第4章
zheipangzimanlijida，yiquanzhijieba**debiziyire，liangguguntangdexueliushunzhewodebikongliudaolezuili。
xiantianzhiweijiaorong，zhengdewocuileliangkouxueshuichulai！
pangzimeiyoutingshou，yiquanzhihouyoushiyijiaohenhendetizailewodexiaofu，suantonggandunshicongwodexiaofuchuanlai。
zuozaidishangdewoxianzaishichediqibulaile，zheiliangxiachadianji**si！
danshenshangchuanlaidezhenzhenjutongyeshirangwofanyingleguolai。
xianzaiyangsanboshuozhiruosile，danshiwolianshitidoumeijiandaozhijiejiuxin，neiwobushishazime？
“nizaizhuangsiwokejiuzhenrangnisile，ganjinshuo！zimushizainaer！？”
yangsanbojugaolinxiadekanzhewo，qijibaihuaideshuodao。
kanzheyanqiandeyangsanbo，woyaozheya。
suiranneiwuerkuitamenshuoshisiren，danzuotianderouwoshiqieqieshishidechile，guancaiyeshifangdaoletademaowuzhong，zuotianwanshangjueduibukenengshihuanjue。
erwuerkuiyegaosulewo，neisanshazimushiyaodaizaishenbiansantiancaixing，zheisantianruguoguancaibeidakaiwobisiwuyi！jueduibunenggaosuyangsanboguancaideweizhi！
xianzaiwufakaozhengwuerkuihaiyouzhiruoshibushizhendesile，meijiandaoshitineijiubunengxiadinglun，ruoshigaosutamenguancaideweizhi，wanyitamendakaile！yaodekeshiwodeminga！
“yangsanbo......sanshazimushiwokeyigaosunizaina，buguonidedayingwoyijianshi......”
naodaiaileyixiadewofeilishuoleyiju。
“nihaigenwotantiaojian？nizheitamadesharenfan，zhenshibuyaolian！”
yangsanboshuozhejiutuikaileerzhu，shanglaijiujilewoyizuiba！zheiyizuibajiwodadeqihunbasu！zuijiaodoushenchulexianxue。
zheixiaozicongxiaojiugenzhegandiexuexigeleizhoufa，tishuzhileideyemeishaoxue，jiusuantaxianzaikanqilaibijiaoxu，danliqihaizhenshibuxiao。
woshuaileshuainaodai，shiturangzijiqingxing，buguowodeshoujiaoxianzaidoubeishengzibangzhe，ledewoshouwanfatong，xiangdongdoufeijing。
“yangsanbo.......zheishierniyaoshibudaying......jiubiexiangrangwogaosunisanshazimushizainaer！”wokanzheyanqiandeyangsanbo，wulideshuoleyiju。
tingdaowozheimeshuo，yangsanboyeshizhoulezhoumeitou，gujiyeshinawomeibanfale，suizhidao：
“你想干啥？”
“jirannishuozhiruosile，neijiudaiwoqukantadeshiti......”
“kanshiti？shinishahaishiwosha，yaoshibanifanglenipaolezazheng？”
“nifangxin，woyinjianyirenzuoshiyirendang，ruguozhiruodesigenwoyouguanxi，wojueduibupao！”
zheijuhuashuowan，yangsanbodeyanshenzhongshanguoyisichiyi，shuoleyiju：
“jiranzheiyang，neiwoxianzaijiudainiquzhiruojiali，zuotianfayiyijingjianchaleshiti，xianzaizhengzhunbeixiazang，nixiaozizuihaobuyaojiwoshuahuayang，niyaoshiganshuahuayang，jiurangnihaohaoshishizheixienianwozaiwodieneixuedebenshi，erzhu，jitajiekai。”
yangsanboshuozhe，jiujiaoleyishengshenbiandeerzhu，zheipangziyeshizoudaolewodeshenbian，jiekailewoshenshangdeshengzi。
jiekaishufuzhihou，wohuodongleyixiashoujiao，gangcainaodaiailejixia，yizhanqilaiwodunganyaoyaoyuzhui。
eryangsanboyemeimoji，zhijiechelewoyiba。
“zou！xianzaijiuquzhiruonaer！nikaiche！”
shuowan，womenjiushanglemianbaoche，wokaizhechequcheqianwanglezhiruojia。
zhiruojiazaicundezhongjianweizhi，womenhenkuaijiudaole。
tadieshengqianshimaipijiude，jializhiqianyesuanshiyouqian，fangzibuxiao，youyigedayuan，fangziyeshihunningtudadepingfang。
erzhiruodeshiticiketangzaiyuanlideguancaizhong。
wolengzaileyuandi，dongdoubuhuidongle。
tadeqiaoliancikeyijingmeiyouleyidianxuese，dayanjingjinbizhe，jiebaidebojingchuyouzheliangdaoyuqing，tajiarenweizaiguancaipangdoukuaikuchengleleiren。
kandaozheiyimu，woruzaoleiji，tuiduzishunjianfaruan，zhiruojuranzhende......
kedangzhiruodemamakandaowodeneiyike，tafalefengyibandepaoxianglewo！
“nizheigechusheng！zhiruotabazoudezao！xianzainibazhiruoyeshale！shibushiyinweiwobubatajiajininijiurangsanboyequbudaota！xianzaijialijiushengwoyigeren，woyaorangnijinjianyu......”
zhiruomamazhengzhizhongnian，titaifeipang，kanqilaideyouyibaibashiduojin，tadequantoubuduandedazaiwodeshenshang，haiyouwodelianshang。
说实话，是真疼。
erzhouweideqinqiyeshikanzhewohushidandan，naqileyuanzizhongdechutou、tiexian。
kandaozhiruozhendesile，cikewoyishijianyefanyingbuguolai，yeganjuebudaorenhedeqingxu。
“ayi！nifangxin！zheichushengwohuirangtaxuezhaixuechangde，buguoxianzaizhiruoshenshangmeiyouzhiwenyemeiyoumaofa，zhengjuhaibuzu，chufeizheixiaoziquzishou，ninbiezheji，xiananzangzhiruo，tayaoshibuzishou，woyeyouzijidefangfa......”
yangsanborenmogouyangdeanweizhezhiruomama。
“womeishazhiruo！bushiwo......”
kanzheyanqiandiankuangdezhiruomama，woyishunjianyebuzhidaogaishuodiansha。
kejiuzaizheishi，yigeshuxideshengyinchuanlai。
“douxianbiezheji，zhiruozheiyatouhaizhenbuhaoshuoshisheishade，yinjianzheixiaozaizicongxiaojiugenzhewo，bieshuosharenle，shajidoubuhui......”
zheishengyinyichuzhongrenquandouanjinglexialai，jiulianzhiruomamayeshitingleshou，bijinggandieshicunliweiyideyinyangxiansheng，zaicunlihaishiyouyidingdiweide。
gandiecongmenwaizoulai，kanzhewoshuodao。
jintiangandiechuanzheyishenheisebuyi，benjiucanglaodelianxianzaikanqilaiyidianxueqijiumeiyou，jiugensirenyiyang。
kandaogandielaile，woxiayishidehoutuileliangbu，taturanbangwoshuohua，woxinliyeshifeichangmeidi，bijingtashixiangbawodemingxujiyangsanbode。
“xiaozaizi，neisanshazimushikanlainimeinengsongdaohoushana。”
gandiezoudaolewodeshenbian，kanzhewozhangtanleyikouqi。
“he......wodemingmeiyoujinierzixushang，niyinggaitingshiwangba？”
kanzheyanqiandegandie，daizhejifenchaofengshuodao。
gandietingdaozheihuaqicandexiaolexiao，suizhipailepaiwodejianbang。
“gewei，zheiyinjianshiwodeganerzi，youshierkendingwodebangtadanzhe，dajiaxianshaoanwuzao，rongwoxiandaitazou，dengxiawowenqingchulejiuguolaijizhiruoxiazang，ruoshijingchahoumianzhendingletadezui，laotouziwogentayiqidundalao！”
gandieshuowan，jiuzhuazhulewodeshouwan，laoyanzhongsihushidaizhejifenqiqiuzhisedekanzhewo。
“xiaozaizi，wozhidaonixianzaibuxianggenwozou，buguozheicideshierfeitongxiaoke，nigenwoxianhuitangjia，huijiazhihou，wohuirushigaosunineisanshazimushideshiqing。”
kanzhegandieyanshenzhongdeqiqiuzhise，wodunshixinzhongyiruan，xiayishidedianlediantou。
“sanbo，nixiananpaiyixiazheilideshiqing，dengwohuilaijiuxiazangzhiruo。”
shuowan，gandiejiubeizheshou，wangmenwaizouqu。
woyeshigenshangletadejiaobu。