jiehunsannian，wobalaopochongshangletian。taquezaishenyehebaiyueguangwanzhuiwei，dadianhualaixiangwoxuanyao。
“takebinititieduole。”xiangkanwojidufafeng？woxiaole。“shima？neizhunimenbainianhaohe。
mingtianjiudian，minzhengjumenkou，ni，jingshenchuhu。
”1chuangwaideyesejiangzhenggechengshidexuanxiaodouwenroudibaoguoqilai。erwohuailideshenyouchu，
bizheiyesehaiyaowenrou。taxiangyizhiguaiqiaodemao，quansuozaiwoshence，junyundehuxiqingqingfuguowodexiongkou，
dailaiyizhenweiyang。kongqizhonghaicanliuzhemuyuhoudeqingxiangheyisiruoyouruowudeaimeiqixi，yiqiedouqiadaohaochu，
anningdefangfoshijiandouyuanyiweicitingzhu。woditoukanzhetachenshuidecelian，
zhangzhangdejiemaozaiyanjianxiatoushechuyixiaopianyinying，bijianxiaoqiaoertingqiao，zuichunshizirandefenrunse。
wodeneixinbeiyizhongjudademanzuganheanninggantianman。zhei，caishiwoxiangyaodeshenghuo。chuncui，ganjing，
meiyouyisizazhi。raner，zheifenningjingjiurutongjinghuashuiyue，beiyishengjianruidedianhua**shunjiansidefensui。
woxiayishidizhouqilemeitou。huailideyouchubeijingdeqingqingyizhan，wolianmangshenchushou，
anfudipailepaitadehoubei，tacaiyouzhongxinguiyuanwen。wonaqishouji，
pingmushangtiaodongzhelianggezi——“laopo”。wodeshouzhixuanzaijietingjianshang，
yigunanyiyanyudefanzaoheyanecongxindizuishenchufanyongshanglai。jiuzaijimiaozhongqian，wohaizaitiantang，
erzheigedianhua，jiushiyaobawozhongxinzhuaihuineigechongmanlehuangyanhexuweidediyu。woshenxiyikouqi，
zhongjiuhaishihuakailejietingjian，qishenzoudaoyangtai，bingqingqingdaishanglemen。“wei。”“fangyuan，nishuilema？
”dianhuaneitouchuanlailiuruyanshuxideshengyin，
danjintiandeyuqilidaizheyisibutongxunchangde、keyiyayidexingfenheshitan。womeiyouhuidatadewenti，
neixinyipianmoran。“youshi？”“aiya，nizheirenzenmehaishizheimelengbingbingde。”tazaineitoujiaochenleyiju，
neizhongkeyiniechulaideqiangdiaorangwoweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。“wo……wochuleyidianxiaoyiwai。”“ng？
”duiyuliuruyan，woyijingbuhuizaiweitaderenhe“yiwai”ergandaodanyoule。
“jiushi……ganggangkaichedeshihou，buxiaoxinzhuiweile。buguonibiedanxin，worenmeishi，
jiushi……”taguyitingdunleyixia，sihuzaidengdaiwodezhuiwenheguanxin。kexi，tadengbudao。wochenmozhe，
tingzhedianhualichuanlaideweiruodianliusheng，yijitaneitouyinyuechuanlaideyigenanrendeshengyin，
neishengyindaizheyisiguanqiehezebei。“ruyan，doushuolerangnibiedong，yishengshuoyaoguanchayixia。”zheigeshengyin，
wobingbumosheng。xiaochusheng。liuruyanguazaizuibiande“baiyueguang”，neigetashengcheng“zhishipengyou”de“tianjiang”。
woneixinlengxiaoyisheng。yuanlaixirouzaizheili。“e，shixiaochushengsongniqudeyiyuan？”wozhudongkaikou。
liuruyansihumeixiangdaowohuizheimezhijie，lengleyixia，
ranhoucaiyongyizhonglisuodangranyoudaizhedianxuanyaodeyuqishuodao。“duiya，xinghaodangshichushengjiuzaiwopangbian，
buranwoyigerenzhenbuzhidaogaizenmebanle。takebinititieduole，yilushangdouzaianweiwo。”“shima？
neitinghao。jiranyourenzhaoguni，neiwojiubudaraonimenle。”“ai，fangyuannishenmeyisi？
”liuruyandeyuqishunjianbianle。“wohaodaishinilaopo，wochulechehuo，nilianyijuguanxindoumeiyouma？
nishibushinanren？”“woshibushinanren，nizuiqingchubushima？”woqingxiaoyisheng。“liuruyan，
nidadianhuajiwo，bujiushixianggaosuwo，nixianzaizhenghenide‘baiyueguang’zaiyiqi，
bingqiexiangkankanwodefanyingma？”“nixiangkanwojidu？fennu？haishipaoquyiyuan，
henidexiaochushengshangyanyichuweinizhengfengchicudenaoju？”dianhuaneitoushunjianxianrulesiji。“liuruyan，
woyiqianjiugaosuguoni，wofangyuanzheibeizizuitaoyandejiushibierenbawodangshazi。”“wodedixian，
niyijingcailebuzhiyici。yiqian，wokanzaiwomenfuqiyichangdefenshang，zhengyizhiyanbiyizhiyan，
neishijiniliumianzi。dannihaoxiangbawoderongren，dangchenglenisiwujidandeziben。”“wo……womeiyou！
fangyuan，nihushuoshenme！”takaishihuangluandibianjie，shengyinlidaizheyisizhandou。“niyoumeiyou，
nizijixinliqingchu。”wolandezaihetafeihua，“woxianzaijiujiniyigemingquededafu，manzunidehaoqixin。
”“diyi，nidechehuo，nideshenti，niderenheshi，congxianzaikaishi，douyuwowuguan。younidexiaochushengzai，
woxiangxintahuibanizhaogudehenhao。”“dier，womenzhijian，wanle。mingtianshangwujiudian，minzhengjumenkoujian。
daishangnideshenfenzheng、hukouben、jiehunzheng。”“ruguonibulai，wodelvshihuiquzhaoni。caichanfengefangmian，
nishenmeyebiexiangdedao，hunqianxieyixiedehenqingchu，hunneiguocuofangjingshenchuhu。”“disan，
”wokanzhewoshilineidaobeiwoguanshangdemen，menhouyouwozhenzhengxiangyaoshouhudewennuan。“biezaijiwodadianhua，
biezaichuxianzaiwodeshijieli。nirangwojuede……exin。”shuowan，womeiyoujitarenhefanyingdejihui，
zhijieguaduanledianhua，ranhoujiangtadehaomalajinleheimingdan。zuowanzheiyiqie，woxiongzhongneigujiyayijiudeyuqi，
fangfozaizheiyishunjianbeichediqingkong。wozhuanshen，tuikaiwoshidemen。shenyouchubuzhiheshiyijingxingle，
zhengkaozaichuangtou，yishuangqingchedemouziyouxiedanyoudikanzhewo。tashenshangzhichuanzheyijianwodebaichenshan，
kuandadeyibaixia，shiliangtiaobizhixiuzhangdetui，yueguangtouguochuangsha，zaitashenshangdushangleyicengmenglongdeguangyun。
“chaoxingnile？”wozouguoqu，zuozaichuangbian，shengyinbuzijuedifangrou。tayaoleyaotou，shenchurouruandexiaoshou，
qingqingwozhulewoganggangwozheshouji、youxiebingliangdeshou。tadeshouxinhennuan，neigunuanyishunzhewodepifu，
yizhiliutangjinwodexinli。“shi……tadalaide？”youchuxiaoshengdiwen，yuqilidaizhexiaoxinyiyideshitan。
wodianlediantou，fanshoujiangtadexiaoshoubaoguozaiwodezhangxin。“ng。buguo，doujiejuele。”“jiejuele？
”tayouxiebujiedikanzhewo。wokanzhetaqingchejiandideyanjing，neilimianmeiyouyisisuanjihezazhi，
zhiyouchuncuideguanqie。worenbuzhufushen，zaitadeetoushangqingqingyinxiayigewen。“ng，jiejuele。
wogentatilelihun。”shide，wo，fangyuan，youqizi。yigemingjiaoliuruyande，mingyishangdeqizi。
erwohuailidezheigenvhai，shenyouchu，caishiwoqingzhulesuoyouaiyide，wodenvren。
zheijianshitingqilaihuoxuyouxiehuangtang，danzaiwokanlai，quezaizhengchangbuguo。yinwei，wodehunyin，
congyikaishijiushiyichangchetoucheweidecuowu。erxianzai，wozhishizaijiuzhengzheigecuowu。2diertianyizao，
tiangangmengmengliang，shenyouchujiuqilaiweiwozhunbeizaocan。jiandandebaizhou，jiandeqiadaohaochudejidan，
haiyoujiyangshuangkoudexiaocai。yiqiedouchongmanleshenghuodeqixi，neizhonganwenertashidexingfugan，
shiwozaiheliuruyandejialicongweitihuiguode。“duochidian。”tajiangbohaodejidanfangjinwodewanli，
“denghuier……yaoqujiantama？”“ng。”woheleyikouzhou，wenredenuanyishunzheshidaohuaxia，
“gailejiede，zongyaolejie。”youchumeizaishuoshenme，zhishimomodiyoujiwotianlebanwanzhou。
wozhidaotazaidanxinwo，danwoyezhidao，tacongbuhuizhiyiwoderenhejueding。zheizhongwutiaojiandexinren，
birenhehualideyuyandougengnengjiwoliliang。shangwujiudian，wozhunshichuxianzaiminzhengjumenkou。liuruyanguoranlaile。
tapangbianhaizhanzheneigenanren，xiaochusheng。liuruyandelianshanghuazhejingzhidezhuang，
danyijiuyangaibuzhutayandideqiaocuihehuangluan。tachuanzheyishenmingpai，nulixiangweichizhewangridetimianhegaoao，
keneiweiweizhandoudezhijianquechumailetadeneixin。ertashenbiandexiaochusheng，zeshiyifushenglizhedezitai。
kanxiangwodeyanshenlichongmanleshenshi、tiaoxin，haiyouyisibuyichajuedeqingmie。
fangfowocaishineigebeipaoqidekelianchong。**zaichemenshang，kanzheshouwanshangdebiao，
dandandikaikou：“zhengjiandoudaiqilema？”liuruyanyaozhexiachun，meiyoushuohua。
fandaoshixiaochushengxiankailekou：“fangyuan，wozhidaonixianzaixinlikendingbuhaoshou。danshiganqingdeshiqing，
mianqiangbulai。ruyanta……”“nishishenmedongxi？”wozhongyutaiqiyan，lenglengdipieletayiyan，
“wogenwolaoposhuohua，younichazuidefen？”“ni……”taxianranmeiliaodaowohuirucibuliuqingmian。
zaitakanlai，wozheige“shibaizhe”cikeyinggaifennu、shitai，erbushixiangxianzaizheiyang，lengjingdexianggejuwairen。
“woshenme？xiaoxianshengshiba？wobuguanniheliuruyanshishenmeguanxi，danqingnigaoqingchuyidian。”“diyi，
zheishiwofangyuandejiashi，lunbudaoniyigewairenzaizheilizhishouhuajiao。”“dier，
bieyongnineitaoziyiweishideqiangdiaogenwoshuohua，wotingzhexiangtu。niyiweinishishei？jiushizhu？
haishiyanqingjulideshenqingnaner？zaiwoyanli，niliangepidousuanbushang。”xiaochushengdelianseqingyizhenbaiyizhen，
jingcaifencheng。taxiangfanbo，quebeiwoneibinglengdeyanshendudeyigeziyeshuobuchulai。“fangyuan！nitaiguofenle！
chushengtashihaoxin……”“haoxin？”wozhuantoukanxiangliuruyan，
“tahaoxindaodabanyepeizhebierendelaopoquyiyuan？haoxindaojintianpeinilaiminzhengjugenwolihun？liuruyan，
nishizaiwuruwodezhishang，haishizaiwurunizijide？”“wo……”liuruyanbeiwodudeyakouwuyan，
yankuangshunjianjiuhongle，yifuxuanranyuqidemoyang。zheifuchuchukeliandeyangzi，ruoshifangzaiyiqian，
huoxuhainengrangwoyoubanfenxinruan。danxianzai，wozhijuedewubixuweihekexiao。
“shouqinineitaoxingxingzuotaidebaxi。”wochedishiqulenaixin。“wojintianlaizheili，bushilaigennimenchaojia，
yebushilaikannimenyanxide。wozhiwenzuihouyibian，zhengjian，dailemeiyou？li，haishibuli？”takanzhewo，
yanshenlichongmanlenanyizhixin。tadagaiconglaimeiyouxiangguo，neigecengjingduitabaiyibaishun，
batapengzaishouxinlidewo，huibianderucilengkuwuqing。“fangyuan，ni……nizhendeyaozheimejueqingma？
womenzheimeduoniandeganqing，nandaojiuyidiandoubuzhideniliulianma？zuotian……zuotianwozhishixiangqiqini，
womeixiangdaonihui……”“qiwo？”woxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，“liuruyan，niyiweinishishei？
niyiweizheigeshijiedouyaoweizhenizhuanma？”“niyongchuguidefangshilai‘qi’nidezhangfu，
nijuedezheishiyigezhengchangnvrennengzuochulaideshi？nibushixiangshitanwodedixianma？woxianzaigaosuni，
wodedixianjiushimeiyoudixian。nipengle，jiudefuchudaijia。”wokanzhetacangbaidelian，
neixindeyanedadaoledingdian。“biezaigenwotiganqing。congnihezheigenanrenjiuchanbuqingdeneiyikeqi，
womenzhijianjiuzhishengxiafalvchengxule。”wocongkoudailitaochuwodezhengjian，shuaizaicheqiangaishang，
fachuyishengchenmendexiangsheng。“jinqu，banshouxu。huozhe，woranglvshiguolai，womenfatingshangjian。daoshihou，
nide‘guanghuishiji’，woxiangmeitihuihenganxingqu。”liuruyandeshentihuanglehuang，liansecanbairuzhi。tazhidao，
woshuodaozuodao。yiwodenengli，rangtashenbaiminglie，buguoshidongdongshouzhideshiqing。
taqiuzhusidekanxiangshenbiandexiaochusheng。raner，neigegangcaihaiyitabaohushenzijudenanren，cikequeyanshenduoshan，
buganyuwoduishi。xianran，tayepale。taneidianxiaoxiaodejiashibeijing，zaiwomianqian，genbenbuzhiyiti。
tagantiaoxinwo，buguoshizhangzheliuruyan，yiweiwohuikanzaifuqiqingfenshangrenqitunsheng。xianzaitafaxian，
wogenbenbuantadejubenzou。3zuizhong，liuruyanhaishituoxiele。zoujinminzhengju，
zhenggeguochengkuaideyouxiebuzhenshi。gongzuorenyuangongshihuadixunwenzhe“shifouziyuan”，
wohaobuyouyudihuida“shi”，erliuruyanzexiangshibeirenchouzoulesuoyouliqi，zhishimamudidianlediantou。
dangliangbenhongsedejiehunzhenghuanchengliangbenshenhongsedelihunzhengshi，woganjueyazaixinkoudeyikuaijushizhongyubeibankaile。
wonaqishuyuwodeneiben，zhuanshenjiuzou。“fangyuan！”tazaiwoshenhouqilidihanleyisheng。wotingxiajiaobu，
danmeiyouhuitou。“weishenme……weishenmehuibianchengzheiyang？”tadeshengyinlichongmanlebuganhekunhuo。
“wozhishi……wozhishijuedenibugouzaihuwo……wozhishixiangrangnigengzaiyiwoyidian……”wozhongyuhuitou，
lengmodikanzhetaneizhangleiliumanmiandelian。“liuruyan，nigaocuoleyijianshi。ai，
bushikaoshitanhesuoqulaiweixide。takaodeshizunzhonghezhongcheng。”“nixiangyaowogengzaiyini，keyi，
nikeyisajiao，keyishuaxiaopiqi，shenzhikeyihewochaojia。danniqianbugaiwanbugai，
yongbeipandefangshilaitiaozhanyigenanrendezunyan。”“nizongjuedexiaochushengshinide‘tianjiang’，
shinide‘baiyueguang’，tabiwodongni，biwolangman。”“neiniyoumeiyouxiangguo，
nixiangshouzhewotigongjinideyouwoshenghuo，zhuzhewomaidefangzi，kaizhewomaideche，
ranhouzhuanguotouquhelingyigenanrenqingqingwowo，shuozhewoburutadehua。nibujuedezheihenkexiaoma？
”“yigezhenzhengainidenanren，buhuirangnichuyuzheiyangbukandejingdi，rangniqubeipanzijidezhangfu。
eryigezhixiangzhecongwozheilidedaoguanzhu，buxiyongchuguilaidangchoumadenvren，yebupeidedaowodeai。
”wokanzhetashenbianliansetongyangnankandexiaochusheng，buchonglezuihouyidao。“haiyou，biebashenmerendoudangchengbao。
yigesongyongyoufuzhifuchugui，zaibierenzhangfumianqianyaowuyangwei，
quezaiwonachuzhenzhengtaidushiliangepidoubuganfangdenanren，daodiyouduo‘youxiu’，nizijidianliangba。”shuowan，
wobuzailihuitamen，jingzhizouxiangwodeche。zuojincheli，wojiangneibenlihunzhengsuishourengzaifujiashizuoshang，
ranhoubotongleshenyouchudedianhua。dianhuajihushimiaojie。“fangyuan？”tadeshengyindaizheyisijinzhang。
“wobanwanle。”dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，ranhouchuanlaitaqingqingde、rushizhongfubandehuxisheng。
“nei……nixianzaihuilaima？”“ng，mashanghuilai。”wofadongchezi，
jiangminzhengjuheneilianggekexiaoderenyingshuaizaishenhou，“jialihaiyouzhouma？woele。”“you！you！
woyizhijiniwenzheni！”tadeshengyinshunjianbiandeqingkuaiqilai，xiangyizhikuailedexiaoniao。guadiaodianhua，
wokanzheqianfangkuankuodemalu，xinzhongqiansuoweiyoudechangliang。wobushishengren，yebushimeiyouganqingdejiqi。
woheliuruyanyecengyouguotianmideshiguang。wocengyiwei，wokeyijitayigeanwendejia，
womenkeyixiangsuoyouputongfuqiyiyang，xiangshoudaolao。danhoulaiwocaifaxian，womengenbenbushiyiluren。
tazhuiqiudeshixuwupiaomiaodelangmanhe**，shizhongxingpengyuebandeguanzhuhemanzugan。
taxuyaoyigenanrenbuduandiweitatigongqingxujiazhi，xianggexiaochouyiyangqudoutakaixin，
qurongrentasuoyoudewuliqunaohegongzhubing。erwo，fangyuan，aiyigeren，huibaquanshijiezuihaodedongxidoujita，
weitazhefengdangyu，jiejuesuoyoushijiwenti。danwozuobudaozhengtianshuoxietianyanmiyu，
yewufarongrenjingshenshangdebeipan。wojibuletaxiangyaode，tayemanzubulewoxuyaode。womendehunyin，
conggenshangjiushicuoweide。xiaochushengdechuxian，buguoshiyigecuihuaji，rangzheibenjiuyijingfulandehunyin，
chedibaoluzaileyangguangzhixia。yehao。zhangtongburuduantong。xianzaiyidaoliangduan，duiwo，duita，
huoxudoushiyizhongjietuo。huidaojia，menyidakai，shenyouchujiupujinlewodehuaili。tashenmedoumeishuo，
zhishijinjindibaozhewo，fangfoyaojiangzijidetiwenquanbuchuandijiwo。wobaozhetarouruandeshenti，
wenzhetafajianshuxideqingxiang，yikeyinchuliwanneixiezaoxinshieryouxiefuzaodexin，shunjianjiuchenjinglexialai。
“haole，womeishi。”wopailepaitadebei，“woshuole，doujiejuele。”tataiqitou，yankuanghonghongde，
kanzhewoshoulidelihunzheng，xiaoshengdiwen：“nei……yihou……”wokanzhetachongmanbuanheqidaideyanshen，
xiaole。wonielenietadeliandan，ranhoudangzhetademian，jiangneibenlihunzhengsilegefensui，rengjinlelajitong。
“meiyouyihoule。”wopengzhetadelian，renzhendiduitashuo。“congjintianqi，wodehukoubenshang，
peiouneiyilanshikongde。niyuanbuyuanyi，banidemingzitianshangqu？”shenyouchudeyanjingshunjianzhengdale，
limianxunsumengshangleyicengshuiqi。tabuganxiangxindikanzhewo，zuichunxidongzhe，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。
womeiyoubita，zhishijingjingdidengzhetadedaan。wozhidao，zheigejuedingduitalaishuoyouxieturan。
tayizhixiaoxinyiyididaizaiwoshenbian，congbusheqiumingfen，zhishimomodifuchuzhetadewenrouheaiyi。tashanliang，
chuncui，shenzhiyouxiezibei，zongjuedezijipeibushangwo。dantabuzhidao，zaiwoxinli，zhiyouta，
caishiwofangyuanxiangyaogongduyishengdenvren。guolexujiu，tacaizhongyuzhaohuizijideshengyin，
yikejingyingdeleizhushunzhelianjiahualuo。tazhongzhongdidianlediantou，shengyindaizhenongnongdebiyin，quewubijianding。
“woyuanyi。”4woyiwei，lihunzhihou，woheliuruyanjiunengxiangliangtiaoyongbuxiangjiaodepingxingxian，gezianhao。
danwoxianrandiguletadesichanlanda。lihunhoudediertian，wodeshoujijiukaishibeigezhongmoshenghaomahongzha。