第5章 我们不合适

“对了沈芯”

“zenmele”shenxinyihuokanxiangta“wonainaishuoxiangjianjianni,wogentashuolelinainaideshiqing,baoqian”

shenxinxiangqiguchendenainaihaoxianghezijidewaipoguanxibucuo,erqiewaipoyetiqiguotazailaojiayoujigeguanxihaodelaojiemei

“meishideguchen,gunainaiwenqiwowaipoyeshixiangtale”

“dengnibanguoqu,tayinggaihuiquzhaoni,wojiajiuzailinainaijiafujin,daoshihoutashangmenlenijiubuhuiburenshile”

“xing,wozaijiadenggunainailai”

lianggerenliaoleyihui,henkuaidaoleguchensuoshuodedian,guchenganjinjiekaianquandairanhouxiache,jishenxinkaichemen

“??”shenxinsuanshikanchulaile,jintianzheijiahuobutaiduijing“guchen,nibuyongzheiyangde”

“nibuxihuanma,nitaoyanma”shenxinyusai,tayaoshishuobuxihuanhaoxiangyebuhao,shuoxihuanyebuhao,zenmeshuodoushiyigekeng

“bushihenxihuan,yebutaoyan,zhishijuedebutaihao,wokeyizijilaide”

“haoba,wozhidaole”guchenxieleqiyiban,weiqudehen,shenxinkandaotazheiyangxiangdaotaoqi,tazhiyaobeizijixiongyixiajiuhuizheiyangdalanaodaiweiqubabade

bukuishiguchentuijiande,liangdayoushihui,erqieweidaotebiehao,shenxinjintianweikoudakai,guchenhaizongshijitajiayurou

“zhendehaohaochi,biwojialiayizuodekaoyuhaihaochi”

guchenlengleyixia,ayi?shenxinmanzudepaipaiduzi,haojiudoumeiyouchideneimebaole,taduishiwuyaoqiubugao,youdianzaiduzilimianjiuxing

jintianzheigeweidaohaodaotarenbuzhuduochibanwanfan,guchenkantadeyangzikuxiaobude

“nidoumeichiduoshaojiubaole?”

“wopingshichidegengshao,jintianhaishiwoweikoudakai”

guchenkanlekanta,duzishiyoudianguqilaile,taganjueshenxinchideyebuduoa,weidaineimexiaodema

buguorenjiadouchibaoletayebujixuqiangqiule,yaoshichichengleyebuhao

tamenchiwanfan,shenxinnazhezhangdanjiuyaoqufukuan,beigaozhiyijingjiewanzhangle

tayitouwushui,guchencongtoudaoweidoumeiyoulikaiguozuowei,yinggaibushita,neishisheifude

danshihenkuaitajiuzhidaole“chenge,dainvpengyoulaichifana”

“我不是”

“zanshishiwopengyou,tadiyicilaizheibian,nijiakaoyuhaochi,wokendingyaodairenguolaishishikan”

“谢了伙计”

“womenjiuxianzoule,xiacizaiju”

“行”

shenxingenbenjiumeiyoushijianjieshi,renyijingbeidaizoule,tayilianaonao“nishizenmezuodaode”

“woshoujizhuanjirenjiale”

“shuohaowoqingkede.....”

guchenrouleroutadenaodai,chongnidekanzheta“dainvhaizichulaichifanzenmekeyirangtafuqianni”

“nigangshuode....zanshishipengyou,shenmeyisi”shenxinjuedexinliguaiguaide,danshiyoushuobushanglai

“shenxin,nikanbuchulaima”

shenxinshiyoudianchidunde,danshizaichiduntayefanyingguolaile“ni....”

“沈芯,我喜欢你”

shenxinkantarenzhendeshuozhe,xinlibingbushikaixin...ershiyumen

weishenmexihuantani,mingmingtamenlianggeyecairenshibujiu

“duibuqi...wo”taduiguchenmeiyoushenmexiangfa,benlaijiushidasuanjintianqingtachifanranhouhoumianjiubulianxile

danshitayijuhuajiubashenxinjizhamengle

“nibuyongdaoqiandeshenxin,wozhidaowomenrenshideshijianbuzhang,qishiwoyexiangguowoweishenmehuixihuanni,meiyoujiandaonineizhenziwoganjuepingshiguoderizibiandesuoranwuwei

kandaonihenkaixin,tingdaonideshengyinhenkaixin,shenzhiwanshangwodouhuimengdaoni,womeiyoutanguolianai,danwozhidaowoduinidezheizhongqingxushixihuan,woduiniyijianzhongqing”

“guchen...nihenhao,zhishiwo”wozheizhongrenbupeibeirenxihuan

“shenxin,wokeyizhuinima,wozhidaoturangennishuonihuigandaokunrao,nixianzaiduiwoyemeiyoushenmeganjue,womenkeyimanmanjiechu,wodengnixihuanwo”

shenxinzuizhonghaishimeiyoushuoshenme,guchenyemeixiangdaowanshangzijihuituranbiaobai,takanchulaile,shenxinduitajiushidanchundepengyoueryi

tabugaibideneimejide,danshitajuedexihuanjiuyaoshuochulai,rangrenjiazhidaozijiduitadexinyi

“guchen,woganggangzailushangxiangleyixianidehua,duibuqi,wozanshimeiyouxiangtanlianaidexiangfa,henrongxingnengrangnixihuan,buguowomenbushihe,xiwangnikeyiyudaohaodenvhai”

“沈....”

guchenhaixiangshuoshenme,danshishenxinyijingguanshangchemenlikaile,tajuedexinhentong,meixiangdaotahuineimezhijiedejujueziji

“叮”

shoujichuanlaixiaoxi,shishenxinfalaide,guchennaqiyikanjuedexingengtengle,xiaoguniangjizijizhuanlewubaikuai,shuoshiwanshangchifandeqian,rangtawubishouxia

shoushibukenengshoude,tayebuhuifangshou,zhishitaturanhenhouhuiweishenmeganggangyaobiaobaile,ruguobubiaobaitamenhuoxuhoumianhainengduochulaiwan

xianzaiwangepi,tabuyaobulizijidousuanhaole

真是...

shenxinhuidaofangjian,tuoxiayifujiuquxizaole,taduiganggangjujuerendeshiqingyijingmamule,yiqianbushaorenyeshishuoxihuanziji,danshidoushidaizhemudexingde

xihuan,shuochulaizhendehenqingeryiju,danshizuodaoderenshaozhiyoushao,tabuxiangxinjiurenshineimeduanshijian,bingqietamenyehenshaojianmian,jiuhuixihuanshangduifang

yijianzhongqingma,buguoshijianseqiyibale

guchenta,yaoshizhidaotadelingyimian,neimetahaihuixihuanzijima

kanlaiyihouhaishishaolianxiba

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“shenxin,ruguobushini,wojiubuhuibianchengzheiyang,weishenme,weishenmesidebushini,weishenme”

“mama,biedale,wocuole,wocuole”

“shenxin,wojiubugaishengxiani,nizaiduzilijiuhaisilenididi,nixiaoxiaonianjizenmeneimeedu,weishenmesideneigebushini”

“妈妈,我错了”

shenxinbenlaihaiyougelongfengtaididide,zhishineishihouyinweizaimuqinduzilizhengduoyingyang,tabididiyaohaoyixie

chushengdeshihoutamenjiufaxiandidiyijingtaisifuzhongle,zhiyoutahuolexialai

mamayincihenshangleshenxin,tabenyiweishengchunanhaijiukeyidushangneixierendezuiba,jieguotademengposuile

shenxincongxiaozaoshoumamadeduda,ruma,zaisuoweidebabajialihaiyougeyeyehuzheta

zhishiyeyeguoshihou,tayidubeiqifudaozibei,danxiaonuoruo,jiulianqinshengmuqin,douduitaoudanvedai

“womenxinxinshizuitianshi,zenmehuishiedudehaizini,nimamazailuanshuo,youwaipohuzheni,nibuyongpa”

shenxinwanshangyouzuoemengle,mengdaoletaxiaoshihouneiduanshijian,tayibiankuyibianpao,shenhoushimamazaizhuizheta

嘴里不停的辱骂

“buyao,buyao,wocuolemama,buyaodawo,buyao”

shenxinshizhuangdaoqiangshangranhoucaixinglai,lianshangmanshileishui,weishenme,weishenmemeitiandouyaozheiyang,tazhiyaotingxiayaojiuhuimengdaota

“wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu”

tayijingkuaishoubule,tayezhixianghaohaohuoxiaqueryi,weishenmejiubunengfangguota,tazhendejiugaisima,tazhendebupeihuozhema

“waipo,wozhendehaotongku”

shenxinzuozaidishang,fangjiandeheiantazaoyixiguan,tahaoxiangkandaolewaipo,shenshouxiangzhuazhu,danshizhuadaodezhiyoukongqi