第1章
wozuolexuchunianbeihoudenvrenshinian，bangtababinlinpochandegongsidaidaoshangshi。
jiuzaiqunasidakeqiaozhongqianxi，zaiwozhunbeizhudongxiangtaqiuhunshi，taquebaqingmeikongjianglaidingtiwodeweizhi。
tashuo，xiexiewoshiniandefuchu，dangongsiyaokaiqixindezhengcheng，woyibuzaiheshi。
kanzheyanqianailezhengzhengshinian，weizhifuchusuoyoudenanren，quenayizhangyinxingkadafawo。
我如同坠入冰窟。
“ouxinlixueshinian，zhongjiushicuofule。”
ketagenbenmeiyourenqingxianshi。
yidanwocizhizouren，tadegongsiyejiangxiangwoduitadeaiyiyangbufucunzai......
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huiyishiligaoguanmantang，jijingwusheng。
xuduohewodapinduoniandetongshi，lianshangquandoushiwufayanshidefenmenhelianmin，zheirangganggangzoujinhuiyishidewobuyoudeyileng，suijixiayishikanxianghuiyizhuoshangshoudexuchunian。
xiayimiao，wotongkongmengdiyisuo。
“初年，这位是？”
wocumeizhilezhihuiyizhuoshangshou，henanrenzuozaiyiqidenvren。
yuanbenzaitadeweizhishangzuoderenyinggaishiwo。
shinianqian，xuchunianfuqinturanlishi，diuxiafengyupiaomiao，fuzhaileileidegongsijita。
weilelianliandenanshenjinyidian，wofangqihaiwaigaoxingongzuo，yiwufangujiarutahuixia。
dangshigongsizhaitaigaozhu，yuangongpaolu，woshitaweiyideyuangong。
shimishu、shisiji、wenan......ganlegongsisuoyoudegongzuo，shenzhihaiyaozhaogutadeyishizhuxing。
keyishuo，meiyouwo，jiumeiyoujintiandechuniankeji，gengmeiyoujintianfengguangwuxiandexuchunian。
rujingongsiyaoshangshi，woyezhunbeizaishangshineitianxiangtaqiuhun，kexianzaiyigenvrenchuxianzaitadeshenbian，haizuozaibengaishuyuwodeweizhishang。
何意？
wohuayinyiluo，huiyishilishijihaorenmuguangqishuashuadikanxiangxuchunian，qifengewaidechenjing、yansu。
xuchunianmianseqingleng，bikaiwodeyanshen，guzuosuiyidao：“qiaowanning，zheishizanmengongsixinlaidefuzonglinjia。”
“sanhuiyihounidaitaqurenshibanliyixiaruzhishouxu，bangongshijiumafanniweiquyixia，bazijineijiantengchulaijita，neibianliwojingoutonggongzuofangbian。”
wozhanzaiyuandi，shunjianyouzhongtianxuandizhuandeganjue。
fuzong，haiyaobawodebangongshijita。
wocongsuoyouyuangongdoupaoludeshihoujiugenzheta，mingmianshangshishichangbuzongjian，queyizhiganzhefuzongdehuo，ouxinlixueshinian，bagongsicongbinlinpochandaobidaidaorujinkuaiyaoshangshi。
queconglaimeiyouzhengshibeirenmingfuzong，zhiqianneigeweizhiyizhikongzhe，kezheijieguyanshangturankongjiangyigefuzongguolai，hairangwobabangongshitengjita，neiwosuanshenme？
tuiyiwanbu，wokeyibuzaihuzheigefuzongdemingtou，ketaxinliqingchu，zheishinianlaiwoyouduoaita，yeshizheifenaicairangwopinchuchuniankejidejintian。
rujinzhaohudoubugenwodajiuzheimezuo，bawodangshenmele？mobuma？yongwanjiureng。huozheshuo，zaitaxinliwohaowudiweikeyan。
xiangqishinianlaidefuchu，woxinyoubugan，huozheshuohaihuaichuaizheyisixiji，qingshengwendao：“nengjiwoyigeliyouma？”
shuozhehua，wosisidingzhexuchuniandeyanjing，wokeyibuzaihuzaigongsizhiwei，danbunengbuzaihuzaitaxinlideweizhi。
xingxushixinxu，yexushikuijiuba，nanrenbuganhewoduishi，bizhongjiuqingshuodao：“gongsiyaoshangshile，yougengdadeguihua、gengkuanguangdeweilai，linjiagengshihefuzongzheigeweizhi。”
zheiyishunjian，wodexinjiuxiangdiaorubingkulongli。
haoleng，haoleng，lengdewodoukuaiyaozhixile。