第五章

“niyaowojuanzengxinzangjishenmengwei?”

linjiayinbukezhixindekanzhexieyi,xinyeyidianyidiandeliang。

ruguojueqingheshenqingyoupaimingdehua,xuxingyaokendingnengbangshangyouming。

“alanyijingsile,wobunengzairangweiweisile。”

xuxingyaomeitoujinzhou,yuqilidaizhebeitong。

wunianle,tayijiuzoubuchutadeshijie。

ketingdaozheigejieshi,linjiayinjihuyaoxiaochulaile。

shenmengweihetajiejieyiyanghuanyouxinzangbing,suoyijiuyaotalaifuchu。

所以就要她死?

“xuxingyao,nimeiyouxinma?”

burantazenmenengduizijineimehen,bazijiqizidexinzangjibieren。

linjiayindeliansecanbai,liandaizhezhenggerendouyaoyaoyuzhui。

xuxingyaoniletayiyan:“jiudangshinihaialandeming。”

haishitongyangdehua,cidelinjiayintiwuwanfu。

“woshuole,zhendebushiwo,niweishenmejiushibuyuanyixiangxinwo?”

zaitayanli,yinweishenmenglankandaoletamendehunlishou**ersi,jiuyidingyaotanamingchang?

mianqiandenanrenzhujianmeilenaixin,lianseyeyuelaiyueleng。

“dangchuhaisialan,rujinnihaiyaohaisitademeimeima?”

“我……”

“shinituitashuaixialouti,niyinggaiweitafuze。”

nanrenshuochudehuaruchuqiaodejian,daodaozhiming。

linjiayinyaozhechun,yijuhuadoushuobuchu。

wulunzheiyicihaishishangyici,zijishuoshenmetadoubuxin,zhixiangxinneipianmiandeyiyan。

dangzhenyaotabaxintaochulaijitakan,tacainengxiangxinzijideqingbai?

linjiayinxianrutongkudezizhengzhong,xuxingyaoquepoyoushenyiditixingletayiju。

“linshizaoyifengyupiaoyao,nishuoyaoshituranpochanlenimahuizenmeyang?”

linjiayinxinzangyizhan,zhenggerenhaosizhuirushenyuan。

yanqiandenanrenrangtamosheng。

“你……”

“nihaohaokaolv,santianhoujiwojieguo。”

xuxingyaoshuowanjiulikaile,meiyouzaikantayiyan。

linjiayinshoulidexieyiwulihualuo,tazhenggerentanruandiezuozaidi。

xianglaiyuanqiannaiheshen,zhongshiwuguoshangbieqing。

mingmingdangnianjiehunqian,taquyuelaodianqianqiudeshishangshangqian。

kexianrujintademeiyibu,doushixiaxiaqian。

彻夜无眠。

第二天一大早。

menlingbeirenenxiang,menwaizhanzhederenshilinjiayindemuqin。

“ma,nizenmelaile?”linjiayinhenshijingya。

“wozuotianwanshangxinshenbuning,xiangjintianlaikankanni。”linmuwozhulinjiayindeshou,“zheizhenziguodehaoma?zenmeshoulezheimeduo……”

kanzhemuqintoushangdebaifa,linjiayinyankuangyihong。

zheimeduonian,tarenxingwangwei,zongjuedetamenjiayijiuhaishicongqiandeneigelinjia。

yuanlaishangchangfengyun,bianhuamoce,tamenjiazaoyijingyaoyaoyuzhui。

buguoshimuqinkukuzhicheng,genzaixushijituanhoumianjiandianlouxiademimian。

“妈,我挺好的。”

“ninyidingyaozhaoguhaoziji,jishiwobuzainishenbian,niyeyaohaohaode。”

shuozheshuozhelinjiayinjiuleiliumanmian,wushengdehuayuzaixindimanyan。

「ma,wozhendehaoaini,keshiwoyihoubunengpeizainishenbianle。」「ruguohaiyouxiabeizi,wohaiyaoheninjixuzuomunv……」

sihushijuechadaonverdebuduijing,linmujinjinbaozhuta。

“jiayin,niqianwanbuyaohemama,biezuoshashi。ruguomeiyouni,nirangmamahaizenmehuo。”

linjiayinyanhuilexinsuan,haishijuedingduimuqinyinmanxuxingyaobitaqiandingxieyideshi。

zheiyicihuantashouhumuqin。

咖啡厅。

linjiayinyuelexuxingyaoqiandingqiguanjuanzengxieyi,dantongshitayetichulezijidetiaojian。

“wotongyiziyuanjuanzengxinzang,danwoyaolianggeyi。”