年后
chuntianjianjiandaole，wanwufusu，danwodeshenzi，quemeiyouyinghezheimeihaodejingxiang，rengshiyitiantiantuibaixiaqu。
近日，还频频吐血。
qiuyuezhongridanyoudanyouhaowubanfa，zhinengxingyingbulideshouzhewo。
kanzheqiuyuedourijianxiaoshoudeshenying，wozhongshiburen。
“qiuyue，woxiangchijiejiaoneijiadedianxinle，nijinriqujiwomaihuilaiba，haiyouqitachishi，nidouduotiaoxie。”jintianchunguangmingmei，woxiangrangtachumensansanxin。
“haodefuren”kenengwozuijindoushiyubuzhen，tazhejixiangjiwomaixiehaochide，yikoudaying，jiuchumenle。
keshi，zhidaobangwanshifen，qiuyuerengranmeiyouhuilai，woyouxiebuan，fenfuxiaosichuquxunta，wodaowutongyuanmenkoudengzhe。
“honglong”chunrijingleixiangpotianji，woxinshenzhenzhen，buandeganjuegengjiaqianglie，taituijiuwangwaizou，xiangzijiquxun。
gangzoudaoqianyuan，yiweixiaosihuanghuangzhangzhangdepaoguolai，”furen！buhaole……qiuyuebeijiangjunzhangbile。”
woganjuexiongqiangshunjianxueqifanyong，zhenggeshenzidoubuyoudefadou，sishenghandao：“qiuyuedaodizaina？！”
xiaosi：“zaixingyuge……”
xingyuge，qingyagongzhudezhusuo。
wokandaoqiuyuejiaoxiaodeshenzibinglengdetangzaineili，quandoushixue，woshuangtuiyiruan，diezuozaidishang，liangjiu，caiyoudianliqi，padaoqiuyueshenbian。
“a……”woguizaiqiuyueshenbian，yanleizhibuzhudewangxialuo。
“shenyi！weishenme？！”kanzhelengkuzhanzaiyicedeshenyi，wodihoudao。
“qiuyuesiyimoushaqingya，tasongjiqingyadedianxinzhongfaxianshexiang，yaobushiqingyadeyahuanjishifaxian，jintian，wodehaizijiumeile！”shenyibaonu。
wobukezhixindedengdayan：“bukeneng！”
“zheigedianxinshiqiuyueganggangsonglaide，zheigebushinifenfuqiuyuequmaidema？zheijianshiqing，niyetuobuleguanxi，baisuxi，nizuihaojiwogejieshi。”shenyiyaoyaqichi，jiangzhuoshangdedianxinzaxiangwo。
zheigedianxinqueshishiworangqiuyuequmaide，danshiqiuyuejuebukenengxiadu。erqiemeiyouwodetongyi，qiuyuezenmekenengsizijiqingyasongdongxi。
yidingshiqingyazheibiandongdeshoujiao，danwoxianzaihaowuzhengju，jueduibunengrangqiuyuewangsi。
wocongdishangzhengzhazhepaqi：“shenyi，nixinbuxinwo？”
“renzhengwuzhengjuzai，woruhexinni？”shenyishenseyinchen，cikenudaojidian。
woxiongqiangzhongfanqijutong，quantoujinwo：“womenzaiyiqishenghuoneimeduonian，woyizhiyiweinishilejiewode，qiuyueshiwozuizaihuderen，shiwojiarujiangjunfuyilaiyizhishouzhewoderen，niqueshaleta……nisuoxingyebawoshaleba！”
hude，ganjuetounaohunhunchenchen，zhenggeshenzibushoukongzhidewaidao，shiquyishi。
zaicixinglai，woyijinghuidaolewutongyuan。
shenbianderenquandoushimoshengren，zhengriweizaiwoshenbiandexiaoyatou，zaiyezhaobudaole。
wodexinhaoxiangmamule，duishenbiandeyiqiedouhaowuganzhi。
buzhihunhuneedeguoleduojiu，jinxihexile。
yiri，wobanyejingxing，dingzhesizhoudeheian，neixinshengtengqiqiangliedebugan。
wobunengzaineimehuozhe，qichuwoaozhe，shiyinweilibukaishenyi，xiangzaiduopeipeita，danshixianzai，tabuxuyaowole，woyebukenengzaiyuanliangta，woweishenmehaiyaobawosuoshengwujideshiguanghaofeizaizhei。
我要离开这里。