第1章女儿死了
抢救室。
“duibuqi，gushaonainai，haiziyijingmeiyoushengmingjixiang，tacaisansui，chengshoubuledianji......women，jinlile......”
yishengbaoqiandikanleyiyanyulan，dasuanyongbaibuzhezhuhaizidelian。
duopiaoliangdexiaonvhaia，kexixiaoxiaonianjideleganyinghua，haimeidengdaoheshideganyuan，jiuehuale......
yulanfalefengyibanchongshangqu，“bu！buyao！”
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zhenggeshijiefangfoshunjianbengta！
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turan，shenhouyizhenkuaibu——
nanrenjuanleyishilengqijinlai，“bahaizijiwo！”
shengyinshaya，danyuqiburongzhiyi！
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gushaochengjiuzhuyulandeshouzhuaikai，qiangxingbahaiziqiangleguolai！
“不要！”
yulanpushangqu，likejiubeilianggedakuaitouyazhujianbangenzaidishang，dongdanbude！
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sishuqushihou，gushaochengguangmingzhengdaquzhaogusongxiaoxiaomuziliang，zaiyemeihuiguotamendejia，lianxiaoxishengbingyebuwenbuwen！
rujin，queyaonaxiaoxidexinzangqujiusongxiaoxiaodeerzi！
gushaochengmouzhongmuguanglengdu：“buzhun？he！niwanglezheizhibuguoshinijiajingujiahoufansaogenyenanrenshengdexiaoniezhongle？”
“xiaoxibushiniezhong！tashinideqinshengnver！”
“wogushaochenghaimeiyoujianlvmaozijiudaideaihao，yu**！”
“niweishenmeningyuanxiangxinsongxiaoxiao，yebuxiangxinwo？”
tahuaiyunbayue，gaoweizaochancaipinmingshengxiadexiaotianshi......
jingranbeiyizhangqinzijiandingjiupanlesixing！
“bizui！chulesishudahunneiwan，wogenbenmeiyoupengguoni！tashibushiwonver，qinzijiandingyijingzhengshi！”
yulanbeienzaidishang，qijifanxiao，“qinshengnvernishuoshilvmaozi，xianzaiqueyaoquguansongxiaoxiaoshengdehaizi，he，gushaocheng！nizhenzang，nizhibuzhidaogenzijidesishenbuqingbuchu，neishi**！”