第四章噩梦
zhizhifanjujieshu，zhouxunlaiwenwochanzhewoyaoweixin。haozaiyanzhizhouyigeyanshen，zhouxunxingxingerqu。
wochaoyanzhizhouluchuyigeganjidexiaorong，taquekanyemeikanwoyiyan，taijiaolikai。
wozhiwoyuyanzhizhoubukenengyourenhegushi，quemomingqimiaodi、yinyinqidaixiacizaijian。
天不遂人愿。
yanzhizhouzaimeilaiguoyuyuan。fandaoshineigezhouxun，santianliangtoulaichifan，mingmingwozhizaizhoumoliangtianlaishangban，quecicinenggoukandaota。
zheirenzhimingdaoxingyaowozuodaizhaofuwuyuan。
yici，tafeiyaohewowanshenmecaiquan，dabaitiandefajiu。daizhaofuwuyuanbunengjujuekerendeyaoqiu，suoyiwozhinengmentouhele。
jiujingguominzhengdexiaoguoliganjianying，wodelianshunjiantangdebuxianghua，reqiyouhenkuaimanyandaobozi，youyuhedebuduo，wobuzhiyulimayunguoqu，danquebazhouxunheleyitiao。
「cao！**guanyua！」tazhengdeyiditianjiu，yitaitoubeiwoheleyitiao，jingranyaokangzhewoquyiyuan。
wojiulianghencha，youxieweixun，shahuhudixiao：「buyaojin，hedebuduo，guominbuyanzhong。」
「jiujingguominnibuhuijujuea！」zhouxundelianqingyizhenbaiyizhen，malejiju，zaimeirangwohejiu。
youcikejian，zhouxunsuiranyouzhiledian，danbingbushishenmeqiongxiongjiedehuairen，suoyiwoderiziyebingbunanao。
zhizhiyouyitian，xuejiemianlunansediqiuwobangmang。
「xuemei，jintianninenggenwohuanbanma？wojinwanshizhendeyoushi，womamazhuyuanle——」
wozhoumodewanshangdoushiyaoquzuojiajiaode，danxuejiedeyanshenzhendetaikelian，kuangqiemeiyouta，woyemeiyouzheiyifengongzuo。yushiwohexueshengjiazhangxiediaoleshangkeshijian，dayingletadeqingqiu。
wocongweizaiyelilaiguoyuyuan。zaichenchenyesezhong，dujuyiyudejianzhuxiangyigezhefudeguaishou。
mingmingshishuxidedifang，quebuzhizende，woqueyuewanglizouyuexinhuang，xiangyaobeishenmetunshiyiban。
wochuanshangyubaiributongdezhifu，hejigenvhaiyitongbeilingrubaoxiang。
yubairideyuyuanbutong，yelidebaoxiangjurandengguanghunan，yanwusiqi，peishangshuodadeluodichuangheshibushipaidachuanghudefeng，jingyouzhongzhongshikongbuzhigan。
erzhouweidetongshiquedouxiangdaishangyiyangdemianjuside，xiyiweichang。womomingqimiaodalegehanzhan。
baoxianglidekerenxiangwangchangyiyangxuanzedaizhaofuwuyuan。
wowojinquantou，dixiatou，diyiciwanquanbuxiangbeixuanzhong。
erneimanlianhengroudenanrenquetingzaiwomianqian，raoyouxingweidikanzhewo，「jiutale。」
worenmingdisongkaiquantou。suanle，yiwanshangdaizhaofuwuyuaneryi，doushiren，youmeiyougui，youshenmehaopade！
kexiayimiaowojiubeihenhendalian，dangqitarenfuwuyuanlikaibaoxiang。kerenlijianxialeyigezhuangzhi，manlianjiuqidikaojinwo，
wojingjudidengdaleyanjing，kandaotianhuabanshangsongranjiangxiasigeliantiao。
zheiqunren，zheiqunrendaodixiangganshenme？！yuyuanzenmehuiyouzheiyangyinzangdeqiguaizhuangzhi？！
woqiangzhuangzhenjing、shizeqixiquanluandiwangmenkoutuileyibu。
「zheiweixiansheng，yuyuanchulezhengchangfuwuwai，bingbutigongqitafuwu。」
「zheiyanga。」zheiweikerensihuzhenderenzhensisuoleyifan，yishidaolezijidebutuo，tacoujinyibu，manlianchengken，「buhaoyisia。」
woweiweisonglekouqi，kexiayimiao——
wodetoufabeihenhenzhuaizhu！xiangshibeijuanjinleshenmejiqili，toufaliandaizhetoupichadianyouzhongkebude、kuaiyaobeicheluodeganjue，zhenggerenshunjianbeixianfanzaidi！
「zheiweixiaojie，nishuodeshiyuyuanbaitiandeguiju。keshixianzai——」
taxiangzhishanzhuyiyangzhongzhongyazaiwodeshenshang，yanshenshechukebudejingguang，「tianheile。」
woqilidijianjiaoyisheng，qiangliedifankangqilai，taquexingfendishuo：「yehaizhangni，shengzhedianliqiba。」
zaifankangjianwodezhijiabuxiaoxinhuadaoletadelian，tadeyanjingsongrandengda，nujilehenhenshuailewoyigebazhang。
wodetoubudibeishandaoyipang，zhuangzaibinglengdedishang，「dong」deyisheng，shunjiantianxuandizhuan，wodeyanqianshenzhichuxianleduozhonghuanying。
tianhuabanshangdediaozhuixiangshisitiaozhangzhangdetengman，lengyingzhibaidichuiluoerxia。
jianwobeishanmengle，tamanyidifangkaileduiwodezhigu，yishoumozhewodelian，youxiezantandao：
「zheimepiaoliangdelian，guoranshanzhonglegenghaokan。」
lingyizhishouxiangyitiaoyinhendedushe，yanzhewotuibudejifuyiluxiangshang、xiangshang、zaixiangshang。
huran，tafachuleyishengshazhubandehaojiao！
yinweiyongyoutuihenhendixijiletadexiashen！
wobengfachuwuxiandetaoshengyizhi，yongzuikuaidisudupaqilai，dakaibaoxiangmentaolechuqu！
wocongweijuedezheitiaohuilangyouzheimezhang，zhangdexiangshizenmepaoyepaobudaojintou。
wofenlixiangqianpao，danshijishangsuduyidianyebukuai，yinweiwodetuiqishizaojiubeineirenyadefama，yanlei**ladicitengwodeyoulian，lianbuhetoubutongganlingwodexuesejinshi。
kewoyibuyebuganting，yibuyebuganhuitou。
danwomeipaoduoyuan，jiutazhuazhule！kerenzhuaizhewodetoufa，xiangzhuaizheyikuaipolandemobu，yilubawowangbaoxianglituo。
「a——jiuming！jiuming！」
jiuzaizheigeshengsiyouguandeshike，luguoyigebaoan！
xiangshizhuazhulezuihouyigejiumingdaocao，woshengsilijie：「jiujiuwo！」
baoanchaozhewokanleguolai。tatingdaolewodeqiujiu！
wodeyanleixiangshiliubujinside，jingjuzhongshengqiyisiqingxing——
kedangwoyutaduishangshixian，wodexinzhongzhongyizhui！yinweitadeyanlishimoran、mamu、shenzhishibunaifan。
tajingran——qingyidibieguolemuguang。
zaizheigeshike，wonaozituranchuxianlewowenxuejie「yuyuanwanshanggenbaitianguizeyoumeiyoushenmebutong？」shi，xuejiehanhuqicidebiaoqing。
yizhongpangdadejuewangxijilewo。
yuanlai，biguigengkepadeshirenxin。
wobishangyanjing，yanleiconglianjiahualuo，wozhidao，jinwanwoyidinghuisizaizheilile。
jiuzaiwoyaobeituorubaoxiangdeqianyimiao，yigeburongzhihuideshengyinrujingleiyibanzaikongdangdehuilangshangxiangqi。
「放开她。」
youyigerenniguangchaowoerlai，xiangshiyigecongtianerjiangdetianshen。
「pingshen——」zhuaizhewoderenhuranbianlelianse，chanmeidexiangshigoujianlemanwudegutou，henbudeyaoweibale，
「yanzong，haoqiao，ninyezaizhei。」
yanzhizhouyiquanzazaitalianshang。
我得救了。
quansuozaiyanzhizhoudecheli，woxiangyizhibaoshouqilingwujiakeguidegou，mingmingcheneiwendushiyi，woquedongdesesefadou。
yanzhizhoutaiqishou，womengranyisuo，biwukebi。
taqueqingqingrouroudiweiwopishangtadexizhuang，yuqiwenrouquezhidiyousheng，taxunuowo：
「biepa，zheigedifangniyibeizibubizailai。」
kewomeixiangdao，yuanlaiyanzhizhoukouzhongsuoweideyibeizizheimeduan，duandaojinjinwunian，tabianminglingwo：
「jiangjueyi，daoyuyuanlai。」