结婚十年，
wolaogongchenhaopingzhemeitianjipopoxijiao、weifan、shutoudeshipinchengleqianwanfenside“xiaozixiansun”。
quanwangdoukuawoshishangbeizizhengjiuleyinhexi，caijialezheimegejueshihaonanren。jiulianwoshengri，
tajiwozhunbeidejingxi，yeshizaizhibojianjingtouxia，dangzheqianwanfensidemian，
qinshoubaneiwantagangweiwanpopode“fushoumian”duandaowomianqian，“yaoyao，machiguole，niyechangchang，
zhanzhanfuqi。”neiyike，woweilifanjiangdaohai，xiaozhejieguolai，fanshoujiukouzailetatoushang。01“jiangyao！
nifengle？！”chenhaodejianjiaocipoermo，wenredemiantangshunzhetadetoufaliuxialai，
guazaitajingedaoniuqudelianshang。tashenhoudepopoliufen，neizhigangbeita**wandeshouhaijuzaibankong，
baoyangdeyidelianshang，neifujinsiyanjingchadianhuaxialai。erwo，zhishipingjingdikanzhezheiyiqie，
kanzhezhibojianlishunjianyongrudewushuwenhaohezhouma，jiangshoulikongledeqinghuaciwan，qingqingfangzailezhuoshang。
“shinianle，chenhao，”wokanzheta，shengyinbuda，quezuyirangshouyinshebeiqingxidibuzhuodao，“woshougoule。
”womenzhengzaijinxingchenhaoderichangzhibo，zhutishi“haonanrenshinianruyiridejianshou”。jingtouli，
tagangjipopoliufenxiwanjiao，zhengnazhemaojinxixicashi，dongzuowenroudefangfozaiduidaiyijianxishizhenbao。erwo，
zuowei“xianhui”debeijingban，jiudezaipangbianduanchadaoshui，lianshangguazhedetideweixiao。“jiarenmen，
kanwomazheijiao，shibushibihenduoxiaoguniangdehainen？”chenhaojuzhepopodejiaoduizhejingtou，manlianjiaoao，
“zheidoushiwoshinianruyiribaoyangdejieguo。”zhibojiandedanmufengle。【leimule，zheishishenmeshenxianerzi！
】【saoziyetaixingfuleba，laogongzheimexiaoshun，renpinjueduiguoguan！】【zheicaishijiajiaiqingdeyangzia！
】wokanzheneixiegundongdezanmei，zhijuedeweiliyizhenzhenexin。tamenkanbudaode，
shichen...haoweilezhiboxiaoguo，bizhepopomeitianyongguntangdeyaoshuipaojiao，haojicidoutangchuleshuipao。
tamenyekanbudao，jingtouwai，taduiwoyizhiqishidemoyang。“yaoyao，lengzheganma？
jiwomabaneiwanyinergengduanguolai，gangdunhaode，bieliangle。”tatouyebutaidifenfu。worenzheqi，
bayinergengduanguoqu。tajieguo，yongshaoziyaoqiyishao，chuilechui，xiaoxinyiyidiweidaopopozuibian，
roushengshuo：“ma，ninchangchang，woteyirangyaoyaojinindunde，meirongyangyan。”liufenxiangshouzheerzidesihou，
xieyanpielewoyixia，neiyanshenlidedeyiheqingmie，xiangzhenyiyangzhazaiwoxinshang。taneigetuzhekoudanhongdezhijia，
zaiwanyanshangqingqingqiaoleqiao，fachuqingcuideshengxiang，zheishitabumanyidexinhao。guoran，chenhaolikezhouqilemei，
duiwoshuo：“jiangyao，nizenmehuishi？wobushishuoleyaojiasankehongzaoma？nizenmejiufangleliangke？
womaqueqixue，nibuzhidaoma？”tadeshengyinbuda，quechongmanlezebei，fangfowofanleshenmetaotiandazui。
zhibojiandefensilikebuzhuodaolezheigexijie。【saoziyoudianbushangxina，haogezheimexinku，
tazenmelianzheidianxiaoshidouzuobuhao？】【jiushi，nanrenzaiwaimianpin，nvrenliangejiadoukanbuhao。
】wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenxianjinrouli。weiletazheige“xiaozi”renshe，
wocidiaolenianxinbaiwandeyingxiaozongjiangongzuo，chengletadequanzhizhuli，huozheshuo，quanzhibaomu。
jialidesuoyoukaixiao，doukaozhetazhibodedashanghedaihuodeshouru。erzheixieshouru，jiuchengyishang，
doujinlepopodekoudai。chenhaoshuo：“mayangwoxiao，woyangmalao，tianjingdiyi。qianjimaguanzhe，wofangxin。
”kexiaodeshi，womenjiehunshinian，haizhuzaizulaideliangjushili。erpopo，queyongwomendeqian，
zaishizhongxinmaileyitaodapingceng，meiqimingyue：“yihoujisunzidanghunfang。”womenlianhaizidoumeiyou，
nalaidesunzi？jintianshiwosanshiwusuishengri，zhibokaishiqian，woxiaoshengtixingta。tamankoudaying，
shuohuijiwoyigedadadejingxi。wodangshi，jingranhaibaoyouyisihuanxiang。zhibodaoleweisheng，
taguoranduanchuleyiwanzhangshoumian，shenqingkuankuandiduizhejingtoushuo：“jintian，chuleshiwoxiaoshunwomadediyiwantian，
haishiwolaopodeshengri。zheiwanmian，woxianweiwomachiyikou，rangtalaorenjiabafuqichuanjiyaoyao。”tashuozhe，
jiuzhendejiaqiyicuomian，weijinleliufendezuili。liufenzazazui，manyididiandiantou，ranhoubawantuixiangta。
chenhaozheicaibaneiwan，liufenchishengxiademian，duandaowomianqian，lianshangyangyizheziwogandongdeguanghui，“yaoyao，
kuaichiba，zheikeshimadefuqi。”neiyishunjian，shinianlaideweiqu、fennu、bugan，quanbuyongshanglexintou。
wozaiyerenbuzhule。yushi，jiuyoulekaitouneiyimu。miantanglintoudechenhaozhongyufanyingguolai，
tayibamodiaolianshangdemiantiao，zhizhewodebizi，yanjingdengdexiangtongling：“jiangyao，nidangzheqianwanfensidemian，
rangwoxiabulaitai？nishibushibuxiangguole？！”“dui，”wokanzheta，yiziyiju，qingxiwubi，
“zheirizi，wobuguole。chenhao，womenlihun。”woshuowan，shenzhimeikantahetamacuoedebiaoqing，
jingzhizouxiangmenkou。shenhou，shizhibojianchedizhaguodecaozasheng，hechenhaoqijibaihuaidenuhou。“lihun？jiangyao，
nijingshenchuhu，woyifenqiandoubuhuijini！”wojiaobuweiting，zhishizaixinlilengxiao。jingshenchuhu？chenhao，
nitaixiaokanwole。nikaozhewojinicehuade“xiaozi”renshe，chijinleshidaidehongli。xianzai，
yegairangnichangchang，renshebengtadeziweile。02woshuaimenerchu，chenhaomeiyouzhuichulai。wocai，
tazhengmangzhezaizhibojianlimaican，banyanyigebei“exi”shangtoulexindexiaozi。guobuqiran，
wogangzuoshangchuzuche，shoujijiu“dingdingding”xianggebuting。dakaiyikan，wodeweibo、douyin、weixin，
quandoubeihongzhale。chenhaodefensimen，zuchengleshengshihaodade“zhengyizhishi”，
duiwozhankaileputiangaididewangluobaoli。【zheizhongnvrenyepeidanghaogedelaopo？jianzhishidufu！
】【xintengwohaoge，shinianruyiridexiaoshun，quequlezheimegebudongshidenvren。】【@jiangyao，
ganjinchulaijinilaogonghepopodaoqian！buranrenrouniquanjia！】gezhongwuyanhuiyu，bukanrumu。
shenzhihaiyourenbachulewofumudezhuzhihedianhua，yangyanyaotichenhao“jiaoyu”wozheigebuxiaodeerxi。
wolengmodikanzheneixietiaojiaodepinglun，suishoujiangjigemadezuizangdezhanghaojieletu。zheixieren，
buguoshichenhaoshouzhongdeqiang。zhenzhengdegaoshou，shita，haiyoutabeihouneigekansiwenwanwuhaidema，liufen。
huidaowohunqianmaideyitaodanshengongyu，zheiliwoyijinghenjiumeilaiguole。dakaimen，yiguchenfengdeweidao。
wojiandanshoushileyixia，xilegereshuizao，ranhoubazijirengzairouruandedachuangshang。shoujizaicixiangqi，
shiwodeguimi，zhaojing。tashigeleilifengxingdelihunlvshi。“yaoyao，wokandaoresoule，
nizhongyuxiadingjuexinle？”tadeshengyinli，daizheyisikuaiyi。“ng，”woyingleyisheng，“jingzi，
woxuyaonibangmang。”“shuoba，wodedazongjian，shixiangrangtajingshenchuhu，haishixiangrangtashenbaiminglie？
”zhaojingdeyuqiqingsong，fangfozaitaolunjintianwanshangchishenme。woxiaolexiao，shinianle，zhiyouzhaojing，
haijidewocengjingshineigezaishangchangshangshafaguoduandejiangzongjian。“woquandouyao。”“piaoliang！
”zhaojingdalegexiangzhi，“zhengjuni？nishouliyounengchuisitadedongxima？”“dangran。
”wocongchuangtoujudeangeli，quchuyigexiaoqiaodeupan。zheilimian，shiwozheisannianlai，
qiaoqiaoshoujidesuoyouzhengju。youchenhaoruhezaijingtouwaiduipopobunaifandeluyin，
youtaruhebiwoqianxiabupingdengcaichanxieyideshipin，shenzhihaiyou……taneige“xiaozixiansun”zhanghao，
suoyouneirongdecehuaan，douchuziwodeshou。dangnian，tazhiboshiyegangqibu，haowuqise。shiwo，
minruidizhuazhule“xiaodao”zheigeliuliangmima，yishoujiangtadazaochengleqianwanwanghong。wobenyiwei，
rizihuiyuelaiyuehao。kewomeixiangdao，dangtabeiminglibaoguo，dangtazai“xiaozi”derensheliyuexianyueshenshi，
tazaojiubushiwodangchujiadeneigenanrenle。takaishibiandepianzhi、zisi，shenzhijuedewosuozuodeyiqie，
doushilisuodangran。“jiangyao，niyigenvren，shiyezaichenggongyoushenmeyong？haibushidehuiguijiating？
wojinitigongleyigepingtai，rangninengzaijiafahuiyure，niyinggaiganxiewo。”zheishitabiwocizhishishuodehua。
“jiangyao，womanianjidale，shentibuhao，niduodandaidianzenmele？wozhuanqianbujiushiweilezheigejiama？
qianfangzaiwomaneili，wozuifangxin。”zheishitabawodegongzikashangjiaojitamashishuodehua。“jiangyao，
ninengbunengdongdianshi？wozhibohenleide，nibuyaonazheixiejimaosuanpidexiaoshilaifanwo！womashuole，
nvrenjiugaiyounvrendeyangzi，wenrou，xianhui，dadu！”zheishiwoxiangtabaoyuanpopodiaonanshi，
tachongwohouchudehua。yicicideshiwang，duijichenglejuewang。wokanzheshouzhongdeupan，yanshenbiandebingleng。chenhao，
nibushizuizaiyiniderenshema？neiwo，jiuqinshouhuileta。diertianyizao，woyuelezhaojingzailvsuojianmian。
wobaupanjiaojita，bingxiangxijiangshulewodejihua。zhaojingtingwan，jingpianhoudeyanjingshanzhexingfendeguang：“yaoyao，
nizheizhaofudichouxin，gouhen！buguo，woxihuan！”tapaizhexiongfubaozheng：“fangxin，yulunzhan，
yeshiwodezhuanyelingyu。baozhengbataanpaidemingmingbaibai。”womenzhengshangliangzhexijie，wodeshoujituranxiangle，
shiyigemoshenghaoma。wojieqi，dianhuaneitou，chuanlaichenhaoyayizhenuqideshengyin。“jiangyao，nizaina？
mashangjiwogunhuilai！woma……womabeiniqidezhuyuanle！”03“zhuyuanle？”wotiaoletiaomei，
yuqilimeiyousihaobolan，“shenmebing？xuyaowobangniyuyueyixianaokezhuanjiama？
”dianhuaneitoudechenhaoxianranmeiliaodaowohuishizheigefanying，yeleyixia，suijinuhuogengsheng：“jiangyao！
nihaiyoumeiyouliangxin？womaxinzangbingfanle，xianzaizhengzaiqiangjiu！yishengshuo，doushibeiniqide！
niyaoshihaiyouyidianrenxing，jiulikegundaoshiyiyuanlai！”shuowan，ta“pa”digualedianhua。wofangxiashouji，
duimiandezhaojingchixiaoyisheng：“yan，jiezheyan。zheiyijiazi，buqukaogedianyingxueyuandouqucaile。”“xinzangbing？
”wolengxiao，“tayaozhenyouxinzangbing，hainengzhongqishizudizaidianhualimawobangexiaoshi？”zuowanwolikaihou，
popoliufenjiwodalegedianhua，dianhuali，tabuzaishineigexuyaoerzisihoude“rouruo”laoren，
ershiyongzuiedudeyuyan，zhoumawozheige“saobaxing”、“buxiadandeji”。wodangshijiukaileluyin。
“zouba，qukankan。”woduizhaojingshuo，“bijingshi‘qi’binglepopodeexi，wozongdequjinjin‘xiaodao’。
”zhaojingxinlingshenhuidixiaole：“xing，wogenniyiqiqu，zhenghao，xianchangquzheng。”shiyiyuan，xinneikebingfang。
womendaodeshihou，chenhaozhengshouzaibingchuangqian，manlianqiaocui，yanxiashinongzhongdeqinghei。tashenpang，
haijiazheyigeshouji，pingmuliangzhe，xianranshizaizhibo。zhibojiandebiaotishi：【mamabeiqijinyiyuan，
wogaizenmeban？zaixiandeng，henji。】haoyichu“xiaozizaonanji”。bingchuangshang，popoliufenshuangyanjinbi，
liansecangbai，bizishangchazheyangqiguan，shoubeishanghaizhazhediaozhen，yifusuishidouhuisashourenhuandemoyang。kandaowo，
chenhaolikezhanleqilai，shuangyantonghongdizhizhewo，shengyinshaya，chongmanlebeitong：“jiangyao，
nizheigehenxindenvren，nizhongyukenlaile？nilaikankan，nibamahaichengshenmeyangle！”tadeyanji，
kanchengyingdijibie。zhibojiandedanmu，peihedishuaqileyipianduiwodeqianzeheduichenhaodexinteng。
【zheigenvrenzenmehaiyoulianlai？】【haogebieku，womendouzai！zhongchoujiayizhibing！
】【jianyihaogeganjinlihun，zheizhongnvren，liuzaishenbianjiushigehuohai！】womeiyoulihuichen...haodekongsu，
jingzhizoudaobingchuangbian，kanleyiyanchuangtoudexindianjianhuyi。gexiangshuju，pingwendexiangyitiaozhixian。
woyoukanleyiyandiaopinglideyaoshui，shiputaotang。woxinlilengxiao，mianshangquezhuangchuyifudanyoudeyangzi，
shenshoujiuqutanpopodeetou：“ma，ninzenmeyangle？ninkeqianwanbunengyoushia！
”wodeshougangpengdaotadepifu，yuanben“hunmibuxing”deliufen，shouzhiturandongleyixia。taneigebiaozhixingde，
tuzhekoudanhongdezhijia，xiayishidiquansuoleyixia。zhuangdehaitingxiang。“nibiepengwoma！
”chenhaoyibadakaiwodeshou，jiangwotuidaoyibian，beifendihoudao，“nizheigeshexiexinchangdenvren，
womayaoshiyougesanzhangliangduan，worangnichangming！”wobeitatuideyigeliangqiang，zhuangzaishenhoudezhaojingshenshang。
zhaojingfuzhuwo，jingpianhoudemuguanglengdexiangbing。tashangqianyibu，jiangwohuzaishenhou，duizhechenhao，
yeduizhetaneigezhibojingtou，bujibuxudikaikou：“chenxiansheng，fankeyiluanchi，huakebunengluanshuo。
nishuowodangshirenbanimuqinqijinleyiyuan，zhengjuni？”chenhaodagaimeixiangdaowohuidailvshilai，lengleyixia。
“zhengju？womatangzaizheili，jiushizuihaodezhengju！”tazhizhebingchuang，lizhiqizhuang。“e？
”zhaojingtuiletuiyanjing，congbaolinachuyifenwenjian，“neibuhaoyisi，womenzheili，yeyouyifenzhengju。
”tayangleyangshoulidewenjian：“zheishiwogangcongyiyuandiaoquchulaide，liufennvshideruyuantijianbaogao。
baogaoxianshi，liufennvshishentigexiangzhibiaozhengchang，xinlvpingwen，xueyazhengchang，wanquanmeiyouxinzangbingderenhezhizheng。
”“huanjuhuashuo，”zhao...jingdezuijiao，gouqiyimochaofengdehudu，“liufennvshi，genbenjiumeibing。
”zheihuayichu，chenhaodelian，shunjianbaile。zhibojianli，yechuxianleyishunjiandesiji。jinjiezhe，danmuzhale。
【meibing？neizheishi……zhuangde？】【wodetian，zheifanzhuan，woxiabadoujingdiaole！
】【liyongfensidetongqingxinpiandashang？zheiyetaiexinleba！】chenhaohuangle，tazhizhezhaojing，
selineirendihandao：“nihushuo！nizheishiweizaode！nishishenmeren？
nipingshenme……”“woshijiangyaode**lvshi，zhaojing。”zhaojingdaduanta，shengyinbuda，quezhidiyousheng，
“ruguonizhiyizheifenbaogaodezhenshixing，womenkeyilikeqingdangzhiyishengguolaiduizhi。huozhe，womenbaojing，
rangjingchalaichuli，nijuedezenmeyang？”baojing？chenhaodelianse，youbaizhuanqing，zaiyouqingzhuanzi，jingcaifencheng。
tadangranbuganbaojing。yinwei，zheigenbenjiushitamenmuziliang，zidaoziyandeyichukurouji。mude，
jiushiweilebiwohuilai，bingqiezaifensimianqian，zuoshiwo“exi”dezuiming，rangtazhanzaidaodedezhigaodianshang，
duiwojinxingquanfangweidedaya。kexi，taqiansuanwansuan，meisuandaowohuidaizhelvshi，
haizhijienadaolezuizhimingdezhengju。jiuzaizheishi，bingchuangshang“hunmi”depopo，yanpijuliedidoudonglejixia，
sihushiyanbuxiaqule。wokanzheta，huranxiaole。wozoudaochuangbian，fuxiashen，
zaitaerbianyongzhiyouwomensangerennengtingdaodeshengyin，qingqingshuoleyiju：“ma，biezhuangle，zaizhuangxiaqu，
jiugaipingxuanaosikale。”huayingangluo，liufendeyanjing，mengdizhengkaile。04liufendeyanjingli，
meiyoubandian“chuiweibingren”dexuruo，fanerchongmanlezhenjingheyuandu。tasisididengzhewo，
fangfoyaoyongyanshenjiangwolingchi。erzhibojianli，yinweitazhei“qijiban”desuxing，chedifeitengle。【**！
zhenxingle！gangganglvshishuowanjiuxingle！】【zheiyanji，miaoshayizhongxiaoxianroua！】【suoyizhendeshizhuangbing？
pianwomenganqing，haipianwomenqian？quguanlequguanle！】【@wangjing，zheiliyourenshexianzhapian！】fensidedaoge，
birenhewuqidougengnengcitongchenhao。takanzhefeisuxiadiedezaixianrenshuheneixiezhoumadedanmu，
lianshangyizhenhongyizhenbai，chediluanlezhenjiao。“bushide！bushidajiaxiangdeneiyang！”taduizheshoujijingtou，
huangluandijieshi，“woma……womashihuiguangfanzhao！dui，shihuiguangfanzhao！
”wochadianbeitazheiyuchundejiekouqixiaole。douzheishihoule，tabuxiangzheruheshouchang，
faneryonggenglipudehuangyanquyangai。zhaojinggengshihaobukeqidixiaochusheng：“chenxiansheng，
kanlainibujinfalvzhishikuifa，yixuechangshiyekanyoua。
xubuxuyaowojinikepuyixia‘huiguangfanzhao’dedingyi？”chenhaodelianzhangchenglezhuganse。tazhidao，
dashiyiqu。tamengdiguandiaolezhibo，ranhouzhuanxiangwo，yanshenlicuizhedu：“jiangyao，nimanyile？
nibawomahewo，bawomenzheigejia，douhuile，nijiumanyile？！”“jia？
”woxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，“chenhao，nimozheliangxinwenwenziji，zheishinianlai，
nijiguowoyigejiama？”“zainiyanli，zheigejia，bujiushinihe**dujiaoxi，erwo，
zhishiyigemianfeide，haidedaotiedebaomuhebianjuma？”wodeshengyin，lengdexiangbing。zheixiehua，
wobiezaixinlishinianle。tabeiwowendeyakouwuyan，zuichunxidonglejixia，queyigezidoushuobuchulai。
pangbiandeliufen，zhengzhazhecongbingchuangshangzuoleqilai，yibabadiaoshoushangdezhentou，
zhizhewodebizijiukaishisapo：“nizheigesangmenxing！wozaojiushuoguo，nijiushigehuohai！
dangchuyaobushinisipilailiandibazhewomenjiachenhao，ninengyoujintian？”“womenjiachenhaoxianzaishiqianwanwanghong，
shidamingxing！nisuangeshenmedongxi？yigebuhuixiadandemuji，haiganzaizheiligenwojiaoban？”tadehua，
yueshuoyuenanting。wojingjingdikanzheta，kanzhetaneizhangyinfennuerniuqudelian，ranhou，wonachushouji，
anxialebofangjian。dianhuali，liufenzuowanneiduanzhangdabangexiaoshide，zhongqishizude，duiwodeeduzhouma，
qingxidizaibingfanglihuidang。“……nidengzhe，jiangyao，womingtianjiurangwoerzigennilihun！rangnijingshenchuhu！
nihuawomenjiademeiyifenqian，wodouyaonibaibeiqianbeidituchulai！”luyinfangwan，zhenggebingfang，
siyibandejijing。liufendelianshang，xuesetunjin，neizhituzhekoudanhongzhijiadeshou，zhizhewo，
doudexiangqiufengzhongdeluoye。chenhaodebiaoqing，gengshijingcai。zhenjing，nanyizhixin，haiyouyisi……kongju。