第4章

takanzhetazaidishangtongkudifangun、aihao,kanzhetahunshenshixue、yanyanyixidecanzhuang,yanshenliquemeiyousihaodongrong,zhiyouyipianbinglengdemoran。

“zheishiniyingdedejiaoxun。”taqinglengdeshengyinchuanguomapidesiminghetadekuhan,qingxidichuanrutaerzhong,daizhezuihoudejinggao,“jizhu,yihou,buyaozaishitushanghaiyian。”

不要再伤害以安……

yuanlaizaitaxinli,tazaoyichengleyigeshandu、edu、huishanghaizijiqingegedenanren。

judadejuewanghexinsuirutongheidongbantunshileta,luzhixingzaiyezhichengbuzhu,yanqianyihei,chediyunsiguoqu。

……

zaicixinglai,shizaiyiyuan。

tajiannandizhuandongyanqiu,kandaozijishenshangchanmanlehouhoudeshabu。

shoujipingmuliangzhe,shiyitiaolaiziluyiandeduanxin:

「zhixing,duibuqi。wozhidaonibuhuiqingyifangqiwanshu,suoyiwozhinengxishengdiaozijidejiankang,rangwanshulaichengfani,yerangnichediduitasixin。ruguonihewanshuzhijianzhinengxuanzeyigedehua,wo……xuanzewanshu。」

kanzhepingmushangneibinglengdewenzi,luzhixingdexinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu,ranhoucanrendisichekailai!

痛……

bujinjinshishentishangbeimatijiantadetong,gengshizheizhongbeizhiqinzhiaishuangshuangbeipan、lianshoutuixiangshenyuandezhuxinzhitong!

leishuirutongjuedidehongshui,xiongyongerchu,jinshilezhentou。

zheishitadeqingege,xiaoshihouqianzhetadeshouzhangdadeqingegea!

takudehunshenzhandou,qianchedaoshenshangdeshangkou,jutongrangtajihuzhixi。

tazhandouzheshouanxianglechuangtoudehujiaoling。

yibian,liangbian,sanbian……shizhongmeiyouyishenghuozhehushiguolai。

shangkoutengdelihai,xiangshiyoushenmezailimianzhuoshao,taqiangchengzhejutongwubideshenti,jiannandinuoxiachuang,fuzheqiangbi,yibuyibudinuochubingfang,xiangquxunzhaoyisheng。

jingguoloutikoushi,tatingdaolelianggeshuxidenvsheng,shiqinwanshuhetazuihaodeguimilinwei。

“wanshu,nizhiqianbushixinshidandandishuo,dengwunianhouzhangquan,jiuheluyianlihun,ranhougenluzhixingjiehunma?zheizenme……bujinmeili,haigentagaodaoyiqiqule?”

duanzandechenmohou,shiqinwanshuneishuxiyoumoshengdeqinglengsangyin,daizheyisitazijidouweicengchajuedeqianquan。

“renshihuibiande,linwei。”tadunledun,sihushizaizhenzhuociyu,“zheixienian,heyianchaoxixiangchu,ta……henbuyiyang。wenrou,titie,shidati,chuchuweiwozhexiang。buzhibujue,wobianduitadonglexin,suoyilihun,zishishebudede。”

“donglexin?”linweideshengyinbagao,“neiluzhixingzenmeban?nibiewangle,niyiqianyouduoxihuanta,henbudebaquanshijiepengdaotamianqian。nandaoxianzaishuobuxihuanjiubuxihuanle?”

qinwanshuchenmolepianke,xujiuhoucaidandankaikou。

“yianwodonglexin,danzhixing……yebunengfangqi。tagenlewozheimeduonian,xiguanle。yihou,jiuyangzaishenbianzuogeqingrenhaole。”