第4章
diertianyizao，woshoudaolelvshidexiaoxi，lihunxieyihuizaiyizhouhouyoutaqinzisongdaomunanxingdebangongzhuoshang。
zheiduanwoyixiangqingyuandenieyuanzhongyukeyihuashangjuhaole，wodexinlidunransonglekouqi，youjuedekongdangdangde，zheishiniandedengdai，sanniandexiangshou，zuizhonghaishirangzijihuochengleyigexiaohua。
wodaogongsideshihouzhenghaozhuangdaolemunanxing，tashoushangtizheyigedaizi，limianshiwojianguodeneijianwaitao——zaixiaweilandeshoushangnaguo。
tadeyanshenluozaiwoqiaocuidelianshangshi，youxiexudebuzizai，yiwangzaitademianqian，wodabandijingzhi，doushuonvweiyuejizherong，xianrujin，womeilekeyiquyuederen，yebuyongneimekeyidabanle。
“ni......shentizenmeyangle？”
wobenxiangraoguota，dantadeshengyinzaiwoerpanyouyangguoshi，wohaishirenbuzhutaitou，tadeshengyinjihaoting，xiangshichunriwanguodefeng，dongripiaolingdexue，zongshinengqiadaohaochudijizhongwodexin。
tadeyandiyouyidiananchen，henmingxianshizuotianmeiyouxiuxihao，pibeixiezailianshang。
ruoshiwangchangdewo，tayijuwuguantongyangdewenhounengrangwokaixinyizhengtian，keyanxia，woquezhishengxialeshengqihexinteng，haoshengmeihaoqidiqianglehuiqu，“yuanlainiyehuiguanxinwo？”
tadeliansezaitingdaowodehuashixianranniuqulexia，aiyugongsilirenduo，buhaofazuo，zhinengyazheshengyin，“jiangzhou，zuotiandeshiqingshiwokaolvbuzhou，nibieyinyangguaiqi，meishijiuzaodianxiaban，huijiadengwo。”
shuowan，tajiucongwoshenbiancongcongliqu。
wobudebuchengren，zijiyijingaitadaofengmo，aidaochikuang，zhiyiju“huijiadengwo”，jiurangwozhiqiandefennu，buman，yanxiaoyunsan。
tayizhidoujide，womenshiyoujiade。
wobuzijindixiaochulesheng。
budaozhongwu，wojiulikailegongsi，kongzhongpiaoqilexiaoxue，jiebiandeshangdianliguashangleshengdanjiedezhuangshipin，linlangdeshengdanshuduizaishangchangdemenkou，xiamiandiezhewuyanliusedeliwuhezi。
wozheicaifanyingguolai，jintianshishengdanjie。
yeshiwodeershiwusuishengri。
wobujinxiangdaomunanxingrangwozaijiadengta，shiyinweizheijianshiqingma？
buzhibujue，seselengfengguatonglewodeyan，wodeyandiquefanqiyiguwennuandeleiyi。
yuanlai，tayizhidoujide，tayizhidoujidetadeshayatoudeshengri......
zhishikexi，zheishitapeiwoguodediyigeshengri，yezhudinghuishizuihouyige。
wosuansedixilexibizi，jiakuailehuijiadejiaobu。
huidaojia，wohuanshangleyijianmibaisedemaoyi，waimiandaleyijianbaisedezhangrongdayi，xiaoxinyiyidijizijidaishangleyiduizhenzhuerhuan，zuozaishuzhuangtaiqianrenrenzhenzhendijizijihuazhuang，yitouchuidaoyaojiandelisejuanfa，dandandekouhong。
nongwanleyiqie，caikankanxiawusandian。
wopiaoleyiyanyijingzaichufangmanghuodeyongren，yigeniantoumaolechulai——jimunanxingzuoyidunfan。
henkuai，wobayongrenzhikai，yigerendaochufang。
congqianzaijia，woshishizhibuzhanyangchunshuidedaxiaojie，jiadaomujiazhihou，munanxingdebamayeweiwomenanpaileyongren，woyebucengxiachu。
wozhengduizhechufanglihuobengluantiaodeyufadaideshihou，menkouchuanlaileqingweidesuozhuandongdeshengyin。
woyouxiejingchadizhuantou，kandaolemunanxing，“jintianzenmehuilaizheimezao？”
“gongsilimeishi，jiuzaodianhuilaile。”tasuiyidibawaitaotuoxia，dazaishafashang，piaodaoanbanshanghuobengluantiaodeyu，bujuezhouqimeitou，jibuzoudaolechufang，qingqingduoxialewoshoulidedao，“zenmeturanxiangdaozijizuofanle，nimingmingbuhuizheixie，yongrenni？”
“jintianshengdanjie，wojitamenfangjiale。”
munanxingmeiyoushuoshenme，danshoutiqiyu，liluodidaoqidaoluo，wozhinengbeipotuijuyipang，anjingdizaipangbiankanzhe。
tajuntingdebeiyinglizaiwodemianqian，renzhendemoyangrangwobujinxiangqilaineishihouzaigudaodeta，yeshizheiyangrenrenzhenzhendijiwozhunbeichide。
neishihou，tayongyishuangmanshitanhuideshounieleniewoderoudududelianjia，bankaiwanxiaodiwen，“shayatouhaimeichibaoma？yaoshijianglaichubuqudehua，shayatouhuibuhuibagegeyechile？”
wodingzheyizhanghualianchongtahenhendiyaotou，“buhuide，womenyidinghuichuqude。”
xiangdaozheili，wodeyanleihaowuzhengzhaodiliulexialai，haosiganshoudaoyishuangwennuandeshoukuayueshikongfushanglewodeyanjiao，tiwocaquleyanjiaodeleihen，roushengxiyuhuidangzaiwodeerbian，“wodeshayatouzenmekule？shigegerangnibukaixinlema？doushigegedecuo，yatoubieku......”
taiyanzhichu，shiyizhangmohudelian。
wodexinlimengranjiaotonglexia，xinlimanshangdejudakuchuyixiazibawohuanjingzhongchelechulai，woshishenditaitou，munanxingduanzhecaizouchulai，binglengzhiji，hejiyizhongdeneigerenquanranliangbanmoyang。
“meixiangdaozheimekuaijiudaoshengdanjiele，kuaidaoxindeyinianle。”munanxingzaiwodelingyibianzuoxia，bangwozhenleyibeihongjiu。
wopingjingdijieguojiubei，shuolejuxiexiefangzaiyipang，zuijinyizhizaichiyaodeyuangu，pengbudejiu，munanxingbingmeiyouzhuyidaozheixie，jialeyikuaihongshaoyudaolewodewanli，“wojidenishiaichiyude。”
wodeyanshenshanshuolexia，huanhuanqichi，“xiexie，buguowoxiaoshihoubuaichide，houlaicaiaichide。”
tabuyiweiyi，“houlaiweishenmejiuaile？”
tingwenci，wodeshouzhibushoukongzhididoulexia，yanleipusuzheyouyaoliuxialai。
weishenmeaichiyu？nandaotabuzhidaoma？
neinianzaigudaoshang，meiyoushiwu，zhiyouhailangdashanglaideyu，tabiandundunzuoyu，congci，woaishangleyu，aishangletazuodeyu。
keshitahaoxiangwanquanbujidele......
woqiangrenzhexinlidebeitong，fangxiakuaizi，“meishenme，nijintianzenmezheimehuilaile？shibushiyinweiwo......”
wonulibizijibaneijianshiqingcongxinliyaxiaqu，yangqilai，jiletayigexiaolian，qidaitayigekendingdedaan，neihuishiwozheiyishengweishubuduodexingfushike。
“ng，woyoudongxijini。”tayeshunshifangxialekuaizi，qishenzoudaoleshufang。
wodexinlidunshixiaoluluanzhuang，jidongdikuaiyaobengchulai，taguoranjidewodeshengri，haijidejiwozhunbeiliwu，woxinxidiqishen，shenzhidengbujineiqidaidemanzhangdeshiguang，genzaitahoumian，“nijiwozhunbeileshenme？”
xiayimiao，yifencaichanfengexieyihelihunxieyiluozaiwodeyandi......