第4章
zhaowanwanchuyuanneitian,gouziyizhigenzhetamen。
tamenquzuoleyoulun,liangrenzaichuanbanshangyiweidehuamianbeipailexialai。
qiantian,liangrenyiqiguangshangchangbeipai。
zuotian,fuxinbocongzhaowanwanzhudexiaoquchulai,zhaowanwankaozaitashenshangweixiaodeyangziyebeipailexialai。
tamenxiangyongdehuamianshineimedeciyan,yuanlaiyiqiedoushiyoujikexundea。
wohetajiehunzheimeduonian,doumeiyoutamenzheijitianshangderesoudun。
suiranwohetazhiqianyesuanxiangchurongqia,danshitaconglaimeiyouzheimetitieguo,kenengshiwobushizhaowanwanba。
woyouzenmenenggouhebaiyueguangbini?
xiangdaozhei,woyouzichaoxiaoxiao。
“fuxinbo,nishenmeyisi?weishenmebazheigejiangneidingjita?”
wobuxiangzairen,wochongzheqianmiandenanrenkaikou,shengyinbusuanda,danshitanengtingjian。
tatingdaowodehua,zheicaiceguotou。
“meishenmeyisi,jiushixiangjijiujile。”
tadehuaxiangyipenbinglengdeshuipozaiwotoushang,nuhuowuchushifang。
wohenxiangxiangxunchangqizineiyangjiuzhetadelingzizhiwen。
wenwentadaodiyoumeiyouxiangguowodeganshou。
wenwentadaodiyoumeiyouzhendexianghewogongduyusheng。
keshiwobushi,wobuneng,taiduobudeyideshiqingrangworenzhe。
“fuxinbo,beipanderentunyiwangenzhen。”
woqingqingshuolezheijuhua,yebuguantadaoditingmeitingdao,qishenlixi。
zuihou,lijiebawosonghuiqu。
takandaowoyanlideleishuishi,heleyitiao。
“chenxi,xiangkujiukuba。”
wocetoukanxiangchuangwai,denghuolanshan,yaoxiachechuang,wanfengchuiluanlewodezhangfa,yechuiluanlewodesixu。
wohefuxinbodiyiciqueshishidaxueneiciouranzhuangjiantahetongxuedeshuohua,ziciwobiankaishizhizaogezhongouyu。
shetuan,zhidaotacanjia,wobuxihuanlanqiu,danhaishixuanzejiarule。
zhidaotayibanshenmeshihouqutushuguan,woyekeyizaineigeshijianduanqu,zhiweileneiyiju“haoqiao,niyezaizhei。”
wohetajiaojibingbuduo,danshitashanyaodirangwonuobukaiyan。
xuexiaolanqiusai,zonghuiyoutadeshenying,henduonvhaizidouhuijitasongshui,wozhishimomozhanzaijiaoluo。
zhidaohoulai,wocaizhidaozhaowanwandecunzai。
neitianxiawu,yeshiyichanglanqiusai,tadechuxian,wofaxianfuxinbodeyanshendouzaitashenshang。
tajieshoulezhaowanwandiguolaideshui,haiqinnididianleyixiatadeetou。
congneiyihou,wobianzhidao,zhaonuannuanzaitazheilibuyiyang。
womeiyoujixuzhizaoouyu,ershibazijidexinsizangqilai,shenzhizaibierentaoluntadeshihou,wodoushiyifu“lengmo”deyangzi。
zhidaohoumianyigejiyu,wojinleyulequan,zaiciyudaoleta。
shiyigejuzujucan,woshiyigenverhao,tashinanzhu。
kandaowo,tameitouyizhou,“niyoudianyanshu。”
tingdaozheijuhua,woxintiaomomingjiasu,wozaixiangtashibushijidewo?
kexiayimiao,tagebidenvyanyuanxiaozheyaoyaotou:“nibiejieyi,tajiushixihuanzheiyanghebierendazhaohu。”
woluantiaodexinzangquenanyipingfu。
youjiubiezhongfengdegaoxing,youyounianshaodexihuan。
jiuguosanxun,wozaitaitou,fuxinboyijingbuzhidaoqulenali。
woqishenzouchubaojian,jiuzhuangjinfuxinbodeyanmou。
takaozaimenpangbiandeqiangbishang,zuilidiaozheyan,quehaimeilaidejidian。
kandaowo,tabazuilideyannalexialai,zaishoulibawan。
“womenzhiqianshibushijianguo?”
tazheijuhuarangwoyijingpingfudexintiaozaicijiasu,danshiwomeiyouchengren。
“wokenengzhangdebijiaodazhong,nirencuoleba。”
tingdaowodehua,tadishengxiaoleyixia。
wozhidao,wozhangdehenhaokan,bushineizhongyougongjixingdezhangxiang,ershineizhongwenroudaqidezhangxiang,shuoshizaide,henshaonengyourenhewozhuanglian。
wojizijizhaoleyigebiejiaodeliyou,yishijinzhangdiniezhequnzi。
tashensuideyanmousihushikanchuanwodexinsi,lianshangdexiaoronggengnong。
“nishibushixihuanwoya?”
tashuozheihuadeshihou,wangwozheibiancoujinlejifen。
xinsibeichuopo,woyishiwangledongzuo。
tayoujixudao,“tongxue,nibushiwoxihuandeleixing。”
wodangranzhidaowobushifuxinboxihuandeleixing,taxihuandeshizhaowanwan,suoyiwomeiyoushuohua。
tongxuezheilianggezibawolahuiledangchuneiduankukuanliandeshiguang,suansenanyan。
yuanlaitajidewo,ketahaishitongpolezheigechuanghuzhi。
anlianleyizhenggedaxueshiqidenansheng,zaiwomianqianyongwenrouyoucanrendeyuqigenwoshuo。
“womenmeiyoujieguoe。”
wo:“e,wobuxihuanni,bietaikandeqiziji。”
weileneidianzizun,wohaishiqiangrenzhefazhangdeleixian,shuolezheijuhuahouzhuanshenqulecesuo。
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huidaojia,fuxinbohaishimeihuilai,wodiyicijuedezheigefangzizheimekongdang。
wobadengdakai,zhanzaiketinghuanshiyizhou。
zheigefangzidaduoshubaijiandoushiwomaihuilaibuzhide,tameiyouguoduocanyu。
youshihouwowentaxibuxihuan,tadoushihuiwoyiju“nijuedingjiuxing。”
woxianglejietadexihao,ketacongburangwokuitantadeyinsi。
chulebicidisichanmiandeshihou,tahuiwenroudihongzhewo,shenzhihaihuizhaoguwo。
wunianlai,woxianzaicaifaxianwoduitadelejieshaozhiyoushao。
zheigehunfang,buguoshitawushufangchandeyichu,woquebatadangzuojia。
yiqianwozuixihuanzuodeshiqing,jiushiliuyizhandengjifuxinbo,dengtahuijia。
wozhanzaidengguangxia。shenhouchuanlailekaimensheng。
shitahuilaile,buguoshouliquemeiyoudaineigexiaoxinglixiang。
takandaowo,meitoujinzhou。
“zenmezhanzaizhei?haibuxiuxi?”
tazheijuhua,xiandewogangcaizaihuichangdezhiwenyouxiekexiao,tafangfobushouyingxiangyiyang。
zheimeduonian,wocongbuganwentaweishenmequwo。
qishiwoshizhidaode,tajiushiweilebaofuzhaowanwan。
xiangchuzheimeduonian,wojiuyiweitahuiduiwoyouxihuan,xiangxinrijiushengqing,keshiwocuole。
tabushinengrijiushengqingdezhu,taxiangzuodeshijiuquzuole。
jianwobushuohua,tahuanlexiezizouguolai。
“bugaoxing?jintiandeshishiwozuode,wojinimailegeliwu。”
tameiyoushuoshizijidecuo,ershixiangsuibianjiwoyigeliwu,jiubazheijianshijieguoqu。
kanzhetashoulitizhedemingpaibaozhuang,wotaishoudadiao。
tasishibulijie,taishourouleroumeixin。
“zheijianshiyoushenmedabulede,niyaoshixiangyao,woxiacizaijinidinggejiangjiushile。”
wokanzheta,zhijuedetahenmosheng。
naoziturandingleyixia,wojuedeshenmedoubuzhongyaole。
“付辛博。”
zheigemingziwojiaolewushuci,congjinwanghoudouyuwowuguanle。
“我们离婚吧。”