yangyizaizoulanglibawozhaodao,shuonvrenxiaochanhoubuzhuyihuiruhe,kejishizhenneiyang,woyemeishenmehaopade。
gangjieguotadailaishouji,womadianhuajiulaile。
tawenwogenlushumoshenmeshihouhuijiachituanyuanfan。
快过年了。
danxinwomazhidaowozaiyiyuan,suikoutiaolegenongliriziyingfuta。
woshenshouzaiwomianqianyangleyang,heiheideshenmedoukanbudao。
“shaonainai,nideshouzenmezheimeduoxue?”yangyiwozhewoshou,yuqiguaixintengde,jiajilushumohoujiuyizhishiyangyizhaoguwo,tabuxiangyongren,daoxianggezhangbei。
我微笑着说没事。
“shaonainai,shaoyeta……”
wozhidaotayaoshuoshenme,bianzhijiedaduanletawen:“yangyi,waimianyoutaiyangma?”
yiqian,wozongshitongguogezhongfangfaxiangzhidaolushumoxingcheng,tajiushiwolinxiranshenghuodezhongxin,woweizhetazhuan。
xianzai,woqiangpozijibuyaoquxiang。
yangyidunleduncaihuidawoshuo,waimiantaiyanghenhao,zaihuaxue。
“我想下去走走。”
yangyizhidaowoxingzi,juedingdeshijiuhuiquzuo,tabangwohuanleyifu,youzhanzhandejiangneigendaomangbangdiguolai,neishiwoyiqianwubikangjudedongxi。
xianzai,tabeiwonazaileshouli。
woxinliyougeyinanjiaoluo,feichangxuyaoyangguang。
yangyilingzhewozuodianti,wozhanzaijiaoluo,houbeitiejinlengbi,sizhoumoshengdeshengyinrangwohunshenjinbeng,zhidaowaimiandeyangguangluozaiwolianshang,wocaimanmanfangsong。
woyangtou,sisimenglongdeguangtouguocengcengheiwuzhaojinwoshuangyan,woxinyijing,shenshoudangledang,yinyuenengkandaoguangbeiyinyingzhedang。
wobuganzhixindehuanglehuangshou,shixianliyinyinggenzhehuangdong。
我,能看见光?
likejidongdeyaoquwenyisheng,yigemoshengdenvshengturanjiaowomingzi,daizhechayigenjingya:“shixiranma?”
“xiran,woshiyutongwan。”
duifangshengyinwanquanmosheng,woyinxianglibingburenshizheige,duifangbudengwohuida,likelashangwoshou,reqingdeshuo:“xiran,nizhenrengenzhaopianshangdenihaowuchabie,doushiyiyangdepiaoliang,zuijinzheiyiniannihaoshaoshangwanga,woyizhixianghuiguozhaoni,xinghao,zaizheilipengshangni。”
我不自在的抽回手。
shiminghou,meiduojiujiujiajilelushumo,zhengrizaibieshulishouzheneigewoxinkoushangdenanren,yinianshijianwosangshilesuoyoushejiaonengli。
suanqilai,xianzaizaizheili,shiquzhikeshudewaichu。
“wozuotianhuiguode,jinnianzaibeichengguonian,xiran,nishiwobeichengdiyigepengyou,yeshiwozheibeizizuihaodepengyoue。”
yutongwanshiwoshisuineinianshangwangrenshidepengyou,tachangnianzairibendingju,wogentayizhishiwangshangdeguimi,wojihusuoyoudeshi,tadouzhidao,baokuowoduilushumodeganqing。
ranxianshizhong,womencongweijianguomian。
gezhepingmudeguimituranchuxianzaiwomianqian,woyoudianjinzhang,queqiedeshuo,shizibei。
“duile,nigentazenmeyangle?niyanjing……。”yutongyueshuodaozhei,tamingxiandunlexia,ranhouyongshitandeyuqiwenwo:“shizhendezhibuhaolema?”
shuowan,tahaizouzaiwomianqian,shenshouhuanglehuang,woganjuedaomianqiandeguangyishanyishan,buzhidaoshibushiwocuojue,haiwendaoleshuxidexiangshuiwei……,jiuxiang,cengzainaerwendaoguo。
jianwomeifanying,yutongyueyongjinwo,xintengshuo:“xiran,shineigenanrenpeishangni!”
“bushide……。”wowangzheyanqianyipianhei,naohaishenchuneizhangqingaozhinendelianyijiuminglang:“shiwopeibushangta。”
shiwo,meiyouzhangchengtaxihuandemoyang。
shiwo,meiyoubianchengtaxihuandexingzi。
shiwo,meiyouanzhetaxihuandesuoyouquzuo。
suoyi,shiwopeibushangta。
genyutongwanliaolehuier,tabeitamuqinjiaozou,shuogaitianzaiyuewo。
“shaonai……nai。”yangyijiejiebabadejiaowo:”neige,neige……shitang……”
“ng,womenhuiquba。”woyiweitadanxinshenti,daduanletadehua。
beiyutongwanyidaduan,womeiyouzaiqukanyanjing,liyongwojiadeguanxi,nahuilewodehaizi。
tabeizhuangzaipaozhebinglengyaoshuidepingli,jiuxiang,biaoben。
wodeshouzhiyibianbianmozheguangbidepingshen,fangfo,tayoushengming,youwendu……
yigexingqihou,lushumohuilai,kandaodejiushizheiyangchishadewo,junyidelianlikelongzhaohanshuang:“linxiran,niyoubingshibushi?”
“shia,duini,wozaoyibingrugaowangle,nibuzhidaoma?”woxiaodecanlan。
xumeiliaodaowohuizheimehuida,tameishuohua。
wozhuantoukanxianghuaili:“shumo,zheishiwomendehaizi。”,shuowan,shengyinjianjianbianleng:“shini,buyaodehaizi。”
“womei……。”tagangyaofouren,xiangdaoleshenmehou,likezhuanlehuati:“linxiran,zheishilihunxieyishu,niqiangeziba。”
neitianzaiyiyuantingdaotayutangyutongdeduihua,wojiuzhidao,zheiyitiankuaidaole,quemeixiangdao,laidezheimekuai。
xinhaishibukekongzhidezaiteng,raoshiwozaiyouzhunbei,tadouhuishikong。
renshengyouduoshaogeshiliunian?
tazaoyishiwoshentideyibufen。
刮去,疼。
不刮,依旧疼。
woyangtouhanzheyanlei,jueqiangdekanzhetadeyinyingyixiao:“lushumo,weilemibuwoqiangxingzhannizheimeduoshijian;weilemibuworangnixinaidenvrenyibianyibianshoushanghai;weilemibunilihunhoujiuchengleershounanren;wobashuyuwodelinshigufenzhuanrangjini。”
nazhexiao,haobuyouyuqianxia‘linxiran’sangezi。
zheishi,wozuihouyicixiegentayimoyiyangdeziti。
“zuihouyigeyaoqiu,mingtianpeiwohuijiachigefan,cihou,niwoxingtongmolu。”