wosikaibaoguo。diaochuliangyangdongxi。yibenjiuriji。yifenwenjian。
wenjiantaitoushijigecutiheizi：dnaqinyuanguanxijiandingbaogaoshu。wodeshouyoudiandou。fandaozuihouyiye。
jiandingyijian：yijuxianyouziliaohednafenxijieguo，zhichizhongwanqingweishengwuxuemuqin。zhongwanqing。
zheimingziwoshu。shudebunengzaishu。guoqusannian，womeitianduizhejingzilianxide，jiushimofangtadeyijuyidong，
yipinyixiao。woshitadetishen。titachuxiwuliaodeyanhui。titayingfunanchandeqinqi。
titadangdiaotabuxihuandezhuiqiuzhe。tajiaozhongwanqing。woyejiaozhongwanqing。tishenma，mingzidangranyedeyiyang。
kexianzaizheifenbaogaogaosuwo，neigehuozaiyunduan、xuyaobierenmofangdezhongwanqing，shiwoshengwuxueshangdenver？
kaishenmeguojiwanxiao。wojinniancaiershisi。shengbuchutaneimedadeguinv。huangmiuganxiangbingshuijiaotou。
wofankaineibenjiuriji。zhizhifahuang，zijijuanxiu，daizhedianjiushigangbideyinmohenji。
diyiyejiurangwodingzhule。“1985nian3yue12ri，qing。zhongyubaodaolewodexiaoqingtian，fenfendeyituan，
xianggexiaotianshi。tababashuo，zheishiwomenpanleshiniandezhenbao，jiujiaowanqingba，zhongwanqing。”zhongwanqing。
wodemingzi。rijibenlijiazheyizhangfanhuangdezhaopian。yigenianqingwenwandenvrenbaozheqiangbaozhongdeyinger，
xiaodemanzu。neimeiyanlunkuo，hewomeitianxiezhuanghoujingzilikandaodelian，youqibafenxiangsi。xinkoumengdiyichou。
wokuaisufandongriji。zilixingjian，jiluzheyigemuqinduinverdiandichengzhangdezhenshi。
“wanqinghuixiaole……”“wanqingjintianjiaomamale……”“wanqingfashaole，
jidewoyiyemeiheyan……”fandaozuihouyipianyouneirongderiji。shijiantingzai1998nian7yue15ri。
zijiliaocao，touzhejuewanghekongju。“……neigefengnvren！tazhendefengle！tatouzoulewodewanqing！
wodenver！tabaozhewanqingpaole！baojing！kuaibaojing！wodehaizi……”houmianshidapianbeishuiziyunkaidemoji，
mohubuqing。zuihouyiye，jiazheyizhangjianbao。riqishi1998nian7yue17ri。shehuixinwenbankuai，
biaotichumujingxin：《fushang**beibaomubangjia，jingfangquanlizhuichazhong！》baodaohenjianduan，
zhishuobenshizhumingqiyejiazhongmingyuanxianshengsansuide**zhongwanqingyujiazhongbeibaomulimoubaozoushizong，jingfangyijieru，
huyushimintigongxiansuo。xiamianfuzheyizhangxiaoxiaode、mohudeheibaizhaopian。zhaopianlidexiaonvhai，
zhazhelianggeyangjiaobian，xiaodewuyouwulv。neizhanglian……hewojiyishenchu，
jialiweiyiyizhangzijixiaoshihoudezhaopian，zhonghele。hanyicongjiaodibanzhicuantouding。wojiaozhongwanqing。
jinnianershisisui。wocongxiaogenzheyigejiaoliguixiangdenvrenzhangda，tarangwojiaotama。
womenzhuzaiyigexiaoxianchengpojiudetongzilouli。taduiwobuhao，yebuhuai。gengduoshihoushimoshi。
tazongshuo：“yaobushikannizhangdeyoujifenfuxiang，nenghuandianqian，sheiyangnizheipeiqianhuo。”taxujiu，
hezuileyoushihuidingzhewodelianma：“xiaojianzhong，gennineiduanmingdemayiyang，doushihuohai！”shibasuineinian，
tabawomaijileyigekanqilaihenyouqiandezhongniannvren。neinvrendingzhewodeliankanlehenjiu，yanshenfuza。
“yihou，nijiujiaozhongwanqing。”“niderenwu，jiushibanyanhaota。”“mofangtadeyiqie。
”“zhidaotabuxuyaoniweizhi。”“qian，shaobulenide。”jiuzheiyang，wochengle“zhongwanqing”。
yigehuozaibierenshedinglideyingzi。zheiyiban，jiushisannian。xianzai，zheibenrijihezheifenbaogaogaosuwo。
woyande，shiwoziji？neigebeibaomutouzoudezhongjiazhenqianjin？
erneigewoyizhimofangde、gaogaozaishangde“zhongwanqing”，youshishei？shoujituranxiangle。
pingmushangtiaodongzhelianggezi：linjie。wodejingjiren，huozheshuo，shitishenshiwudezhijieguanliren。
woshenxiyikouqi，jietong。“wei，linjie。”“wanqing，”linjiedeshengyinyiguandeganlianliluo，
daizheburongzhiyi，“zhunbeiyixia，mingtianxiawusandian，xierdunjiudiankafeiting，
yougezhongyaodesirenchahuixuyaoniti。”“mingbai。”wodeshengyinhenwen，tingbuchurenheyiyang。
“duifangshichentaitai，nizhidaode，wanqing**henfanta，danyoubunengwanquanbujimianzi。nizhixuyaolugelian，
hebeikafei，yingfubanxiaoshijiuxing。jizhu，shaoshuohua，duoweixiao，baochiwanqing**neizhong……ng，
qiadaohaochudeshuligan。”linjiedingzhuzhe。“haode。”“ng，laoguiju，choulaohuidadaonikashang。
”dianhuaguaduan。wokanzheshoulifanhuangderijibenhebinglengdednabaogao。sirenchahui？chentaitai？
wojideneigepangpangde、zongxihuanlazhe“zhongwanqing”deshoushuogebutingdefutaitai。yiqiantitaquyingfu，
zhijuedeguozaowuliao。xianzai……wokanzhejingzilizheizhanglian。
zheizhangherijibenzhaopianlineigenvrenrucixiangsidelian。yigeniantoufengkuangzisheng。qingxideheren。wodequ。
danbushiyitishendeshenfen。diertianxiawuliangdianwushi。xierdunjiudiankafeiting，kaochuangdeweizhi。wotiqiandaole。
xuanlegenengqingchukandaorukoudeweizhi。dianleyibeizuibianyidemeishi。manmanjiaodongzhe。
shouzhiwuyishidimozhebaolineibenyingqiaorijibendelengjiao。xinzaixiongqianglitiaodeyoudiankuai。“zhong**？
”yigelvexianjingyadeshengyinxiangqi。wotaitou。linjiezhanzaizhuobian，zhuangrongjingzhidelianshangxiemancuoe。
“nizenme……”tafeikuaidisaoshisizhou，yadishengyin，“nizenmezuozheierle？bushirangnizaichelidengma？
wanqing**haimeidaoni！”anzhaoguanli，woxuyaodengzhengzhu“zhongwanqing”daochang，
youtadesijihuozhulibawojiejincheli，jiandanjiaojieyixiazhuyishixiang，ranhouwozaiyitadeshenfenchuxian。
wofangxiakafeishao，taitoukanta。“linjie，zuo。”wozhilezhiduimiandeyizi。linjiemeitoujinsuo，meidong。
“wanqing**mashangdaole，ni……”“linjie，”wodaduanta，shengyinbugao，danzugouqingxi，
“jintiandechahui，wozijiqu。”“shenme？”linjiexiangshimeitingdong，“nizijiqu？nishenmeyisi？
”“yisijiushi，”woyingshangtakunhuoyoudaizhediannuqidemuguang，“congxianzaikaishi，
wobuzaishirenherendetishen。woshizhongwanqing。zhongjianeigezhenzhengdezhongwanqing。”linjiedebiaoqingshunjianninggu。
xiangshitingdaoletiandixiazuihuangmiudexiaohua。tachelechezuijiao，xiangxiao，youxiaobuchulai。“zhongwanqing，
nishibushizuowanmeishuixing？haishizuijinyalitaida，jingshenchuwentile？”tazoujinyibu，shengyinyadegengdi，
daizhejinggao，“nizhidaonizaishuoshenmema？zheizhongwanxiaoyidianyebuhaoxiao！ganjinqilai，genwoqutingchechang！
wanqing**deche……”“tadechejinbulaile。”wopingjingdishuo。“shenme？
”“jiudianmenkoudexuanzhuanmenchuledianxiaoguzhang，anbaorenyuanzhengzaichuli。tadeche，
zhishaodeduzaiwaimianershifenzhong。”woduanqikafei，minleyikou。zhenku。linjiemengdiniutoukanxiangrukoufangxiang。
touguojudadeluodibolichuang，nengkandaojiudianmenkouqueshiyoudianxiaohunluan，jiliangcheduzaineili，
chuanzhezhifudeanbaorenyuanzhengzaizhihuishutong。taliansebianlebian，huyidikanxiangwo：“ni……nizenmezhidao？
”womeihuida。zhishibayizhifangzaituishangdeshounashanglai。shouliniezhejizhangzhedieqilaidezhi。
wobatafangzaizhuomian，tuidaolinjiemianqian。“kankanzheige。”linjiechiyizhe，naqineijizhangzhi。
shidnabaogaodefuyinjian。takuaisusaoshi，muguangluozaizuihoudejiandingyijianshang。
“zhichizhongwanqingweishengwuxuemuqin……”tadelianseyidiandianbaixiaqu。shouzhiniezhezhizhangbianyuan，weiweifadou。
“zhei……zheibukeneng……”tanannanziyu，mengditaitoukanwo，yanshenruili，“niweizaode？zhongwanqing，
nizhibuzhidaoweizaozheizhongdongxi……”“yuanjianzaiwozheili。”wodaduanta，congbaolinachuneigejiurijiben，
qingqingfangzaidnabaogaopangbian。“haiyouzheige。”linjiedemuguangluozairijibenshang。tarendezheigebenzi。
zuoweizuitiejin“zhongwanqing”shenbianshiwuderenzhiyi，tahuoxuzaizhongjiamougejiaoluopiejianguo。
tadehuxibiandejicu。“ni……nicongnalinonglaide？”tadeshengyinyouxiefazhan。“yigenimingdebaoguo。
”wokanzhetadeyanjing，“linjie，nigenle‘ta’zheimeduonian，zhongjiadeshi，nizhidaodeyinggaibiwoduo。
gaosuwo，dangnianneigebeibaomutouzoudezhenqianjin，houlaizenmeyangle？zhongjiaweishenmeyouyouleyige‘zhongwanqing’？
”linjiexiangbeitangdaoyiyang，mengdisuohuishou。yanshenshanshuo，bikailewodezhishi。“wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme！
shenmezhenqianjinjiaqianjin！wanqing**jiushizhongjiaweiyideda**！”tadeyuqiqiangyingqilai，
danmingxiandiqibuzu，“zhongwanqing，wojinggaoni，biefafeng！yebienazheixiemomingqimiaodedongxichulai！
xianzailikegenwozou，fouze……”“fouzezenyang？”**zaiyibeishang，yuqimeishenmebolan，“chaolewo？
haishixiangchuliqitabutinghuadetishenyiyang，rangwo‘xiaoshi’？”linjiedelianchedibaile。zuichunxidongzhe，
shuobuchuhua。“linjie，”wofanghuanleyuqi，daizhedianxunxunshanyou，“wozhidaonizhishinaqianbanshi。
dannixiangguomeiyou？ruguozheifenbaogaoshizhende，ruguorijilixiedeyeshizhende。
neixianzaizuozaizhongjia、xiangshouzhezhongjiada**yiqiederen，shishei？tayoushizenmequdailezhenzhengdezhongwanqing？
”“yidanzhenxiangpuguang，zhongjiahuizenyang？”“zhongmingyuanxiansheng，
huizenmeduidaiyigeqipianletaershiduoniande‘nver’？”“ernimenzheixiezhiqingzhe，huozheshuo，canyuzhe，
”wodunledun，kanzhetashunjianshabaidelian，“youhuishishenmexiachang？”linjiedeshentihuangleyixia，
fuzhuleyibeicaizhanwen。doudadehanzhucongtaejiaoshenchu。tadexinlifangxianzaibengta。
woshishidituiguoquyizhangzhijin。“linjie，wozhixiangzhidaozhenxiang。yigebeimengbileershiduonianderen，
youquanlizhidaotashishei，tacongnalilai。”wodeshengyindaishangleyisibuyichajuedepibeihekenqie，“gaosuwo，
dangnianneigebaomuliguixiang，houlaizenmeyangle？neigebeitouzoudexiaonvhai，zhongjiaweishenmemeiyouzhaohuilai？
”kafeitingqingroudebeijingyinleliutangzhe。linjiedizhetou，dingzheneizhangzhijin，xiangzaidingzheshenmeshengsijueze。
shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu。rukouchudesaodongsihupingxile。
wokandaoyiliangshuxideheisebinlihuanhuanshixiangjiudiandamen。zhengzhulaile。“ta……tabeizhaodaole。
”linjiedeshengyingansedexiangshishazhimoca，“neigebaomu……liguixiang。”woxintouyijin：“shenmeshihou？
zainali？”“jiuzaibangjiaanfashenghoude……disantian。”linjietaiqitou，yanshenfuzadikanzhewo，
“zaijiaoquyigefeiqideshuitangli……yanside。tahuaili……haijinjinbaozheyige……yigesiqudenvtong。
”siqudenvtong？wonaoziwengdeyisheng。“jingfangqueren……neijiushibeibangjiadezhongjiada**……zhongwanqing。
”linjiedeshengyinhendi，daizheyizhongchenailuodingdecanku，“shitiyijingpaode……buchengyangzile，
danshenshangdeyiwu，haiyou……haiyouzhongjiateyijihaizidingzhidezhangmingjinsuo……douquerenleshenfen。
”zhangmingjinsuo。woxiayishidimolemozijidebozi。kongdangdangde。liguixiangneili，conglaimeiyouzheizhongdongxi。
“suoyi，zhongjiajiurendingzhenqianjinsile？”wodeshengyinyouxiefapiao。“shi。”linjiediantou，
yanshenlidaizheyisilianmin，youhuozheshiduijijiangxianqidefengbaodekongju，
“zhongtaitai……jiushiwanqing**deshengmu，shoubuledaji，yibingbuqi，meiaoguoneiniandongtianjiuzoule。
zhongxiansheng……yexiangbianlegeren。”“nei……xianzaizheige‘zhongwanqing’ni？
”wojihushicongyafenglijichuzheijigezi。linjieshenxiyikouqi。
“tashi……tashidangnianneigebaomuliguixiangdenver。”guoran！suiranzaoyoucaice，danqinertingdao，
xinzanghaishixiangbeizhongchuihenhenzaleyixia。“liguixiangtouzouzhenqianjinhou，
dagaishixianglesuohuozhebiedeshenme……jieguodaizhehaizitaopaotuzhongshizuluoshui……dousile。
”linjieyusuhenkuai，xiangshizaijiyupieqingshenme，“zhongxianshengdangshibeitongyujue，
youchachuziji……shentichulewenti，yihouhennanzaiyouhaizi。zhongjiaruodadejiaye……”tadunzhule，
yanshenshanshuo。“xuyaoyigejichengren？”wotitashuolechulai。linjiejiannandidiandiantou。
“jiuzaizhongjiaxianrujuejingdeshihou，yigenvren……baozheyigesansuizuoyoudexiaonvhaichuxianle。
”“tanachuleliguixiangdexinwu，haiyouyixie……molengliangkedezhengju。
zuizhongyaodeshi……”linjiedeshengyinyadejidi，“neigexiaonvhaidelian……jingranhesiqudezhongtaitai，
youwuliufenxiangsi！”“tashengchengzijishiliguixiangdeyuanfangbiaoqin，shuoliguixiangtouzouhaizihouliangxinbuan，
linsiqiantuofutayidingyaobahaizisonghuizhongjia。zhishitazhaodaozhongjiashi，beijuyijingfasheng……”“huangmiu！
”worenbuzhudichi。“shihuangmiu！”linjiekuxiao，“kedangshidezhongxiansheng……tataixuyaoyigeweijiele。
shiquqiziheainvdedajirangtajihubengkui。
erzheigeturanchuxiande、kusiwangqidexiaonvhai……jiuxiangyigenjiumingdaocao。”“qinzijiandingni？”wozhuiwen，
“zhongjiazheizhongmendi，bukenengbuyanba？”“yanle。”linjiedebiaoqingbiandeyouxieguguai，“yanleliangci。
”“jieguo？”“diyici……yangbenwuran，jieguowuxiao。”“dierci……baogaoxianshi，
zhichizhongmingyuanxianshengshinvhaideshengwuxuefuqin。”zhichi？zenmekeneng？“houlaini？”wozhuiwen，
ganjuehoubeiyizhenfaliang。“houlai……”linjietianletianfagandezuichun，“neigenvren，
yejiushixianzai‘wanqing**’deshengmu，bahaiziliuxia，zijinaleyidabiqianzoule，zaiyemeichuxianguo。
zhongxianshengjihaiziquming……zhongwanqing。batadangchengqinshengnverfuyang。
”“neigednabaogao……”wodingzheta。linjiebikaiwodemuguang，
shengyinjibukewen：“zhongxianshengdangshi……zhuangtaihencha。
baogao……shineigefuzeqinzijiandingdeyishengqinzisongdaotashoushangde。neigeyisheng……xingzhou。”xingzhou？
wodenaozifeisuzhuandong。zhongwanqingshenbian，sihuyougejiatingyisheng，haoxiangjiuxingzhou？hendexinren。“suoyi，
baogaobeidongleshoujiao？”wojihushikendingdishuo。linjiemeishuohua。chenmojiushimoren。“neigezhouyisheng，
xianzaihaizaiweizhongjiafuwu？”linjiejiannandidiandiantou。“nei……zhongxianshengni？tajiuyidianmeihuaiyiguo？
neigenvhaizhangdahoudeyangzi……”“shijiannengchongdanyiqie，yenenggaibianhenduo。”linjietanlekouqi，
“zhongxianshenghoulaishentishihaoshihuai，gongsideshiyehaofeitadaliangjingli。‘wanqing**’shitaweiyidejituo，
tayuezhangyuepiaoliang，henhuitaotahuanxin，ye……hendongderuhebanyanyigewanmeideqianjin**。”“banyan？
”wobuzhuodaolezheigeci。linjiedeyanshenlishanguoyisichaofeng。“tazhidaozijibushizhende。
”linjiedeshengyinlenglexialai，“tahenxiaodeshihou，taneigeshengmu，dagaishiweilequebaozijihoubanbeiziwuyou，
toutoulianxiguota，gaosuletazhenxiang，yerangtalaolaozhuazhuzhongjiazheikedashu。”“tahaipa。haipazhenxiangbaolu，
tajiangyiwusuoyou。suoyi，taxuyaotishen。”“titachuxiyoufengxiandechanghe。
”“titadangzhukenengrenchudangnianjiushideren。”“titachuliyiqiekenengbaolushenfendemafan。”“erni，
”linjiekanxiangwo，yanshenfuza，“shimofangdezuixiang、zuichijiudeyige。yinwei……nibenlaijiushi。
”zhenxiangxiangyibacuilebingdedao，henhentongjinxinzang，zaiyonglijiaodong。tongdewojihuwufahuxi。yuanlairuci。
wozhisuoyinengmofangdeneimexiang，neimetianyiwufeng。bushiyinweiwoyanjihao。ershiyinwei，
neibenlaijiushiwodeshenfen！wodeguxue！neigemaopaihuo，tazhanlewodemingzi，wodejia，woderensheng！
tapawozheizhanglian。suoyitabawofangzaishenbian。yongtishendeshenfenjinguwo。kanzhewomofangta，mofangwoziji！
zheisannian，meiyiciwoduizhejingzilianxitadebiaoqing，meiyiciwochuanshangtadeyifu，
meiyiciwodingzhetademingzichuxianzaigongzhongchanghe……doushizaiwozijidefenyingshangtiaowu！duomefengci！
duomeedu！kafeibeizaiwoshouzhongweiweizhandou。rukouchuchuanlaiyizhenqingweidesaodong。
chuanzhegaodingtaoqun、daizhemojingde“zhongwanqing”，zaizhulidecuyongxia，yitaiwanqiandizoulejinlai。
taxiguanxingdichaokafeitingwomenzheigejiaoluopieleyiyan。muguangsaoguolinjie，saoguowo……ranhoumengdidingzhu。
mojingzhezhuletadabanzhanglian，danwoqingxidikandao，tazuijiaoneimoxiguanxingde、youyadehudushunjianjiangzhu。
xiabadexiantiaobengjinle。gezheshijimidejuli，wodounengganshoudaoneiguzhouranshengqidezhenjinghe……kongju。
tarenchulewo。bushirenchutishen。
shirenchulezheizhanghetazijiyouzheweimiaoxiangsi、queyougengjiatiejinmougejiuzhaopianlinvrendelian。
linjieyekandaoleta，shentishunjianbengzhi，lianshangxuesejintun。“zhongwanqing”zaiyuanditingdunledagailiangmiao。ranhou，
tamengdizhuanshen，gaogenxiecaizaidalishidimianshangfachujicude“kada”sheng。
tashenzhimeilihuipangbianzhulicuoedexunwen，jihushitaoyeside，kuaibuzouxiangdiantijian。tahuangle。
woduanqineibeizaoyilengtoudekukafei，yangtou，yiyinerjin。binglengdeyetihuaruhoulong。jiaoxilexinkoudezhuotong。
quedianranleyandigenglengdehuoyan。zhanzheng，kaishile。jiexialaiderizi，fengpinglangjing。zhishaobiaomianshangshi。
linjiemeiyouzailianxiwo。“zhongwanqing”neibianyexiangshenmedoumeifashengguo。neifendnabaogaoherijiben，
xiangcongweichuxianguo。danwohenqingchu。anliuzhengzaiyongdong。baofengyuqiandeningjingbale。wobuji。woxuyaozhengju。
gengquezao、wufabeiqingyituifandezhengju。zhouyisheng。neigedangniankenengweizaoleqinzijiandingbaogaodeyisheng。
tashiguanjian。wohuanlezhuchu，huandiaoleshoujihao。yongzheisannianlaitishenzanxiadesuoyoujixu，
zulegeanbaoyangedegaojigongyu。ranhoukaishixingdong。yaojiejinzhongjiadejiatingyisheng，bingburongyi。
tafuwuyuzhongjiaduonian，shendexinren，xingzonggudingqiejinshen。wochangshiguozaitachangqudesirenzhensuowaidunshou。
dantashenbianzonggenzhezhulihuozhesiji。woyexiangguozhizaoouyu。dantashenghuoquanzihenzhai，
jihujiushizhongjiabieshu、sirenzhensuo、gaoerfujulebusandianyixian。julebuneizhongdifang，
bushiwozheizhong“shenfenbuming”derennengqingyihunjinqude。yingchuangbuxing。neijiuzhinengzhiqu。tupokouzainali？
wofanzheneibenfanhuangderiji，yibianyouyibian。zhijiantingliuzaizuihouyipian，neibeileishuimohudejuewangzijishang。
“……tabaozhewanqingpaole！”neige“ta”，shibaomuliguixiang。liguixiang……wobishangyan，
nulihuiyineigejiaoliguixiangdenvren。neigerangwojiaota“ma”，queyouduiwomobuguanxindenvren。
tahenshaotiqiguoqu。chulexujiuhoudezhouma。tazhudeneigepojiutongzilou……linju……dui！tayougelinju，
shigegupidelaocaifeng，xingwang，dajiadoujiaotawangbo。liguixianghezuihoumaren，shengyinhenda。wangbojiadechuanghu，
zhengduizhetajia。tahuoxutingdaoguoshenme！liguixiangbawomaidiaohoubujiu，jiutingshuotahejiuhesile。
neigetongzilou……buzhidaohaizaibuzai。wolikedongshen，huidaoleneigechengzaizhewohuiantongniandexiaoxiancheng。
bianhuahenda。danneigepobaidetongziloujuranhaizai，xiangyigebeishidaiyiwangdechuangba。
loudaoliyijiumimanzhechenniandeyouyanhechaoshidemeiwei。pingzhejiyi，wozhaodaolewangbojianeishanbanbodelvqimen。
qiaolehenjiu。mencaikaileyitiaofeng。yizhangbumanzhouwen、jingtideliantanchulai。“zhaoshei？”“wangbo？
”wonulirangzijideshengyintingqilaiwenhewuhai，“shiwo，yiqianzhugebilishenjiade……xiaoqing。
”wangbohunzhuodeyanjingmilemi，shangxiadaliangzhewo。wozheizhanglian，hexiaoshihoubianhuahenda。dantakanlehenjiu，
yanshenlisihuyouleyidianmohudeyinxiang。“xiaoqing？liguixiangmai……songzoudeneigeyatou？”“shiwo，wangbo。
”wodiandiantou。tayouyuleyixia，haishilakailemen。“jinlaiba。”wuzihenxiao，henan，
duimanlegezhongbuliaohebanchengyi，zhiyouyizhangjiushafamianqiangnengzuoren。“nizenmehuilaile？
”wangbojiwodaolebeishui，suliaobei，bianyuanyoudianhuokou。“wangbo，woxiangwenwen……guanyulishendeshi。
”wokaimenjianshan。wangbobumanlaojiandeshoumosuozhexigai，chenmoleyihuier。“taa……silehaoxienianle。
hejiuhede，baoying。”“ninhaijideta……shicongnalilaidema？huozhe，
tayoumeiyoutiguo……yiqianzainaerzuoshi？”woxiaoxindiwen。wangbotaiyankanlekanwo，yanshenfuza。
“tagangbanlaineihuier，shenshentaotaode，youqian，danzhengtiandanjingshoupadeyangzi。”tahuiyizhe，yusuhenman，
“hezuilejiumaren，mayigexingzhongde……marenjiaduanzijuesun……”wodexintileqilai。“mashenme？
”wozhuiwen。“ma……marenjiahuogaidiulehaizi……matatitianxingdao……”wangbozhoujinmeitou，
sihuzainulihuiyineixiezuihua，“haishuo……haishuotanverminghao，
diaojinjinwowole……yihoushida**deming……”“tanver？”wopingzhuhuxi。“shia，tayougenver。
”wangbokendingdishuo，“tagangbanlaideshihou，baozhegenvwawa，liangsansuideyangzi？jibuqingle。
neiwawazhangdetingjun，jiushidanzixiao，jianrenjiuduo。”“houlaini？neihaizini？”“houlai？
”wangboyaoyaotou，“buzhidao。haoxiang……meizhuduojiu，jiusongzoule？shuoshijiyangzaiqinqijia。
liguixiangzijishuode。”songzoule？wolikexiangdaoneigebaozhejiaqianjinchuxianzaizhongjiadenvren！“wangbo，
ninzaixiangxiang，tayoumeiyoushuoguotayiqianzainaerganhuo？huozhe……tanverbeisongdaonageqinqijiale？
”wodeshengyinyouxiefaji。wangbozhouzhemei，xianglehenjiu。“ganhuo……haoxiangtingtatiguoyizui，
zaishenme……shenmeshanbieshu？chengxide？jibuqingle。”chengxi？zhongjiadelaozhai，jiuzaichengxideyunshan！
“qinqi……”wangboturanpailexiadatui，“haoxiangtiguoyici！jiaoshenme……chuntao？haishichunxing？
haoxiangxingzhao？dui，zhaochuntao！”zhaochuntao！zheigemingzixiangyidaoshandianpijinnaohai！wojide！linjieshuoguo，
dangnianbaozhejiaqianjinchuxianzaizhongjiadenvren，jiujiaozhaochuntao！yiqiedouduishangle！liguixiangtouzouzhenqianjin（wo）。
tadagaishixianglesuohuozhebiede，danzhongtuchuleyiwai（luoshui？）。tazijidenver（jiaqianjin），
dangshikenengbeijiyangzaiqinqizhaochuntaoneili。liguixianghezhenqianjin“siwang”dexiaoxichuanlai。zhaochuntaoqiledaixin。
taliyongjiaqianjinkusizhongtaitaiderongmao，bianzaohuangyan，
daizhehaiziheweizaodezhengju（kenengbaokuodongleshoujiaodednayangben？）shangmen。tachenggongle。
jiaqianjinchenglezhongwanqing。erwo，zhenqianjin，beiliguixiangyangda，zuihouyoubeimaihuizhongjia，
chenglezijitishendetishen！haoyigebihuan！haoyichanglimaohuantaizi！wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。
“wangbo，xiexienin！taiganxiele！”woshengyinyouxiegengyan，taochuqianbao，balimiansuoyoudexianjindousaijiwangbo。
wangboheleyitiao，tuijuzhe：“zhei……zheizenmexing……”“ninnazhe！zheishininyingdede！
”woqiangxingbaqiansaijintashouli，“wangbo，jintiandeshi，qingninyidingbaomi，duisheidoubieshuowolaiguo，xingma？
”wangbokanzhewo，hunzhuodeyanjinglisihumingbaileshenme，tatanlekouqi，diandiantou：“yatou，
ni……zijixiaoxindian。”“wozhidao。”nadaoguanjianxinxi，womabutingtidiganhuichengli。zhaochuntao。
zhaodaota！tashijiaqianjinshengmu，shidangnianpianjudezhijiecanyuzhe！shirenzheng！
wodongyongletishenqijianjileidesuoyourenmaiziyuan，hualedajiaqian，qingle**。mubiao：zhaochuntao。
yaoqiu：jinkuaizhaodaotaxianzaidexialuo。qiandeliliangshijudade。jinjinsantianhou。
yifenxiangxideziliaobaizailewomianqian。zhaochuntao。zhaopianshangdenvrenwushiduosui，baoyangdebucuo，
danmeiyanjiantouzheshikuaihejingming。ziliaoxianshi，tanadaozhongjianeibijukuanhou，bingmeiyouhuihuowudu。tahencongming，
yehenjinshen。yongneibiqianzailinshimailejigepumianheyitaobucuodefangzi，zuodianxiaoshengyi，
riziguodexiangdangzirun。yihun，zhangfushigelaoshibajiaodeputonggongren。youyigeerzi，zhengzaidudaxue。
jiatinghemu，shenghuoanwen。kanqilai，tachedibaituoleguoqu，xiangshouzheyongqipianhuanlaidepingjingrensheng。
wodemuguangluozaitadezhuzhishang。linshi，qinghequ，lijingyuanxiaoqu。henhao。shishihou，
qudapozheifenxujiadepingjingle。zhoumo。lijingyuanxiaoqumenkou。zheishigezhonggaodangxiaoqu，huanjingbucuo。
wozuozaizulaideputongjiaocheli，gezhechechuang，kanzhejinchudejumin。xiawusidianzuoyou。
yigechuanzhesuihualianyiqun、linzhegouwudaidenvren，hejigetongyangnianjidefurenshuoxiaozhezouchuxiaoqudamen。
shita。zhaochuntao。bizhaopianshangfutaixie，xiaorongmanmian，kanqilaishenghuoqueshiruyi。tahetongbanzaimenkoufenkai，
duziyirenzouxiangbuyuanchudegongjiaozhan。jihui。wodaishangzheyangmaohemojing，xiache，kuaibugenleshangqu。
gongjiaozhanrenbuduo。tazhanzaizhanpaixia，ditoushuazheshouji。wozoudaotashenbian，yejiazhuangkanzhanpai。ranhou，
yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin，qingxidishuo：“zhaochuntaonvshi，liguixiangtuowoxiangninwenhao。
”zhaochuntaoshuashoujideshouzhishunjianjiangzhu！mengditaiqitou！lianshangdexuese“shua”diyixiatundeganganjingjing。
taxiangjianleguiyiyangdengzhewo，zuichunduosuozhe：“ni……nishishei？nihushuoshenme！”woweiweiceguolian，
bamojingwangxialalela，rangtanenggengqingchudikandaowodeyanjing。“ninburenshiwo？”wogouqizuijiao，
mofangzhe“zhongwanqing”neizhongbiaozhixingde、daizhedianshulihejugaolinxiadeweixiao，“yedui，
dangnianninbaozhequzhongjiamaochongda**deshihou，wocaisansui。nindangranbujidele。
”zhaochuntaodetongkongzhouranshousuo！shentikongzhibuzhudihuangleyixia，xiayishidihoutuiyibu，zhuangzaizhanpaishang。
“ni……ni……”tazhizhewo，shengyindoudebuchengyangzi，chongmanlejidudekongju，