第2章

dibaodenghunxueweigan，guhunqiangzuowanrenkan。

houjiankuyaochanxingye，mingrihongchangdanqihan。

mosikedehanqicongtongfengkoudetielanjianshenjinlai，xiangwushuxixiaodebingzhen，shunzhehoujingdejiashangbazuanjinjizhui。woguizaitiechuangbian，zhijianxuanzailaorendeyanjianshang，youyuzheshifouyaotitaheshangyanjing。santianqianhaishixianhuoshengmingderen，cikepifuqingbairuzhi，quangutouxiadeyinyingli，neidaoyongsongjieyoushaochudeyueyaxingshangbagewaixingmu——hewohoujingzhengzaijiejiadeyinji，xiangliangpianduichengdekuye，yipianshuyuzhenshidelishi，yipianshuyuweizaodexianzai。

lengzangshidetiemenzaishenhoufachumanzhangde“zhiya”sheng，fangfodibaozaitunyanzuihouyisirenxing。wobaoqilaorendeshitishi，tadetouwulidiwaixiangyice，yandoucongzhijianhualuo，yanzuideyaohenzaitaidengxiaqingxikejian，neishiershinianlaifanfujujiaoliuxiadeaohen，xianzaiqueyaoyouwozheigenongmindeyachilaiyanxu。tiejiadehanqitouguochenshan，dongdeleigufateng，huranzhuyidaotazuojiaoxiaozhishaolebanjie，zhijiagaifanzheqingzise，xiangqicunyishuoguo，neishi1913nianliufangxiboliyashibeiliaokaomodiaode——danganlimeiyoudexijie，cikequexiangluotiebanyinzaishiwangmoshang。

fanhuifangjianshi，niupizhidaibeichuantangfengxianfan，“mofangshiertiao”debijibentankaizaiditupang。gangbizai“qianshuwenjianshishouwanxuxiaya15du”detiaomuxiayinkaimotuan，diqicilianxideqianmingyiranwaixie，“sidalin”de“si”zizongshiduochuyigou，xiangzhuzhangcuofangxiangdemaisui。wodingzhemozi，turanxiangqimeimeizaijitinongzhuangdeheibanshangxiezijimingzishidemoyang，tazongshuowodezixiangtianlongbanbizhi，xianzaizheishuangshouwozheyuanshuaigangbi，quezaiweizaolingyigerendemingyun。

shouyinjizaiqiangjiaofachucilaciladedianliusheng，dejunguangbodeeyudaizhenongzhongdehouyin：“kelimulingongwudingdehongxingzuoyeximie，sidalinyichengzhuanlietaowangzhongya……”wozhuaqitangcigangzaguoqu，gangdidetiexiuweihaicanliuzaishejian，bolisuipianjianzaizuozhanditushang，zhenghaoluozaidejuntuijindelansejiantoushang。ditubianyuanyonghongbixiezhe“1941nian11yue7ri”，mingtian，jiushiyuandingdehongchangyuebingri，erzhukefudefangxianzaiditushangzhishengbobodehongsexuxian，xiangdaosuishihuibengliedeshangkou。

yaopinggundongdeshengxiangcongchoutishenchuchuanlai。heseyetizaibolipingliyaohuang，chendiandeniturangyaoshuikanqilaixiangninggudexue。mianqianchudaohoujingjiejiadeshunjian，zhuoshaoganshunzheshenjingzhakai，woyaozhumaojin，chijianshenchuxuexingwei——zheishilaorenlinzhongqianyongchalijindenitudiaozhide“shangbayaoshui”，cikezhengzaiwodepifushangshikexujiadelishi。jingzili，jiejiadebianyuanshenchuxixiaodehuangshui，queyulaorenzhaopianshang1918niandedanpianshangfenhaobucha，lianbahenweiduandeweiweishangqiao，douxiangyongchiziliangguobanjingzhun。

yuanshuaizhifuguazaishengxiudeyijiashang，jianzhangdehongxingyadeyijiazhiyazuoxiang。jiekaichenshanniukoushi，xiongqianxinwendesankeheizhizaidengguangxiafanzhewuqing，neishi1925niansidalinzaisuoqibeiwenchongdingyaoliuxiadeyinji，neiwubudetegongzuotianyongzhencijinpifushi，woshuzhetamencixiadedi47zhen，meiyizhendouzaixinlimonianmeimeidemingzi。pidaikouluojinyaojianshi，turanyizhenxuanyun，xiangqishiliusuineinianbangjitinongzhuanglali，niueyeshizheiyangjinjinlezhujianbang，zhishixianzaiyazhedebushilisheng，ershizhenggesuliandemingyun。

zuozhanwenjiansanluozaidibaodemeigejiaoluo，ditushangdehonglanqianbiyinxiangjiaochandedushe。woguizaibingliangdecizhuanshang，yongfangdajingzhuziheduidi16jituanjundebushu：bieluofujiangjundeqibingjunyingzailimingqiandidawoluokelamusike，erwobixuzaiqingchendecanmoubuhuiyishang，yongsidalinguanyongdegelujiyakouyinshuochu：“jiangdi5motuohuabubingshidiaowangyilinsijicun”——zheijuhuabeiwoyongdaokezaizhangxin，shenchuxuezhuqueyiranjibulao，yinweizhenzhengdesidalin，cikezhengtangzailengzangshidetiejiashang，jiaozhihaidaizheweijiyuhededongshang。

yandouyaozaiyouchunjiaodeganjuerutonghanzhekuairanshaodetan，woduizheliechengsanbandejingzidiaozhengbiaoqing。zuotianbadiaodemenyachuhaizaiyinyinzuotong，xuexingweihunzheyancaodekuweizaikouqianglidazhuan，jingzhongrendehuilanseyanjingnulidengchubaozhishangdelingli，quezaimuguangsaoguoqiangjiaoshi，kanjianzijizhenshidemoyang：aliekexie·xiduoluofu，yierkucikedenongmin，houjingdepifuxiatiaodongzhezhenshidemaibo，erbushilishikebenlidetanghen。

tongfengkoudeyueguangxiangbayindao，xiexiechazaidibaodezhuanqiangshang。womozhekoudailidehunjie，neicede“najierida，1919”luodezhifushengteng，zheishilaorencongzijishoushangtunxiadexinwu，xianzaiqueyaodaizaicongweijianguoqizidewodeshoushang。xiangqidanganlixiezhe，najierida·aliluyewa1932nianzishashi，sidalinzhengzaigaojiasuodujia，erwo，lianzijiweihunqideshoudoumeiqianguo，cikequeyaobanyanyigeguanfu，zaiyuebingshishangluchuwumingzhidehunjie。

wenjianjuzuidicengdexiangcebeifandejuanbian，1941nian5yuehongchangyuebingdezhaopianli，sidalinangshoutingxiong，houjingdeshangbazaiyangguangxiaqingxikejian，shenhoushizhengqidet-34tankequn。woduizhezhaopianlianxizhanzi，jianjiagusuandexiangbeiliandaogeguo，yuanshuaifudeyinglingmopolesuoguxiafangdepifu，quebuganhengyisheng——zhenzhengdesidalin，cikezhengtangzaibinglengdetiejiashang，erwo，bixurangjingzhongrendemeiyidaozhouwen、meiyigeshoushi，douchengweiqianwanhongjunzhanshiyanzhongdexinyang。

houjingdejiejiazaiwuyeshifenkaishituoluo，wodingzhexishouchilidesuixie，turanxiangqiqiushoushituixiademaiqiao，tongyangdeganku，tongyangdehaowuzhongliang，quedoubaoguoguoxianhuodeshengming。zhongxintumosongjieyoushi，dibaodedengturanshanshuo，yuanchuchuanlaidejunpaodandejianxiao，tianhuabandehuichensusuluoxia，xiangtiqianjiangxiadeguhui。woshuzhexintiaodengdengliang，huranfaxian，zijijingzaiqidaipaojishengyangailianxiyanjiangshidepoyin。

“tongzhimen！”woduizhekongdangdangdefangjiankaikou，shengyinzhuangzaidibaodegongdingyouluohuilai，“deguoqinlvezheyiwei……”shuodao“qinlvezhe”shi，gelujiyakouyindezhanyinbianchengleyierkucikedexiangyin，wofennudichuidazhuomian，zhijiezhuangzaisidalinchangyongdehutaomuzhenzhishang，tengdedaoxiliangqi。zhenzhibianyuandequekou，shi1940niantapaizhuoxunchimoluotuofushiliuxiade，xianzaiqueyaoyouwodetengtonglaijizhuzheigexijie。

lingchen，qichuangdetielanjianzhongyuloujinyisichenguang，xianggenjinxianfengzaidibaodeheianli。wozhanzaiyijuqian，zuihouyicijianchayuanshuaizhifu：xunzhangdeshunxumeicuo，hunjiedaizaizuoshouwumingzhi，houjingdeshangbazaiyilingfankaishiluchusanfenzhier，zhenghaofuhe1918nianzhandizhaopiandejiaodu。jingzhongrendelingdaijiedadetaijin，ledehoujiefateng，querangwoxiangqifuqinlinzhongqian，yongzuihoudeliqibangwoxihaoqujitinongzhuangbaodaodelingdai。

wenjianzhuoshangdezuozhongmeiyouzhizhen，zhiyouchilunzaiheianlizhuandong，fachuxiweide“kada”sheng。womozhesidalindegangbi，bijianhaidaizhetadetiwen，zaizuozhanhuiyidefayangaoshanghuaxiazuihouyigejuhao，moshuizai“wula”erzizhouweiyunkai，xiangdizaixuedishangdexianxue。yuanchudepaoshengturanmijiqilai，zhendedibaoqiangbifazhan，wozhidao，neishidejundelingchenpaoji，weilezuzhimosikeshiminxiuzhujielei。

dangdiyilvwanzhengdeyangguangchuanguoqichuang，zaicizhuanshangtouchutielandeyingzishi，wotingjiandibaoshangcengchuanlaiweibinghuangangdejiaobusheng。zhenglihaoxiukoudezhezhou，molemohoujingdeshangba，querenjiejiayijingwanquantiehepifu。yandousaijinyouchunjiao，mofangzhaopianlidejiaodu，yanzuideyaohenzhenghaokazaimenyaquekouchu，xiangkuailiangshendingzhidepintu。

dibaodetiemenzaishenhoubiheshi，womolemozangzaixiukoudeqinghuawujiaonang——gaogezitegongliuxiade，yifangshenfenbaolu。jinshujiaonangluozheshouzhang，turanxiangqimeimeisaijiwodemaitianhushenfu，yonghongshengxizhedemaisui，cikezhengtangzaiyierkucikedemuwuchoutili，erwo，jijiangdaizhehuangyanyukongju，tashangtongwangdimiandetaijie，qucanjialimingqiandecanmoubuhuiyi，qumianduizhukefuyuanshuairuilidemuguang，quchengweineigezaihongchangyuebingshishanghuishoude“sidalin”。

taijieshangdeshuanghuazaixuedisuilie，xiangjilesantianqianzaiyierkucikekanjiandechuxue。tongfengkoudefengdailaidimiandeqixi，hunzazhexiaoyanyukaomianbaodejiaoxiang。woshuzhetaijiedejishu，di37jishi，tingjianyuanchukelimulingongdezhongsheng，neishilingchenwudiandebaoshi，quexiangsangzhongbanqiaozaixinshang。houjianfanqisongjieyoudekuwei，wozhidao，shuyualiekexiedezuihouyisiqixi，yijingsuizhelengzangshideguanmensheng，yongyuandifengzailedibaoshenchu，erxianzaizouzhede，shiyigechuanzheyuanshuaifudeyouling，yigedaizhechalijinshangbadehuangyan，yigejijiangzailishihongliuzhongbeiniansuihuozhujiudetishen。

canmoubuhuiyishidedengguangzaiguaijiaochuliangqi，menhouchuanlaidichendejiaotansheng。wotingzaiyinyingli，kanzhezijideshouzaiqiangshangtouchudeyingzi，neishuangshouzhangkuanda，zhijieculi，shiwoguolibingdeshou，cikequeyaojuqiyuanshuaidequanzhang。shenxiyikouqi，diaozhengchunjiaodehudu，rangqueyadechifengganghaoluchubankequanchi，xiangsidalinzai1936nianxianfabanbushidezhaopianneiyang。

dangshouzhichudaohuiyishidemenbashi，houjingdeshangbaturanchuanlaiyizhencitong，bushiyaoshuidezhuoshao，ershizhenshide、pifuxiadejidong。woturanmingbai，zheigeyewandemeiyidaoshangkou、meiyicilianxi、meiyigehuangyan，douzaijiangaliekexie·xiduoluofudexuerou，zhongsuchengyuesefu·sidalindemoyang，napalinghunzaijutongzhongbenglie，yeyaorangzheijuquti，chengweisulianrenminyanzhongbukedongyaodexinyang。

mentuikaideshunjian，xiaoyanweiyuyancaoweipumianerlai，shijidaomuguangtongshitouxiangwo。wokanjianzhukefuyuanshuaizhanzaidituqian，shouzhianzaidejuntuijindejiantoushang，tademuguangsaoguowohoujingdeshangba，tingliulelingdianyimiao——zugourangwolenghanjintouchenshan，queyoulikejingli，yongdaizhegelujiyazhanyindeeyushuo：“tongzhimen，womenhaiyouduoshaoshijian？”

huiyishideguazhongzhixiangliudianyike，fenzhenyushizhenxingchengdejiaodu，xiangjilesidalinqianmingshizuihouyibidetiaogou。wozuozaixiangmuzhangzhuodeshouwei，mozhezhuomianshangshenshendekehen，neishizhenzhengdesidalinyonggangbijiannianfuyinianchuochudeyinji，xianzai，wodezhiwenzhengzaifugaitadehenji，erdibaoshenchudelengzangshili，neigechuangzaozheixiehenjideren，zhengzaimanmandongchengyikuaichenmodebing。

chuangwai，mosikedelimingzhengzaipaoshengzhongdaolai，erwo，yijingmeiyoushijianquxiangmaitianlidemeimei，meiyoushijianquganshouhoujingdetengtong，shenzhimeiyoushijianquhaipa。yinweicongzheigeshunjiankaishi，meiyigeyanshen、meiyijufayan、meiyigeshoushi，doubuzaishuyualiekexie，ershishuyusidalin——neigebixuhuozhezhanzaihongchangderen，neigebixurangqianwanrenxiangxinmosikebuhuixianluoderen，neigelianlinghundouyaoxianchuqudetishen。