第1章 求死不得

“jingzhi,weilebaozhunihehuoyudeyezhong,niningyuansi?”

mojunzerengxiaqiju,shuangyanxinghong。

jingzhisuodaojiaoluo,niejinshoushudao,chunbanzhandou,“junze,haizishinide。wojiajinizheimeduonian,nihaibumingbaiwodexinyima?”

mojunzezhaixiakouzhao,luchuyingjundemianrong,yanjiaomeishao,jinshilengmo。

“wopingshenmexinni?jingzhi,dangchunijiajiwo,shiyinweibeihuoyujujue。hunhou,nijicimanwo,sixiajianhuoyu。wopingshenmexinni?”

“bushi!”jingzhijidongdifouren,“junze,nibuyaoxinshenyiyidetiaosuo!wohehuoyu,qingqingbaibai!”

“是吗?”

mojunzezhangtuiyimai,gaodadeyingzishunjianzhaozhuta。

猝不及防的对视。

jingzhijingrankandao,mojunzeyanlidewenrou。

nandao,taxinrenzijile?

yushi,tarengxiaranxuedeshoushudao,shuangshoupanzhetadekutui,shengleijuxiadijieshi:“junze,woaidezhendeshini!woyiqianmilianhuoyu,shibatadangchengleni!wodayingjiajiniqian,faxianlezhenxiang!huoyu,woxiangshengxiawomendehaizi。niyijingjiwozuoguoliangcishoushule,wojingbuqizhetengle……”

“够了!”

huoyumengditiqijingzhi,henhenguandaozaishoushuchuang,dalifenkaitadeshuangxi,jingshijiangtabangzaishoushuchuang!

konghuangezhujingzhideyanhou,tasangyinsiya:“junze,niweishenmebuxinwo……”

xianzailanbaichuangdanlidejingzhi,shoudehairen,yishuangxiaolian,kudetonghong,jingqiaodejiaohuai,yeyinzhengzhashenchuxuesi。

狼狈,可怜。

kezhongxindaishangkouzhaodemojunze,buweisuodong。

tahuanleganjingdeqiju,tanjintadexigai,“nibupei。”

binglengdeyiqicaguoxigai,tajuewangdibishangyan。

mojunzeyishujingzhan,shoushukanchengwanmei,queshebudejitayongmazuiji。

jiaohuaichudeshufuxiaoshihou。

jingzhizhanweiweixiashoushuchuang。

她的孩子。

tagentadedisangehaizi。

她又失去了。

“mojunze,wohenni!”tasixinliefeidihan。

mojunzelengmodirengxiatuopan,“fanzheng,niconglaidoubuaiwo。zuomotaitai,weiqunile,shiba?”

nongchoudexuexingweimanyan,jingzhishoubule**,liangliangqiangqiangchongchushoushushi。

血滴了一路。

mojunzezhigougoudingzhuneiwanyandexueji,huranxiangqishibasuidejingzhi。

zhengzhifanghua,xiaorongmingyan。

neiyinian,tazaijiaoshilianxiwanhuiyaobiaoyande《hongdou》,tabeigeshengxiyin,zhanzaichuangqian,kandaoyinjinzhanghongleliandeta。

一眼万年。

“moyisheng,buhaole!jinghushipaodaotiantai,yaotiaolou!”zhouhushijijimangmangchongjinshoushushi,“womenlanbuzhu,nikuaiqukankan……”

mojunzehuangran:“nishuoshenme?”

zhouhushiduoduosuosuodifushu,shenpangdemojunzeyijingfengyizhendilikai。

hanfenglinlindetiantai,zhichuanzhanxuebingfudejingzhi,dongdesesefadou。

mojunzekandaozheiyimu,huranjuedezaiyezhuabuzhujingzhile。

tazengezijishenaijingzhi,jiugengwufayuanliang,jingzhiconglaibatadanghuoyudetishen!

“jingzhi,”mojunzehuifulengmodedanran,“nixiangtiaoxiaqu,yilebaile?”

jingzhihuitou,shenxingyihuang,yanzhongdehenyinonglie!

xiangdaosancitongshigurou,tafenhendishuo:“shi!”

“neinitiaoba。”mojunzebinglengdishuo。