他死的那天我怀孕了
"gongxini，huaiyunle。"
yishengdehuaxiangyikezhadanzailinxiaoyunaohailibaokai。tadingzheshoulidejianchabaogao，shangmianqingxidixiezhe：huaiyunliuzhou。
shoujituranxiangqicierde**。
"xiaoyu，chenhaochuchehuole，renyijingmeile，nikuailaiyiyuan！"
guimiwangjingdekushengconghuatonglichuanlai，linxiaoyudeshouyidou，jianchabaogaopiaoluozaidi。
yigexiaoshiqian，tahaizaixiangzhezenmebahuaiyundehaoxiaoxigaosunanyouchenhao。yigexiaoshihou，chenhaojiuyongyuantingbudaole。
linxiaoyugandaoyiyuanshi，chenhaoyijingbeituijinletaipingjian。tatouguobolichuangkanzheneizhangshuxiquezaiyebuhuidongdelian，yanleizhibuzhudiwangxiadiao。
"xiaoyu，jieai。"wangjinghongzheyankuangpaitadejianbang，"jiaojingshuoshihuochesijipilaojiashi，zhijiezhuangleguolai。chenhaodangchangjiu..."
linxiaoyumeiyoutingxiaqu。tadenaoziliyipianhunluan，huaiyundexiyueheshiquairendetongkujiaozhizaiyiqi，rangtajihuzhixi。
liangrenjiaowangsannian，benlaidasuanmingnianjiehun。xianzaichenhaozoule，zhiliuxiataduzilizheigehaimeilaidejigaosutadehaizi。
"xiaoyu，niliansehenbuhao，yaobuyaoqukankanyisheng？"wangjingdanxindiwen。
linxiaoyuyaoyaotou："meishi，jiushitaituranle。"
tabuxiangxianzaishuochuhuaiyundeshi，zheigexiaoxiduirenherenlaishuodoutaichenzhongle。
banwanchenhaodehoushi，linxiaoyuhuidaoliangrenhezudexiaofangzili。fangjianlihaibaoliuzhechenhaodeqixi，tadeyifuhaiguazaiyijuli，shuzhuoshanghaifangzhetameixiewandegongzuobaogao。
linxiaoyuzuozaichuangbian，fumozhehaimeiyouxianhuaideduzi，yanleiyouyonglechulai。
"baobao，babayongyuanjianbudaonile。"
jiuzaizheishi，tatingdaoleyaochizhuandongdeshengyin。
linxiaoyulengzhule。chuletahechenhao，meiyourenyouzheilideyaochi。
menkaile，yigemoshengdezhongniannvrenzoulejinlai。nvrenkandaolinxiaoyushimingxianlengleyixia。
"nishishei？weishenmezaizheili？"nvrenjingtidiwen。
"woshilinxiaoyu，zheishiwohechenhaodejia。"linxiaoyuzhanqilai，"niyoushishei？"
nvrenlianshangshanguoyisifuzadebiaoqing："woshichenhaodemama。"
linxiaoyugenglengle："chenhaodemama？keshitashuotadefumudouyijing..."
"yijingsile？"nvrenlengxiaoyisheng，"tahaizhenganshuo。wojiaozhanglihua，shichenhaodeqinshengmuqin。sannianqian，zheigeniziweilehenizaiyiqi，hejialinaofanle，shuozaiyeburenwomen。"
linxiaoyuganjuetianxuandizhuan。chenhaoconglaimeiyougentatiguojiaren，zhishuofumuzaoshi，zijishiguer。
"bukeneng，chenhaobuhuipianwode。"
zhanglihuacongbaolinachuyizhanghukouben："zheishichenhaodehukouben，nizijikan。"
linxiaoyujieguohukouben，shangmianqingqingchuchuxiezhechenhaodeshenfenxinxi，huzhushizhanglihua，guanxilanxiedeshimuzi。
"taweishenmeyaopianwo？"linxiaoyudeshengyinzaizhandou。
"yinweitazhidao，ruguonizhidaozhenxiang，jiubuhuigentazaiyiqile。"zhanglihuadeyanzhongluchuhenyi，"nizhidaochenhaoshiganshenmedema？"
"tazaiguanggaogongsishangban..."
"guanggaogongsi？"zhanglihuachixiao，"tashigepianzi，zhuanmenpiansheshiweishendexiaoguniang。niyiweinishidiyige？zainizhiqian，tazhishaopianguowugenvhai。"
linxiaoyuhoutuilejibu，zhuangdaolechuangyanshang："bukeneng，nizaishuohuang！"
zhanglihuanachushouji，fanchujizhangzhaopiandijita："nizijikan，zheixiedoushibeitapianguodenvhai。youdebeipianleqian，youdebeipianleganqing，haiyouyigenvhaiyinweishoubuledajitiaolelou。"
zhaopianshangshijigenianqingnvhaideheying，tamenhechenhaoyoushuoyouxiao，kanqilaihenqinmi。qizhongyizhangzhaopiandepaishedidianjiuzaizheigefangjianli，chenhaozuozailinxiaoyuxianzaizuodezheizhangchuangshang，huailibaozheyigemoshengdenvhai。
linxiaoyudeshouzaifadou。zheixiezhaopiankanqilaibuxiangshijiade，nvhaimenlianshangdexiaorongyehenzhenshi。
"taduiniyeshizheiyangtaoludeba？xianshuozijishiguer，huodetongqing，ranhouzhuangzuohennulihenshangjindeyangzi，rangnijuedetakekao。"zhanglihuajixushuodao，"dengnichediaishangtale，tajiukaishigezhongjiekouwenniyaoqian。"
linxiaoyuxiangqileshenme。qianjigeyue，chenhaoqueshiyinwei"gongsizhouzhuankunnan"jieguotawuwankuaiqian，shuoshidengxiangmuhuikuanjiuhaijita。xianzaikanlai...
"nijiguotaqianba？"zhanglihuakanchuletadebiaoqingbianhua，"duoshao？"
"wuwan..."linxiaoyudeshengyinxiaodexiangwenzijiao。
"suanshaodele。qianmianneigenvhaibeitapianlesanshiwan，jialiweilejitahaizhaidoukuaipochanle。"
linxiaoyuganjuezhenggeshijiedouzaixuanzhuan。tahechenhaoxiangaisannian，yuanlaizaitayanli，zijizhishiyigekeyipianqianpianganqingdemubiao？
"nilaizheilizuoshenme？"linxiaoyuqiangchengzhewen。
"laishoushitadedongxi。suiranzheigeniziburenwomen，dansizheweida，womenzuofumudezongyaojitashougeshi。"zhanglihuashuozhe，kaishifanzhaofangjianlidedongxi。
tahenkuaizhaodaoleyigebaoxianju，shuliandishurumimadakaile。
"6weishudemima，shiwodeshengri。zheigenizizuishangshuoburenwomen，xinlihaishiwangbulede。"zhanglihuakuxiaozheshuo。
baoxianjuliyouyixiexianjin，haiyoujibenyinxingcunzheheyiduizhaopian。zhanglihuabazhaopiannachulai，linxiaoyukandaozhaopianshangdoushibutongdenvhai，youdezaichifan，youdezailvyou，youdezaiqinwen。
meizhangzhaopiandebeimiandouxiezhemingziheshijian。linxiaoyukandaolezijidemingzi：linxiaoyu，2021nian3yue-2024nian10yue。
"kandaoleba，nizhishitazhongduomubiaozhongdeyige。"zhanglihuabazhaopiandijita，"erqie，nihaibushizuihouyige。"
linxiaoyukandaozuihouyizhangzhaopian，shangmianshiyigekanqilaihennianqingdenvhai，beimianxiezhe：suxiao，2024nian9yue-。
"这个女孩是谁？"
"yinggaishitadexiayigemubiao。chenhaoyibantongshihuibaochiliangdaosangeguanxi，zheiyangkeyiquebaoshouruwending。"zhanglihualenglengdishuo，"kanshijian，tahezheigesuxiaorenshicaiyigeduoyue。"
linxiaoyujuedezijikuaiyaofengle。yuanlaichenhaobujinpianleta，haizaitongshipianbiedenvhai。neixietashuoyaojiabandeyewan，neixietashuoyaochuchadezhoumo，yuanlaidoushiqujianbiedenvren。
"neitaweishenmehuisi？zhendeshiyiwaima？"linxiaoyuturanwen。
zhanglihuadebiaoqingbiandeyouxieqiguai："zheige...jiaojingshuoshiyiwai。buguo..."
"不过什么？"
"meishenme。"zhanglihuayaoyaotou，"rendousile，shuozheixieyemeiyong。nichenzaowangletaba，zhongxinkaishishenghuo。"
danlinxiaoyuzhuyidao，zhanglihuadeyanshenyouxieduoshan，haoxiangzaiyinmanshenme。
zhanglihuashoushiwandongxizhunbeilikaishi，linxiaoyujiaozhuleta："dengdeng，woxiangwenniyijianshi。"
"什么事？"
"ruguo...woshishuoruguo，wohuailechenhaodehaizi，nijuedewoyinggaizenmeban？"
zhanglihualengleyixia，ranhouluchuleyigeqiguaidexiaorong："huaiyunle？niquedingshichenhaode？"
"什么意思？"
"meishenmeyisi。ruguozhendehuaile，woquannibuyaoshengxialai。chenhaozheizhongren，shengxialaidehaiziyebuhuishishenmehaodongxi。"zhanglihuashuowan，touyebuhuidizoule。
linxiaoyuyigerenzuozaikongdangdangdefangjianli，xinqingwuweizachen。tamozheduzi，buzhidaogaizenmeban。
zheigehaizishitahechenhaoaiqingdejiejing，kexianzaikanlai，neifenaiqingbenshenjiushiyigehuangyan。tayaoweileyigepianzidehaizigaibianzijiderenshengma？
jiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujixiangle。
laidianxianshishiyigemoshenghaoma。
"喂？"
"qingwenshilinxiaoyu**ma？woshisuxiao。"
linxiaoyuyijing。suxiao，jiushizhaopianshangneigenvhai！
"woxianghenijianyimian，guanyuchenhaodeshiqing。woyouxiehuaxiangduinishuo。"suxiaodeshengyintingqilaihenpingjing，danlinxiaoyunengganshoudaoqizhongyinzangdeqingxu。
"你在哪里？"
"kafeiting，dizhiwofajini。haiyou，nizuihaoxiaoxinyidian，chenhaodesikenengmeiyounixiangdeneimejiandan。"
dianhuaguaduanle，linxiaoyushoudaoleyigedizhi。
takanzheshoujipingmu，xintiaoyuelaiyuekuai。suxiaodehuashishenmeyisi？chenhaodesiyouwenti？
linxiaoyuyaoyaoya，naqibaowangwaizou。buguanzhenxiangshishenme，tadouyaonongqingchu。