第2章
diertianwowenwaipo,neiyiheiyibaishishenmeren?weishenmeyaolaizhaowo?
waipociaidekanxiangwo,chengneiyiheiyibaishiheibaiwuchang,zhuanmenlaidaiwoquyanwangdianbaodaode,zheicishiwaipobangwoduleyijie,dengshinianzhihou,yejiushiwoershisuishi,heibaiwuchanghaihuiguolai。
neigeshihouwoshishenghaishisi,jiuyaokanwozijidenengnaile。
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zheiyiqiedoubeiwaipokanzaiyanli,gewaidexintengwo,duiwowuweibuzhidezhaogu,suoyijishiwozhuangfengmaishadehentongku,quehaishiduishenghuochongmanlexiwang。
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erwaiposhuodedierjianshier,daoshiwoyouxiemihu,meiyouchedimingbaiwaipohualidehanyi。
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zheigewoyemingbai,woshenweitianyi,bugaiyidebaoyuan,erqiejiusifushangbenjiushiwogaizuodeshiqing,weizijijizangongde!
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wotinglewaipodehua,fenfenbupingderangrangzhe‘bugongping’,wopingshenmeyaobangzhuhuiyuedejiating?
erneixieshouxinyongdejiating,queyaozaoshoudaoenan?
而我却要袖手旁观?
waipokanworucijidong,buyoudetanlekouqi,bangwoxiangleyigezhezhongdebanfa。
woyaoshizhendehenxiangbangzhuneixiexinshouchengnuodejiating,jiubixuyaodengqitajiatinghuiyuederenzhongxingenwodinghunyuezhihoucainengchushou。
shuowanlezhihou,waipodebiaoqinghuranbiandehenningzhong,xiangshibufangxinwoyiyang,zixidedingzhuzhewoshuodao:“yaoshineixierenzhidaolewoshizhengchangren,caizhongxinxiangyaogenwodinghunyuedehua,zheigehunyuebuzuoshu!!!”
wotingdaowaipodehua,chedishayanle,xiangwoxianzaizheigeyangzi,youchiyoushahaishiyigequezi,rangneixiehuiyuedejiating,zaizhongxingenwodinghun,jianzhijiushitianfangyetana!
houlaiwozhiwenwaipo,weishenmeyaozheiyangzuo?
waipozhishidandandeyaoleyaotou,bingmeiyoushuoshenme。
wangzhewaipodebiaoqing,woxinliqingchu,talaorenjiashibuxiwangwobangzhuneixiexinshouchengnuodejiating,daodishiheyuanyin,waipoquebukengaosuwo!
waipokanzhewochenmo,shenshoulazhulewodeshou,zixidingzhuzhewozuihouyijianshier。
shuodaozuihouyijianshierdeshihou,waipodebiaoqingbiandehenningzhong,jirenyizhongbuhanerlideganjue。
“niershisuishengrideneitian,heibaiwuchangyidinghuilaizhaoni,ruguoninengtaoguozheiyijie,jideyaozaidiyishijianbayaopuguanhao,buguantingdaoshenmeshengyin,doubukeyikaimen,jizhulema?yidingbukeyikaimen!”waiposisidezhuazhewodeshou,shenqingbiandeyouxiezhengning。
wobeiwaipodebiaoqingheleyitiao,mangbudiededianlediantou。
waipokanzheworuciguaiqiaotinghua,kepadebiaoqingjianjianxiaoshi,youhuifudaoleyuanlaideyangzi,waipobatasuoyoudefaqigenyishu,quanbujiaojilewo,caigenwoshuo,tademingshudaole,rangwobuyaotaibeishang,nengpeiyangchuwozheimeyouxiudetianyi,taxinmanyizu,cishengwuhanle。
zuizhongwaipohaishilikailewo,anzhaowaipodedingzhu,wogoumailejiukouguancai,youteyizhaomuleqibagewaidirentaiguan。
waipodeguancaizaijialitingliulesanri,jiukouguancai,zaishenyelicongjiangxidejiugefangxiangtailechuqu,meiyourenzhidaowaipozainafuguancaili,jiulianwoyebuzhidao。
anzhaowaipodeyiyan,guancaixiazangdeweizhi,buxulibei,yebukeyizaishu,neixiewaidirenanzanghaoleguancai,bianlikaile,congciyihouyemeiyourenzhidao,waipodeguancai,daodizainali。
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meilewaipodebaohu,dangdideebayedaqilewojiayaopudeshengyi,shenzhizhijiebawoganlechuqu,woxinyouli,queshibuchulai,zhinengyanzhengzhengdekanzheebabazhanwodeyaopu。
woquzhaolebama,jieguobamabuguanbuwen,quandangmeikanjian,zhijiebawoganchulejiamen。
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yejiushizheitian,woduiweilaizhongxinshengqileqiwang,shigejiazuni,zhiyaoyouyigejiazubuhuiyue,keyirangwobianhuizhengchangren,xiangshoushenghuo!
xiangxianghaishiyouxiepantoude!
yexuwomingyunduochuan,danshiwocongbuxiangfangqi,weilewaipo,woyeyaonulidehuoxiaqu!!!