wojidetazhuzaidingceng,shigedaihaizidedanqinmama。
「luoxiaojie,tingdianqianwozaiqunlikandaoxiaoxile,shibushiyongyuzhuo,keyizainizheilihuanchide?」
taxiaoxinyiyidikanzhewo,pengchuyigemuxiazi,
「womeiyouyuzhuo,danyoujiyangzhiqianjiehunmaidejinshoushi,keyizainizheilihuandianchideheyaopinma?wonvertaganmaole……」
dagaishijimuzhiqiandexingjingrangtawuhuile。
muxiazilijinguangcancan,xianranzhurenshifenaixi,meiyiyangshoushidoubeibaocundehenhao。
wohuitoukanlejiangzhuoyiyan,youxieyouyu。
taquqishouzhi,qiaoleqiaozhuomian:「xihuanjiuhuan。」
「zheigeshijiededongxi,zhiyaonixiangna,wulunnaliwodounengdaizheniqu。」
yushizuizhong,wonalianghetuishaoyaoheyidaifangbianshipin,jiaohuanleneihejinshoushi。
zhuozishangqianzheliangpaizhenzhu,zuogongjingqiao,wodangjijiudaishangle。
jiexialai,xiaoxibuzhidaozenme,jianjianchuankaile,zhuzaizheidonglouderen,kaishiluluxuxudaizhejializuizhiqiandejinyushoushiheshechipin,laizhaowojiaohuanwuzi。
dunlemanwudedongxihenkuaibeihuandiaodaban,jiangzhuoshifenzongrong,shenzhiraoyouxingzhidiyongjianjiantiaoqiyimeijiezhi,didaowomianqian:「daizheige。」
wodaishang,ranhoutanqi:「kexineijiduijiehunduijie,doushitamenyongguode。」
「dengxiachumendeshihou,zhaojiashoushidiankankanba。」
jiangzhuoqingqingtiaolexiamei,zhaixiabeihoudezhangjian,zouguolai,baozhewozuozaishuzhuangtaishang,mousejianan。
woyouxiebuzizaidiningleningshenti:「bushishuoyaochumensoujiwuzima?」
「wandianzaiquyelaideji。luoxiaojie,xianzhifunidebaochouba。」
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chumendeshihou,yijingshihuanghunshifen。
wodezhediedaoshangcikazaisangshijianguli,baofeile,yushijiangzhuogancuibatadejianjilewo。
wowozhejianbing,youxiebufangxindikanzheta:「nidewuqijiwole,neinizenmeban?」
「duifuzheidiandongxi,genbenjiuyongbushangwuqi。」
huasuizheimeshuo,chumenhouwohaishihenkuaichajuedaobutuo。
「jiangzhuo,niyoumeiyoufaxian……」
woyaozhezuichun,kanzhebuyuanchuneizhiyijikuaisuduxiangwomenchongguolaideguaiwu,「sangshihaoxiangbianyile,biandegengqiangle?」
jiangzhuosuiyitaishou,huichuyidaoxizhangdejinsejianqi,sangshishenshoufenli,hongrandaoxia。
tahuitoukanzhewo,yanshenyouxieqiyi:「zheishijinhuadebijingzhilu。」
「进化?」
tabingmeiyoujixujieshi,zhishimilemiyanjing,kanxiangwoshenhoudefangxiang。
wohuiguotouqu,faxianwomenshenhoujimizhiwai,jingranyoubushaorenwozhecaidao、qiugundengwuqigenzaihoumian,yeyoubushaorenjiezhejiangzhuoqinglichudeanquankongdi,kuangbenxiangxiaoquwaidetingchechang。
zheiqizhonghaiyouliangdaoshuxideshenying,shiwobahewodi。
yebuzhidaojimuheshiqishibushipawoshaletamen,caibugangenzhechulai。
buguomeiguanxi,wohenkuaijiuhuizhaoshangmenqule。
「moshiyijingjianglinkuailianggeyuele,tamenjialidecunliangyinggaichiwanle。」
我对江灼说,
「jiusuannashoushibaobaoneixiegenwohuan,yezhinengjieyishizhiji。xianzaiwomenchulaisouguawuzi,tamenyehenqingchu,genzhewomenzongbizijichulaianquan。」
jiangzhuotingzhe,wanquanshiyifuwusuoweidebiaoqing:
「nixiangrangtamengenzhe,jiugenba,fanzhengwodejianshinide,woyeshinide,xiangzenmeanpaidoukeyi。」
wowojinjianbing,laolianyihong:「dangzhezheimeduoren……hesangshidemian,bieshuozheimerangrenxiangrufeifeidehua。」
「luozhenzhen,haoxiangyezhiyounihuizheimexiangba?」
jiangzhuoyousuishoujiejuelesanzhifeipuguolaidesangshi,huitouwangwoyiyan,huranxiaole,
「ng,jiniqigexiaominghaole,feifei。」
zuihouwomenyiludaoleliangtiaojiezhiwai,zuidadeyijiashangchang。
woshenzhizhaolelianglianggouwutuiche,bashiwuheshenghuoyongpinmanmandangdangdizhuangleliangche,ranhoutuizhequlouxiazhubaoceng。
moridangqian,zheixiecengjingangguizhijidedongxilingluandisanluojutaihemandi,zaiwurenwenjin。
wolinzhejigezhuangmanjinyinyushidedaizi,hejiangzhuolaidaolehunjiedejutaiqian。
zhengzuochengshitingdian,shangchangyeyijingbuxiangzhiqianyiyangdenghuotongming,jutaipangbiandedimianshang,shenzhihaitangzheyijumianmuquanfeideshiti,sanfachuzhenzhenechou。
qiguiyoukongbudechangjingli,jiangzhuonaixindipeizhewotiaoxuanleyiduijiezhi,ranhoufenbiejiduifangdaishang。
wowangzhetashenzaiwomianqianneizhigujiefenmingdexiuzhangdashou,huranshuo:
「youdeshihou,zhenbuzhidaogaitaoyanzheigeshijiedebianhua,haishigaiganji。」
ruguomeiyousangshi,renleihaizaiguozhejiandanbianlidexiandaigongyeshenghuo。
keruguobushisangshibaofa、shijiezhoubian,wohuizaihunhuneedepingyongzhongduguoyisheng,zhisiyebuhuirenshijiangzhuo。
jianwochushen,tazuanzhuwodexiaba,wenshanglai,zaiwochunshejianninan:
「biexiangneimeduo,wulunnitaoyanhaishiganji,shijiedeguijidouzhihuiwangqianzou。」
womenlikaishangchangshi,youbushaomeiyoukaichederen,shenzhigubushangzijihaimeishoujiwandewuzi,jihuanghuanggenleshanglai。
bijingruguomeiyoujiangzhuo,zheiyiluzouhuiqujiushijiusiyisheng。
guaiguojiejiao,yipangdeyaodianlihuranchuanchusangshidesimingsheng,haiyoushuxizhijiderensheng。
「a!——jiuming!jiuming!!」
mianqiandechuchuangbolisuilie,yidaorenyingmengdizhuangchulai。
是我爸。
tashenhouyouliangzhisangshi,zhengpuzaidishang,fengkuangdikenshizhewodicanquebuquandeshiti,shitidelianshanghaicanliuzhejifenbuganzhixinhejinghuang。
kandaowohejiangzhuo,wobayanqianyiliang,kuangbenguolai:「zhenzhen,woshibabaya!kuaidianjiuwo!」
「nvxu,nvxu,woshiluozhenzhendebaba,shinideyuefu——」
tashenhou,lingyizhisangshiyijingpuleguolai,judafenglidezhuazijiangtasisianzaidishang。
xuependakouzaitatoushangzhangkai,wobayongshoulideqiugunsisichengzhu,yizhanglianyinweiyonglierniuquzhengning。
「luozhenzhen,kuaijiuwo……」
womianwubiaoqingdikanzheta:「bushishuowoshibaiyanlang,shichushengma?zenmexianzai,youxuyaobaiyanlanglaijiunile?」
「babacuole,shibabashuocuohuale,zhenzhen,niyizhishiwodeguainver……」
「shaolai。」womuguangyileng,「wangchengxu,nizhenyiweiwobuzhidaowomadangchushizenmesidema?」
tidaowoma,tajiuhenqingchuwobuhuizaijiutale。
yankanbangqiugunjiukuaiyaochengbuzhu,tayanzhongshanguoyisiyuandu:「jiranzheiyang,neiwomenjiuyiqisizaizheiliba!」
wobakaishifengkuangdajiao,zhishicaifachuyidianshengyin,jiubeijiangzhuoyijianchuanxin,dangchuyanleqi。
tazhuantoukanzhewo:「zouba,huijia。」
wokanlekandimianshangliwailiangjushiti,nannandao:「haiyouliangge。」
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napalaihuidelushangdougenzhewohejiangzhuo,zheiyiluhaishizhesunleyibanduoderen。
henduorenkanzaiyanli,yishibuganzaichuqu,zhihaobayaxiangdidezhubaoshoushinachulai,hewohuanqushiwu。
jiangzhuoyehuiyigerenchumenbangwosouguawuzi,meiyouwozai,tadexiaolvyaogenggao,qiemeicihuilaideshihou,chuqushiwuheriyongpinzhiwai,yehuidaihenduojinyushoushi。
henkuai,zheixiejiazhilianchengdedongxijiuduimanlewodexiaoshufang。
wogouzhetuizuozaishangmian,shouzhitiaoqiyitiaozhenzhuxianglian,waizhenaodaichongjiangzhuoxiao:
「baobei,nikanwozheimanwuzijinguangshanshan,xiangbuxiangyitiaoshandonglidejulong?」
「像。」
tayirujiwangdifuhewo,jielepeijianzouguolai,yishougouzhewodeyaowangxiaan,yishunjiantianxuandizhuan。
「qishihejulongdelianai,daoyebucuo。」
wojiuzhejiangzhuogaoshudemawei,youxiebuman:
「niyiqianbushizheiyangde……dangshinihaijujuewo,shuoyaomanmanlai……」
tadixiaoyisheng:「duia,woxianzaijiushizaimanmanlai。」
……
bangwan,wohejiangzhuoyiqizhanzaijimujiamenkou。
fangmendakai,takandaoshiwo,liansemengdidabian,likejiuyaoguanshangmen。
jiangzhuohengchujianqiao,qingeryijudijiukazhulemenkuang。
wowangzhetashoudaoshenxianxiaqudelianjia,xiaolexiao:
「zheimehaipa,dangshizenmehaiganxiashouni?liangxiumei,nizheitiaogouming,woyijingduoliulezheimejiu,niyegaihuogouleba。」
tajinghuangshicuodiwanghouduo,wohejiangzhuoshunshizoulejinqu。
房门在身后合拢。
tadiezuozaishafashang,huranhuanshangleyifuyuandudeshenqing:
「wodoutinglinjushuole,nibajiushisizainipintoushoushang,luozhenzhen,nizenmexiadequshou!neikeshinideqinshengfuqin!」
「nimenliangzhendeyiweiwobuzhidaoma?neitiannimenzaiwomabingchuangqianshuodehua,wodoutingdaole——liangxiumei,woneitianbuzaixuexiaoli,wojiuzaiyiju。ruguobushinimentoutouhuanletadeyao,tagenbenbuhuineimezaojiuqushi!」
zuihouyijuhua,wojihushidaizhenuyidishengpaoxiaochulaide。
neishiwonianjihaihenxiao,houlaiyebushimeixiangguobaojing,zhishiwomadeyitizaojiubeihuohua,neixieyaoyemeiyouliucun,womeiyourenhezhengju。
jimuduosuozhezuichun,yijuhuadoushuobuchulai。
jiangzhuozhuantou,zhengxunwodeyijian:「shale?」
「嗯。」
「bu!——nibuneng,zheishifan——」
jiangzhuoyanshendoumeidongyixia,choujian,zhanluo。
「sharenchangming,tianjingdiyi。」tamuguangyanzengdisaoguojimudeshiti,「yebuzhidaozaigoujiaoshenme。」
wosixiahuanguleyiquan:「shiqini?」
jiangzhuoerhuameishuo,tizhejianchuaikailewoshifangmen。
wohaimeifanyingguolai,yidaochuanzheqingliangdeshenyingjiuwangtahuailipu。
shiqichuanletiaodiaodaiduanqun,bazhangdadelianshanghaihuazhemeiyandezhuang。
tafangfomeikandaojiangzhuozhoumeidebiaoqing,yangqitou,chuchukeliandikanzheta:
「gege……tanengzuodaodeshiwodounengzuo!wobitaganjing,bitapiaoliang,nidaiwolikaihaobuhao?」
shuohuajian,tashenshoujiuyaobaozhujiangzhuodegebo。
taduokai,mianwubiaoqingdiwen:「nijuedenibitapiaoliang?」
施琪连忙点头。
keguanlaishuo,dequeruci。
「youbing,woyoubuxia。」
zheiyijuxiangqidetongshi,tashoulidejianyecongshiqixiongkouchuanleguoqu。
tadeshitihongrandaoxia,xianxuefeijianchulai,youjidiluozaijiangzhuoshenshang。
lianshajishizhisangshidoumianbugaisedejiangzhuo,cikedebiaoqingjingranhenbuhaokan。
xiangchuxujiu,wozaojiumotoulejiangzhuodexingge,shijiewanwudoumeibeitafangzaixinshang。
zheihaishitadiyici,duibierenbiaoxianchuruciqiangliedeyane。
「nihentaoyantamenma?」
「嗯。」
taqingqingyinglesheng,dunledun,caijixushuo,
「tamenxiangshaleni……xiayuneitianwanshang,ruguochilaiyibu,jiuzaiyejianbudaonile。」
shengyinlidaizhehaobuyanshideshenzhongqinggan,chuanruerzhong,yishajian,wohoulongxiangbeishenmedongxiduzhuleside。
yushizhazhayanjing,yingshengshengbasuansedeganjueyaxiaqu:
「neiyebuyongpa,fanzhengnizheimelihai,nengkuayuelianggeshijielaidaowoshenbian。jiusuanwozhendesile,niyeyoubanfazhaodaowoba?birusierfushengshenmede……」
taminleminchun,hurankouzhuwoshouwan,yibajiangwozhuaijintahuaili。
「我没有。」
「meiyouzheiyangdebanfa。」
wenredewenluozaiwofading,zaixuexingqiweidehuanraozhijian,yingshengshenglachechuyipianyuntierenxindewenqing。
「suoyi,niyidingyidingbunengsi。woyebuhuizairangnizhishenxianjing,napayimiaozhong。」
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yeselailindeshihou,wohejiangzhuoyiqishangletiantai。
woshoulihailinzhebanpinghenjiuzhiqianshengxiadehongjiu,jiangzhuoshuotabuhe,yushiwozhijieduizhepingkouchui。
「womamazaishideshihou,henxihuanhehongjiu,neishihouwonianjihaixiao,toutouhelebanpingtazhenzangdeboerduohongjiu,zhijiebaozhejiupingshuizhele。benlaiyiweiwomafaxianhouhuizouwo,meixiangdaotazhishixiao,shuowobukuishitadenver。」
「tahaixihuanmaishoushi,danyinweijialimeiqian,maidedoushixiebianyidekuanshi。weiyiyitiaobijiaoguidezhenzhuxianglian,haibeiwobatouchuqusongliangxiumeile。」
「woxiang,taqushideshihouyinggaishiyouhuaduiwoshuode,zhishineitianwozaixuexiao,wobayeguyimeiyoutongzhiwo。wohuilaideshihou,rendoulaqubinyiguanle,wobahaihenshengqi,shuowomamanzhetamailetaofangzi,hailuozailewomingxia。」
「taqushihoudehenzhangshijian,woyizhihenxiangta,yezongshimengdaota。wohenxiangzhidao,ruguotasideneitianwozaipangbian,tadaodihuiduiwoshuoshenmehuani……wozhendexiang……」
woyibianhejiu,yibianduijiangzhuoshuolehaoduohaoduohua。
daozuihou,wozhenggerendiejintahuaili,kanzhetianshangyueliangyouyici,yidiandianbianchengxuehongse。
louxiacuoluochuanlaiquanchengsangshidesimingsheng,youyuanjijin。
wonannandishuo:「youbianyile。」
「zheishidisicibianyi。」
jiangzhuodahengbaoqiwo,taitoukanleyiyanyueliang,「zaiyouyici,jiugaishixingcunzhejinhuadekaiduanle。」
tabaozhewo,yibubuwanglouxiazouqu。
「妈妈。」
wojiuzhetayijin,muguangshijiaodihanleyisheng。
jiangzhuobufaqingqingdunledun。
「ruguoneishihounizaidehua,tadagaihuishuo,haohaoshenghuo。」
「还有,我爱你。」
diertianwoxinglaishi,zhuoshangfangzheyifenxinxiande、haizaimaoreqidehaixianzhou,xianranshijiangzhuoconglingyigeshijiedaiguolaide。
wogouzhetajianbangxiaolexiao:「songdahenkuai,ditou,jinidashang。」
zheidongloudesangshidoubeijiangzhuoqingliganjingle,henduowurendefangjiankongchulai,yushizhengzuoxiaoquderendoukaishiwangzheiliban。
woduicihaowuyijian,jiangzhuozewanquanmeifangzaixinshang。
mouyitiantashenzhicongmoujiajumaichangtuohuilaiyizhangjinxiangyudedachuang,bingzaimianduiwomanlianwenhaoshi,yibenzhengjingdishuo:「woxiangrangnishuidegengshufuyidian。」
「……禽兽!」
tayibianqinzhewo,yibiandishengshuo:「youdeshihou,haitinghuainiangangrenshideshihounijiaowogegedeyangzi。」
woshitanxingdijiao:「e?gege——」
……救命。
jiangzhuobuchuquxunzhaowuziderizili,tamenjianjiankaishizudui,yitongchuxing。
suiranmeicichuquyijiusishangbuqing,danmeigerendouzaishiyingzheiyangcankudeshijie。
morimianqian,renleiqiangdadeshiyingnenglikejianyiban。
yueliangdiwucibianhongzhihou,rujiangzhuosuoshuo,haihuozhederenleizhongyukaishijinhuale。
qixianshizhuzaiwojialouxiadeshouruobaofachunanyiyanshuodejudaliliang,nengyiquandasuiweibianyisangshidenaodai。
jiezheshibandaoyilouzhudemouweidama,morilailinqian,tahezhangfuzaixiaoqumenkouzhizheyigetanzimaishaokao。
houlaitazhangfuzangshenyusangshikouzhong。
errujin,tazhongyuyouleziwobaohudenengli。
woxinzhongyougefeichangqiguaideniantou:
「sangshizaijinjiebianyi,renleiyezaijinhua……jiangzhuo,nijuebujuede,zheihaoxiangshishijietoushezairenleishenshangdeliangzhongshiyan?」
tazhengzaicashizhangjiandeshouqingqingdunzhu。
ranhoushuo:「shishaixuan。」
「meiguoyiduanshijian,shijiedeguizedoujiangdasuihezhongzu。zailiangzhongguizedejiaojiechu,shijiehuifashengyixiebianhua,shaixuanchushiheshenghuozaixiayizhongguizezhongdeshengwu。」
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buzhidaoshibushiyinweihongyue,wodeshentihaoxiangyefashengleyixieqimiaodebianhua。
tingjuebiandeminruiyichang,yuanbenqingweijinshideyanjingyehuifulezhengchang。
neitianxiawu,woturanxiangchiboluoxiaqiu,yushijiangzhuoyourenlaorenyuandihuitadeshijiejiwomai。
jianjianyouyicihuaguokongqishi,neibengaiwusewuxingdetuan,jingranzaiwomianqianzhanfangchudandandejinseguangcai。
「诶?」
yuanbenyizaichuangtoudewoyixiazizuozhishenzi,「zheidongxibushikanbujiandema,zenmehuranyouyansele?」
jiangzhuoshentiyijiang,mengdihuitoukanzhewo:「ninengkandaotama?」
「dangrannenga,bujiushiyigejinsede,zhangdeqixingguaizhuangdetuanma……」
wochajuedaotashenqingdeyiyang,「zenmelema?」
tadeshenqingyouhuifuleguanchangdewubowulan:「meishenme。」
meiyihuier,jiangzhuojiuhuilaile。
chulewoxiangchideboluoxiaqiuzhiwai,tajingranhaidaileyibeibingnaicha。
他好了解我。
chibaohezuhou,wojianjianyoulejifenkunyi,laqibeizishuileguoqu。
zheicishuizhehou,wozuoleyigehenzhanghenzhang、youguangguailulidemeng。
mengli,shijiefenbenglixi,dasuizhongzu,fangfoyouyizhongwuxingyouqiangdadeliliangsichezhetiandiwanwu,renheshengmingtidoubunengtaotuo。
buzhiguoleduojiu,zheigufengbaodeluanliucaitingzhixialai。
erxingcunzhemen,zekaishigoujianyigequanxindeshijie。
zheigeshijiewanquantuifanlewodeyiyourenzhi,dadidaoxuan,haishuixuankong,jiangtiandifengechengjieranbutongdeliangbufen,xiangshangshimaoshengdesenlinheliu、lianmiandegaoshanhubo,xiangxiashisanfazhesenlengguangmangdegangtiechengchi。
chengshiyuchengshizhijian,chuquyujianfeixingderenzhiwai,haixingshizhexuduoqixingguaizhuangdefeiting。
wodeyishizaikongzhongpiaopiaodangdang,zuihoudaolemouzuochengshizhongyangyidongjudahongweidejianzhuzhong。
然后我看到了江灼。
tayijiushineifuzhuangban,heiyimofa,maweigaoshu,huailibaozhejian,mianwubiaoqingdiyizheqiangmian。
ertaduimianzhanzheyigehongsezhangpaodenanren,zhengmanmiannuqidichizedao:
「jiangzhuo,ziguizezhongzuhou,shijiexianshaoyouzheimeganqingchongpeideshiyanpin!jiranchuansuozhimenzainishenshang,jiugaijinkuaibatadaihuilai,rangwomentansuoxiangurenleidemimi。」
「她不是实验品。」
jiangzhuotaiyan,muguangsenleng,
「renleishiquqinggan,shishijiefazhandechengguo,yeshirenleizijidexuanze。yikaishinimenzhishirangwoquxiangushijieshoujiyixieshuju,bingmeiyoushuo,haixuyaobarendaihuilai。」
「genghekuang,rujinjulixiangushijieyijingguoqulebaiwannian,woruguodaitahuilai,shikongdepaiyifanyingzhihuibatabianchengluanliudeyibufen。」
shuowan,tabuzailihuihongpaonanren,zhuanshenjiuzou。
nanrenquezaitashenhoulengxiaoyisheng,mantiaosilidishuo:
「suoyi,nixuanzeliuzaineili,yidianyidiantonghuatashenshangdeqixi?yedui,zheibainianlai,nishirenleililiangdezuiqiangzhe,jiusuandaitahuilai,niyehudezhuta——nishizheimexiangdeba?」
江灼步履一顿。
「jiangzhuo,nidanzitaidale!chuansuoshikongdeliliangwomenzhijinmeiyouyanjiuqingchu,nijiubupazijibeifantonghuazhihou,yongyuanliuzaixiangushijiema?」
「liuxiajiuliuxiaba,neiyangyehao。」
tameiyouhuitou,zhishidiuxiayijuhua,「bijingneigeshijie,haiyouta。」
我缓缓睁开眼睛。
jiangzhuozhengbaozhejian,yizhechuangtai,anjingdizhushizhetianbianchenluodexiyang。
「江灼。」
wojiaoleyisheng,caifaxianzijidesangziyadeyaoming,yushinaqishuimengguanleliangkou。
tazhuanguotoulai,wangzhewo,yibanlianjiajinmeizaiheiyeli,youzhongruilidelengmo。
wodishengwen:「renleiweishenmehuishiquganqing?」
「guizezhongzuzhihou,renleiyongyoulenanyi