidiguokaiguozhichujiuminglingjinzhideheimofa，shishuzhexuyidaliangshenglingdejingxueweijipin，qiangxingcongmingjiefazedefengxizhong，jiangwangzhedelinghunlahuixianshi。zheizhongfashubeishiweiduishengsilunhuidezuidaxiedu，yidanfaxian，shishuzhehezhushizhejieyaobeichuyijixing。
shishei？jingyourucidadedanzi，zaiwodelingmuqian，dongyongzheizhongjinshu？
gengrangwojinghaideshi，zheijinshudemubiao，shiwo。
neiguqianyinliyuelaiyueqiang，fangfoyouyizhiwuxingdedashou，ezhulewodelinghun，yaojiangwocongzheijuhaiguzhongyingshengshengzhuaichuqu。wowufafankang，siwangboduolewosuoyoudeliliang，wozhinengbeidongdichengshouzhe。yuguankaishijuliezhendong，guanbishangzhuankedeanhunfuwen，yidaojieyidaodiliangqi，youxunsudiandanxiaqu。
tamenzaidikang，danshishuzhedeliliangxianrangengweiqiangda。
“轰隆——！”
yishengjuxiang，zhenhunlingneizhongdawanjindeduanlongshizhumumen，beiyigumanhengdeliliangcongwaibuhongranzhensui。
jiuweideguang，suiranzhishijizhihuobadehunhuangguangxian，queyijiucidewolinghunshengteng。suizheguangxianyitongyongrude，haiyouhuorendeqixi、tiejiademocasheng，yijiyigunongyubusandexuexingwei。
有人来了。
jiaobushengzaikongkuangdemudaozhonghuixiang，bujibuxu，chenwenyouli。zuizhong，tingzailewodeyuguanzhiqian。
wowufashiwu，danwoneng“ganzhi”daolaizhe。tashenxingkuiwu，qixuewangshengruhonglu，shenshangchuanzhehouzhongdeyuanshuaikaijia，neishiwozaishuxibuguodeyangshi。zaitashenhou，haigenzheshiermingqinwei，meiyigedoushiyiyidangbaidejingrui。
zhishi，tamenshenshangdexuexingqi，nongdeyouxiefanchang。
“daraoninzhangmianle，linshuai。”
yigeshayaergongjingdeshengyinxiangqi。
zheigeshengyin……wojide。
是魏延。
cengshiwohuixiazuiyongmengdexianfengdajiang，woyishoutibaqilaidejiangcai。wosihou，yinggaijiushitajietilewozhenbeijunzhushuaideweizhi。banianbujian，tadeqixibiguoquchenwenlexuduo，ye……lengkulexuduo。
wowufahuiying，zhinengjingjingdi“ting”zhe。
“bixiayouzhi。”weiyandeshengyinlimeiyoubanfenqinggan，“qinglinshuai……chuguan，jiezhi。”
tahuayingangluo，liangmingqinweishangqian，helituikailechenzhongdeyuguanguangai。
“嗡——”
waijiedekongqiyongru，daizheshengzhedewendu，zheiduiwozheijusiwueryan，rutongluotie。wodehaigushang，neixieyoushufaningjudexibohunwu，kaishibushoukongzhidiyisan。
我感到一阵虚弱。
weiyansihuchajuedaolewodezhuangtai，tahuilehuishou，shenhouyimingqinweilikepengshangyigeheichenchendemuhe。hezidakai，yigujingchunzhijideshengmingnengliangpumianerlai，shunjianwengulewojijiangxiaosandehunwu。
wo“kan”qingleneidongxi。
shiyikequantoudaxiao、tongtixuehong、fangfoxinzangbanweiweibodongzhedejingshi。
“xuehunshi，”weiyanchenshengjieshidao，“youyiwanmingjingzhuangshizudexintouxue，fuyisanbaiminghuangshizongqindejinghun，youguoshihaofeiqiqisishijiurilianzhiercheng。bixiashuo，zheizuyizanshiweininzhongsuyijunenggouchengzaininliliangdequti。”
我的魂火猛地一缩。
yiwanmingshizu，sanbaiminghuangshizongqin？
fengle！xiaoxueyitafenglema？！
weilejiangwohuanxing，tajingranbuxixiacixueben？zheiyijingbushixiedu，ershitusha！neisanbaiminghuangshizongqin，kongpadoushiduitahuangweiyouweixiedepangzhi。tayongzhaohuanwozheigeyingxiongdemingyi，shunbianwanchengleyichangxuexingdeqingxi。
haohendeshouduan，haolengdediwangxin。
wojiyizhongneigezongxihuangenzaiwoshenhou，toutouxuewolianjian，yinweizhanshaleyizhiyetudouhuikubantiandexiaonvhai，zhendeyijingchedixiaoshile。
weiyansihubingbuzaiyiwodezhenjing，taconghuaizhongquchuyijuanminghuangsedejuanzhou，huanhuanzhankai，yongyizhongzhuangyansumudeyudiao，kaishixuandu。
“fengtianchengyun，nvdizhaoyue：”
“diguobeijinglangyanzaiqi，manzu‘canglang’busihuimengyue，powoshuangxiaoguan，tuwoshoujunsanshiwan，bingfengzhizhizhongyuanfudi。zhenbeijuntuanzhulikuibai，yuanshuaiweiyanzhongshang，diguoweizaidanxi。”
“zhen，daxianvdixiaoxueyi，yijiqianzhenbeijunshenlinmozhibushizhigong。qingyiyirenzhisi，huandiguobaniantaiping。ranjinqiangdizailin，shejijiangqing，zhenyebunengmei，weinianqingzhishenwu。”
“teyijinshuhuanqingguilai，cixuehunshizhongsuzhanqu，feng‘zhenguowuanwang’，mingqingjiketonglingsanjun，zaifubeijing，zhanmieqiangdi，youwoshanhe。”
“ruogongcheng，qingzhirongyao，jiangyuriyuetonghui。ruobucheng，zhenyijiangyuqing、yuzheidaxiajiangshan，gongfuhuangquan。”
“钦此。”
meiyigezi，douxiangyijizhongchui，zazaiwodelinghunshang。
霜啸关破了？
wozhansidedifang，woyongshiwanxiongdideminghezijidemingzhujiudegangtiexiongguan，juranpole？
haiyouweiyan，diguozuidingjiandejianglingzhiyi，talvlingdezhenbeijuntuanzhuli，jingrankuibaile？
这不可能！
“canglang”kehanmingmingyijinghewotongguiyujin，tahuixiazuijingruidelangqibingyebeiwopinguangle。shengxiadecanbu，buguoshiyiqunwuhezhizhong，zenmekenengzaibanianzhihou，yongyougongposhuangxiaoguandeliliang？
信息，我需要信息。
wosihoudezheibanian，daodifashengleshenme？
wonuliningjuqicancundehunli，shitufachushengyin。houlongchukongkongruye，zhiyougugemocadeweiruoshengxiang。
“linshuai，”weiyanfangfokanchuanlewodeyitu，“ninyidingyouhenduoyiwen。danjunqingjinji，meiyoushijianjieshile。qingnin……jiezhi。”
tajiangneikexuehunshi，gongjingdididaolewodeyuguanqian。
wozhidao，yidanwojiechudaota，wojiuzaiyehuibuqule。wojiangcongyigeanxidewangling，bianchengyigebeijinshushufudezhanzhengkuilei。wodeanningjiangbeichediboduo，zhongxinjuanrufanshidexueyuhuozhizhong。
我本该拒绝。
dan，“shuangxiaoguanpole”、“tuwoshoujunsanshiwan”、“shejijiangqing”……zheixieziyan，xiangdusheyiyangkenshizhewodelinghun。
neili，shiwozhandouleyibeizidedifang。
neili，maizangzhewosuoyoudepaozexiongdi。
neili，youwoyongshengminglixiadeshiyan——“wolinmozai，beijingjiuzai！”
rujin，wosile，shiyanyepole。
gengzhongyaodeshi，xiaoxueyi。
neigenvhai，tajiujingzoudaolehezhongshanqiongshuijindedibu，caihuibuximaotianxiazhidabuwei，yongrucicanliedefangshi，laihuanxingyigesiren？
zhaoshudezuihouyiju，“zhenyijiangyuqing、yuzheidaxiajiangshan，gongfuhuangquan”，buxiangshidiwangdeweixie，gengxiangshiyizhong……juewangdeaiming。
我沉默了。
weiyanyechenmodidengdaizhe，shouzhongdexuehunshi，sanfazheyaoyieryourendehongguang。
zuizhong，wozuochulexuanze。
wodiaodongqisuoyoudehunli，qudongzhezheijuchenjilebaniandehaigu，huanhuandi、jiannandi，congyuguanzhongzuoleqilai。
“gezhi……gezhi……”
gugemocadeshengyin，zaisijidelingmuzhongxiandegewaicier。
weiyanhetadeqinweimen，qiqihoutuileyibu，yanzhongliuluchuwufayanshidejingweiyukongju。tamenkandaoleyifuyousensenbaiguzuchengdegujia，zaimeiyouxuerouqudongdeqingkuangxia，zijidongleqilai。kongdongdeyankuangzhong，liangdianyoulansedehunhuo，jingjingdiranshaozhe。
wotaiqiwodeyoushou——yijieguangtutudezhigu，shenxiangleneikexuehunshi。
jiuzaiwodezhijianjijiangchupengdaojingshideshunjian，woyongjinquanli，conghoujianjichuleyijuposui、ganse、fangfolaizijiuyoudifudewenhua：
“敌将……为谁？”
weiyandeshentimengdiyijiang，talianshangdejirouchoudongleyixia，yanshenzhongshanguoyisifuzananmingdeqingxu，youkongju，youchouhen，yeyouyisi……guiyidekuangre。
tashenxiyikouqi，yiziyidundishuodao：
“是‘苍狼’。”
“banianqiansizaininjianxiadeneige‘canglang’kehan。”
“ta……yecongdiyuhuilaile。”