yusihaomeiyoutingxiedeyisi。linweihuanshangyishenjiagebufeidedingzhitaozhuang，hualejingzhidezhuangrong，shituyongwaizaidekaijiawuzhuangqizhiliposuideneixin。taquchechuanguoyumu，anzhaodaohangzhaodaoleneidongshejiganshizudexiandaijianzhu。
zaiqiantai，tayongliulideyingyubaoshangzhouxubaidemingzihegongsiming，shengchengyouzhongyaohezuoqiatan。qiantai**limaodiqingtashaodeng，ranhoubotongleneixiandianhua。
dengdaidejifenzhongbiandewubimanzhang。linweikanzhetiaogaodatinglilailaiwangwang、yizheganliandekejijingying，kanzheqiangbishangzhanshidefuzafenzishihezhuanlizhengshu，yizhongmoshengdeganjuejuezhuleta。zheili，shizhouxubaideshijie，yigetawanquanbulejie，yecongweishituqulejiedelingyu。tabuzaishineigexuyaoyifutashengcundetengman，tazaizheilizhagen，shengzhang，chengleyiketaxuyaoyangwangdeshu。
jiaobushengyouyuanjijin。linweidexintileqilai，qidaiyoukongjudiwangguoqu。
laidebushizhouxubai，ershiyigechuanzhebaidagua，daizhejinsibianyanjing，qizhichenwendezhongniannanren。tazoudaolinweimianqian，muguangdaizheshenshi：“ninhao，linnvshi？woshiventodeyanfazhuguan，make。zhouxianshengzhengzaikaihui，tarangwolaijiedainin。”
linweidexinchenlexiaqu。talianmiandoubuyuanjian。
“wozhaozhouxubaiyousishi。”taweichizhezhending，yuqiquenanmiandaishangyisijiqie。
maketuiletuiyanjing，biaoqinggongshihua：“baoqian，zhouxianshengjiaodaiguo，ruguoshisishi，yilvbuyujiedai。ruguoninyoushangyehezuoyixiang，keyixianyuwomenshichangbuyuyue。”
dishuibulou。xiangyidubinglengdeqiang。
linweizuanjinleshoubao，zhijiajihuyaoqianjinpigeli。“qingnizhuangaota，wojiuzaizheilidengta。dengdaotayuanyijianwoweizhi。”
makesihubingbuyiwai，zhishiweiweihanshou：“qingbian。buguo，yuanquguiding，feigongzuorenyuanbunengzhangshijianzhiliugonggongquyu。pangbiandekafeitinghuoxushigebucuodexuanze。”tazhilezhidatingyice，yuqilimaoqueburongzhiyi。
linweikanzhemakezhuanshenlikaidebeiying，yigujudadewuliganxijuanleta。tasuoyoudezhunbei，suoyoudeqishi，zaizhouxubaigouzhudezheizuojiangubaoleimianqian，xianderucikexiaohecangbai。
tazuizhonghaishiquleneijiakafeiting，xuanlegekaochuangdeweizhizuoxia，dianleyibeiheikafei，queyikouyehebuxia。yushuizaibolichuangshangwanyanhualuo，xiangtaxindiliubuchudeyanlei。shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，tasisidingzheventogongsirukoudefangxiang，xiangyizunwangfushi。
qijian，takandaozhouxubaihejigerenyiqiconglimianzouchulai，sihushiyaowaichu。tachuanzhehetideshensedayi，shenxingtingba，ceertingzhetongbandetanhua，ouerdiantou，shenqingzhuanzhuerzixin。neiyikedeta，guangmangneilian，quebiyiwangrenheshihoudougengxiyinren。tashenzhimeiyouchaokafeitingzheibianpieyiyan，jingzhihetongbanzuoshangchelikaile。
tashenzhi，landequerentashifouhaizai。
kafeiliangtoule，xinyeliangtoule。shiyingshengguolailimaodixunwenshifouxuyaoxubei，linweicaihuangranjingjue，zijiyijingzaizheilishazuolezhengzhengyigexiawu。
tiansejianan，huadengchushang。yuhaizaixia，xixilili，qiaodazhetazuihoudejianchi。
tazhongyuzhanqishen，tuijiaoyinweijiuzuoeryouxiefama。zouchukafeiting，binglengdeyusijiazazheqiufengpudazailianshang，rangtadalegehanzhan。tameidaisan，angguidetaozhuanghenkuaibeiyushuiyinshi，tiezaishenshang，youlengyounian。
tazoudaotingchechang，zuojinjiashishi，quemeiyoulikefadongchezi。tafuzaifangxiangpanshang，jianbangweiweizhandou。yushuimohulechechuang，yemohuletadeshixian。jiaoao、zunyan、suanji、bugan……suoyoudeyiqie，zaijudadeshiluoheqingxiderenzhimianqian，tubengwajie。
她输了。
bushishujineigejiaoxiaoyoudenvhai，ershishujilezhouxubaichedishouhuideneikexin。
buzhiguoleduojiu，tamengditaiqitou，fadongyinqing，chezixianglixiandejianyiyangchonglechuqu，huirushihuadecheliu。tabuzhidaozijiyaoqunali，zhishimangmudikaizhe，chuanguoyumuzhongdechengshi，zuizhongquetingzailezhouxubaigongyulouxiadeneitiaojieduimian。
tabuganzaishangqu，zhinengxianggekuishizhe，duozaicheli，wangzheneishanliangzhewennuandengguangdechuanghu。
chuanghushang，ouerhuiyingchulianggerenying。youshishizhouxubaiduanzhebeizizouguodeshenying，youshishineigenvhaibengtiaozhepuguoqudejianying。tamenkaodehenjin，zitaiqinni，xiangshijianzuixunchangyezuiciyandeyiduilianren。
xiangxiangzhegongyuneidewennuan、xiaoyu、shuyuhuorendeqixi，zaiduibizijicheneidebingleng、gujihehuizhibuqudeshuyuguhuaizhideyinying，linweizhongyubengkuidikuchushenglai。buzaishiyayidechuoqi，ershisixinliefeidehaotao，xiangyaobawuzangliufudoukuchulai。
她后悔了。
是真的后悔了。
houhuidangchuweishenmeyaobazhouxubailajinzheichanghuangtangdetishenyouxi，houhuiweishenmemeiyouzaodiankanqingzijidexin，houhuiweishenmezaitalikaihou，caifajueshenghuolimeiyigexiweidejiaoluo，douzaoyibeitawushengdishentou、zhanju。
tajidetaweibuhao，zonghuitiqianwenhaoniunai。
tajidetasuoyoutiaotideyinshixiguan，bingnengwanmeibikaitadeleiqu。
tazaitaaoyegongzuoshi，momozaipangbianfangshangyizhanhuyandengheyibeicancha。
tazaitayinweiyalishimiandeyewan，benzhuodihengzhebuzhimingdediaozihongtarushui。
zheixiexisuide、zhenshidewennuan，zaoyichaoyueleguhuaizhiliuxiade、beitashenhuadehuiyi。guhuaizhishitaqingchunsuiyueliyichangshengdaerxuhuandemeng，meihao，queyaoyuan。erzhouxubai，shishentoujintashenghuomaibolide，shishizaizaidewendu。
可她明白得太晚了。
yushuaqijixiedizuoyoubaidong，guakaiyipianqingxideshiye，youxunsubeixindeyushuifugai。jiuxiangtahezhouxubaizhijian，gezhede，zaoyibushiyichangwuhui，yichangzhengchao，ershiyidaobeitaqinshouzhuqide，wufayuyuedebingqiang。
tazuozaicheli，zhidaoneishanchuanghudedengguangximie，zhengdonggongyuxianruchenshuideheian。yujianjianxiaole，chengshizhongguijijing。
linweicaganyanlei，fadonglechezi。tameiyouhuijiudian，ershimanwumudedikaizhe，zuizhongtingzaileyijiahaizaiyingyedejiubamenkou。
taxuyaojiujing，xuyaomabizheishiguzhuoxindetengtong。
jiubaliguangxianhunan，yinledichen。linweizuozaijiaoluo，yibeijieyibeidihezheliejiu，shituyongzhuoshaoganyaxiaxinkoudekongdong。jiujingmohuleyishi，querangmouxiehuamianyufaqingxi——zhouxubailikaishijuejuedebeiying，takantashibinglengdeyanshen，taheneigenvhaiyiweidejianying……
“huaizhi……”tawuyishidinannan，pazaibinglengdezhuomianshang，yanleihunzhejiuzi，langbeibukan，“duibuqi……huaizhi……wohaoxiang……batanongdiule……”
tashenzhifenbuqing，zheige“ta”，zhidejiujingshifenmulideguhuaizhi，haishineigebeitaqinshoutuikai，rujinshitarumoludezhouxubai。
yishichedichenruheianqian，tazhiyouyigeniantou：sulishideyu，zhenlenga，lengderangrenjuewang。
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jiubalihunzhuodekongqihecibidejiujingweibingmeiyoudailaiyuxiangzhongdemabi，fanerxiangyizhongkuxing，fangdazhemeiyigenshenjingmoshaodetongchu。linweibuzhidaozijiheleduoshao，zhijuedetianxuandizhuan，weilifanjiangdaohai，houlongbeisuansehekuweidudeyanyanshishi。
“huaizhi……xubai……duibuqi……”tapazaizhuoshang，yuwulunci，yanleihunzhecanliudejiuye，nianzailianjiahezhuomianshang。zhouweixuanxiaodeyinlehexiaoyudouchenglemohudebeijingyin，zhiyouxinzangbeisiliedeganjueqingxiwubi。
shiyingshengguolai，yongdaizhekouyindeyingyuguanqiedixunwen。linweimianqiangtaiqitou，shixianmohu，bailebaishou，xiangcongqianbaolitaochuxianjin，shouzhiquebutingshihuandizhandou，chaopiaoheyingbisanluoyidi。talangbeidiwanyaoqujian，touyunmuxuan，jihuzaidaozaidi。
yishuangyoulideshoufuzhuleta。bushijiyilizhouxubaineishuangdaizheliangyiquezonghuiwenwentuozhutadeshou，ershiyigemoshengde，daizhegulongshuiqiweideshoubei。
“**，nihaihaoma？”yigelvexianqingfudenanshengzaitatoudingxiangqi。
linweimengdishuaikaineizhishou，xiangshibeitangdaoyiyang。“biepengwo！”tasiyadidihou，yongjinliqizhanwen，liangliangqiangqiangdiwangjiubawaichongqu。
lengyuzaicipumianerlai，rangtadalegejiling，duanzandeqingxingdailaideshigengshenkedetongku。tamanwumudedizouzaishiluludejiedaoshang，gaogenxieweileyixia，jiaohuaichuanlaicitong，tayehunranbujue。yushuijintouletadetoufaheyifu，binglengcigu，quebibushangxindineipianhuangwudehanyi。
buzhidaozouleduojiu，tazhongyuzhichengbuzhu，kaozheyijiazaoyidayangdedianpuchuchuanghuazuozaidishang。chuchuanglizhanshizhejingzhideqinglvduibiao，zaijiedengxiafanshezhebinglengdeguang。jiuxiangzhouxubaikantadeyanshen。
taquansuoqilai，jianglianmaizaixigaili，yayidekushengzhongyuchongpolezuihouyidaofangxian，zaikongkuangdeyuyelixiandegewaiqiliang。tahouhuile，shizhendehouhuile。bushibugan，bushizhanyouyu，ershiqingxidiyishidao，tashiquleyigeduomezhongyaoderen。neigehuizaiyuyejitasongsan，huijidetasuoyouxiweixihao，huizaitazuicuiruoshimomoshouhudezhouxubai，beitaqinshounongdiule。
“xubai……wozhidaocuole……wozhendezhidaocuole……”taduizhebinglengdekongqinannanziyu，huidatadezhiyouxilideyusheng。
yishijianjianmohu，shentidebinglengheweibudezhuotongjiaozhizaiyiqi。tazuihoukandaode，shichuchuangbolishangzijilangbeibukan、rutongbeiyiqiliulanggoubandedaoying。
……
xiaodushuideweidaocibiershuxi。
linweifeilidizhengkaichenzhongdeyanpi，yingruyanliandeshiyiyuanbingfangdandiaodebaisetianhuaban。houlonggandemaohuo，hunshenxiangshibeichaikaizhongzuguoyiyangsuantongwuli。
“nixingle？”yigedaizhekouyindehushishengyinchuanlai，jiezheshidiaozhengshuyeguansududexiweishengxiang，“nizuowanbeisonglaideshihou，jixingjiujingzhongdu，haibanyougaoshaoheqingweifeiyan。xuyaohaohaoxiuxi。”
linweizhuanlezhuanjiangyingdebozi，kanxianghushi，zhanglezhangzui，quefabuchushengyin。
hushidijitayibeiwenshui，fuzhetaxiaoxindihelejikou。wenshuihuaguogansedehoulong，dailaiyisiweijie。
“shei……songwolaide？”tashayadiwen。
“shiyiweihaoxindechuzuchesiji。nizaijieshangyundaole。”hushihuida，jiluzheyiqishangdeshuju，“nideshoujijinshuihuaile，womenlianxibudaonidejiarenpengyou。feiyongshijingfangdianfude。”
jiaren？pengyou？linweikusedichelechezuijiao。zaizheiyiguotaxiang，taweiyide“jiaren”，yijingbeitaganzoule。
zaiyiyuantangleliangtian，bingqingshaoweiwendinghou，linweibanlilechuyuanshouxu。tashenshangdexianjinsuoshengwuji，xinyongkayeyinweizhiqiandefengkuangxiaofeihelinshijuedinglaisulishieredujinzhang。tabudebubanchuleneijiaangguidexingjijiudian，zaikaojinhuochezhanfujin，zhaoleyijialianjiaercaozadeqingnianlvshezhuxia。
judadeluochaganwushiwukebuzaizhemozheta。congyunduandieluonitan，buguoruci。
tabuganzaizhijiequventogongsihuozhezhouxubaidegongyu。takaishiyongyizhongjinhubeiweidefangshi，shituzhongxinjierutadeshenghuo，huozheshuo，jinjinshinengkandaotadeshenghuo。
tahuizaiqingchen，zaozaodishouzaitagongyulouxiaduimiandejiejiao，kanzhetachenpaoguilai，efabeihanshuirushi，qixipingwen，mubuxieshidizoujindalou。
tahuizaiwuxiushijian，hunjizaiventogongsiyuanqufujindekafeidianhekuaicandian，qidainengouyutachulaiyongcan。ouerzhendenengkandaotahetongshi，huozhe……heneigejiaoxiaoyoudenvhaiyiqi，tanxiaofengsheng。meiyici，douxiangyouyibadundaozaitaxinkouhuanmandiqiege。
tashenzhihuizaishenye，tuozhepibeideshenti，zaicihuidaotagongyulouxia，wangzheneishanhuoxuyongyuanbuhuizaiweitaliangqidechuanghu，yizhanjiushihenjiu。
taxiangyigeyouling，paihuaizaizhouxubaishijiedebianyuan，tanlandijiquzheneixieyutawuguandesuipian，ranhouyongzheixiesuipianfanfulingchiziji。
tazhuceleyigexindeshejiaozhanghao，xiaoxinyiyidizhaodaolezhouxubaijihubuyongdeneigejiuzhanghao，bugantianjia，zhishimeitianfanfuchakanneikongdangdangdezhuye。tatongguogezhongqudao，sousuoguanyuventotechnologiesdemeiyidianxinxi，shitucongneixielengbingbingdejishuxinwenhegongsidongtaili，pincouchutaxianzaideyangzi。
tafaxiantabizaiguoneishigengmangliu，danyegengyaoyan。tazhuchidexiangmuhuodeleyeneiguanzhu，tazaimougexiaoxingjishuyantaohuishangzuoleliulidedeyuyanjiangpianduanbeirenshangchuandaowangluo。shipinlideta，zixincongrong，yanshenruili，zaiyebushineigexuyaogenzaitashenhou，chenmoguayande“yingzi”。
taweitagandaojiaoao，tongshi，neigushiqutadekonghuanghetongchuyeyufashensui。
yitianxiawu，tiankongyoupiaoqilexiyu。linweimeiyoudaisan，sesuozaiventoyuanquwaiyidongjianzhudewuyanxia，muguangjinjinsuozhegongsichukou。takandaozhouxubaihejigexizhuanggelvderenyiqizouchulai，sihuzaisongbiezhongyaodekehu。tachuanzhejiancaihetideshenhuisexizhuang，yusizhanshiletadejiantou，taquehaobuzaiyi，yurenwoshougaobieshi，xiaorongdeti，zitaichenwen。
kehudechelikaihou，tabingmeiyoulikehuiqu，ershiduzizhanzailangyanxia，wangzhemimengdeyumu，dianlezhiyan。yanwuniaoniaoshengqi，mohuletalengyingdecelianlunkuo。
linweidexinmengdiyitiao。zheishijihui。
tajihushipingzhuhuxi，guqiquanshenyongqi，chuanguoximideyusi，paodaoletamianqian。
“zhouxubai！”tadeshengyindaizhejicudechuanxihewufayanshidezhandou。
zhouxubaizhuanguotou，kandaoshita，meitoushunjiancuqi，yandishanguoyisiqingxidebunaifanheyane。tatuchuyikouyanquan，baisedeyanwugezailiangrenzhijian，xiangyidaowuxingdepingzhang。
“linwei，”tayuqibingleng，“woyiweiwoshuodegouqingchule。”
yushuishunzhelinweidefashaodiluo，tahunshenshitou，langbeibukan，yangtoukanzheta，yanlichongmanlexuesiheqiqiu：“wozhidao……wozhidaowocuole。wobugaibanidangchengtishen，wobugaihushinideganshou……shiwochun，shiwo**……”
tayuwulunci，shituquzhuatadeyixiu，quebeitahaobuliuqingdibikai。
“guoqudeshi，meibiyaozaiti。”zhouxubaideshengyinmeiyouyisibolan，bizheiqiuyugengleng。
“youbiyao！”linweijihushihanchulaide，yanleihunzheyushuihualuo，“zhouxubai，woxihuanni！bushiyinweinixiangshei，woxihuandeshini！shineigehuijiwowenniunai，jidewobuchixiangcai，huizaiwozuoemengshihongwodezhouxubai！wozhidaowoxianzaishuozheixiehenkexiao，henbuyaolian，keshiwozhende……zhendebunengmeiyouni……”
tagengyanzhe，jihushuobuxiaqu。zheishitadiyicirucizhibaidipoubaixinji，fangxiasuoyoudejiaoaohezunyan，xiangxianjiyiyang，jiangzuirouruandefububaoluzaitamianqian，qiqiuyisilianmin。
zhouxubaijingjingdikanzheta，yanshenxiangzaishenshiyigebiaoyanzhuoliedexiaochou。tadanledanyanhui，yuqidanmodecanren：“shuowanle？”
linweijiangzaiyuandi，hunshenbingleng。
“nide‘xihuan’，”tachixiaoyisheng，“lianjiaderangwoexin。”
tashangqianyibu，bijinta，muguangrubingzhui，henhencichuantazuihoudexiwang：“linwei，nixihuande，buguoshishiquzhangkongdeganjue，buguoshibuxiguanshenbianshaoletiaohuzhijilaihuizhijiqudegou。xianzaizhuangchuyifuqingshensihaideyangzijisheikan？”
“bushide！wobushi……”linweitulaodiyaotou，yushuiheleishuimohuleshixian。
“shouqinideyanleihebiaoyan。”zhouxubaidaduanta，jiangyantouenmiezaipangbiandelajitongshang，dongzuoliluoerjuejue，“womenzhijian，zaozainibawodangchengguhuaizhiyingzideneiyikeqi，jiuwanle。xianzai，qingnilikai，buyaozailaidaraowodeshenghuo。”
tadunledun，buchongdao，meiyigezidouxiangzhongchuizazailinweixinshang：“kandaoni，zhihuirangwoxiangqiguoquneisannian，youduomelingrenzuoou。”
shuowan，tabuzaikantayiyan，zhuanshen，haobuliuliandizouhuileneidongdaibiaozhetadexinshengheweilaidedalou。
linweiduzizhanzaiyuli，kanzhetajuejuedebeiyingxiaoshizaibolimenhou，fangfoquanshendeliqidoubeichoukong。zhouxubaizuihouneijuhua，xiangzuizhongdeshenpan，jiangtachedidarulewujiandiyu。
令人作呕。
yuanlai，tazaitaxinli，yijingbianchenglezheiyangdecunzai。
yushuibingleng，quebibushangtahuayudewanfenzhiyi。tahuanhuandunxiashen，baozhuzijibinglengdeshuangbei，zaiyiguotaxiangdeqifenglengyuzhong，kudexiangyigebeiquanshijiepaoqidehaizi。
tazhongyumingbai，youxieshangkou，wufayuhe。youxieren，shiqule，jiuzaiyezhaobuhuilaile。
tadehuozangchang，shaodiaodebujinshitadejiaoaoheaiqing，haiyoutasuoyoudexiwang。
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