1tishenzhishangwodangleshenxusanniantishen，mofangtazhiwurenbaiyueguangdexiaoronghudu。
shengrineiwantapotianhuangqinzixiachu，wowuyiweitazhongyukanjianlewo。
zhidaotanachuxiangjiwenroumingling：“zhandaochuangbianqu，xiangtazhuilouneitianyiyangzuozhe。”shanguangdengliangqishi，
woxiaozhewen：“zheizhangyaofajisuqingkanma？”tazhijiandunledun：“ng，
yishengshuozhiwurenxuyaoshuxichangjing**。”“kejintianshiwoshengria。”woshengyinfazhan。“bienao，
”tazhoumeidiaozhexiangji，“batuizaixuankongxie，dangniantajiushizheimeshuaixiaqude。
”---shengridangaoshangchazhedelazhu，huomiaobuanfenditiaoyuezhe，ronghuadelaleiwushengdihualuo，
xiangyixingxingninggudeyanlei，zaijiebaidenaiyoushangwanyanchuchouloudehenji。
kongqilimimanzhetiannidelingrenfahuangdexiangqi，sisiyazaiwoxiongkou，meiyicihuxidoudaizhetangjingdechenzhong。
wodingzheneicuhuangdongdenuanguang，zhijianwuyishidikouzhebingliangdebolizhuomian，liuxiajidaomohudehanzi。
zheidongfangzi，zheizuoyoushenxuqinshoudazaodehualilaolong，anjingderangrenxinji。
judadeluodichuangwaishichengshiyongbuximiededenghuo，liuguangyicai，queyisiyezhaobujinzheikongkuangbinglengdeketing。
qiangshang，judadezhuangshihuazaoyibeitihuan。rujinzhanjuzhengmianqiangbide，shiyifufusuqingdeyingxiang。
taduizhejingtouweixiao，yanjingwanchengqiadaohaochudeyueya，chunjiaoshangyangdehudubeijingquebuzhuo、fangda，
xiangyidaodaowuxingdesuolian，ledewochuanbuguoqi。woxiayishiditaishou，zhijianqingqingfuguochuizaijiantoudezhangfa。
fasiroushunbingliang，daizhexifashuideqingxiang。zheizhangdu，zheihudu，
shishenxuqinzibiduizhesuqingdezhaopianyaoqiulifashixiujiande。jingziliyingchuwodelian，zheizhangliandewuguanlunkuo，
jingguosanniandejingxinmiaomohebiaoqingguanli，yinengzaitedingdejiaoduheguangxianxia，duanzandiqipianneishuangbinglengdeyanjing，
rangtahuanghujianyiweikandaolesuqingdeyingzi。xuanguanchuchuanlaiqingweidedianzisuokaiqisheng，kada，
qingcuidihuapolesiji。womengdicongyizishangdanqilai，xinzangxiangshibeineishengyinzuanjinyouzhouransongkai，
zaixiongqianglifengkuangdileidong。shenxuhuilaile。jiaobushengchenwendiyouyuanjijin，
zaikongkuangdedalishidimianshangqiaojichuqingxidehuixiang。tatuodiaoshenhuisedeyangrongdayi，suishoudazaiyibeishang，
dongzuodaizheyizhongxiyiweichangdeyouya。muguangsaoguocanzhuoshanggulinglingdedangao，
zhuhuozaitashenbujiandideyantonglitiaoyueleyixia，suijiguiyuchenji。tameiyoulikeshuohua，
zhishijingzhizoujinlekaifangshichufang。bingxiangmendakaiyouheshang，shuiliushenghuahuaxiangqi。wojiangzaiyuandi，
xianggedengdaixuanpandeqiutu，kanzhetawanqiyisibugoudechenshanxiukou，luchuxiantiaoliuchangdexiaobei。tanachushicai，
shuliandichulizhe，daofengluozaizhenbanshangdedudusheng，zaiguofenanjingdekongjianlixiandegewaiqingxi。
“zhanzhezuoshenme？”tameiyouhuitou，shengyinshiyiguandedichenpingwen，tingbuchuqingxu，“zuo。”woyiyanzuoxia，
muguangquewufacongtashenshangyikai。tahenshaoxiachu，gengshaoweiwoxiachu。sannianlai，
zheishuangshouqianguowushujiazhibufeidehetong，fumoguosuqingchenshuidemianpang，quejihubucengzhanranguochufangdeyanhuoqi。
cike，neixiuzhangdeshouzhiwozhedaobing，qiezhebilvdexiqin，dongzuodaizheyizhongqiyidezhuanzhu。
shuicaobianhaifangzheyixiaoshuxinxiandemidiexiang，shiwozuotiansuikoutiguoxihuantadexiangqi。yiguweiruodenuanliu，
xiaoxinyiyidishituronghuawoxinzhongdongletaijiudebingceng。nandao……jintianhuibuyiyangma？
zheigeniantouxiangzhuhuoyiyangweiruodiyaoyezhe，daizheweixiandeyouhuo。meiguoduojiu，
liangpanjingzhideyimianbeiduanshanglezhuo。niaoniaoreqishengteng，daizhejiangzhidenongyuxiangqi。shenxuzaiwoduimianzuoxia，
naqicanjinshileshishou。dengguangluozaitalunkuofenmingdecelianshang，sihurouheleneicengguanchangdelengying。“chiba。
”tanaqichazi，juanqiyixiaocuomiantiao。2siwangzhongxianwoditou，xuezhetajiyilisuqingdeyangzi，
xiaokoudi、siwendichizhe。meiyikoushiwudouweitongjiaola，suoyoudeganguandoujujiaozaiduimianneigenanrenshenshang，
buzhuozhetayisiyihaokenengxieludeqingxu。tachidebuduo，dongzuoyouyaerchenmo。canhou，
taqishenshoushilepanzi，dongzuoliluo。wojihuyaochennizaizheiduanzanerxujiadewenqingli，
shentilineigebeiweideniantoufengkuangzizhang——yexu，yexusanniandemofang，zhendenenghuanlaiyidianzhenxin？
jiuzaiwoguqiyongqi，shouzhiyinjinzhangerweiweiquansuo，xiangyaokaikoushuochuneiju“jintian……”shi，
shenxuquexianyibuzhuanshen，zouxiangketingjiaoluodeliju。talakaiyigechouti，
conglimiannachuyigezhanxindepailidexiangji，haiyouyiheweichaifengdexiangzhi。baozhuangheshangxianyandetuan，
xiangyidaocimudeshandian，pikailewoganggangshengqideweiruohuanxiang。tachaikaixiangzhibaozhuang，dongzuobujibuxu，
daizheyizhongburongzhiyidecongrong。jiaojuanbeizhuangtianjinqu，xiangjifachuyishengqingweidejixiewengming。tadiaoshizhejingtou，
ranhoutaiqitou，muguangjingzhundiluozaiwolianshang。neiyanshen，buzaishiwancanshineiduanzande、mohudewenhe，
ershihuifulewoshuxide、daizheshenshiheyaoqiuderuili。“guolai。”takaikou，shengyinbugao，
quedaizheyizhongqiyide、jinhuwenroudeyapogan。tachaoketingneishanjudadeluodichuangtailetaixiaba，
“zhandaochuangbianqu。”woxiangbeiwuxingdexianqianyinzhe，jiangyingdizhanqishen，yibubunuodaoneishanjudadebolichuangqian。
binglengdechugantouguobobodeyiliaochuanlai，chuangwaidewanjiadenghuocikebiandeyaoyuanerxuhuan，
fangfogezheyicenghouzhongdemaoboli。shenxuduanzhexiangji，yibubuzoujin。tadepixiecaizaidibanshang，
fachuqingweideshengxiang，meiyixiadouqiaozaiwojinbengdeshenjingshang。tazaijuliwojibuyuandedifangtingxia，juqixiangji，
jingtouheidongdongdiduizhunwo。neibinglengdeyuankong，xiangyizhikuisideyanjing。“zuoshangqu。”taminglingdao，
yuqiyijiubaochizheneizhongkeyide、lingrenmaogusongrandeqingrou。wohunshenyizhan，nanyizhixindikanzheta，
youkankanshenhouneishenbujiandideyesegaokong。“xiangtaneiyangzuozhe。”tabuchongdao，meiyigezidouqingxiwubi，
daizheyizhongcanrendenaixin，fangfozaizhidaoyigebenzhuodexueshengbaizishi，“suqingzhuilouneitian，
jiushizuozaizheigeweizhidechuangtaishang。”hong——youshenmedongxizaiwonaozilimengdizhakai。
zuihouyisiweiruodezhuhuo，beizheibinglengchegudehuayuchedipumie。
xinzangxiangshishunjianbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu、rousui，jianruidetongchuyanzhemeiyigenshenjingmanyankai，
lianzhijiandoushiqulewendu。yuanlaiwancandewenqing，midiexiangdexiangqi，doushijingxinpuchendeyinzi，zhiweicike，
jiangwoyinxiangzheigeweisuqingliangshendingzhidejitai。binglengdechuangkuangjintiezhewodepifu，hanyicigu。wozhuanguoshen，
dongzuochihuandexianggetixianmuou，jixieditaiqitui，kuazuoleshangqu。cucaodechuangkuanglengjiaoluozhedatui，
dailaiqingxidetonggan。shentideyibanxuanzaibinglengdeboliwai，yibanliuzainuanqibuzudeshinei，
judadewencharangpifuqileyicengzhanli。chuangwaijishimixiadechengshidenghuo，
cikeyunranchengyipianmohuerzhengningdeguangban，daizhelingrenxuanyundeyinli。
3shengrijitanshenxuzaijingtouhoudiaozhengzhejiaodu，tadelianbeixiangjidangzhudaban，
zhiluchujinmindebochunhezhuanzhudexiahexian。neizitai，buxiangzaipaisheyigehuoshengshengderen，
gengxiangzaibainongyijianxuyaoxiaozhundejingwu。“taitou。”taminglingdao，shengyintouguoxiangjichuanlai，
xiandegengjiayaoyuanershizhen，“yanjingkanzheqianmianpianzuoyidiandeweizhi……dui，jiushineili。neitian，
suqingjiushikanzheneigefangxiang。”tajingquedizhishizhe，fangfotanaozhongluoyinzhemeiyigexijie。
woshuncongditaiqixiaba，muguangkongdongditouxiangneipianxuwudeyekong。neigefangxiangyoushenme？
shisuqingzuihoukandaodefengjingma？shirangtajuewangzongshenyiyuedegenyuanma？wobuzhidao。
wozhizhidaowodebozijiangyingdefasuan，yankuanggansedefatong，queliubuchuyidilei。
“biaoqing……”shenxudeshengyindunleyixia，sihuzaizhenzhuociju，“fangsongyidian。daiyidiandian……mimang？
huozhe，shineizhongkongmangdejuewang？”mimang？juewang？wochelechezuijiao，shituzuochuyigefuheyaoqiudebiaoqing。
lianjiadejirouquejiangyingderutongdongtu。sannianle，womofangguowushucisuqingdeqiaoxiaoyanran，
mofangguotawenroudedimeishunyan，quecongweimofangguotashengmingzuihouyikedejuewang。
yuanlaizheicaishitaxuyaodezhongjibiaoyan。“henhao。”tasihumanyile，shengyinlitouzheyisibuyichajuedeqidai，
“baochizhu。”tawanxiayao，coujinxiangjiqujingkuang，zixididiaozhengzhezuihoudegoutu。
shanguangdengneiciyandebaiguangzhuangzhi，xiangyizhilengkudeyanjing，yijingxushidaifa。
jiuzaineibinglengdedengguangjijiangtunshiwosuoyoudeganguanzhiqian，yigeshengyincong**sedehoulonglijilechulai。
neishengyinhenqing，daizheyizhongwozijidougandaomoshengde、qiyidepingjing，shenzhiweiyinhaiweiweishangyang，
daizheyisiposuidexiaoyi：“zheizhangzhaopian……”wodunledun，