wosizaijiehunjinianrineitian。daxuefenfei，wokaizhecheququyudingdedangao，yiliangshikongdehuochezhuangleguolai。zaishengmingdezuihouyike，wokanjianguyanshenfengleyiyangchongxiangwo，taneizhangxianglailengmodelianshang，diyicichuxianlemingwei“konghuang”debiaoqing。kewoyijingbuzaihule。woailetashinian，xianggebeiweideyingzi，yongjinquanliqumofangtaxinzhongdebaiyueguangsuqingqian，zuizhongquezhihuanlaiyiju“niliantayigentoufasidoubibushang”。shinianhunyin，yichangxiaohua。rujin，wozhongyujietuole。
kedangwozaicizhengkaiyan，quefaxianzijihuidaolesannianqian。haishizheijiayiyuan，haishizheijianbingfang，wogangyinweiyichang“yiwai”chehuoertangzaizheili。ermenwai，zhengchuanlaiguyanshenneishuxide、binglengdejiaobusheng。wozhidao，tamashanghuituimenerru，jiangyifenwenjianshuaizaiwolianshang，zhiwenwoweishenmeyaobagongside“xinghejihua”xielujisiduitou。shangyishi，wokuzhejieshi，taquezhixinsuqingqiandepianmianzhici。zheiyici，woleile。jiranlaotianjilewozhonglaiyicidejihui，wozhixiangweizijihuo。zheiyici，wobujinyaozhangzui，haiyaobaneixiekuiqianwode，lianbendailiditaohuilai。
xiaodushuideweidaocibiyoushuxi，hunzazheshigaofendeqiwei，jiangwoconghundundemengjingzhongzhuaihuixianshi。wohuanhuanzhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyipianchunbaidetianhuaban，zuotuishangchuanlaiyizhenzhenduntong，tixingzhewoganggangjinglileyichangchehuo。
jiyiruchaoshuibanyonglai，bushisiwangshunjiandejutongyubingleng，ershisannianqian，zheichangjingxincehuadechehuohoudechangjing。
我没死，我重生了。
wozhongshengzaileyiqiebeijudeqidian。
xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，bushiyinweijiehouyusheng，ershiyinweiyizhongjiazazhehenyiyuxingfendezhanli。shangyishi，wojiushizaizheili，tuozheyitiaoduantui，xiangtiaokelianchongyiyang，shituxiangguyanshenjieshiwomeiyoubeipanta。
wokanzhezijihaisuanwanhaodeshuangshou，yongliqialeyixiashouxin，qingxidetongganchuanlai。shizhende，yiqiedouhuidaolesannianqian。
“吱呀——”
bingfangdemenbeimengdituikai，daizheyigulinglidehanfeng。
guyanshenzhanzaimenkou，shenxingtingba，junmeidelianshangfugaizheyicenghanshuang。tachuanzheyishenjiancaidetidegaodingxizhuang，yisibugou，fangfobushilaikanwangzijichuchehuodeqizi，ershilaicanjiayichangshangyeshenpan。
erwo，jiushineigejijiangbeixuanpanyouzuidefanren。
tademuguangxiangliangbacuilebingdedaozi，zhizhidishexiangwo，meiyouyisiyihaodeguanxinyuwendu。jinjiezhe，yigeniupizhiwenjiandaibeitahenhendishuaizailewodebingchuangchuangwei。
“linwan，nizhenshihaoshouduan。”
tadeshengyindichen，quechongmanleshigudebingleng，hejiyizhongdeyimoyiyang，lianyudiaodoufenhaobucha。
shangyishidewo，tingdaozheijuhuashi，zhengkexindousuile。woqiangrenzhetuishangdejutong，zhengzhazhexiangyaozuoqilai，cangbaidibianjie：“yanshen，nizaishuoshenme？wotingbudong。”
ranhou，tahuizouguolai，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，jiangwenjiandailidedongxidaochulai，yizhangzhangdayinchulaideyoujianjietusanluozaiwocangbaidebeizishang。youjianneirong，shiwoyonggerenyouxiang，jianggushijituanzuizhongyaode“xinghejihua”hexinziliao，fajilewomenliangjiazuidadejingzhengduishou——wofuqindegongsi，linshijituan。
tahuiyongneishuangwoaileshiniandeyanjing，shengmanshiwangyubiyidikanzhewo：“shidaorujin，nihaiyaoyanxima？weilebangnifuqindegongsi，nijiuzheimebuzeshouduandibeipanwo？”
neishidewo，baikoumobian，zhinengyibianbiandikuzheshuo“bushiwo”，“womeiyou”。kewodeyanlei，zaitakanlai，zhishieyudeyanlei，shixuweidebiaoyan。
但现在，我不会了。
womeiyouxiangshangyishineiyanghuangluan，zhishipingjingdikaozaichuangtou，muguangcongtabinglengdelianshang，huanhuanyidaoneigewenjiandaishang，ranhouyoutaiqilai，duishangtamanshinuhuodeyanmou。
wodepingjingsihurangtagengjiafennu，tayanzhongdefengbaoyuyanyulie。
“zenme，lianhuadoulandeshuolema？”talengxiaoyisheng，maikaizhangtuizoudaochuangbian，zhongfuleshangyishidedongzuo，zhuaqiwenjiandai，jianglimiandezhizhangjinshudaolechulai。
baizhiheizi，sanluoyichuang。
“kankannizuodehaoshi！”tazhizheneixieyoujianjietu，shengyinliyayizheleitingzhinu，“linwan，wozhenshixiaokannile。yibianzaiwomianqianbanyanzhewenrouxianhuidegutaitai，yibianquezaibeidilitongwodaozi。”
womeiyouqukanneixiesuoweide“zhengju”，zhishijingjingdikanzheta。kanzhezheizhangwoaidaofengmo，yehendaogusuidelian。tademeiyanyijiushensui，bilianggaoting，bochunjinmin，meiyigexijiedoucengrangwoxindongbuyi。kerujinzaiwoyanli，zhishengxiafengci。
“guyanshen，”wohuanhuankaikou，shengyinyinweijiuweishuohuaeryouxieshaya，danqueyichangqingxi，“zainixinli，wojiushizheizhonghuiweilewofuqin，erchumainideren？”
wodewentirangtalengzhule。
tadagaishiyuxianglewoyibaizhongfanying，kuqi、bianjie、xiesidili，queweidumeiyouxiangdao，wohuirucilengjingdi，xiangtatichuyigezhijihexindewenti。
tademeitouzhoudegengjinle，sihuzaishenshiyigetacongweirenshiguodemoshengren。“nizuodouzuole，haiwenwo？”
“wowendeshi，zainixinli。”wozhongfuleyibian，muguangmeiyousihaoshanduo，“zainihewojiehundezheiliangnianli，zainirenshiwodezheishinianli，nijiushizheimekanwode？”
guyanshenbeiwowendeyishiyusai。tadebochundongledong，quemeinengshuochuhualai。
shia，tanengshuoshenmeni？shuotaxinwo？neitaxianzaizheifuxingshiwenzuideyangzisuanshenme？shuotabuxinwo？neiwuyishichengrenlezheishiniandeganqingzaitayanliyiwenbuzhi。
shangyishidewo，congweijitachuguozheiyangdenanti。wozongshizaidiyishijianweizijibianjie，jiyuzhengmingzijideqingbai，quewanglequwenneigezuigenbendewenti——tadaodi，youmeiyouxinguowoyifenyihao。
“nidechenmo，yijinggaosuwodaanle。”wochelechezuijiao，luchuyigejinhuyuwudexiaorong，yanzhongqueshiyipianhuangwu。
“linwan，nishaozaizheilizhuanyihuati！”tasihushibeiwodeyanshencitongle，shengyindouranbagao，“zhengjuquezao！nihaixiangjiaobianshenme？”
“wobuxiangjiaobian，”woyaoleyaotou，shixianzhongyuluozaileneixiezhishang，“wozhishixiangrangnizaishenpanwozhiqian，xiankankanzheixiezhengjuyouduokexiao。”
woshenchushouzhi，dianxiangqizhongyizhangjietu：“zheishiwodesirenyouxiang，meicuo。danshi，guyanshen，nikanqingchufajianshijian。zuotianxiawusandianshiwufen。neigeshihou，wozhengzaihenimuqinguangshangchang，weinideshengritiaoxuanliwu。womenzaiyiqizhengzhengyigexiawu，zhidaowudianbancaifenkai，shoujiquanchengdouzaishoudaili，woliankandoumeikanyiyan。zheiyidian，nikeyiquwennimuqin，yekeyiquchashangchangdejiankong。”
guyanshendetongkongmengdiyisuo。
womeiyoutingdun，jixuzhixianglingyichu：“haiyouzheigeipdizhi，kanqilaishizaiwomenjia，duima？danniyoumeiyouxiangguo，zuotianxiawu，weiyinengziyouchuruwomenjiashufang，bingqieyoujihuijiechudaowodiannaoderen，chulewo，haiyoushei？”
wodehuayingangluo，guyanshendelianseshunjianbiandegengjianankan。
yinweiwomenlianggedouxiangdaoletongyigeren——suqingqian。
zuotianxiawu，suqingqianqueshiyi“jiwosongqinshouzuodedianxin”weiyou，laiguowomenjia。erwo，yinweiyaopeigumuguangjie，bianrangtazijisuiyi。
shangyishi，wobeifennuheweiquchonghunletounao，genbenmeiyouxiangdaozheiyiceng，mannaozidoushi“taweishenmebuxinwo”。erguyanshen，tayaomeshimeixiangdao，yaomeshixiangdaole，quexiayishidijiangsuqingqianpaichuzailexianyirenzhiwai。
“nideyisishi，qingqianzuode？”tadeyuqilidaishangleyisiweixiandejinggao，fangfowoshuoleshenmedanibudaodehua。
“womeiyouzheimeshuo。”wodandandihuida，“wozhishizaichenshuyigeshishi。zuotianxiawu，taqueshilaiguowodeshufang，yepengguowodediannao，tashuoxiangyongwodediannaochadianziliao。dangshizhangmayezaichang，nikeyiquwenta。”
wokanzheguyanshenlianshangbianhuanmocedeshenqing，xinzhonglengxiao。
nikan，zheijiushixinxicha。
woyongyoushangyishidejiyi，wozhidaozhengjianshijiushisuqingqianzaizangxianhai。taliyongwodexinren，jinruwodeshufang，yongwodediannaofaleyoujian，ranhouyouqiaomiaodirangwofashengchehuo，rangwomeiyoudiyishijianjieshidejihui。jiezhe，tazaiquguyanshenneili“wuyizhong”touluchufengsheng，yindaotalai“zhuozang”。
yihuankouyihuan，wanmeiwuque。
shangyishidewo，chundexiangtouzhu，jiuzheimebeitawannongyuguzhangzhijian。erzheiyishi，wobuhuizaijitarenhejihui。
wobuxuyaoshengsilijiediquzhengmingwodeqingbai，wozhixuyaobashishiheyidian，lengjingdi、yitiaotiaodibaizaitademianqian。rangtazijiquxiang，zijiqucha。
“goule！”guyanshendaduanlewo，tadeyanshenfuza，youzhenjing，youhuaiyi，dangengduodeshiyizhongbeitiaozhanlequanweidenaonu，“linwan，nishenmeshihoubiandezheimelingyalichi，haixuehuilehuoshuidongyin？”
“wozhishizaichenshushishi。”woyingshangtademuguang，bubeibukang，“xinbuxin，zaiyuni。nikeyixianzaijiudadianhuajinimuqin，wenwentazuotianxiawuwomenshibushizaiyiqi。niyekeyirangjishubuderenquchaneigeipdizhidejutilaiyuan，kankanshibushizhendeyongleshenme**weizhuang。nishenzhikeyixianzaijiuquzhiwensuqingqian。guyanshen，chamingzhenxiang，duinilaishuo，bushishenmenanshi。”
wodunledun，kanzhetajinbengdexiahexian，yiziyijudishuodao：“zhishi，nibugan，huozheshuo，nibuyuanquhuaiyinixinzhongdeneidaobaiyueguang，bushima？”
“你闭嘴！”
zheijuhuafangfocaidaoletadetongjiao，tamengdiyiquanzazaichuangbiandejuzishang，fachu“peng”deyishengjuxiang，zhendeshuibeidoutiaoleqilai。
wokandaotayanzhongdehongxuesi，neishibaonudezhengzhao。
shangyishi，wozuipatazheigeyangzi。tazhiyaoyizhoumei，wojiuhuixinjingdanzhan。kexianzai，wodexinpingjingdexiangyitansishui。
aimodayuxinsi，yuanlaishizheizhongganjue。
bingfanglidekongqifangfoninggule，zhishengxiawomenliangrenchenzhongdehuxisheng。
liangjiu，tasihuzhongyucongneigubeiwochuochuandenuhuozhongpingfuleyixie。tasisididingzhewo，xiangshiyaocongwolianshangkanchushenmepozhan。
“jiusuannishuodeshizhende，”tacongyafenglijichujigezi，“niyiweiwojiuhuixinni？”
“woshuole，xinbuxinzaiyuni。”woqingqingdixiaoleyixia，neixiaoyiweidayandi，“woyijingbuzaihule。”
“nibuzaihu？”taxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，“linwan，nifeijinxinjijiajiwo，xianzaigenwoshuonibuzaihu？”
“shia，”wodiantou，yingzhetabuganzhixindemuguang，pingjingditouxialeyikezhongbangzhadan，“guyanshen，womenlihunba。”