woanlianshangsihanmosannian，huiyingwodeyongyuanshigongshigongbandelenglian。zhidaoxiangmuweiji，
kehudehetongshuaizaiwolianshang，taquediyicishikong，hongzheyanjiangwohuzaishenhou。wocaijingjue，
zheichangwuwangdedanlianbeihou，sihuzangzheyigewocongweikandongdemimi。yuanlai，tayezaitoutouaiwo。
1bingshanzongcaideshikongshunjianhanmodeche，wodiyicizuo。heisedemaibahe，kongjiandadexianggeyidongdeguancai，
anjingdezhishengxiawomenliangdehuxisheng。wodexinzangzaixiongqianglihengchongzhizhuang，xiangyizhibeikundeniao。
tapotianhuangdisongwohuijia。jiuzaigangcai，tabawocongneigeyounikehudepaoxiaozhongjiejiuchulai，
neifenzazaiwolianshangdehetong，beitahenhendizhihuilehuiyizhuo。sannianlai，zheishidiyici。
chetingzaiwojialaojiudexiaoqulouxia。tameirangwolikexiache，fanerdakaicheneideng，zhuaguowodeshou。
beihetongzhizhangbianyuanhuapodeshoubei，shenzhexixiaodexuezhu。tadezhijiandaizheweiliangdeyaogao，
yidianyidiantumozaiwopifushang。dongzuohenqing，qingdexiangshizaichupengyijianxishizhenbao。wojihutingzhilehuxi。
sanniandebingshan，sihuyaozaizheiyikeweiworonghua。wotoutoutaiyankanta，tazhuanzhudidizhetou，
zhangzhangdejiemaotouxiayipianyinying。huoxu，tabushibuaiwo，zhishibushanbiaoda。huoxu，wodejianchi，
zhongyuyoulehuixiang。2tishenzhenxiangdecankujielujiuzaiwokuaiyaonisizaizheipiankedewenroulishi，
tadeshoujixiangle。cierde**huapolecheneiaimeidejingmi。tajieqidianhua，zhishi“wei”leyisheng，
zhenggerenjiujiangzhule。neishiyizhongwocongweijianguodetongku，hunzazhehuihenyujuewang，shunjianjuezhuleta。
taxiayishidijiangshoujipingmuanzaifangxiangpanshang，danwohaishipiejianle。shoujipingbaoliangzhe。neishiyigenvhai，
zhanzaiyipianxiangrikuihuatianli，xiaodebiyangguanghaiyaomingmei。neizhanglian，yuwoyouqifenxiangsi。bu，
shibiwogengjingzhi，gengshengdong，gengkuaile。woxinlineizhiganggangkaishigechangdeniao，beiyiqiangjizhong，zhizhidizhuiluo。
tacongconggualedianhua，diuxiayiju“nizaodianxiuxi”，jiuquchetaoli，xiangshiyouguizaihoumianzhui。wozhanzaiyuandi，
shoubeishangyaogaodeliangyi，cikequexiangcuiledudebing，cijinwodegusui。huidaojia，wodakaigongsineiwang，
shouzhizhandouzhe，zailaojiudexinwenkulishurutademingzi。yitiaosannianqiandexinwengaotiaolechulai。
【hanshijituanjichengrenhanmoyuwenshiqianjinwenwandinghun，qiangqianglianhe】xinwenpeituli，tashenbiandenvhai，
jiushishoujipingbaoshangneige。wenwan。wenjiadeqianjin，jituanzuidatouzifangdezhangshangmingzhu。wojixuwangxiafan，
xinzangyicuncunbianleng。【dujia：wenwan**zaoyuyanzhongchehuo，zhijinhunmibuxing】riqi，sannianqian，qiutian。
woruzhiderizi，yeshisannianqian，qiutian。wohuranxiangqilai，ruzhimianshishi，
renshibuzongjianduiwoyihuxunchangdereqing，shenzhimeizenmekanwodejianli，jiupaibanluyonglewo。woxiangqi，
hanmoouerhuizaibangongshili，gezherenqunwangxiangwo。neibushiaiyi，
neishiyizhongtouguowokanlingyigerende、hunzazhehuainianyutongkudefuzaqingxu。woxiangqi，tongshimenqieqiesiyu，
shuowoshizouledayun，cainengchengweizongcaitezhu。yuanlairuci。yiqiedoumingbaile。wobushishenmeteli，
yebushishenmebeitoutouaizhedexingyuner。wozhishiyigeyingzi。
yigehuoshengshengde、yonglaiweijietawujinshangtongde、lianjiadetishen。wocunzaideyiyi，
jiushiyongwozheizhangqifenxiangsidelian，qumofanglingyigerendeyinrongxiaomao，qutianbutaxinzhongdejudakongdong。
wozheisanniandechixinwangxiang，jiushiyigetiandadexiaohua。diertian，wojiangcizhixindayinchulai，fangjinbaoli。
zheibuesudetishenjuben，wobuyanle。3hanfurendejingxindiaozhuokewohaimeilaidejizoujinhanmodebangongshi，
jiujiedaoletamuqin，yejiushihanshijituandongshizhanghanfurendedianhua。
tademishuyongyizhongburongzhihuidekouwentongzhiwo。“lin**，dongshizhangzaidinglouhuikeshidengnin。
”wozuanzhebaodai，zoujinneigexiangzhengzhegongsizuigaoquanlidefangjian。hanfurenzhengyouyadipinzhekafei，
tabaoyangdeyidelianshangguazheheaidexiao，danneixiaoyicongweididayandi。tameiyoutihanmo，gengmeiyoutiwenwan。
tazhishiyongyizhong“weinihao”dekouwen，duiwojinxingleyichangquanfangweide“guanqie”。“xiaolina，
nizheishenyifutaisibanle，heibaihui，xianggexiaolaotaitai。nvhaizima，yinggaichuandehuopoyidian。”tashuozhe，
rangmishunaguolaiyigebaozhuangjingmeidehezi。limianshiyitiaofensedelianyiqun。“haiyou，nizenmezongshibuaixiao？
nianqingren，yaoduoxiaoxiao，yunqicaihuihao。”tacongchoutilinachuyizhikouhong，bakaigaizi。
“zheigesehaohenchenni，naquyong。”tashenzhipingjiaqiwodekafei。“zongshihezheizhongsurongde，
kouweiyetaibugaojile。yihourangmishujinizhunbeishouchongde，yaoyejiaxuefei。”wodizhetou，meiyoushuohua。
yinweiwozhidao，neigexihuanchuanfenselianyiqun、tuzheshanhusekoukouhong、zhiheyejiaxuefeidenvhai，shiwenwan。
zheixiexinxi，zaitaguowangdeshejiaomeitishang，suichukejian。hanfurensihuduiwodechenmohenmanyi，
tajuedewo“shoujiao”le。tafangxiakafeibei，paochulejintiandezhongtouxi。
“gongsizhunbeibanidangzuohexinguanlicengpeiyang，suoyiyouxiejineng，nixuyaozhangwo。”“mashuhefayu，
woyijingjinianpailezuihaodelaoshi，xiazhoukaishishangke。”“zheishigaocengshejiaobibeidejineng，
duinideweilaiyouhaochu。”woxinzangyizhenchoutong。wenwan，neigezaifaguoliuxue、mashubisainaguojiangdewenwan。
yuanlai，tamenxianwozheigeyanpinhaibugoubizhen。tamenyaoqinzishangshou，yidaoyidao，
bawodiaozhuochengtamenxiangyaodeyangzi。wozhanglezhangzui，xiangshuowobuxiangxue，woxiangcizhi。
ketafangfokanchuanlewodexinsi，qingpiaopiaodibuchongleyiju。“duile，nimuqinzailaojianeibiandeyiyuan，
woyijingdaguozhaohule，huijitayongzuihaodejinkouyao，anpaizuihaodebingfang。“nia，jiuzaigongsihaohaonuli，
buyongdanxinjialideshi。”yishunjian，wosuoyoudehuadouduzailehoulongli。woneifendanbodecizhixin，
zaizheiyike，biandezhongruoqianjin。wobeipochuanshangneitiaofensedequnzi，tushangneizhibushuyuwodekouhong，
penshangneipingtiannidexiangshui。woqumachang，beibaozaodemaxianfanzaidi，shuaidehunshenqingzi。woqushangfayuke，
shetoudazhejie，nianzheneixieaokouyoumoshengdedanci。meiyicisuoweide“jinbu”，
douxiangshizaiyongshazhimodiaowoyuanbendepirou。meiyidianhewenwandexiangsi，douzaijiashenwoshiyigeyanpindeluoyin。
wobushilinxi。wozhishiyigebeijingxindiaozhuode、meiyoulinghunde、huozhedefuzhipin。
4jinianridehuangtangxianjiwenwanchehuodejinianridaole。gongsipotianhuangdifangleyitianjia。
wobenyiweikeyidedaopiankedechuanxi，duozaizijidechuzuwuli，tianshishangkou。danqingchen，
hanfurendedianhuajiudaleguolai。“xiaolin，jintianlailaozhaiyitangba，jialiyoudianlengqing，xuyaoyidianshengqi。
”“shengqi”？duomefengcideci。womeiyoujujuedequanli。dangwotaruhanjialaozhaishi，
yigulingrenzhixideyayiganpumianerlai。zhaizilidaochudoushiwenwandezhaopian，conghaitongshiqidaoshaonvshidai，
zaidaotayuhanmodedinghunzhao。taxiaodeneimecanlan，erwo，xiangyigechuangrubierenmeimengdeyouling。
yongrenyinwoshanglou，jiangyitaobaisedesizhilifudijiwo。“dongshizhangshuo，qingninhuanshangzheijianyifu。
”worendezheijianyifu，shiwenwandinghunyanshangchuandeneijiandetongkuan。woxianggemuouyiyang，huanshangyifu，
beidaidaokongwuyirendecanting。zhangzhangdecanzhuoshangbaimanlejingzhidecaiyao，quezhiyouwoyigeshike。
hanfurenzuozaiwoduimian，yongyizhongshenshidemuguangdaliangzhewo。“ng，zheiyangkanqilai，zongsuanyoujifenyangzile。
”takouzhongde“yangzi”，shisheideyangzi，womenxinzhiduming。wojiuzheiyang，chuanzhebushuyuwodeyifu，
zuozaizheigebushuyuwodedifang，jinxingzheyichanghuangtangdexianji。zhidaoshenye，hanmocaihuilai。
tahedemingdingdazui，jiaobuxufu，manshenjiuqi。dangtakandaozuozaicantingdengguangxia，chuanzhebaiselifudewoshi，
tazhenggerendoudingzhule。jiujingmabiletadelizhi，quefangdaletadesinian。taliangqiangzhechongguolai，
yibajiangwojinjinbaozaihuaili。tadexiongtangguntang，xintiaorugu。tabalianmaizaiwodejingwo，
zhuoredehuxipensazaiwodepifushang。wohunshenjiangying，dongdanbude。ranhou，
wotingjiantayongyizhongposuide、daizhekuqiangdenannanziyu。
“wanwan……wanwan……nihuilaile……”“wojiuzhidao，
nishebudelikaiwo……”“wanwan……”meiyigezi，douxiangyibadao，jingzhunditongjinwodexinzang，
zaihenhendijiaodong。woduoxiangtuikaita，gaosuta，nikanqingchu，wobushita！kejiuzaizheishi，
tasihuyecongwoshenshangmoshengdeqixihejiangyingdefanyingzhong，chajuedaoleshenme。tamanmantaiqitou，
zuiyanmenglongdikanzhewo。dangtadeshixianjujiao，kanqingwodelianshi，tahuaizhongdewenqingshunjianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
querdaizhide，shichudianbandejingkongheshenrugusuideyane。tamengdijiangwotuikai。lidaozhida，
rangwocubujifangjidixianghouliangqiang，yaohenhendizhuangzailejianyingdecanzhuojiaoshang。jutongrangwoyanqianyihei。
wotingjiantacuzhongdechuanxi，hetayanezhijidedihou。“nizenmehuizaizheili？！
”“sheirangnichuantadeyifude？！”“gun！nijiwogunchuqu！”takanwodeyanshen，buzaishikanyigeren，
ershikanyituanrangtaexin、rangtatongkude、huiyidongdelaji。neiyike，wozhongyumingbai。wobushiweijie。
wozhishiyigecuowu，yigeshishikeketixingtashiquzhiaide、chouloudecuowu。wobixulikai。
bujirenhedaijia。muqindeyiyaofei，wokeyixiangbiedebanfa。zheifenjiantaworengehuanlaidegongzuo，
woyitianyedaibuxiaqule。5gusuijiaoyidelengkutanpanwoshoushihaosuoyoudongxi，
zhunbeidiertianyizaojiuqudijiaocizhixin，ranhoumaizuijindepiaolikaizheizuochengshi。raner，
jiuzaiwotuozhexinglixiangzhunbeichumendeneigeqingchen，hanfurenhelianggeheiyibaobiao，duzailewodemenkou。
talianshangzaiyemeiyouleneizhongweishande“heai”，zhishengxiabinglengde、burongzhiyidemingling。“linxi，
genwozouyitang。”wobei“qing”shangche，daidaoleshizhongxinyijiaanbaosenyandesirenyiyuan。
zaidingloudeyijianhaohuataofangli，hanfurenzhongyuxiangwojielulezuizhongde，yeshizuicanrendemimi。
tadijiwoyifenwenjian，shangmianquanshimimimamadeyixueshuyu。wokanbudong，danzuihoujixingzi，wokandedong。
【huanzhe：wenwan。zhenduan：jihanjianzaishengzhangaixingpinxue。zhiliaofangan：gusuiyizhi。】wodedanaoyipiankongbai。
hanfurenzuozaiwoduimiandeshafashang，mantiaosilidikaikou，meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudegangzhen。
“wanwanmeiyousiyuchehuo，danneichangshiguyoufaletadexueyebing。zheisannianlai，
tayizhikaoyaowuheshuxueweichishengming，weiyidehuolu，jiushigusuiyizhi。”“womendongyonglesuoyouziyuan，
zaiquanqiudegusuikulixunzhaopeixing，nicaijieguozenmeyang？”tadunledun，xinshangzhewolianshangxuesetunjindemoyang，
caimanyidijixu。“womenzhaodaole。weiyide，wanmeide，100%pipeidepeixingzhe。”tashenchushouzhi，
dianledianwodefangxiang。“jiushini，linxi。”hongdeyisheng，woshijielidezuihouyigenzhizhu，yechedibengtale。
“suoyi……”wodeshengyingansedexiangshazhi，“woruzhi，bushiyinweiwodelian？”hanfurenxiaole，
neishiyizhongjizhide、canrendechaofeng。“nidelian？he，neizhishiyigefangbianwomenkongzhinideqiaohebale。
yigerangniduiwoerzichanshengdianbuqieshijihuanxiangde、haoyongdegongju。”“womenzhaodaonideshihou，
nizhengzaiweiyifengongzuofachou，weinimuqindebingjiaolv。”“womenjilenigongzuo，jilenigaoxin，
jiejuelenisuoyoudewenti。niyiweineishiyunqima？”“neizhishiweilequebaoni，womenweiyide‘yao’，
nengbaochijiankangdeshentihewendingdeqingxu，suishikeyiweiwanwanjinxingyizhishoushu。”huotiyaoku。yuanlai，
zheicaishiwodezhenshishenfen。bushitishen，bushiyingzi，ershiyigebeiquanyangqilai，
suishizhunbeixianchugusuideshengwuziyuan。woguoqusanniandesuoyouzhengzha、tongku、beiweideailian，zaizheiyike，
douchenglezheichangjudayinmoulizuikexiaodezhujiao。fangmenbeituikai。hanmozoulejinlai。tashuangyantonghong，bumanxuesi，
zhenggerenqiaocuidebuchengyangzi。tazoudaowomianqian，gaodadeshenqudiyicizaiwomianqianwanlexialai。takanzhewo，
yongyizhongwocongweitingguode、jinhuqiqiudeyuqi，yiziyijudiduiwoshuo。“linxi，qiuni。”“jiujiuta。
”“sannianqianneichangchehuo，shiwodecuo。shiwoqiantade，zheiyiqie，wodouren。”tachengrenle。
tachengrentazhidaozheiyiqie。tachengrentamoxulezheiyiqie。tachengrentayanzhengzhengkanzhewobeidangchengyigeyanpinwannong，
kanzhewobeidangchengyigeyaokuquanyang，erta，shizheigeyinmoudezhiqingzhe，shenzhishizhixingzhe。wokanzheta，
zheigewoailesanniandenanren。tayongzuishenqingdeliyou，duiwojinxingzhezuicanrendelingchi。
yong“jiurenyiming”dedaodeguanghuan，jiangwosisididingzaileshoushutaishang。wogaizenmeban？xingshan，
jiushiziwohuimie。zibao，jiushijiansibujiu。tamenjiangwobijinleyigejuejing，
yigeyong“ai”he“shengming”bianzhide、wuchuketaodezuzhouli。wokanzhemianqianzheiduimuzi，yigegaogaozaishang，
yigebeiweiqiqiu。tamenyigeyongquanshiyawo，yigeyongdaodebangjiawo。zhenshitianzaodishedeyidui。womeiyouku，
yemeiyounao。woshenzhixiaole。neixiaoshengcongwodehoulonglifachulai，
daizheyisiwozijidoujuedemoshengde、binglengdesiya。hanmohehanfurendoulengzhule，
dagaishimeixiangdaowohuishizheizhongfanying。zaitamenyushedejubenli，wocikeyinggaiyaomebengkuidaku，
yaomeshengmuxinfanlan，hanleidaying。wodangzhetamendemian，congbaoli，mantiaosilidinachuleyizhiluyinbi。