第4章不得善终
bujiwofanyingdejihui，yijingbeiwojielazheipaochulehenyuan。
woyonglishuaikaiwojiedeshou，lazhejiaojiaohewojielakailejuli，jingtidedingzheta，wendao：“nidaodishishei？”
“gaoheqiao，nishenmeyisi。”wojieshangqianyibu。
wozaiduhoutui，handao：“bieguolai！”
wojieyouxiewunaidekanzhewo，wendao：“gaoheqiao，wobuzhidaonijinglileshenme，jintianwohuijiajiufaxianjialibuduijing，gangzhunbeijinidadianhuanijiuhuilaile。kenierhuameishuojiuzou，jiaojiaoyebuzai，nizhidaowoyouduodanxinma？”
“nidaodishishei，nizenmezhengmingnishiwojie？”womeiyoufangsongjingti，bajiaojiaolouzaihuaili。
wodingzheta，wendao：“ruguonishiwojie，jiaojiaokandaonizenmehuimeiyoufanying？”
“yinweitabushiwodenver。”wojiekouchujingren，lenglengdedingzhewo。
wobujinxiangdaozuowanfashengdeshiqing，xianxiebajiaojiaotuichuqu，dansuijifanyingguolai，chongzhewojiehoudao：“nibiexiangyongzheizhonghuatangsai！”
“xinbuxinyouni，fanzhengtamuqianbuhuishanghaini，daizheyehao。”wojieshuowan，congbaolitaochuyizhangka，dunxiafangzailushang。
“zheiliyoushiwankuaiqian，nizhaogeanquandedifangxianzhuzhe，qianwanbuyaohuilai。”
wojiebujieshile，fangxiakazhuanshenjiuzou，wozhuyidaotadehoubeishangquandoushixue，yitiaotuiquezhe，jihushituozhezaizou。
jiandaozheiyimu，woxinliyitong，xinxiangzheshibushiwuhuitale？
“jie......”wominleminzuichun，wendao：“zheiyiqiedaodishizenmehuishi？”
wojietingxialai，meiyouzhuantou，shuodao：“nibieguanle，zoudeyueyuanyuehao，jiaojiaoqishiyizhidouzaijiali，wohuiqujieta。”
“nizheiyangzi......”
“meiguanxi。”wojiezhuantouduizhewoxiaolexiao，dao：“sibule，nixianzou，jialinadongxibushiren，shitiaohuangshulang。”
“nishishuohuangdaxiana？”woyoujingyouju。
wojielengxiayisheng，shuodao：“jiushita，ganggangchilenimaidegongjicaishangdaowo，xianzaibushiwodeduishou。”
“jie，wo......”
“xingle，popomamadesuanshenmenanren，ganjingun！”wojieshuowanjiubuguanwole，jiaoxiatuozhexueji，manmanxiaoshizailejiekou。
woxinlishijishangyijingxiangxinledaban，kehaishibuganquzhui，jiarutabushiwojie，shizaiqipianwo......
yueshizheiyangxiang，wojiuyuejuedewowuhuiwojiele，xinlinanshoudehen。
“dinglingling，laidianhuala......”yizhenshouli**xiangle，shiwojiedaguolaide。
jietonghou，neibianchuanchuwojiejiaojideshengyin，shuodao：“gaoheqiao，nikuaidaizhejiaojiaoquzhaotianqiaoxiadehuangdaxian，yidingyaozaimingtiantianliangqianzhaodao，rangtabangjiaojiao......”
“goule，nibiepianwole！”wochongzhedianhuaneibiandahou：“wojieyijinghuijiale，wobuguannishishei，yihouliwoyuandian！”
shuowan，woganjuexinlideyuanqizongsuansanlexuduo，badianhuaguanji，daizhejiaojiaojiujinzhaoleyijiajiudian。
kaihaofangjian，wobajiaojiaofangzaichuangtou，dingzhetakan。
yimoyiyangdeyizhanglian，yimoyiyangdechuanzhe，weiduneishuangyanjingbutong。jiaojiaozhishiyigehaizi，yanjingganjingmingliang，keyanqiandejiaojiaomuguangshensui，kanqilaihaoxiangyijingkantouleshitaiyanliang。
“nishishei？”wowendao。
jiaojiaodizhetou，bushuohua。
“zuowanzaiweishengjiandeshini？haishijiaojiao？nishitawuzilidedongxi？jiaojiaozaina？”woyilianbazijixinlisuoyoudewentiquandouwenchulaile。
jiaojiaozheigeshihoucaidongleyixia，jiangyingdetaiqibozi，yishuangheiyouyoudemouzidingzhewokan，xiaolexiao，yongzheyigeshayadelaorenshengyinshuodao：“haizi，woshisheibuzhongyao，nishishei，nizhidaoma？”
wobeijiaojiaodeshengyinheleyitiao，danhenkuaijiujieshoule，ganggangwojieyijingshuole，tabushijiaojiao。congzuowandaoxianzaijinglilezheimeduoshi，wozijidoumeifaxianwodexintaiyijingmanmanfashengzhuanbian，zheizhongchaoxianshideshiqingyijingbushineimenanyijieshoule。
“什么意思？”
“jiaojiao”xiaolexiao，meiyoushuohua。
jiexialaibuguanwozenmezhuiwen，tajiushiyijuhuayemeiyou，ouerhuihewoshuoshangyiliangju，dandourangwomobuzhetounao。
tianjianjianheile，heyigebuzhidaoshirenshiguidedongxizhuzaiyiqi，woxinlibumiandeyouxiefamao，yushijuedingchuquzouzou。
jirantabushijiaojiao，sihuowoyejiubuyongguanle。
yizhidaowozou，laotouzizaiyemeiyoushuoguoyijuhua，zhishiyizhidingzhewokan，zuijiaoguazheguiyidexiao。
xialelou，zhanzaijiekou，woyonglidexileyikouqi，zaiyonglidetuchuqu，neizhongyayideganjuecaixiaoshibujian。
dakaishouji，zhunbeijiaowodegemenchulaichigefan，yilianjiedaoleshijitiaoduanxin。
“gaoheqiao，woshinijie，wobuzhidaonifashengleshenme，qianwanyaozaimingtiantianliangzhaodaotianqiaoxiadehuangdaxian。”
“gaoheqiao，nijiedianhua，niyaojisijiema？”
“gaoheqiao，jiaojiaozheiliangtianhuichushi，womangdewangjile，niyidingyaojizhu！”
“gaoheqiao......”
kanzheduanxin，woyizhenlengxiao，shidaorujintahaixiangpianwo。
“dingdong!”youjieshouleyitiaoduanxin。
“gaoheqiao，jieqiuni，buguannikandaoshenme，tingdaoshenme，yidingyaobaohuhaojiaojiao。tashentiliyoudongxi，ruguobuquzhaohuangdaxianjiuhuichulai，daoshihounideshenbianhuifashenghenduonimeibanfajieshoudeshiqing。
huangdaxianhuiyaonishenshangdeyigedongxi，nidayingta，wotiqianzainishenshangliuxialewodexue，zheishiwohehuangdaxiandeyueding。
gaoheqiao，youxieshiqingjiebunenggaosuni，danzhinengshuowomenlaogaojiabushiputongren，womenshentililiudexue，zhudingwomenzheiyishengmeibanfashanzhong。
gaoheqiao，shiyizhici，yidingyaozhuyianquan，yongyuanbuyaoxiangxinrenheren。”
zheitiaoduanxin，rangwoganggangjiandingxialaidexinzaiduchanshenghuaiyi，wozheshoujizhanzailushang，henjiuyemeiyouhuanguoshen。
youqishiduanxinhoumiandeliangjuhua：“womenlaogaojiabushiputongren，shentililiuzhedexue，zhudingmeibanfashanzhong。”
wohuranganjuedaoyizhenmangran，buzhidaoquxiangxinsheile，shenbianderenhaoxiangzaiyiyezhijianbianlegeyang，napashizuishuxideren，yebiandeyuelaiyuemosheng。
wojiangshoujiduanxinjixia，ranhoushanchu，buguantashibushiwojie，zuihouyijuhuayedianxinglewo，xianzaibuguanshishei，wodoubunengxiangxin。
loushangdeshibushijiaojiaobuzhongyao，zhongyaodeshitakendingzhidaoshenme，wobixuyaoqiaokaitadezui，zhishaoyaotiqianzhangwoyixiexinxi，buzhiyurangzijiyongyuanchuyubeidongdezhuangtai。