第4章 活着真好

“许烟暖……”

“woxiawudadianhuajixiadaole,neibuxiwobupaile,jiexialaiwohuihaohaoxuexijinrongguanli,jiangluoxiadekedoubuhuilai。”tashengyinrenzhen,yanshenjianding。

yizhiwenliangdedashoushenleguolai,jiuluozaitadeeshang。

“meifashao。”nanrenshengyindanran。

“……”

“吃药了吗?”

“……”

“daihuierchiwanyaobaziqianle,mingtianwopairenbalihunzhengsonghuilai。zaodianxiuxi,nadaolihunzhengjiulikaizheili。”nanrenlengshengfenfu。

hualuo,qizhangtingbadeshenyingzhanqilai,zhuanshenbianzou。

xuyannuanzhanleqilai,shengyinzheji,“wobulihun!”

nanrenjiaobudunleyixia,zhuantoukanta,junlianmeishenmebiaoqing,zhishiheimoushenchu,shiyituantakanbudongdehei,xiangwubiandahai,limiananchaoxiongyong。

“youbudeni,woyutingshenbuyaoyigeshuixingyanghuadenvren。”

许烟暖,“……”

tabeitadeyanshenhedao,xinjianweizhan。

dengzaifanyingguolaideshihou,neigaodadeshenyingyijingxiaoshizailoutizhuanjiao。

正厅恢复了安静。

xuyannuanzhouzhemeitousikaoleyihuier,buyaoshuixingyanghuadenvren,tayoubushuixingyanghuaa,neitajiubunenglihunbei!

xinlihuoran,talediandiandegenshanglelou。

xishuwanchulai,tanaqipingshijingchangchideyao,gouchunlengxiao。

shangyishitajiushitaixiangxinxujingxuan,rangtaziyouchurubanshantiandi,caihuirangzijidebingqingyizaijiazhong,jingshenfanchang……

jiangyaopingfanghuiyuanchu,chumenzouxianggebifangjian,limianqiheiyipian。

yinweitadeyaoqiu,jiehunyinianlai,errenyizhishifenfangershui,zuowanshangshiyutingshendiyicitajintamendehunfang……

shufangdenghailiangzhe,tahaizaichuligongzuo。

xuyannuanxianglexiang,zhijiezoujinletadefangjian,xiankaibeizishanglechuang。

zheiyizhengtiandouzaixiaohuazhongshengzheigeshishi,wanquanbuganbiyan,shengpazheishiyichangmeng。zheihuieryizhanshangrouruandechuang,xuyannuanyanpiyouxiechengbuzhu。

时间缓缓流逝……

kenengshizhongjiujideyoushenmeshiba,xuyannuanshuidebutashi。

zaicixinglaideshihou,shilingchenliangdian。

tamengdezuoqishenlai,kanzhezhouweimoshengdehuanjing,yikexinpengpengzhitiao。

woshihenanjing,anjingderangrenhaipa。

他还在忙?

xuyannuanmolemotoushangdelenghan,shuibuzhele。

taxiachuang,baozheyigebaozhenwangwaizouqu……

初夏的夜,微凉。

erlouzhuwoyipianheian,luodichuangqian,yinyuekeyikandaoyigeshencaiqizhangdenanrenzhanzaineili,zhijiandeyantoumingmingmiemie,tamuguangyouheiershensui,xiangshizaisikaoshenme。

yueguangtouchuangerru,sazaineijunmeirushenzhidelianshang,wuduanderangrenjuedesenhanguji。

buzhidaozhanleduojiu,mianqianboliyanhuigangliyijingyouhaojigeyantou。tamiediaozuihouyigeyandi,lianquyandideqingxu,zhuanshenzouxiangchuangbian。

menwaiyouxiweidejiaobushengxiangqi,henkuaiqiaomenshengxiangqi。

“yutingshen,nizailimianma?”

nanrenjiaobudunleyixia,zhuantoukanxiangjinbidefangmen。

“wopahei,xianggenniyiqishui。”nvhaizishengyinxiaoxinyiyi,haiyouxieweizhan,“wohuihenanjingde,baozhengbuchaodaoni。”

shufangdengdouguanle,tameihuilaizijidewoshi,kendingshizaizhuwo。

bantiantingbudaohuida,tashitanxingdeningkaimenbashou。

‘kada’yishengqingxiang,meishangsuo……

heianzhongdexiaolianshanguoxinxi,xuyannuanpingzhuhuxi,qingshouqingjiaodezoulejinqu,jiezheweiandeyueguang,tanenggoukanqingnanrenshushuizhongdejunlian。

xuyannuanzhanlejifenzhong,xiankaibeizi,qiaoqiaotangzainanrendeshence。

tayishuangmouzijingliang,zhenggerendouyichangjinzhang,anzhubuguilvdexintiao,toutouqingshenguoqu,“bukenenglihunde,zheibeiziwodoubuhuilihun!”

heiyekeyiyangaihenduodongxi,danshiyanbuzhutashengyinlidejianding。

nanrenyanjianzhanlezhan,zhongjiumeiyezhengyan,xiangshigenbenbuzhidaobeirenqingbo。

xuyannuanjuedehenmanzu,zhishiyaoshinengshuidezaijinyidianjiuhaole。

xinlixiangzhe,taxiayishidekaishiwangtahuailinuo……

naodaixinkudezhenshangtadegebo,danshishuidehenbushufu,taxiaoshouhuanzhetajingshoudeyao,gangxiangdiaozhengyixiazishi,nanrenturanfanshen,mianchaozheta。

xuyannuanxindoutiqilaile,tayoujinzhangyouqidaidedingzhetadelian。

yutingshenzhishifanlegeshen,bingmeiyouxinglaidejixiang。bujinruci,kenengshiyinweizuijintaileile,tahuxigengchenle。

xuyannuansongleyikouqi,zaitahuailizhaoleyigeshufudezishi,xinmanyizudebishangyan……

清晨,晨曦初上。

yutingshenkanzhehuailishushuidexiaonvren,baixidexiaoliananjing,xiaoshanziyibandejiemaoqingzhan,yingchuyanjianxiadandandeanqing。

taxiangshishuidebuanwen,meitouqingqingdecuqi,xiaoshouhaizuanjintadexiongqiandeyijin……

xuyannuanshichajuedaoxiangzijizhumuerlaidemuguang,jingjuedezhengkaiyan,mengdeluoruyishuangqinglieshensuidemouzili,daizheshenshi。

“你,你醒啦?”

tashengyinyouxieya,daizhegangxingdeyonglan。

mouguangshanshuo,yinweitafaxiantamenxianzaihaiweichizhezuotianwanshangdeshuizi,nanrenyizhishoubeizhenzaitadetouxia,lingyizhishoudazaitadexianyao。

“wozuowanshangqiaomenle,nimeihuida,wodangnimorende。”

jiaoqiaodexiaolianfushangkeyidehongyun,danshixuyannuanqiangzhuangzhending,“budui,zheifangjianbenlaijiushiwode。”

nanrenmeichusheng,dandandeshouhuishoubei,qishenxiachuang。

yushilichuanlaixixililideshuisheng,rangxuyannuanyizhenhuanghu。

qingchendeyangguangtouguochuangliansalejinlai,dachuanglingluan,wenxinrouruan,jiaoluodehuaduojingjingdekaifang,jingmizhongtouzheqingxiang,shiyizhongsuiyuejinghaodeganjue,rangrenchenzui。

活着真好……

xuyannuansuihouxishuwan,yehuanleshenqingbiandejujiafuchuqu。

yixialou,jiukanjiancantingduoleyigebusuzhike:

许静萱。

xinzhonglengxiao,guoranshiyexinbusi,youzhaoshangmenlaile。qianyishitazenmemeiyishidao,zheinvrenpinfanchurubanshantiandidemude。

“不冷?”

nanrenlengsheng,mianselengmo,danshiyishuangmouzimeicongtashenshangyikaiguo。

nvrendemianrongjiaohao,jinhujingzhi,yitiaoqianlvsedebuguizelianyiqun,ganggaiguodatui,rangaotuyouzhidequxianruoyinruoxian,yishuangzhangtuihaobulinsedebaoluzairendeyanqian。

xujingxuanmouguangyijin,mangshangqianlanzhetadegebo,“jie,nijintianchuandezhenpiaoliang!buguonibushiyixiangxihuanzhangqunma?yinweinibuxihuanlutui。”

shuowanzheihua,taxiangshiyishidaozijishuolouleshenme,suolesuobozi,toutousaoleyiyanyutingshen。

xuyannuanmeikanta,zhishitaimouzhengduishangneibiannanrendemouzi。

“不冷。”

taqianxiao,ranhouzirandetuikaixujingxuandeshou,“woyiqiansixiangtaibaoshoule,danshizhidaotingshenxihuan,woyejiujuedetinghaokande。”

xujingxuanzhengzhu,lianshangmanshicuoe,wanquanmeixiangdaozheihuashicongtazuilishuochulaide。